There are moments where I purposely surround myself with “what ifs”. I know I shouldn’t but I just couldn’t get the thoughts out of my head. How I randomly ask the perfume lady if they have the scent that you’re using just so I can inhale it as if you’re with me. How I constantly stare at your photos or rewind your voice in my head to remind me how sweet you can be at random times, when I least expect it. There are moments where I purposely let these thoughts linger for a bit. To hold on to these questions as if I never knew the answer already. To hold on to these “maybes”. Because maybe, even if it’s entirely impossible, we deserve a chance.