slim life

One day I wanted to change… and here are the results…

Height: 1,63 cm (5’ 4")

Starting Weight: 103,2 Kilos (227.5 lbs)(May-16-2013)

Picture #1: 93 kilos (205.0 lbs)
Picture #2: 83 kilos (182,9 lbs)
Picture #3: 73 kilos (160,9 lbs)
Picture #4: 63 kilos (138,8 lbs)
Picture #5 (Goal Weight): 53 kilos (116.8 lbs)(February-17-2015)

Current Weight: 52.6 Kilos (115.9) (August-2015)

I feel like a failure

I’ve recently been binging on food and I’m scared of putting weight, but I’ve realized that the reason for my binging is because I get anxious or nervous about something. The thing is I don’t know why I feel anxious or nervous. But I always regret putting that food in my mouth. I’ve become scared of eating the most smallest piece of food, because I think of the weight I can put on instead of lose it.
I’ve also noticed that I gained weight, I had been 130 lbs , almost close to my GW but I put six pounds on and I hate muself, I hate this anxiety that hits me when I’m feeling so good of myself. I’m not sure if I make sense but , I hope I did.


hot dresses AU/spyAU inspired by that incredi-drawing by gabzy + Neji is too floored by how killer Tenten looks to properly touch her (for a while, anyways). based off of convo with gabzilla-z & matchaball and

this AU is gonna be the death of me my god