singing my own songs now

He Finally Got His Plums

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x British!Actress!Reader`
Warnings: FLUFF and Plums

Summary: Reader is an A list actress who plays Jessica Drew (Spider Woman) in the Marvel Universe. She is also a theatrical actress who is currently traveling around the world performing ‘Les Miserables’ and makes a surprise guest appearance at the convention. She is bestfriends with all the boys, and has a crush on Sebastian. She brings on the plums. What will happen?
A/N: I based this on the Philly Magic Convention. Also this is my first One Shot ever! So this won’t be amazing
Word Count: 1521

So here I am. Sat in the audience with my hood up, aviators on, watching my 3 bestfriends do their interview. They don’t even know I’m here. That’s what really has my adrenaline going. You see, I’m not supposed to be there, in the convention, because I’m supposed to be touring; well I am however I thought that I should surprise my friends at their convention. The girl sitting next to me, doesn’t know who I am, bless her.

“Okay, so uh for the record I want to ask you Stan, there is one part of Civil War, that I didn’t realise was a thing. For you Bucky- Bucky’s character, we find that he’s living his peaceful life, you go buy plums-” The audience including myself laugh, and I picked up the brown paper bag, which is down by my feet, getting ready and waiting for my cue to get up.

“-and you are known as the plum guy, and we all feel bad because he never got to eat his plums.” The interviewer finishes there and waits for Seb to answer. At this point I get up out of my seat and make my way, awkwardly, down the row I was sitting in holding the brown paper bag containing the words most precious item.

“I see you thinking of that show, uh with um Will Ferrell and Steve Little, is it Eastbound?-” Nods of approval. “Yeah and ‘I just gotta eat some plums’” Cue laughter from the audience. At this point I’m near the stage stairs but out of sight.

“Yeah the guy never got his plums!” Seb exclaimed.

“Did you ever get to eat ‘em?” The interviewer asked. “No I never got to eat ‘em.” Seb said

“Well in that case. Bring on a special guest, who might I add is taking a well-deserved break from touring, and also has a little gift for you Sebastian.”  All the boys have cut little confused faces on them until I walked on stage. I took off my hat and glasses and the audience screamed. The boys looked like they were going too to.

“(F/N) (Y/L/N)! Everybody!” I was handed a mic and sat in between Seb and Anthony. Both boys gave me a bone crushing hug as I haven’t seen them in months.

“Hey, hey, hey! Mind the present! Come over here too Chris!” I said whilst holding out the gift.

“Hey Victoria-” I rolled my eyes at Anthony’s nickname “-Do you want me to Peggy Carter you?” I asked laughing and then pulling a serious face. “-Sorry… Wait, you said you had a present for Sebastian. What is it?” Anthony wiggled his eyebrows suggestively. With that question I whacked the back of his head. “Get your mind outta the gutter!” I said in my relatively good American accent. He pouted and slouched.

“Here is a little gift from all your fans, and I Seb. Hope you like it…” I over-exaggerated my shyness.

“Plums?” We a burst out into laughter.

“You don’t like plums, give some to Cap” Anthony leaned over my and grabbed the plum bag out of Seb’s hands.

“I’m gonna marvel Oprah. ‘You get a plum-‘” Anthony declares as he tosses a plum to the audience, at this point we are all in hysterics and I join in tossing out plums. “-You get a plum! You guys can’t catch. I’m a gonna throw it right at your head, you’ve gotta catch it. You ready? You got it?”

These are the moments I’m going to miss with these guys. I look over to Seb and smile at his laugh. The way the corners of his eyes crinkle when he smiles. Little things like that is what made me fall for him. His bright blue eyes that show every emotion he is trying to hide. To his amazing hair that always smells of vanilla. I love him. I love him, but he has a girlfriend and that’s probably why I can understand my character Éponine so well. She is in love with Marius, like I am with Seb, and she knows he is in love with someone else. My thoughts are cut out by the interviewer.

“So (F/N). Do you think you can sing us all something from Les Mis? Ya’ know a small snippet?” The audience abrupt in applause and I look over to Chris, Seb and Anthony who are all egging me to go on

“Okay- Okay fine I’ll do it…” The audience goes mad once more.

Okay the music is set up. I know exactly what I’m going to sing. Breathe in (F/N). In, out.

“Okay I’m going to sing ‘On My Own’ now this is a song which I hold dear to my heart, as I can relate to Éponine in so many ways in this.

The intro starts and I’m Éponine again.

And now I’m all alone again, nowhere to turn, no one to go to
I did not want your money sir, I came out here cause I was told to.
But now the night is near
And I can make believe he’s here

I sing with as much emotion as I can bare knowing the man who I think about is only a few metres away.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I’m happy
With the company I’m keeping
The city goes to bed,
And I can live inside my head

On my own
Pretending he’s beside me
All alone,
I walk with him ‘til morning
Without him,
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it’s only in my mind
That I’m talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there’s a way for us

I’m crying now feeing and putting everything into the song.

I love him

The three words I sing I mean. But nobody will know.

But when the night is over
He is gone,
The river’s just a river
Without him,
The world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers…

I love him
But every day I’m learning
All my life,
I’ve only been pretending
Without me,
His world will go on turning
A world that’s full of happiness
That I have never known


I love him…

I love him…

I love him…

But only on my own…

I finish the song and everyone in the audience is standing up and applauding. I wipe a few tears away and turn around. The sight I see almost makes me burst out laughing. Seb and Anthony are huddled together crying, Chris is also shedding tears and the interviewer was sympathetically handing Seb and Anthony tissues.

“Well that was beautiful. Thanks (F/N) for doing that for us.” The interviewer told me.

“Your welcome. It was my pleasure-“, “’Pleasure’ Pfft gurl you made us cry… Evil..” Anthony glared at me. I chuckled

“Thank you again. So are you going back on tour?” The interviewer asked.

“I am leaving for LA tonight. I just wanted to say hi to you guys before I leave again.” I said with a small frown. All the guys looked like they were about to cry, and I would be lying if I wasn’t going to myself.

“There have been rumours that a certain (Y/L/N) will be joining the Marvel Universe. Is that true?” All of the guys looked up at me. I held eye-contact with Sebastian though. I smiled.

“Yes it is true. I will be starring in Captain Marvel, as Jessica Drew AKA Spider Woman!” Everyone applauded me.  What happened next surprised me though.

Sebastian stood up from his seat grabbed my face with his hands and kissed me. KISSED ME! I pushed him away. “What about Margarita?” I asked him still over whelmed by the whole ordeal. I couldn’t even hear the audience in the background. It was just me and Seb. “We broke up months ago.”

Now this is the moment where I say something I’ve always wanted to say about life. “Fuck it.” I said and pulled his head down to mine as our lips met. The softness of his lips against mine was like heaven. A dream come true literally.

We couldn’t hear the wolf-whistles Anthony and Chris were giving us. I didn’t even notice Seb picking me up bridal style and running off stage with me as we were kissing. Until we reached his dressing room and he almost threw me in.

“When do you leave?” He asked out of breath. I looked at the clock.

“6 hours.” I replied equally as out of breath as he was.

“Well we have time” Seb said as he dove back into kissing me. He took off his shirt.

Man I love him.

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Xiumin: *is very happy to hear them singing to one of his band’s songs and smiles while listening to the youtuber sing*

Luhan: “I used to like you as a youtuber but now you’ve taken that to the next leve”

Kris: “nice try trying to make me like you better by singing to my own songs but I’ll tell you right now that that ain’t gonna happen cause you’re already my favorite youtuber”

Suho: “guy’s you gotta come listen to (name of youtuber), they’re actually doing covers to our songs…  and they’re wonderful” *fanboys over the covers*

Lay: *happily listens to the covers by the youtuber*

Baekhyun: “well.. they did pretty good but they sorta messed up on my high notes”

Chen: “yeah, you go (name of youtuber), you sing our songs like there’s no tomorrow and show everyone why you’re my favorite youtubers”

Chanyeol: “they’re pretty good at singing for someone who is famous for making internet videos”

Kyungsoo: *nervously awaits to hear if the youtuber can hit his high notes*

Tao: “I knew that they’d have good taste in music” *begins jamming along to the cover*

Kai: “anyone can do a singing cover to our songs. What I want to know is if (name of youtuber) can DANCE to our songs?”

Sehun: “not bad for a amateur youtube singer” *approves of the youtuber’s covers to his songs*