mod ellie here.
hey everyone. most of you might not even remember me, but i’m ellie. a while ago i was in a very dark place. i was living in a place that i never considered a home, with a horrible person, under terrible conditions. that was when i was most active. then, i stopped. without explanation. and i feel that is unfair, so i am just coming out with the truth. i lost my home. i got kicked out. my fiance and i lived with his sister for two weeks as i scrambled to make plans to move back to my home state. unbeknownst to everyone, i was extremely sick. i had just had a chemical miscarriage, i was dealing with a severe eating disorder, and i was suicidal. hopeless. my fiance and i moved back to virginia without a penny to our name. i lived with my grandmother who eventually kicked me out as well. now, we are with my father and things are finally looking up. i am sixteen weeks pregnant with a healthy baby boy. i am working on recovery from my atypical anorexia. from the ashes, i am rising. please forgive me for my absence. you all are my true source of comfort, support, and happiness.