“Why do stars fall down from the sky, every time you walk by? Just like me, they long to be, close to you.” Have this week’s rather timely weekly spread, I hope this is a productive and relaxing holiday for me ! ! ! ( 2 4 / 0 2 / 2 0 1 7 )
@prettychritty requested: Can I please get a fluffy soulmate au with got7 Jackson, like where their soulmate’s first word is written on their wrist? And he’s an idol and you’re a fan and you guys meet at a fanmeet? Sorry if it seems confusing 😅 Thank you 💕
having, expressive of, or characterized by intense feeling; passionate; fervent: ardent love.
Pairing: Jackson Wang x Reader
Genre: Fluff + Soulmate AU
Word Count: 2.42k
Authors Note: I have no idea how this is gonna be, but i hope you like it lmao… i really hope i made it so fluffy that you feel like cringing but still enjoy it o’ dearest one, please enjoy it.
Favorite Final Fantasy Couples (Valentine’s Day Edition) ♥
When this world is no more, the moon is all we’ll see. I’ll ask you to fly away with me. Until the stars all fall down, they empty from the sky. But I don’t mind, if you’re with me, then everything’s alright.
33. “Bite me.” “If you insist.”
Genre: fluff Word count: 1265 Summary: Baz has a bad day and he’s had enough of pretending to hate Simon.
it. I’m done. I’m so fucking done with everything.
isn’t so kind to me at the best of times, but I can’t help but feel
there are days when it’s just feeling particularly cruel. (The
universe is a sadist. Everybody knows that.)
was going to ask my father whether I could stay at Watford over the
Easter Holidays. I was thinking I could (maybe) spend some time with
Simon since we’re on a truce and I think we’re almost friends. (Snow
would never call me his friend. Doesn’t stop me from considering him
mine.) So I rang my father. And he said he needed me to come home.
Not because he loves me so much, but because we need to take time to
plan. (Jokes on me, after all. Apparently Snow wasn’t so far off,
accusing me of plotting.)
he said. “You’re a man now. I think it’s time for you to make a
move. As long as we still have the advantage of you being Simon
Snow’s room mate, we have to benefit from it. So let’s strike now
before it’s too late.” Make a move? I
would love to make a move, but not the kind he has in mind. (Not
really. Snow would end me if I tried anything. But maybe that’s for
afraid he’ll ask me to kill Snow. Not now, perhaps, but one day. He
doesn’t know it, but he’d be sending me to die. (Because I have to do
as he tells me, and I’ll start a fight with Snow, and I’ll lose that
fight. I’ll make sure of that.)
so angry. I feel now more than ever that I don’t want any of that to
happen. I don’t want to hurt Snow. I like our truce, I like being
almost-friends. He’s ruining all of that. And I’m sick of having no
say in that, I’m sick of being powerless, I’m sick of playing my role
as “Tyrannus Basilton Grimm-Pitch”. The son of Natasha Pitch. Who
fights for the old families. Who hates the Mage. Who is Simon Snow’s
enemy and will kill him one day or die trying. I don’t want to be
that any more. Because guess what? “Tyrannus Basilton Grimm-Pitch”
is a fucking prick.
after countless days of just sleeping you managed to pick yourself up. the pain was still there but thinking about it either to stay still and not move or to overcome everything and forget about this past week made you very anxious. because part of you knew that you probably won’t let this go so easily. but the other part it felt like someone else was pushing you to stand up and back on your feet.
so you choose to get up and start fresh. with no worries not even a single thought about him.
going into the bathroom you already knew what kind of a mess you were going to face. you. if these past few days have been the worst, well today you looked even worse. messy hair, unwashed while your face was so badly swollen. honestly you just didn’t care at all the way you looked. however since today was the day you’re finally going back to college you started a shower. washing your hair, face and body felt like you were erasing someone old you couldn’t recognize and a newer better of version was in front of the mirror. now standing with washed hair you put on an outfit, packed everything in your backpack and were off to college.
walking into your first lesson of the day was pretty normal. no one really asked where you were which was a good thing since you didn’t want to bring the past events back up. it’s not that you didn’t have friends. you did, but these people in your class were just your classmates and you would only hang with them in school. however you hated all of them. especially girls they were always bitching about other girls and talking about boys. that’s why you only had guy friends, that way there was no drama involved in your life. well now it is.
the college finished and you were now heading back to your dorm. stepping into the car you plugged in the key ready to start it when a figure pops beside your window.
‘’y/n can you give me a ride home pleaseeeeeeee?’’ it was Jimin. one of yoongi’s best friends. the only time you would hang around with the other guys would be at yoongi’s house. usually you all would play beer pong or any sort of game that you found quite stupid. but at least you had fun and a good laugh out of everything.
‘’uh..sure jimin’’ you said and he ran on the other side of the car opening the door and sitting in ,throwing his bag on the back seats
‘’jimin buckle up your belt’’
‘’oh right sorry…’’ and as soon as he did that you started the car and drove of to his house. the silence was kind of awkward since you two hadn’t talked in about two weeks. that’s also the same amount of time you haven’t spoken to yoongi. you were thinking if maybe he mentioned anything to his other hyungs about you but praying that he didn’t. your friendship was over and that was it.
‘’how are you?’’ jimin asked turning his body to you. jimin was the same as ever his snapback that held that black messy hair in place, his gorgeous eyes and those lips that you were so always jealous of. jimin and you did talk quite a lot actually but since that day you haven’t spoke to him in a little while.
‘’been better you?’’ you answer quickly your eyes still facing on the road ahead of you. jimin lived about 15 minutes away from you. all of the guys lived about the same amount away and then you would all meet at yoongi’s house to chill. you wished that the ride would be short but today was one of the days it just had to be a huge traffic jam.
‘’i’m good.’’ he says and you could feel his gaze on you. you pretty soon noticed he was looking at your face. so you turned your head to him as another red light popped up.
‘’can I help you?’’
‘’yeah actually I was just wondering…were you crying today?’’
and there it is. he noticed. he noticed something is up with you. you quickly bite the inside of your cheeks controlling your tears while turning your head away from him. honestly it doesn’t really matter if jimin knows or not but you don’t want to tell him your side of the story, you’ve been in pain long enough and don’t want to relive those moments.
‘’uh..jimin here we are’’ before you know it you two were outside of jimin’s house. you saw some movements from the kitchen’s window and noticed shadows moving in there as the music was blasting. you stopped the car waiting for jimin to get out but he insisted on you answering him.
right as you were about to tell him that you just had an allergy on something the door to his house opened and on the porch stepped yoongi. your eyes wide spread, heart pounding just like the last time not know what to do you quickly reach over to jimin opening his door saying ‘’get out please’’. he didn’t obey so you practically had to yell at him until he almost flew out of your car.
quickly closing the door you put in reverse and started going back on the road. in your mirror you saw yoongi’s face shocked and sad. as you were about to drive off you saw him running to your car, hearing your name being called over and over again.
‘’y/n please stop the car! wait I need to talk to you! we can fix this please…’’
but you were off.
you were at your dorm now sitting on the bed watching some series on your computer. you didn’t really think back at what happened 3 hours ago, since it could make you upset again so you distracted yourself with something else.
the weather outside changed so fast and it became gloomy. it started raining, large amounts of rain drops were now falling down from the sky and it became quite chilly. you moved your laptop away from you, getting out from the bed and stepping to your window. you decided to close it since it was pretty cold but as you were closing it you saw a person standing in the rain. drenched wearing all black clothes. then it clicked it was him. yoongi. if this wasn’t enough your heart started racing even harder when your heard your phone going off. reaching out to it and looking back up at yoongi, you noticed he was the one calling you. fighting with yourself not knowing if you should pick up or not you decided to do it.
‘’y/n? y/n please let me in…I…I want to talk to you it’s important please..’’ you could feel sadness in his voice and a few sobs escaping his lips. that made you start crying in seconds. you still cared so much about him no matter how many times you tried telling yourself you will never ever talk to him again.
‘’the door’s open’’ you said closing the window and sitting back on the bed. you put your phone down, covering yourself in blankets like you were trying not to face the problem coming your way. what does he want? what are you going to say? why? so many questions were going through your mind and you needed answers.
hearing the footsteps approaching you twisted the blanket in your hand even harder, heart still pounding as if it’s going to explode out of your chest. he flung open the doors just like he always did. you kind of missed that, the way he would just barge in without telling you when he’ll come and then you two would have long conversations about nonsense.
‘’hi…’’ he started off slowly, his hair dripping wet making spots on your carpet.
‘’oh shit..’’ he hissed, looking that he’s making a mess on your floor.
‘’it’s okay’’ you shortly said and that made him look up to you. you couldn’t look away from him. his face was just as swollen as yours if not even worse. traces of tears were on it and unlike you he was lacking lots of sleep. all you wanted to do now was to run up to him and hug him, stay in his hug forever as his strong arms were giving you a feeling of protection. you wanted him to stroke your hair while you would put your head in the crook of his neck, smelling his signature perfume. it would always be like this, whenever you had a bad time or if he had. you two would be hugging for hours in complete silence which was normal for the two of you.
still looking at him you couldn’t help but to cry as well.
‘’don’t cry please…’’
‘’how can I not cry…you broke me yoongi…the past two weeks, i’ve spent nothing but sleeping, I wonder how I’m even alive after all of this.’’ you said this in between sobs. letting all of your emotions go you didn’t care anymore how you looked in front of him.
‘’y/n…I’m so sorry for everything..I never meant to hurt you and make you feel upset is just that…I don’t know why I was acting like that but…’’ he trailed off wiping his tears with his sleeve.
‘’i realized something y/n…I’m…I’m in love with you too..’’
looking up at him you couldn’t believe what you had just heard. is he making all of this up just to make you feel better? or he actually means it. either way you are about to find out.
‘’stop with the bullshit yoongi…just because you feel sorry now doesn’t mean you can say such things…’’
‘’but I really mean it I swear y/n..you have no idea how hard it was but this week I realized everything. my other half. my better other half. i can’t be without you at all, you make me happy. so fucking happy y/n. and I love you…not as a friend, or a best friend but as something more..’’
‘’no yoongi…this is just a big no…i cannot believe you…why were you acting so cold to me then huh? and you even got a girlfriend what’s that all about then huh?’’ you were now standing up facing him with your whole body. you two were inches away from each other’s faces and you could feel the tension in the room.
‘’i just… I freaked out okay…I..uh..I was trying to tell you the same and when you told me first I was scared because I just didn’t know what to do, you’re my everything and I started fearing that if we would be together things might not go well and…then I was at some random bar where I met that girl and that was the way I was trying to forget about you but I couldn’t…you mean so much to me I don’t know what I was thinking y/n…’’
‘’yoongi I…’’ you were lost for words, part of you still confused but a part of you understood. and then his face grew inches and inches closer to yours. you backed away a little while his body was moving to you. before you knew it you bumped into the bed, yoongi’s hands catching you, while now you could feel his hot breath on your face. and bam. he smashed his lips onto yours but he didn’t move them. he just stayed like that waiting for you to kiss back. but you pushed him away, however he didn’t stop. grabbing you again he forced his lips onto yours, putting his hands on your wrists holding them up in the air while backing you against the wall.
and then you just gave in.
you started kissing him back hands moving to his back, not caring that he was still wet from the rain. your hands tangled into his hair while he put his hands on your waist, pressing into you. you two kept kissing and it felt like you wouldn’t stop. after a while you to broke off and you just stared back into his eyes, slowly a tear slipped by across his cheeks you quickly taking your thumb wiping it off. he took you up in his arms placing you on your bed while he climbed behind you, spooning you into his figure.
‘’i’m sorry you were lonely…I’m mad at myself for not coming sooner but I just didn’t know…’’ he quietly said
‘’shhh..it’s okay now..everything’s okay..’’ you said back to him. yoongi was also someone who didn’t know how to control his emotions, so you understood him not thinking about anything else but just him.
and you two stayed like that for the rest of the night, both not broken and not lonely, and again you felt happy just like you did before. with yoongi by your side.
What’s gonna be left of the world if you’re not in it?
How can you think you’re serious?
Do you even know what year it is?
Won’t you stop firing up the crazies?
Let me fill lungs?
Can you think of any better way to choke?
And did you ever feel like they were ringing true?
And was it feeling real, and were they ringing true?
Just to pray for some sweet simplicity?
Or am I, am I tricking myself nice?
Who’s this man, who’s this act I hide behind?
Won’t you exorcise my mind?
Desdemona, won’t you liberate me?
Do you wanna be free of this?
Have you and I been sleepwalking way to long?
And can’t you feel the temperature rising?
Would it keep you awake if it all didn’t just seem so far away?
Would it keep you awake if the waters rise and took your house away?
Would it keep you awake if the gun you love was turned at you one day?
Bad Blood/All This Bad Blood
Nothing changed at all? You’ve been here before? How am I gonna be an optimist about this? Oh where do we begin? The rubble or our sins? Does it almost feel like nothing changed at all? All this bad blood here, won’t you let it dry? It’s been cold for years, won’t you let it lie? But what is there to gain? And what will you have left? Are you going to age with grace? Are you going to age without mistakes Are you going to leave a path to trace? Can you fill it? Can you feel it? If you had your gun would you shoot it at the sky? Why? To see where it would fall? Oh, will you come down at all? How am I gonna get myself back home? Can you fill the silence? Oh oh oh can you feel the silence? What you good for, what you good for? Are you drifting way beyond what’s normal? ‘Cause ‘round your mind rings the words that they would say?
Do you like the person you’ve become?
Summary: Since you’ve gotten hurt on your last mission,
Alec’s behavior changed towards you. Preventing you from being a Shadowhunter
and doing what you love, you slowly start to feel lost.
A/N: I know this has been long overdue, but this
week has been crazy. There was the Stydia kiss we had been waiting for for
years, I went to a Bastille concert, got Ed Sheeran tickets, and finally, after
3 years of trying, I managed to get tickets for Tomorrowland. So clearly, I
needed time to process all of this, and I can only hope your week has been as
amazing as mine was.
Prompts: “I fall for the worst ones.” – “Stop blaming
me for all the stupid things you do.” – “I am here to grace you with my
“Every time I’m on a plane taking off, I flap my arms like they’re wings. When I was in first grade, my family took a trip to Hawaii, and my grandfather told me that if I didn’t flap my arms, the plane would fall down out of the sky. He died six months later. I’ve just kept on doing it for my entire life, including on business trips, even in my blazer.”
“I love you.” she said. “I love you that it was the hardest for me to let you walk away so easily. I don’t want to see your back against me and I can’t pretend that it’s alright with me. To hear you said the words which sound like my worst nightmare and seems to threaten my world. I don’t want to listen as those will crush every part of my being to pieces. Words are never enough to describe how much it hurts. I love you, that even if it will take time for me to accept the truth, I will still do the thing that’ll make you happy. Just like what I’ve promised from the very start.” she breathed so hard and stared at his eyes. She looked at her world as she cried silently. She touched his cheek with her hand and put her forehead on his. She closed her eyes and for a moment, all of their precious memories came crashing back. And like diamonds, she buried them deep down and hope that no one will see it except for her. As she opened her eyes, she said the last words she thought she will never say, “I am letting you go. Yet I will never say goodbye. Because I still believe that, someday, we will meet again. And I hope, that maybe then, you’ll be happier. Maybe then, I’ve moved on. Maybe then, my heart is whole again.” With that, she took a step back and turned her back on him. She started walking away and looked at the only star in the sky. She smiled, and as her tears kept on falling down, she whispered, “I love you.” Again and again until her eyes got tired of crying.
“I can’t go on if you’re not here. Love me, love me. Come back to my arms.”
Summary: You and Jimin got into an argument that resulted in you storming out of the house. He meant everything to you, but he didn’t even come outside to bring you back. Did this mean he didn’t love you any longer?
Work Count: ~2.8k
Thank you to anon for the request! (don’t worry love, your English is very good and I’m glad you enjoy my writing! ♥♥♥)
(I really loved writing this one, I hope you guys enjoy it!)
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“What is your deal?” Jimin slammed his fists on the table which made you jump as you stared at his outburst with disbelief. You watched as he took a few deep breaths while pressing his thumb and forefinger into the sides of his forehead in an attempt to calm himself down. He breathed heavily through his teeth and you could practically see the anger seeping out of him.
“I don’t understand why we always have to argue about everything.” He spoke tiredly, keeping his eyes closed and his back to you as his shoulders slumped. His voice shook slightly as he spoke and you could tell he was trying to keep himself together. Jimin wasn’t a violent person, but you knew he could have a bit of a wild temper at times. This was the second time this week that you two had gotten into a dispute, but didn’t he realize that you weren’t the only one who didn’t enjoy fighting? You weren’t trying to provoke him, he had started the argument and now he was trying to pin it on you.
“Well, maybe we’re just not as compatible as we thought.” You stated bitterly and immediately regretting what you’d just said. It was simply in the moment, you were upset and you said it, although, you knew you couldn’t take it back now. Jimin stayed silent for a moment before he whipped around to face you, his expression was stone-faced but his eyes were brimmed with anger.
“Yeah, you know what? Maybe you’re right. Maybe we’re just not meant to be.” Jimin yelled, each word filled with more venom than the last. That stung. You truly didn’t mean what you’d said, but hearing Jimin agree with you sent a pang of pain through you.You had nearly reached your breaking point, the point where your anger turned into uncontrollable tears and you couldn’t let Jimin see you like that. You made a beeline for the front door just as you felt your breakdown coming on.
“You know what? I’m leaving.” You shouted just as the tears began to spill down your cheeks.
“Just go!” He yelled equally as loud, throwing his arms up and storming into the other room.
You swung open the door and ran outside and slamming it shut so forcefully that it shook the inside of the house. You ran into the street and continued to run until the house was nearly out of sight. A minute later, you stopped to catch your breath. It didn’t hit you for a moment that you’d stormed out until the cold air met with your skin; you were so focused on getting out of the house that you forgot to grab a coat. The tears staining your cheeks had now gone cold enough to freeze onto your face and goosebumps began to rise on your arms and legs. You breathed the frigid night air in deeply, each breath burning in your throat and lungs until you had calmed down enough to turn and look towards the house.
You shivered as you stared at the shut door where Jimin was still sat inside. The lights were still on and you could faintly see his shadow through the window as he disappeared from your view a moment later. You continued to stare, anticipating for him to open the door at any moment and call for you to come back inside.
However, he didn’t even say a word when you left, nor did he come outside to bring you back in. Normally, he would be cautioning you about going outside so late especially when it was this cold, but now he didn’t seem to care. He didn’t seem to care that you’d walked right out of the middle of the argument when usually he’d never allow a fight to go unresolved. That is unless Jimin had intended you to leave this time. You felt your stomach drop and your mouth went dry as you processed the situation.
Had Jimin fallen out of love with you?
At that moment, you could feel your heart shattering into a million pieces as you realized that it was possible Jimin didn’t want to be with you anymore. You felt another wave of tears rushing to your eyes, immediately spilling onto your cheeks as you continued to stare at the door as if you were trying to compel him to emerge from inside, but the door remained shut.
Jimin was right, you guys had fought a lot recently. Normally it was trivial things, but you argued nonetheless. You didn’t think that it was a big deal, that all couples fought. However, to Jimin, it must have meant the complete opposite. How could you have failed to realize this? How did you so blatantly disregard the signs that your relationship was falling apart?
You took one last look at the house before turning to walk away from it. If you went back now, you’d be forced to recognize the fact that Jimin had lost his love for you. You felt ashamed after knowing that he might see you differently than you did him. That when you looked at him with eyes full of affection, his could be filled with contempt. You wouldn’t go back home, at least not tonight. The home you had built with Jimin, the one originally filled with warmth and fond memories, was now broken. You could stay at a friend’s house, and in the morning you could face the situation. In the morning, when you were less vulnerable, you would have your thoughts gathered and you’d take your things and leave Jimin alone if it’s what he wanted.
You continued to walk along the sidewalk, slowly getting used to the icy temperature. As you wandered down the street, you watched your breath flow out as visible wisps from the cold air. You got further and further from the house with a heavy heart and you slowly attempted to forget the night’s events. It was to little avail however as each inhalation of air sent a burning surge through your heart.
The street was completely silent apart from your footsteps lightly echoing as you stepped. You didn’t know where you were going, but it didn’t matter as long as you didn’t have to face the matter back home. It didn’t help that it was so quiet as that gave your mind all the more reason to be louder. Even as you distanced yourself from Jimin, all you could picture were flashes of the fight that had just occurred. You could still hear Jimin’s voice laced with loathing ring through your ears and flashes of his eyes when you’d suggested that the two of you might not be suited enough to be a couple. He had looked hurt, but he attempted to mask that pain with anger. You didn’t mean it, but what if that was his breaking point? What if your simple mistake had been the deciding factor that Jimin no longer wanted to be with you? If that was so, you could never forgive yourself.
His voice played over and over in your head and you couldn’t hear anything but his spiteful words as he shouted them at you. It hurt your head and made you feel dizzy. You held your head in your hands as you slumped down onto the bench to collect your thoughts before you decided that you couldn’t take it anymore. This night was going to eat you alive if you didn’t find somewhere to go and rest soon, so you stood up at once to reach into your back pocket for your phone. When you came up empty, you frantically pat yourself down before realizing that it was still inside the house. Of course, if you’d forgotten to grab a coat before you left, how would you have remembered to grab your phone?
Then, it hit you just how alone you were on the street, at night, and without your phone. You flinched as the leaves rustled behind you from a gust of wind. You felt the feeling of paranoia rising in your chest as you stared wildly around the street in search for anything of dangerous nature. You decided to just continue by foot, hurrying down the street in pursuit of your friend’s house. If you walked there with your mind filled only with thoughts of being able to rest and forget today, you’d be there in no time.
As you wandered down the street, you realized that you had no idea where you were going. You were so caught up thinking about Jimin that you’d managed to get yourself lost. Without your cell phone and any sense of direction, you were left with nowhere to go. You frantically ran along the road, hoping that if you continued in one direction that you’d pass by something familiar. Eventually, you reached a dead end and turned in another direction, repeating the action until you couldn’t help but give up. Every street was unrecognizable and you seemed to be so far from home that you’d never be able to find your way back.
You stood on the sidewalk, letting the defeat wash over you as you stared up at the inky sky pocked with stars. This time you let the tears fall freely, dripping down the sides of your face and onto your neck. There was no point in trying to keep yourself together now that you had absolutely nothing. You wrapped your arms tightly around yourself as you let out a cry of frustration. You wanted to wake up from this nightmare. You wished to wake up in your bed where Jimin would comfort you and tell you that “it was just a bad dream.” But it wasn’t just a dream, this was reality and never again would you awaken next to Jimin.
Your head snapped up at once as you heard a faint noise from the other side of the street and felt anxiety bubbling up inside you once again. You tried to pretend that it was just your imagination until you heard it once more, this time it was louder and you began to hear footsteps echoing towards your direction.
You stared in disbelief as Jimin rounded the corner, bellowing your name at the top of his lungs as he wildly looked around. When he spotted you, he began bounding towards you, nearly slamming into you as he ran at full speed.
“Holy shit. Holy shit, Y/N, I found you! I was so scared that something had happened to you.” He said, nearly out of breath as he threw his arms around you and snuggled his face into the crook of your icy neck. You stood stiffly as he embraced you, tears continuing to flow as you sniffled loudly.
“What’s wrong?” He asked worriedly.
“What’s wrong? Jimin you let me leave. You didn’t even come outside when I left and now you’re telling me that you were scared that something happened to me? Just say it. Just tell me that you don’t love me anymore.”
“Y/N…” He began, but you cut him off as you continued. It was all too overwhelming and you felt everything come tumbling down at once. You wouldn’t let yourself wallow in the shame you’d caused upon yourself; you wanted to tell Jimin everything before he could tell you to get out of his life.
“I’m sorry that I’m so awful to you. I’m sorry that I can’t even keep you happy and go a mere week without a screaming match. I know it’s not the relationship you imagine, hell it’s not the relationship anyone imagines. Just tell me that I don’t deserve you or your love and I’ll leave if it’s what you want.” You rushed out, hiccupping in between sobs.
You attempted to wipe away the tears to see Jimin’s reaction to what you’d said to him and you were taken aback to see his face equally soaked with tears. He was completely silent as tears rolled down his cheeks one after another. This was a side you’d never seen of him before; it was a side you didn’t even know existed because he was always trying to seem so strong for you. At that moment he looked small and unbelievably fragile – as if you’d break him with the softest touch. You hadn’t intended for your words to affect him this way and you felt almost guilty after seeing him like this.
“Is that what you really think Y/N?” Jimin spoke up at last. He ran his hands through his hair and wiped his cheeks as he attempted to collect himself. “You think I don’t love you anymore?”
“When you didn’t come outside, I thought it meant you wanted me to go away for good. I thought that you decided you were done, that I wasn’t good enough when I told you that I thought we shouldn’t be together.”
“I stayed inside because, at that moment, I was broken hearted and overwhelmed. It didn’t hit me until a moment later that you’d left and by the time I got outside, you were long gone. I ran through the streets for so long because I was so terrified that I had lost you. To tell you the truth, I thought it was you that wanted to leave me and I realized that I wasn’t going to allow that to happen.” He spoke softly, keeping his gaze low. Jimin took a shaky, deep breath before slowly lifting his head to look at you. He reached for your hands, and you let him hold them as he took another breath before continuing to speak.
“Y/N…I love you more than words can express. In fact, I don’t think that there are words that exist that I could use to describe the extent of how much I love you. I know I don’t usually express my deeper feelings very often, and that’s solely because I get too shy and can’t ever find the right words to tell you how I feel. The truth is that I can’t imagine a world where you’re not with me. In my mind, the universe doesn’t function without you by my side. Yes, it’s true that we fight a lot, but I overlook that because I always know that at the end of the day, I don’t want to lay my head down beside anyone else but you.” He gave you a teary smile and let out a breath of relief. You couldn’t help but feel slightly ashamed at what you’d accused Jimin of a moment before when he’d just poured his heart out to you. You still could not comprehend that this side of Jimin truly existed, but somehow it felt reassuring.
For what seemed like the hundredth time that night, another wave of tears washed over you but this time it wasn’t out of hurt. These tears were caused by the overwhelming sense of comfort that Jimin shared the same feelings for you as you did him. He stepped forward and you allowed him to envelop you in a tight hug and stroke your hair as you wrapped your arms around him. He shushed you as he turned to plant a gentle kiss on the side of your forehead.
“Please, don’t cry jagi. I want to be here for you always, no matter how much we fight. I promise I will always stay for you. Okay?” You nodded as he reached up to wipe your cheeks with his thumbs.
Jimin waited for you to slow your ragged breathing before he placed one hand under your chin and another in your hair, slowly bringing you forward until his lips were inches from yours. The warmth of his body close to your own overtook the frigid night air as he closed the gap between your lips. All at once, you felt every moment of the day melt away as the two of you moved in time together. He moved to tangle both his hands into your hair, bringing you even closer as attempted to lengthen the moment. It felt like the both of you were there for ages, and only let go when you needed to break the kiss for air.
“I don’t think we’ve kissed like that in forever.” Jimin laughing, pressing his forehead to yours. You smiled back, shivering as you’d suddenly remembered how cold it was outside.
“Shit, I’m sorry I didn’t even realize how freezing you must be.” He apologized, shrugging out of his coat and throwing it over you. You snuggled into the oversized coat, finding a second wave of comfort as you breathed in his scent. Jimin smiled at you lovingly before bending down to lock his lips with yours once more.
“As much as I want to kiss you, can we do this at home because I think I might actually contract frostbite if we don’t go right now.” You chuckled after pushing his eager lips away. His cheeks burned red as he smiled shyly and nodded.
Jimin then interlaced his fingers with yours, lifting them up to place a kiss on your hand before turning towards the street to lead you back home.
incense isn’t an option you can do without), a white, grey or black candle, water
(preferably from a storm or rain), salt, a bowl/small jar
make the spell stronger: Chili powder, ginger, snake skin, blood, jasmine,
pictures of a storm.
carve lightning bolts into your candles
Light your candles
and focus on a clear sky turning grey
incense and focus an winds blowing
rain water in the bowl and focus on it the water falling from the sky.
salt and put three pinches into the water and picture the salt being the ocean
water sweep up by a storm.
hand over the water and picture that same grey sky, picture lighting and
thunder. Picture the rain all falling down at once.
candle and drip wax into your bowl, the wax should float on top, alow the wax
to build up and focus on the clouds building up. As you do so say “this is the
clouds that cover our skys” three times (or until you feel like its enough)
incense and blow the smoke into the bowl and say “this is the wind that blows on
our land” three times. Picture wind blowing as hard as you can, (you can
picture a tornado if you’d like)
rain water on top of the wax and say “this is the rain that falls from our sky
and coats our crops” as many times as you feel like.
your candle and put it out in the bowl (by wetting the wick) listen to the
sizzle and say “this is the thunder and lightning that will grace our sky”
Focus every drop
of energy you can squeeze out leaving your body and entering the bowl.
spell is done toss the water outside, you can keep the wax for future storm
spells if you’d like but you can toss it too.
This is a potent ass spell, you should feel
really drained and tired afterwards. Personally whenever I do this spell I spend
the rest of the day passed the fuck out.