It is the best of us that are tested most.
It is the best of us that fall hardest.
It is the best of us that don’t despair.
It is the best of us that return to Him.
Salam, I don't know how to start. In the past about two months ago I commuted zina and now I feel super guilty about it. It's gotten to the point where I have severe anxiety and was taken to the ER with a panic attack. My parents still don't know what's going on but the guilt is getting to me. I'm afraid Allah will not forgive me, I've been getting back to my Deen, but something feels off. I'm afraid of whether or not the guilt will affect my marriage in the future.