since they did something like this

Bts reaction to you hating public PDA:

Request:  Could you do a reaction for BTS in which you hate PDA, even holding hands out in public makes you uneasy, but when it’s just the two of you you’re all for cuddling and literally everything? ///this is exactly how I am and I’ve been wondering how BTS would react to it; since I’ve never seen a reaction like this. Love your writing so much by the way 😘

A/N: I hope I am still the first, but guess who decided to make this happen ;)


Originally posted by jinmini

I see him as the type to want to at least hold hands in public or wrapping an arm around your shoulders, something to mark you as his. So when you told him off once he found difficult to adjust to the new habit but did his best anyway.


Originally posted by nnochu

Doesn’t show much affection in public either, and having a partner who wouldn’t nag him about it all the time is a blessing.


Originally posted by yoongistae

He’ll say okay at first, but he wouldn’t be able to control himself at times. Like when you’re being cute or generally doing something that makes him feel overwhelmed with loving feels. He will try, but he won’t succeed most of the time.

Rap Monster:

Originally posted by jeonseouls

Okay so this one works by his mood. Let me explain, so generally he wouldn’t do whatever makes you uncomfortable. He would keep his hands and lips to himself for the most part. But if he got jealous, someone is not tearing himself from you.


Originally posted by missbaptan

Jokingly, he will try to make you feel guilty about it. Like look at me babe, look at my toned chest, too bad that hug is going to tae tae and not you. Jimin will keep his hands for himself alright, but there is no stopping him when you are alone.

V/ Taehyung:

Originally posted by gravitaetion

Actually sad. I mean look at this teddy, he wants to touch you all the time, he wants too hug and kiss you and savor every piece of skin when you’re around, but when you deny him that publicly, Tae will pout and try his best at not annoying you,


Originally posted by jjks

Another one who isn’t showcasing much PDA. At the beginning of the relationship, Kookie will be so shy he is glad you don’t want much contact in public, but as the time went by, as he got more used to you, he will find himself involuntarily touching you at random times, only to pull his arm away and mumbling a sorry.

anonymous asked:

Will you do a species chart for angels(or something similar) later like you did with demons? Are glutony demon taxes so high because of their eating habits? Or something else? It is interesting that demons inhabit human society (somewhat). And Faust mentioned demons and angels being similar. Does this imply that angels are cretures of belief like demons of emotions?

I will definitely do one for the angels as well! Here’s a bit about taxes!

Since Gluttony demons belong to the Gula kingdom, their king can take as many taxes from them as he wants. The golems the Gluttony demons have are also much bigger, and some even have multiple golems in them (this is the reason for their big stomachs). Failing to feed the golems will lead to the golems becoming aggressive and they will start to eat the host from the inside.

About what Faust said, demons and angels truly do share alot of similarities. Something neither of them like to admit. Demons and angels come from the same place, their horns and halos are both vital parts, and recently it has also been discovered that demons and angels are capable of breeding together.

How did this even happen?!

Every single one of you makes me happy. YOU are the reason I, along with many others, keep doing what I do. I am speechless and so incredibly moved. THANK YOU! 

I do not have anything planned right now, since I am in the middle of my 1k challenge and my WIP’s keep increasing daily! Keep an eye out for something special that @just-another-busy-fangirl and I are cooking up once we reach 1500!!! 

To those of you who comment, reblog and like on a consistent basis…

Originally posted by unrepentantwarriorpriest

soujiokiita  asked:

do you think garp and sengoku ever have a drinking game of "take a shot everytime luffy does something extremely problematic for us" while going through reports and end up completely wasted within like an hour


once garp realized who sabo was and it was revealed to the public that he and luffy are brothers they were gonna add sabo to the drinking game (since technically the game was “take a shot every time garp’s grandson fucks something up” and sabo is his grandson too) but they realized if they did they’d literally just;; die of alcohol poisoning 

LuHan scenario - my wish

Originally posted by ingrid-xiaolu


genre: birthday fluff and birthday sex ;)

Warnings: eating out, neck bites, dirty talk

summary: Luhan comes for a visit while you celebrate your birthday with family and makes sure that you have a very happy ending.

word count: 7,460+

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anonymous asked:

Hi! So I'm looking for this book I dont know the title of - only the ending - help me please. It's like a love book from a long time ago like before the time Pride and Prejudice took place. At the end the couple fake their own death to be together since they are from a different social class and can't be together or something like that. And I remember also that another guy wanted to mary the woman but I can't remember their names. Help me please?

This sounds so familiar! I just did so many Google searches trying to figure this out, but again I have had no luck. :( Does this sound familiar to anyone else? 

Guuuys! 😱😵


And why?🙊 I can barely believe that there are actually so many people out there who like my stuff… 🙈 (Gee, I sound almost like Robbie now, don’t I?😅)

Anyway, a HUGE thank you and HI to everyone! 😊

And…to celebrate this a bit, I’ve been thinking about trying to write a part of the mini fic with lazycity (smut) content… I can’t promise anything, since I’ve never done this before, but I’d give it a try🙈
(Some of you may already expect something like this to happen, anyway 😁😉)
BUT! Although it would/will be playing during this fic, and even be posted instead of the usual update on that day, it won’t affect the story in a way that you HAVE to read it, to understand the following parts! So anybody, who doesn’t like and doesn’t want to read nsfw WON’T have to read it! It would just be…a bonus, for those of you who like this stuff😁
…And my first try of writing actual smut 🙈🙊😅 (Never getting bored of trying new (writing) things😁)

Feel free to tell me your thoughts on this!😊
Love you guys!💜

Trolls and the Americas

In case my readers hadn’t noticed, I have been dealing with “internet trolls” on a fairly regular and routine basis. Every time I am picked out by one, I have a delicate balance to strike: how many questions do I tolerate before I block them and simply begin deleting?

The answer is, if I feel the question or taunt might answer something a reader could potentially be wondering themselves, I answer it. If it becomes a pattern of aggression, I cease answering.

However, in this particular instance, the trolls’ best question came at the end of their hateful pattern of behavior. So I blocked them without answering them. I would like to answer the question now, just in case anyone wondered the same.

The question was “since you lived through slavery, how many slaves did you own?”

The answer is: None.

As I made clear in my Simon’s Snacks “The Weaver Estate”, I detest servitude and bondage of any kind. I think this important, so I want to set the stage for you, as it were. Prior to the enslavement of the African peoples, there was slavery. There were indentured servants who came from foreign countries and were given the right to stay for work. These people were bought and sold. During the 1300s we were still at war with the Turks, and so often times there were war prisoners that were sold. The middle ages was rife with serfdom and servitude. African slavery, however, was an entirely new and wicked form of commerce.

The people enslaved had absolutely no stock in their captivity, they weren’t soldiers, they weren’t attempting to move from place to place, they weren’t debtors. They were captives, uprooted from their lives, treated like animals.

I detested the entire thing from the very beginning, because, you see, I have never been one of you, and have forever been treated as if I was a demon. I went to the slave markets often, because it was easy for me, with my senses, to discern that despite all the propaganda of the day, a black man’s heart beats the same as any other. To me, they smelled, sounded, and felt utterly human, and so I was in the unique position of seeing that all the mental acrobatics the European slave traders went through to demean and mistreat their fellow humans was all…malicious evil. It made them prime targets for my menu.

After the fire, when I began investing in colonial property, I did so as a means of transferring wealth. I owned several farms that were worked for me by families of indentured servants who came from Germany and Austria. They were given a contract - seven years of service for the right to live and work the land. They kept and sold what they made. It was as if they owned the land, because I was not interested in the product of it. I was simply a landlord. My goal was to turn the money I had in London into a form of currency that could translate across the sea. So I bought rough property, and when I arrived, I sold healthy farms.

The land began as swampy and densely forested terrain, adjacent to a harbor town. My tenants tamed this land, clear cut trees, filled and planted, leveled and fertilized, built houses and outbuildings. They turned the plot of dirt and rucks into a working farm. And they did it for themselves, because they had the incentive to produce…because I told them that they could keep what they made. So you see, my wealth from London made its way across the sea and grew with interest.

This is where, I felt at the time and still do, serfdom had failed. The serfs were never allowed to keep their excess. All that they had was tithed to the Lord or baron, and people who made stockpiles in the woods were prosecuted, often with physical punishment. So the only incentive to produce was fear. Fear can only motivate so much.

Anyway…the farms were successful. I sold most of them at the end of the seven years to other land developers who saw the utility of leaving many of the families in place, even as they may have built their own estates on the properties. In two cases, the farms were purchased by the families themselves - as they had worked and saved for so long, they easily had enough to satisfy me. Many of my land grants were quite large and were later divided and sold again. I can safely say that all of the families that worked as tenant farmers for me prospered reasonably well. One of them was devastated during an outbreak of flu, but that was often the case in those days.

Once divested of all the land, having successfully transmuted my British currency into the sort of thing that passed for money in the colonies (it wasn’t actual money, but useful, stable commodities, like oil or sugar) I decided I was tired of the colonies. I pushed west, living on the boundary between the colonies and the Natives. Much of that wealth was spent or reinvested in property with the same plan. I lived like a trapper, and because I spoke French, got along well. Then the Revolution happened, and more than once I found myself abreast of an entire contingent of British Redcoats.

I was on the side of the revolt, though I knew a few of the players and questioned their noble intentions. I was far from most of the fighting, but when it came near, I was more than happy to help.

After the colonies obtained freedom, it wasn’t all fun and games. There were several wars and long standing skirmishes between the American, French, British, and Native groups. When the Civil War transpired, I was a Northerner, in the Midwest, working the railroad. I saw very little of that war, but did make it a priority to seek out Confederate troops whenever possible. I often ran supplies for the Union.

So let me finish by saying:

Unlike you humans, I didn’t have to learn to be accommodating to a global world view. I didn’t have to grudgingly accept that the planet is peopled with wonderful variety and diversity. I didn’t have to unlearn prejudice. I know you’re all the same, because I can smell it. I don’t like bondage of any kind and opposed it whenever possible. I am terribly sorry I didn’t single-handedly right humanity’s multiplicity of wrongs committed in the name of God, progress, science, or solidarity. I apologize that I didn’t single-handedly rescue you from your own wickedness and self-loathing, change the face of the political landscape, and utterly embrace taking you in hand. I am not your garbage disposal or your keeper. You did all that to yourselves and I am but one creature.

One creature often portrayed as a demon.

I have very little motivation to be kind to any of you. I have very little motivation to care what you do to yourselves. I care because I consider myself a creature of morals, but I am not invincible. I am not beholden to you. I owe you nothing but my scorn largely.

So again…take your racist trolling somewhere else

anonymous asked:

Apparently since chung have a beautiful shower voice. Can you make a story where's he sing a song and he thinks that he's alone but actually not. (Ps : chung needs more love) (Cheers to all of your amazing stories)

Chung hit the high note with perfect tone, singing like he always did in the shower.

He didn’t realize that there was a certain albino listening to him.

Add, one way or another, found himself in Chung’s room. He was there to grab something he’d forgotten. But now he couldn’t remember, hearing his boyfriend’s wonderful voice.

Add found himself sitting down to listen, even trying to hum along here and there.

He yelped when the shower turned off, and even worse, the door came flying and slapped his face.

Chung wrapped himself up in the towel, opening the door. He jumped about a mile into the air when he hit something with the wood and it squealed at him.

“A-add!? What are you doing in here!” Chung stammered

Add crawled out from behind the door, tackling Chung in annoyance. “I was listening to your beautiful voice dipshit.”

Add was bluuushiiiing~

Chung smiled, pink dusting his cheeks.

anonymous asked:

So my near and dear uncle passed away today and I am crying into a quart of ice cream. Is there absolutely any possible way you'd be able to write a little bit of Amaro fluff? Or maybe one of your brilliant writer followers could? Thanks bby xoxo

Originally posted by sherrykinss

I hope this makes you feel even a little bit better i’m really sorry for what you’re going through <333

Nick could tell there was something wrong. He knew you so well by now; knew your movements and the way you did things. But your feet were dragging on the ground. You didn’t smile at Nick when he came home, like you usually did.

And he gave you your space, at first. Some people just need room for themselves. Room to breathe and steady themselves. You’ll talk when you’re ready; that’s what Nick has learned since working at SVU. But as the night dragged on, you were getting worse. Nick noticed your puffy eyes when you came back from the bathroom.

He couldn’t take it anymore. “Sweetheart, what’s wrong?” Nick asked, scooting just a little closer, but not enough to touch you yet. He still wanted to give you space. “Did something happen today? Anything I can help with?”

You were silent for a few moments, and when you finally looked up to face Nick, his stomach dropped at the pitiful look in your eyes. So sad and lost and grief-stricken. And Nick didn’t have to pull you in for a hug, because you were already leaning in and wrapping your arms around his midsection.

And Nick mumbled out soft words of comfort when you started to cry.

I’m just gonna say, that being a long time Zelda fan (been playing them since I was only 5 years old), Breath of the Wild just stole my heart. I mean, I’m not even done with the entire plot and it’s become my favorite Zelda game - something I didn’t think would ever happen. The way I see it, it’s not just a game, it’s an experience. It does such a amazing job immersing you into the world, using the incredible soundtrack and paying attention to every last little detail, and I absolutely love it. Six years of waiting was most definitely worth it, and I’m just head over heels for it. 

hey you know how amethyst’s physical form went all bonkers when she got cracked? why don’t we see anything like that in lapis when she’s cracked, and why did the cgs risk the “important historical artifact” breaking since lapis’ gem was cracked? lapis doesnt even show many signs of cracking, she just has a darker palette and mirror eyes. it would’ve been really neat seeing her melting or something like beta lapis, since her form would be unstable because of her crack.

it feels like DAYS have passed since this morning

So my doctors called and asked me to come in. 

I did that and it was amazing. It just feels good to tell someone that you don’t feel like something is right with your body and have them trust and agree with you. (Of course the better alternative is to be feeling good but that’s not on the table here). She agreed with what I was saying and sent me off for an X-ray. Our best guess wasn’t found so I got sent off for another CT scan. 

We don’t know what’s causing this, but we are being extra cautious since this is the time in my chemo cycle when all my counts are lowest and I’m most susceptible to the Bad Things. 

But nice things happened today:

  • codeine for pain management is extremely helpful
  • having a game plan for pain management is extremely helpful
  • my nurses and doctors are amazing stellar people who I think really do care about me
  • i got an x ray (most people won’t until after chemo) AND THE MASS HAS ALREADY REDUCED IN SIZE aka chemo is at least partially working even though I’ve only done one round
  • i met the nurse who did my FIRST CT scan when I got sent to the emergency room and he remembered me and we joked about how I always felt bad because I had asked him if he saw anything and i’d always imagined he’d have to say what he always has to say (that they can’t diagnose) but that he had to have gone back and been like “holy shit” when he saw my image, which was pretty funny now
  • matt and i got boba tea and made fun of turd people  

TL;DR: Still don’t know where the pain is coming from but there are plans to deal with it and also my chemo is working 

Eyyy, i got the floppy drive working. And i saved something on a 3.5 inch 1.44M floppy it has been like 15-17 years since i last did that.. like wow.

my-secret-sketchpad  asked:

King and Estarossa :D

Oh boi. My favourite character and the shitpost queen at the same time. Before I start, I’ll say that I can’t really take Esta that seriously, so there. I’ll begin with him, so Estarossa can get Estaroasted

  • Why I like them: I liked him because he was the most mysterious TC when we first met them, as he was the one who had multiple appearances before (poster + Eli’s dream). He gave off this incredible aura, while being completely nonchalant. He was my number 1 (you had it all Esta!!). Then he got his ass handed to him, and I got into this fandom, and since then he’s become my victim for shitposts. I like to bully him a lot and like it when other people make fun of him (whelp). And on another serious note I like the fact that Mel’s betrayal did do something to him. He was such an innocent cutie when he was smol.
  • Why I don’t: His colour scheme is one of the most atrocious I’ve ever seen. It’s hard to emphatize with him, or truly care for him, because he’s such a nonchalant shet. He’s an attention whore: he always appears everywhere, in every conversation, in each nnt google search. He has the anatomy of Popeye (jk, but he’s terrible to draw). 
  • Favorite scene: When he stopped Mel’s revenge counter, but it was probably him cheating with his commandment, so it will have to be him letting that bird explode. That was the epitome of his power.
  • Favorite line: ‘ESCAAA…NOOOOOOR!!!’ (Escanor: scream my name, bby)
  • Favorite outfit: When he secretly dresses up as David Bowie in the Labyrinth. When Escanor burned much of his clothes. 
  • OTP: Escanor/Estarossa, Escarossa are my One True Crack Pairing. Make a shitpost/meme about them, and I will love you.
  • Brotp: He and Zeldris are still best bro’s.
  • Head Canon: He likes to show of his manboobs and gets excited when people look at them. Which is why he likes to make risque photos of himself in secret. In fact, he even has multiple albums filled with them.   
  • Unpopular opinion: Every opinion that trashes Esta is true.
  • A wish: That he fights side by side with Escanor (the fandom will explode with shitposts, I swear). That he reconciles with Mel. 
  • An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: That he dies. 
  • 5 words to best describe them: Nonchalant, shitty excuse for a brother, lazy, loving, sleepdeprived (just look at the bags under his eyes).
  • My nickname for them: Esta, Asstarossa, Moprossa, Manboobrossa, Shitpost Queen.

And now my precious smol anxiety bean:

  • Why I like them: Oh, where do I even start. The first thing I liked about him was that he was so sassy/snarky. It was cool that he was pretty much the straight man act of the Seven Deadly Sins at the beginning. Despite him being the Fairy King, so strong, serious etc. he was such a dork at the same time. When he started talking to Oslo about his crush on Diane, it really endeared me to him. But my most favourite thing is his selflessness. Later on when we learn about all the tragedies he has to had suffer through, and the fact that he still blames himself, breaks my heart. It overeats him, and he shouldn’t do it, but I admire him for taking responsibilty instead of blaming/hating someone else, and for the fact that he does admit to it when he’s wrong even though he’s stubborn (for example, in the past when he realizes that not all demons are bad, and that he gave Mel a hard time because he was biased). He’s just so many sides to him, to him being incredibly nice, to him being flawed (like running away when seeing Elaine’s body), and nevertheless it doesn’t throw his character off balance, but it makes him incredibly human. It makes him relateable, and that’s what makes him my favourite character from both a biased as well as objective standpoint.
  • Why I don’t: Sometimes the manga focuses too much on his dorky qualities, like as of late with the flashback. I really want to see more of his serious/sassy side again. The fact that he hesitates with certain things (like with his relationship with Diane) still frustrates me, though it doesn’t make me dislike/hate him. 
  • Favorite scene: I like pretty much every scene with him, but the one that will always hold a place in my heart, was when he first fought against Guila, and dissed/rekt her hard. This one made me fall in love with the manga, even though I didn’t want to admit it (I was a real tsundere to the manga when I first read it).
  • Favorite line: ‘Why…can’t I ever…ever…protect… what matters most to me?’ (*heart breaks*)
  • Favorite outfit: When he wears no jacket, like in the spar against Ban in chapter 51 (I like his jacket, but it’s kind of kiddy, and don’t get me started on that helmet, sorry Helbram).
  • OTP: King x Diane, Kiane. The memories thing being abused sucks a lot, but they’re my no.1 pairing. 
  • Brotp: He and Helbram have a great friendship. I also like to imagine that he and Gloxinia could be great friends, where Glox is kind of the annoying friend who always makes fun of him/trolls/teases him.
  • Head Canon: Since King’s great at sewing, he makes plushies both for children as well as for himself. The ones he made for himself, are of the people that are closest to him (Diane, Elaine and Helbram) and he treasures them a lot. He fantasizes sometimes about making ones for his children (with Diane) when he has them.
  • Unpopular opinion: A lot of people dislike King for being unreasonable to and not trusting Meliodas. I personally thought it was logical in that situation, especially with how Mel never tells them anything. It was rather a breath of fresh air in a manga where everyone is ‘supposed to go with the flow’ and ‘berief in their friends, because power of friendship!11!’. It gave depth to their relationship, instead of relying on the mere fact that Mel is the mc so he somehow has to be automatically trusted (and King has already admitted to himself that he was shallow). 
  • A wish: For King to be happy. Nakaba really throws a lot of shit at him. So I want King and Diane to finally get together, and for him to show a scene where Elaine finally forgives her brother, so he can get his self-confidence back. 
  • An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: Nakaba throwing more bs at King. That he never does the things I wish/makes him happy, until at the very end of the manga or even never. That King will become a background character because he is not strong enough/can’t keep up (even with a power up).
  • 5 words to best describe them: Protective, sassy, logical, lazy, dorky.
  • My nickname for them: Kingu-chan, smol anxiety bean (thanks to Trinity).
2016 memes

2016 memes

•bad new year jokes
•if a dog wore pants would he wear them like this or this
•all these suggestion blogs
•orange soda please
i’ll have the strawberry soda
me too, the strawberry soda
•You fucked up a perfectly good x is what you did. Look at them. They got anxiety.
•kylo ren is shredded
•Jared Leto: *does something*
Director: oh my God…it’s like…is he Jared…or Joker right now?????
•tag yourself
•super mario 64 half a press
•this is x. be like x

•the finebros suing something
•secret government agent: *punches me in the face* SAY IT
me: never
secret government agent: x
me: *spits blood in their face* fUCK YOU
•bernie or hillary things that have a ridicilous issue and even funnier answers
•jean something, jomething
•damn daniel
•ted cruz is the zodiac killer

•the dad from kuzco being like 👌
•kazoo kid
•everyone who watched zootopia is a furry
•history of japan
•x or y? *insert similiar pictures here, like donald trump and raw chicken*
•get you a man that can do both
•going to papaw’s house for burgers
•no oscar meme is dead meme
•we dem boyz
•i’m you but stronger

•marge simpson
•different variations of the hs panel where jade picks up the note
•tumblr’s lizard voting
•everyone’s a dirty homestuck
•lot of those powerpuff selves
•baby stevens
•ruining someone’s dream journal
•there’s no way out of it you’ll just have to decapitate me
•autocorrect in verbal conversation
person1: i love you
person1: *hate
person2: this is a verbal conversation
•don’t talk to me or my son ever again
•dark x show me y

•dan backslide (and dover boys)
•dat boi
•stone age spongebob

•are you x or y person? (tag yourself meme in text format)
•get a man who can do both is getting more popular again
•it’s june where the fuck are halloween memes???

•america memes
•the vacuum cleaner playing a harmonica
•associating characters/songs/etc. with spongebob screenshots
•(any videogame) go, go outside and x
•a picture of something with text, and more pictures after that, in every one of the pictures the picture starts getting waaay worse, but the text gets really detailed
•judge: how do you plead?
x: *looks at y*
y: *mouths ‘not guilty’*
x: hot milky
y: jc just lock them up
•hitting the blue button

•arthur screenshot where his hand is a fist
•9-1-1 for kids
•sausage party
•how (character) are you feeling today? *numbers from 1 to ten with silly pictures of the character*
•alola form

•the thing with voltron fandom where there’s train tracks and “death in season 2” and two characters and u have to choose which one to kill
•someone: a basic word
me, an intellectual: that word said with synonyms to make it sound weird
•gonna prank dad when he gets home ((he never gets home))
•[song] but it keeps getting faster

•the presidental debate, i can’t believe that there still are people who want to vote trump after that, yikes
•you vs the guy she told you not to worry about
•photofunia retrowave
•picture of someone with those math things
•my longest yeah boy ever
•taking a picture of something that requiers two hands in a bathroom
•posting ur favourite vines

•christmas stuff
•dick: out
•sir, you’ve been in coma
•kermit with a hood on his head
•blurred image that says perfection, after that an image where glasses are being cleaned, and then something u like

• *picture of really basic or bad food with text that’s spelled wrong and the phrase “bon appetit” is spelled even more wrong"
•*dropping something, and it spells send nudes*
•x but every time y happens it gets faster
*bee movie but every time they say bee it gets faster
•several spongebob memes
•i described the meme about bad pictures with detailed text in july, it’s wildly popular now
•dramatic youtubers

apparently i missed a few things so, additions:
•steven’s knife
•joe biden
•aux chord
•a lot of spongebob memes, like the blurry mister crabs
•nebby get in the bag
•harambe happened earlier than it says on the list
•several stranger things memes
•we die like men

When 25 year old me sat there in that gas chamber the only day it did not work I remember having only two thoughts in my mind. That I wasn’t even afraid to die. And that something like this would never happen again since the human race would have learned something.
Today, 72 years later, I realize that I was wrong
—  Stella Tjajkovski, holocaust survivor (written in a Swedish news paper 27th of January 2017, only one week after the inauguration of Donald Trump)

So, the japanese chocolate company, ROYCE, just featured in their recent advertisement for white day, Victor’s phone along with a whole set of chocolates part of a gift list… which complements their past valentine’s day YOI reference, where you can see Victor’s name written at the top of the letter which we supposed (back then) was being sent by Yuuri.


Can we, like, talk about this?

Victor is quite obviously concerned about Yuuri’s well-being. He wants what’s best for him and wants Yuuri to succeed. 

However, it is likely that Victor has never been in this sort of situation before. 

Yuuri is “the figure skater with the world’s biggest glass heart.” He’s sensitive and wears his heart on his sleeve.


Victor does something pretty shitty.

I don’t think Victor quite handled this situation as well as he could have, but he did move it forward. He wants to forcefully motivate Yuuri, even if that meant breaking his heart.

This is when Victor realizes he fucked up.

He’s used to being selfish, so Victor probably hasn’t comforted anyone like this before.

And then we find out that Yuuri is more worried about Victor than he is about himself since his actions do have an impact on Victor’s reputation. (Oh, Yuuri… you selfless cinnamon roll…)

Yuuri obviously does have doubts.

And Victor does reaffirm that he doesn’t want to stop being Yuuri’s coach.

And Yuuri knows this. He logically knows this even if his nerves make him doubt this fact.

Continuing with the fact that Victor probably hasn’t ever had to comfort people in his life…

Victor feels like he has to rely on past experiences. I personally feel like this conclusion of Victor’s makes it seem as if he kind of wants to get through this uncomfortable situation. Kissing seems like the easiest thing to do, right?

But Yuuri refuses! Yuuri wants something more than a useless kiss. He wants Victor’s faith in him, even if Yuuri doesn’t have enough faith in himself. Yuuri wants Victor to have confidence in him.

This is very important. And Yuuri is demanding for Victor to stay by his side, come what may.