Tadhdfw ya RSD kicks in in the form of intense internalised depression and irritability which in turn makes ya feel like an even shittier person than ya RSD’s makin’ ya feel like in the first place cause ur being mean to the peeps around u 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻
This beautiful, bright, spiral galaxy is Messier 64, often called the Black Eye Galaxy or the Sleeping Beauty Galaxy for its heavy-lidded appearance in telescopic views. M64 is about 17 million light-years distant in the otherwise well-groomed northern constellation Coma Berenices. In fact, the Red Eye Galaxy might also be an appropriate moniker in this colorful composition of narrow and wideband images. The enormous dust clouds obscuring the near-side of M64’s central region are laced with the telltale reddish glow of hydrogen associated with star forming regions. But they are not this galaxy’s only peculiar feature. Observations show that M64 is actually composed of two concentric, counter-rotating systems. While all the stars in M64 rotate in the same direction as the interstellar gas in the galaxy’s central region, gas in the outer regions, extending to about 40,000 light-years, rotates in the opposite direction. The dusty eye and bizarre rotation is likely the result of a billion year old merger of two different galaxies.
wear the forest like a dress. wear the water like a crown.
keep a box full of fragments–rocks and stones, interesting fungi, craggy sticks
the artist’s conk is a mushroom you can draw on. the drawing stays forever. if you are lucky enough to find one, make sure you keep it forever (i have a tiny one with an engraved spiral sleeping in my forest box)
get dirt on your knees and elbows
don’t wait for a sunny day. walk through the rain. walk through the fog. nature is your lover. kiss it even on its dark days.
YOUR SHIRATORIZAWA MAGIC GUILD AU LOOKS SO !!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO READ IT OMG YES
i mean, if you can’t wait, who am i to deny you?
both tender fire and bitter squall, a preview
Semi blinks open his eyes, takes one look at the room around him, and immediately turns over in bed, reaching up to smoosh his pillow over his head to stifle his groan. It’s no good, however. The sunlight is already peaking though his skewed curtains, making falling back asleep impossible. His only choice is to roll back over and face the day, as terrible a proposition as that is.
He kicks at the wall with one foot, trying to roll himself and his wrap of blankets to one side, but ends up overjudging the distance. Instead of stopping at the edge of his bed, he ends up rolling too far, landing in a heap of sheets on the floor.
“Damnit.” It takes a moment to extract himself—he’s landed on top of a single shoe, yesterday’s pair of pants and what feels like his guild badge. He gropes behind him for a moment before his fingers land on cool metal, and he pulls the badge up to eyelevel, frowning at it.
Shiratorizawa, also known as the Guild of White Feathers, boasts a badge indicative of the steep costs of joining. It’s shield-shaped, made of white gold and about the size of Semi’s fist. Two birds—a swan and an eagle—are engraved on its front, each embellished by a garnet eye. The back of the badge is engraved with Semi’s name and the date he was officially accepted by the guild. Now, he traces the numbers with his fingers, frowning in thought.
Has it really only been five years? It seems like so much longer than that, so much to let go of, if he had to…
Killian Jones, the Librarian, has spent most of his tenure working alone. When Belle hires his new Guardian, former police captain Emma Swan, the two immediately clash. The time they don’t spend ignoring one another is dedicated to arguing.
After separating from each other on a quest to reclaim the namesake of Captain Hook, Emma overhears the Lost Boys planning to ambush the Librarian and use him for their own mischief. As much as he annoys her, Emma takes her job as his Guardian seriously, and sets out to find him.
She discovers Killian just before the Lost Boys have him cornered, and startles their ambush. Together, they fight off the Lost Boys. When Killian demands to know why she came back, she merely says, “Because I’m your Guardian. Because it was the right thing to do.” With the tentative bonds of trust forming between them, they set out for the Jolly Roger.
long story short i dunno if yall have ever had kind of a “wake up” moment out of a major depressive episode but i’ve had one that has lasted what has been essentially all quarter and just now woke up out of it and have realized how much ive utterly fucked myself three days before my final exams
The fact of the matter is, you are entering a new world when you sleep. You descend the spiral stair case into the frequency that your pineal gland resonates on, and your DNA was birthed from.
Basically, when you are not sleeping your spirit is still there doing things that you would normally do as a human. You’re in two worlds! One world is a dream state induced by activation of the pineal gland, resonating on the highest frequency. The other world is the pineal gland Resonating on the lowest frequency. Both worlds are influenced by receptors. For the low frequency, the GABA receptor is the main frequency; which uses the CANNABINOID SYSTEM as a retrograde frequency. In other words, you have two main neurotransmitters that cause a frequency in the pineal gland! The GABA does the inhibiting effect while Cannabinoid system reverses it through retrograde signaling. The combined result is your consciousness while awake. The main system while sleeping is the Serotonin system. DMT AND MELATONIN being the main molecules which allow activation and resonating on the highest frequency.