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Make Me Cry//(N.M)

(Pretend you wrote the lyrics Make Me Cry by: Noah Cyrus. And are famous singer preforming the song. Song is on the top so you can listen to it when the time comes) P.S. Sorry for any spelling mistakes you may find in this imagine, ENJOY! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *Y/N’s POV* I cry myself to sleep every time I get in to a fight with my boyfriend. The one and only Nate Maloley. Rapper. Every since he had his big break through in the music industry less time there is for me. I helped him in some ways singing as I was a singer in the music industry. 3 years we’ve been together. I feel like I’m letting myself break by being with him. I wrote a song along with the Labrinth. Interviews are being set up by our managers to promote the new music festival in L.A. Our new song will be preformed there before being released anywhere else. We’ve teased a few photos of us in the studio. We’ve become great friends and that was part of why me and Mate got in a fight. Working with a male singer in my songs is always important. It brings another perspective into my music and the message I hope to get across. *Late Late show with James Gordon interview* I’m nervous, for this song it could be a major success or a total failure. Labrinth is watching the screens back stage. I take deep breaths as I hear James introduce us. “Today we have a two special guests. Y/N is releasing  her newest album ‘Strength’ at the Inspiring Music Festival. Her last to albums 'Devotions’ and 'Ivory’ have made it platinum. All topping in the charts in few hours. Her music staying at number 1 for weeks. Let’s give it up for Y/N and her collab partner Labrinth” James announces. We walk on stage with smiles waving to the crowd. I shake James hand and give him a hug. Labrinth does the same as we take a seat next to James. “How are you to doing?” He asks us. “We are doing great” I reply. “So you guys have been collabing a lot for your last few albums?” “Yes, we have Y/N is a wonderful person to work with. Always a delight to have in the studio” Labrinth says as I smile. “What I’m hearing is chemistry is being made in the studio, right? Y/N” James says laughing and gazing between Labrinth and I. We both look at a each other and laugh. “No, just great friends working together.” I respond back the interview continues for a while. “Well it is always great talking to you both. Can’t wait for tomorrow when the song releases. You guys are even keeping the title a secret why?” “Adds more to the mystery, right?” I ask the crowd who in turn clap. The interview ends right after that. Labrinth and I head to our perspective hotel rooms and get a nice sleep before tomorrow. *tomrrow* I wake up and rush downstairs to the lobby where Labrinth is at already. We get into the car driving us to the festival. We are ushered into a building where I will have make up done and changed into an outfit. “Now we have the collar of the year once again. Performing their new song, here is Y/N and Labrinth” one of the girls says. The crowd claps and shouts as walk onto the stage. “How’s every one doing today?” We day into our microphones. We receive responses a varying from excitement to positive shouts. “Well today we will be preforming a new song not out yet. Make Me Cry” I say and get put the microphone into the stand. The music starts indicating my versus is up next. I take a deep breath before starting. (Play song) (Y/N) I never needed you like I do right now I never needed you like I do right now (Labrinth) I never hated you like I do right now (Both Y/N and Labrinth) 'Cause all you ever do is make me… (Y/N) Gave you up 'bout 21 times (Labrinth) Felt those lips, tell me 21 lies, yeah (Y/N) You’ll be the death of me (Labrinth) Sage advice (Both Y/N and Labrinth) Love-lovin’ you could make Jesus cry (Y/N) When I hear you’re sayin’ “Darling, Your kiss is like an antidote.” (Labrinth) I’m fightin’ like I’m Ali, But you got me on the ropes (Both Y/N and Labrinth) I never needed you like I do right now I never needed you like I do right now I never hated you like I do right now 'Cause all you ever do is make me… (Y/N) Couldn’t hear the thunder (Both Y/n and Labrinth) But I heard your heart race (Y/N) Couldn’t see the rain (Labrinth) We’re too busy makin’ hurricanes, yeah (Y/N) Love ain’t easy when it ain’t my way (Both Y/N and Labrinth) But it gets hard, when you ain’t here makin’ me crazy (Labrinth) Baby, say the word, darlin’ You know just how to hold the sucker down (Y/N) So I see you in the morning I can’t watch you walk out (Both Y/N and Labrinth) I never needed you like I do right now I never needed you like I do right now I never hated you like I do right now 'Cause all you ever do is make me… (Labrinth) Cry (Both Y/N and Labrinth) Cry Cry (Y/N) Hear the thunder See the rain (Labrinth) Yeah (Y/N) Keep on makin’ me cry (Labrinth) Yeah (Y/N) Hey, hey, yeah (Labrinth) Keep makin’ me scream and holler (Y/N) Keep on makin’ me cry (Labrinth) You don’t know what you’re doin’ to me (Both Y/N and Labrinth) Hey, hey, yeah Yeah (Both Y/N and Labrinth) I never needed you like I do right now I never needed you like I do right now I never hated you like I do right now 'Cause all you ever do is make me By the end of the performance I’m crying. We hug and thank the crowd. I scan the crowd and see some people crying. I walk back stage and see Nate standing there with his friends. Johnson, Swazz, Gilinsky, Kyle Massey, Hayes and Nash Grier, and Sammy. I say hi to all of them before I get to Nate. “I love that song, baby, I’m sorry for overreacting” Nate tells me giving a hug and peck on the lips. He smells like Chanel perfume. Something that I don’t use. His shirt is wrinkled, hair is messy, and a prominent hickey on his neck. I push him away as tears fall down my face. “Where were you?” I ask already knowing the dreadful answer. “Getting ready to see you perform” he says rolling his eyes like he does when I ask him this. “Sure, because you didn’t clean up to well after you spent the night with another girl” I tell him as the boys get quiet and hear our conversation. “What are you talking about?” He says “Your shirt has wrinkles and for a matter of fact that’s the one you wore yesterday when you dropped me off at my interview. The same one you said you couldn’t attend because you were to busy. Now I know busy means sleeping with another girl another one night stand for you” I tell the boys have wide eyes right now. Nate stares at me speechless. “Y/N…, baby,” he starts but I don’t let him finish. “I’m done crying over a cheater. I found out months ago, but I wanted you to stop. I didn’t want to believe you were going back to your old habits. 3 years of my life down the drain over an asshole like you” I finish off and feel a presence behind which I learn that it is Labrinth. “Don’t say that.” He tells me a tear falling from his eyes. “Say what it’s the truth I could have spared myself the heart break along time ago. I’m done letting you make me cry. Good bye Nate” I tell as I walk away and Labrinth stays behind making sure he doesn’t follow me. “Oh and 'Make Me Cry’ is about you and all the times you came home late smelling like another girl” I yell at him while walking into the arms of my manager. She is like a second mom to me. I have told her what’s been happening and she hates Nate’s for making me cry. In the distance I hear the boys telling Nate off. I hear him repeat the words 'I know’ and 'I screwed up’ at least he takes fault for his actions. He made me cry and I’m done crying.

Originally posted by alienhomegurl

First Post!

Dec . 6 . 2016

Title: Till the Morning

Muse: Skate Maloley (Nate)

Word Count: 1,494


He comes just past midnight his urgent knocks pulling me from the fitful sleep I had just managed to fall into. I rolled onto my back a sigh held back at the base of my throat. don’t do it. don’t do this. my conscience begs me to stay put but my conflicted emotions aren’t enough to keep me away. Just the thought of him leaning against my doorframe with a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips urges me into a standing position. I find myself in front of the mirror next to my bedroom door, glaring at the girl in the reflection her hands clenched together against her chest in an attempt to guard herself from what was to come. When did you becomes so weak?

It was dark as I made my way down the hall from my room to the front door, my hands gliding against the walls for some support so I wouldn’t fall over from the nerves that shook up my legs. I held my breath another knock causing an ache to surge through my chest, my fingers blindly finding their way to the doorknob. His lips pulled up into the lazy smirk I knew all too well, his dimples giving him an innocent aura that only a fool would believe he possessed.

“Took you long enough Elani,” He teased disregarding any formalities as he grabbed my waist his lips drowning mine in warm bliss every movement I made matching his without hesitation or question. He pushed me down hallway kicking the door shut as he ran his hands up the thin t-shirt that kept my skin from him. His calloused fingers brushed against my stomach feeding into lustful hunger that was quickly shutting down every sane part of me. “Did you miss me?” the question was painfully familiar the words like poison, part of me convinced he asked with purpose to find reassurance he still had me wrapped around his finger. Defeat warmed my blood as I let his touch weigh me down.

“Yes” one word became another confirmation of his power over me. A smirk became visible in the shadows his hands gripping onto my hips as my legs wrapped around his waist, our bodies carrying on to the living room where moonlight peering through the sliding glass doors of the balcony gave us a chance to look eye to eye for the first time. Although the shadows of the night made his eyes look black I could still see the brown of his irises from memory, his smirk ever present as the cycle ran its course my shirt finding it’s way to the floor. His body hovered over mine on the couch his familiar cologne mixed with the scent of marijuana so warm and intoxicating I felt dizzy like he had me under a spell. “Nate” I whispered his name with such need I almost moaned in relief when his teeth grazed against my jaw hands expertly gliding across my skin until they grazed the lace material of my underwear. I let myself unravel underneath him as he sent me into a frenzy with his fingers teasing the most sensitive part of my body.

“Tell me what you want” his voice was slow and gruff eagerness seeping through the undertones of his words. In my muddled state I could barely think up a coherent sentence my lips drying up as I said,

“You” that was all he needed to pull me over the edge, his gruff voice whispering devilish things that made my body shake.

“Scream for me Lani” I responded with my hands balling up the material of his t shirt into my clenched fist, animal like sounds bursting through my open lips from deep within me. I barely let myself catch a breath as I rushed to get his belt unbuckled his shirt finally finding its place next to mine. Our bodies melded together in a mess of sweaty skin and reciprocated moans, my nails digging into his bare back while I begged him for more. We crashed in a burst of blinding pleasure my fingers tugging at his brown locks as the heat slowly faded into warmth. He stood bare in front of me leaning down to lift me into his arms, I closed my eyes breathing him in as he carried me to the bedroom. I felt the surface of my bed against my back his weight falling next to me with the warmth of his arms pulling me into him. I lay still counting the soft kisses he left on my bare shoulder allowing myself only a moment to fantasize they held some meaning.

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It was quiet early signs of dawn peering through the shades guarding the windows of my room. He lay sprawled across the bed tattoos and bare skin covered by a thin blanket tangled around his torso, reminders of last night painted on the length of his back and arms. I stood at the doorway assessing the damage a joint in between my fingers all I had to keep me from falling victim to the thoughts of disappointment just as regret surfaced.

He shifted onto his back eyes fluttering open chocolate brown irises meeting mine in the dim light. “Morning” he flashed a lazy smile in my direction the dimples in his cheeks giving him a more boyish essence I adored.

“Good Morning” I returned the smile surprised when he sat up and motioned for me to situate myself in the empty space. While I passed him the joint I lay with my head on his lap tracing the outlines of the tattoos on his arms a comfortable silence falling between us as he played with my hair. I reveled in it all feeling cold when he broke away in the moments just before the full sun shone across our skin.

“I should get going early studio session,” He murmured leaving a kiss on my neck, as he went to find his clothes. “I’m free tonight if you wanna come through to my place this time, won’t have time to come by before I leave” he reappeared fully dressed a suggestive grin awakening my conscience from it’s break as I realized he was leaving yet again.

“I can’t do this anymore” the words spilled through my lips in a rush his features furrowing in confusion,

“What do you mean?” He stood at the edge of the bed the better part of me wishing I could take them back, but the other part of me forced it’s way through me.

“I can not keep putting myself through this shit”

“Lani-”

“don’t talk” I brought the covers up around me in an attempt to give myself a sense of security, “You only come around when you need some satisfying that’s all I am just one good fuck every once in awhile.”

“Elani stop-”

“Stop what telling the truth? Like excuse me for being sick and tired of playing this game. You’re this up and rising star you’re barely around, and when you are I see you for a few hours and then you’re gone for however long. We ain’t together but it feels wrong to me to look at someone else. The moment I feel like I’m moving on you show up at my door. I sit around hoping you’ll come around so I can feel whole again but then when you come you always leave me feeling crazy because you aren’t mine and you never could be.  And that isn’t your fault…I knew from the start what this was but I can’t help that I started to want more than just being one of your girls…but that won’t ever happen will it? I’m just someone for you to use when you need me and the sick thing about this all is that I don’t care because I love you” He stares at me speechless face blank as he takes in all I’ve said, his lips open and shut a darkness falling over his features. I stood waiting for him to say anything needing him to say something even if it hurt me, but words never come he only lets out a deep breath turning his back to leave. Anger tore through my chest the ‘I love you’ from earlier faltering.

“So that’s it you can’t even say ‘hey I don’t feel anything for you’, you’re just going to walk out and just further prove I’m worth nothing more to you than a night of sex!” his head fell and he started walking down the hallway, causing a grey tone to dim my surroundings my shoulders falling from a weight that seemed to suddenly crush me. When the front door slammed shut i let myself fall to my knees tears shaking my body when I picked up the faint smell of his cologne on my bed sheets.

*Yo hey guys this is my first post on this blog so that’s exciting…used to have another blog I wrote on but it was just something I had to put aside. This blog is a bit of a start over to have space to enjoy all aspects of my musical, book, tv, movie fandom related things. I take requests, submissions, any questions or comments, or to talk.

*This is actually something I wrote a little over a year ago, I published the initial one and it’s still out there somewhere but I really wanted to rewrite it basically from the time I first posted it. Now I sort of like it more and unlike the original that I had no intention to do a part 2 for I have left this one open for suggestions just so I can tell if anyone actually wants to read more of what I write! -Bee