It was like trying to put a shirt on that was too small. You know it doesn’t fit, but it’s your favorite shirt. You know it’s a bad idea. When you lift your arms up your belly shows, and the sleeves are a little too short. But, it’s your favorite shirt. So you wear it anyway. I knew you were a bad idea, but you were my favorite idea, so I wanted you anyway. But it was raining so hard on me, and you were my sunshine. Together, we made a rainbow. Rainbows don’t last long and it all makes so much sense now. I close my eyes and the memories glow brighter than the stars. The best ones stand out the most. The moon lights up the sky, but your missing presence darkens my mind. You picked me up that one day on Thursday, when I stepped out of your car I saw a star fly across the sky, and I never made a wish… because everything I could possibly wish for was in my hands. You’re a mystery, and I don’t think I’ll ever beable to solve it. There’s some conversations we had that stick to my mind, and I can’t figure out why they stick. I can still feel the moisture of your whispers, and the feeling of your lips on my neck is a feeling that will take awhile to go away. You made me smile, and you made me happier than I have ever been. You have so much talent, and everyone likes you. I don’t blame you for not wanting to be with me, I wouldn’t want to be with me either. Your smiles too bright for me. You shine like a full moon, and I’m duller than the sliver of a new moon. You light up the sky, and I can only give off such a little amount of light. You have such an incredible personality, and I promise you.. you are not a bad person. You’re human. That’s all. Sometimes we hurt people, it’s just a part of life. You’re an inspiration to so many people, and I’m glad we made a rainbow. But rainbows fade away, and so did we. I don’t regret anything between us, and you shouldn’t either. And maybe some day, I’ll be caught in a storm again and my sun will come out and we can make another rainbow. When I close my eyes, it’s like a romance movie in my head. All the little things that mean the most to me play in the same order, and you will always be my favorite movie star. It’s really a beautiful thing that all we have are good memories. It’s a wonderful thing that I can think about everything between us and not cringe at the memories. You are everything everybody looks for in a person, and don’t forget that. I don’t regret pushing aside everything that told me no. Because I’m beyond thankful I was able to have something with you. Just keep being you. Because every mistake I’ve made with you, really isn’t a mistake at all. Because it all played out to be beautiful. I just sometimes wish that our rainbow would’ve glowed a little longer. But I like seeing you happy, even if I’m not the reason for your smile… maybe I never was. But your smile will always be my biggest weakness. Keep shining sunshine.