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Eye Love You Just the Way You Are

Pairing: Carl Grimes x Reader

Word count: 2,505

Summary: Y/n just wants to spend time with her best friend Carl when she sees he’s going through a rough time and tries her best to help him through it.

Warnings: insecurity, pain, feels ??

Author’s note: This is my first posted fan fiction, please excuse any grammatical errors you might find. I might want to make a Part 2 if I get enough positive feedback, so I’d appreciate your opinion ! Enjoy !!
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I was officially bored out of my mind. I sat in the house I shared with Daryl and Carol, on the couch, doing absolutely nothing and trying so hard to resist the urge to bug the Grimes family. All the time I’d go over, hang out with my best friend, Carl, watch his sister, Judith, or even help Rick and Michonne around the house. Even after I’d try to spend time with Daryl, I always found myself back at the Grimes household. Sometimes I felt so annoying, but seeing Carl’s smile always reassured me.
Taking a deep breath, I decided to get up and walk over to their house

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anonymous asked:

MC dies in an accident, how will the guys from KBTBB react?

Ota: Ota wasn’t like his usual teasing self. He’s been more mature and depressed since you died. He treasured everything in his possession that was related to you. The collar he gave you, the ring, the painting… Everything. Everytime he would see a blue bird or someone who looked like you, he would slightly tear up. “God….I’m so stupid…_____ isn’t here right now. I-I know I should move on by now…But I just can’t. I’m such an idiot.I loved her way too much. ” Ota said as a tear fell down his eye.  One day, he visited your grave. “Hey _____…Are you doing well? Have you missed your master?” Ota tried to joke. “….I can’t do it. I can’t put up an act around you, ____. I really really miss you. So….Just be a good girl and wait for me, okay..? I’ll be up there with you one day.” Ota smiled sadly.

Baba: Baba was trying his best not to be upset. With your last words to him, you told him not to blame himself. It was going to be hard on him, but he knew it would make you upset if you were still alive. Life would continue on as normal, but occasionally the guys could see Baba staring at a pretty flower or staring at the sky. Every so and then he would be at your grave. “Hey pretty lady….Heh..heh…How are you doing up there? I’m sure you’re gonna be a cute little angel. I’m not blaming myself, so….I’ve been a good boy right? Have I lived up to your standards ___…..?” He teared up slightly. He wiped his tear and smiled softly at your grave. Baba set down a flower down on your grave.

Eisuke:  Eisuke lost his usual normal cockyness. He was really down since you died. Whenever he would visit your grave, he would set down something beautiful, just like you. He kneeled down and stared at your grave. “Idiot…I can’t do anything without you. I’m a complete mess. I can’t even brew my own coffee. I miss you ______.” He looked at your grave with a sad sad look in his eyes. “I hope you’re doing well over there. We all miss you. But I miss you the most. I really hope you’ll still accept me and that you’ll be waiting for me once I get up there with you.” Eisuke barely managed to get out, choking on his words. This was out of character for him, but he couldn’t help it. Eisuke’s tears flushed his face and he gazed at your grave. 

Mamoru: Mamoru had been visiting the grave yards 10 times more than he used too. He felt kind of depressed that he let the both of you die. He spent a lot more time there too. Yet, even though he was upset, he was mature about it. Infact, he wanted to be a even better man for you. He would take a lot of time talking to the two of you. He’s been a lot more productive lately. Mamoru wanted to show you that even though he was upset, that he could be a good enough of a man to impress you. “Hey Kiddo- no ___. I’ve been working hard for ya. I’ve been able to close a ton of cases and I got a promotion. So…Promise me when I get up there, you’ll be commin runnin up to me and hug me as tight as ya can. That’ll make up for all the time we missed together. I love you sweetheart.” 

Soryu: Soryu had been pretty off since you died. He didn’t even bother to take out his gun when the guys teased him, and Soryu had been working himself a lot harder. When he had the time to do so, he would often come to visit your grave. It was a little unnatural for him, but he spent a lot of time talking to your grave. “Hey _____. Have you been doing well? I really miss you. Your omelettes, your hair, your sweet personality….I miss everything about you. I’m so sorry I let you die…..I should of been there to protect you. I just hope you’ll still be waiting for me. I’ll never love anyone but you _____.” Even though he never did this, he would always leave a flower at your grave.