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Do not tell me that

“ I still love you. I still love you. I still love you. ”
I couldn’t tell you how many times I told you that and myself that the day you left. You broke my heart.

“ It’ll get easier she’s just a girl ”
It gets easier? Maybe you’re right, but don’t fucking tell me that when I’m on my bathroom floor as every last problem I’ve ever had comes crashing in all at once. How do I handle myself?

“ you’re just a kid this isn’t a real problem ”
Do not tell me that the thoughts swarming my head aren’t real. Do not tell me that I cut my skin open for no reason. Do not tell me it is not a problem. Do not tell me it is not a problem.

“ why are you always sad you have nothing to be sad about ”
Yes, those are the exact words I want to hear as I’m sitting at the dinner table cutting my food up into little pieces and spreading it out so I can get out of eating. Do not tell me that I have nothing to be sad about when I spend days laying in my bed not moving until I am forced to. Do not tell me I can not be sad. Do not tell me I can not be sad. Do not tell me.

“ you’re overreacting ”
This is probably one of the things that piss me off the most. I am not overreacting, I am not. Do not tell me I am overreacting when I ask if you’re still into me. Do not tell me I am overreacting when I ask if she’s prettier than me. Do not tell me I am overreacting when I ask if you still want this. Over the years the emotional abuse has just become the norm to me. Failed relationship after failed relationship, I ask myself is it me? Am I the problem. So do not tell me I am overreacting when I ask you, I am not overreacting.

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SKINS Opening Intros 1-6

Just watched this no less than SIX times: volume up, full screen, HD. I swear, my love for Skins knows no bounds. Expect some serious Skins spam in the following weeks leading up to the series 6 premiere!!!