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What I Want (Jelena One Shot)

What I Want (Jelena One Shot)

Justin’s POV

Was I really about to do this?

I stopped at the front door of Selena’s house wondering if I should just turn and leave.

It’s not like she invited me to her birthday party and if she wanted me here she would have right?

But then again, she wouldn’t because of her friends. They didn’t like me and for some reason Selena was all about making them happy.

She was all about making everyone happy.

Everyone but herself.

I looked up at the sound of her laughter, instantly spotting her dancing all by herself across the room.

A smile broke out on my face simply because of how good it felt to see her so carefree.

I crossed the short distance between us, wrapping my arms around her from behind in a bear hug.

“Happy Birthday.” I whispered in her ear. She spun around to face me, her arms coming up to wrap around my neck.

“Justin! Oh my gosh I’m so happy you’re here!”

I grinned as my eyes roamed her face.

She was drunk. There was no doubt about that.

But she was so happy and carefree. She wasn’t stressing about anyone or anything.

She was just enjoying herself and I loved it.

“Come dance with me!” She tugged on my hands, placing them onto her waist.

I followed her instructions and we stayed like that, uninterrupted in out own little bubble, for hours until Selena started to fall asleep on herself.

I laughed softly to myself when I felt her head drop onto my chest for the millionth time.

“Come on, let’s get you to bed.”

“Mmkay.” She mumbled sleepily.

I carefully picked her up, allowing her to snuggle closer to me as I carried her the familiar route to her bedroom.

“Where are your friends?” I wondered when I realized they hadn’t bitched at me yet.

“I don’t know. Probably with Abel somewhere.” She yawned.

“He’s here?” I asked in confusion.

“Mhm. He was with me earlier. They all were but then I lost them. I think I left them smoking outside.”

I didn’t get it. Why didn’t he come find her?

Selfishly, I was glad he didn’t. It gave me more time to spend with her.

I gently sat her down on the bed then turned to go get clothes for her to sleep in but halted my movements when her hand shot out and gripped mine to stop me.

“Can I get yours?”

“My what?”

“Shirt. Can I sleep in it? Please? I miss it.” Her little puppy eyes looked so sad and her voice was so tired and innocent.

My fucking heart melted.

“Of course.” In one swift movement I removed my jacket and pulled the shirt over my head.

Dropping it on the bed next to her, I bent down and removed her heels then began undressing her.

I pulled the dress off, my gaze going to her face when her hands held my face.

She slowly moved closer to me and before I knew what was happening, we were kissing.

My lips moved to her neck and her fingers began to undo my belt.

I placed my hand over hers to stop her.

“We can’t.”

“Why not?”

“Because you’re drunk and I know you’ll regret this in the morning. I’m so sorry Selena, I shouldn’t have let it get this far.”

“Don’t be sorry. I’ve been wanting to do that for a long time now. I’m the one that’s sorry because this doesn’t change anything. I wish things could be different.”

“I know. It’s okay.” I soothed, pulling my shirt over her body.

“Will you stay with me until I fall asleep?”

“Sure.” I fixed myself next to her and draped the blanket over us.

“And Justin, for the record, I’ll never regret anything I do with you.”

She placed a kiss on my bare chest then closed her eyes, falling asleep almost instantly.

I should have left. That would have been the wise thing to do but I couldn’t find it in me to leave her.

Not when this was the first time I got to hold her in over a year.

I wanted to savor the moment. Make it last.

And that’s how I ended up drifting to sleep next to her, only to wake up when I felt the sunlight hit my face.

I checked my phone only to realize it was after seven.


With a heavy sigh, I pried Selena off me and grabbed my jacket and shoes in my hand then soundlessly left her house.

I already wanted to go back.

The saddest part was that there was once a time where it would be expected for me to be there with her.





Selena’s POV

I woke up to the sunlight hitting my face.

Ow. My head hurt.

Looking down I realized I was in a T-shirt.


No. This wasn’t his.

It smelt like Justin.

Oh yeah. He was here…

I closed my eyes as last night came back to me.

I missed him. So so much.

I wonder if he knew how badly I wanted to be with him. No one else. Just him.

I peeled myself off the bed and into the bathroom.

Once I was finished I walked downstairs into the kitchen still in his shirt.

I jumped when I saw Theresa and Abel sitting there.

“What are you guys doing here so early?”

“We spent the night.” Abel said.

“Looks like we weren’t the only ones. Explains why your door was locked.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I saw Justin creep out the door a few minutes ago. Minus the shirt you’re wearing.”

I rolled my eyes as I poured myself a cup of coffee.

“Nothing happened.”

“I didn’t put that there.” Abel pointed to my neck and I realized there was a hickey there.

“Fine. We made out but he stopped it before we got any further.”

“What the fuck Selena? You’re with me. Not that asshole.”

I scoffed, crossing my arms across my chest. “You say that like it’s my choice.”

“Are we really about to do this now?”

“Looks like we are.”

“Selena calm down. You know that you have to do this cause of the label. Besides, Abel is obviously the better choice. I mean Justin’s a total douche. I still don’t know what you ever saw in him.”

My blood boiled. Maybe the alcohol was still in my system or maybe I was just pissed.

Whatever it was, I was done.

“Fuck this.”


“I’m done. I’m done with you and this entire fucking relationship. I love Justin. I want to be with him and I don’t care about what you or anyone else has to say about it.”

“What about the label?”

“I signed with them for my music. If they keep trying to force this bullshit I’ll find another one."I shrugged.

"Selena, slow down and think about this.” Theresa pleaded, blocking the door when I tried to pass.

“I have thought about it T. I can’t keep doing this.”

She studied my face before nodding.

“You’re making a mistake but there’s nothing I can do to change your mind is there?”

“Not this time.”

She moved to the side. I turned back to Abel.

“I’m sorry but this isn’t what I want.”






Give me that role reversal AU with Prince Merlin where Arthur doesn’t have magic, is a deposed Uther Pendragon’s son and somehow becomes Merlin’s fakely magical manservant with a bitchy Gaius in tow. Arthur is the one who has to hide his identity as Once and Future King because… his friend Merlin is Crown Prince.

Give me Arthur pretending to have magic through science and sheer problem solving ability. Or how he doesn’t get credit for doing difficult things because he’s supposed to have magic anyway. And how much he adores watching Merlin do frivolous, beautiful magics  that he can’t even dream of doing.

Give me Arthur hiding Excalibur in his room when he’s not using it to defeat Undead Knights or plotting High Priestesses. Tell me about Merlin not knowing he’s Emrys, and just being a chilled out Prince who doesn’t know that Arthur has no magic at all and is actually in constant danger All The Time.

And bonus chalice, because Nimueh and Morgause are the evil queens of Camelot who don’t want to see the prophecy come true.

No to Haknyeon

I am making this post because honestly I am up to my wits end with Haknyeon. He ranks higher than the actual center. Why? Because of his face.
His attitude when it comes to practicing is terrible, he doesn’t work hard. He basically expects for the other members to carry him and that’s when he simply rises because of his face.
“But he’s nice! That’s what Korean netizens say.” You say.
Have you ever had to fake in a class that you hated and with a teacher that you hated? Of course he’s going to act nice because he knows how this shit works like, if you act nice; fans will think that you have a great personality and that you deserve it. Even if you lack greatly.

The reason why I don’t like Haknyeon is because he reminds me so much of people that I have had to work with.
In the way that he is the kind of person are like:
People who sulk when they don’t get to do what they wanted because said thing went to someone with more aptitude for the subject, people who laze around when you’re working that you have to make them try to do something, people that you have to carry all the way and the fucker ends up getter a better grade than you because you helped him/her.

Besides even Korean netizens are starting to notice it. So I’m not alone in my opinion for Haknyeon so yeah I’m hoping that in the live votings he doesn’t enter the final 11 because if he does then I will lose my shit. Because its not fair that a person who is not hardworking at all gets a position that more hardworking people deserve just because of his facial features. Also I won’t stan dude I.O.I because of him and if he gets in and Jaehwan or Ong don’t.

P.R.I.M: Pranks Resulting in Matrimony

Written by: @ghtlovesthg

Title: P.R.I.M: Pranks Resulting in Matrimony

Prompt 28: Noting tension between Katniss and the baker’s youngest son, carefree and mischievous Prim can’t resist pranking her annoyingly uptight and very responsible sister. [submitted by @567inpanem]

Notes: Rated All Ages, Never-reaped!Everlark, Complete. 

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something freaky | | [ kj apa ]

a/n: okay, I made this where KJ has a crush on reader rather than them dating for imagine purposes. Reader is also casted to be Sabrina as well in this simply because let’s face it, Sabrina was one of my favorite characters by Archie Comics. There’s not much on the episode where reader is starring in since I wasn’t quite sure to put reader either in Coven or Freak Show since those were my favorite seasons. Hope you still like it though nonnie and feel free to give me more celebrity imagines, you can see which ones I do on my character list [ LINK ]. Please tell me if you want me to keep doing outfits for reader since Sammie and I are unsure if you like them. Ships are closed for the time being and requests are open unless stated otherwise by me!

nonnie requested: can you do a kj apa imagine where you are an actress on American Horror Story and he and the cast watch and episode of the show for the first time and it kind of freaks them out?

Originally posted by day-by-day-im-fading-away

                              Relationship(s): KJ Apa & Reader (crush)

“Did you hear that Y/N L/N is going to come on Riverdale to be Sabrina Spellman?” Camila asks as she sits down on her spot for the last scene that was to shoot in about a half an hour while she looks at Lili who turned to her with a small gasp. “Right? I forgot what was she on because I could swear I have seen her before but yet she has been on a few things.”

The blonde nodded her head, “Well she is on the more gothic films but people seem to really applaud her for a season of American Horror Story so maybe you saw her in that?” She suggests with a shrug, “I honestly haven’t seen it since I think I would freak out but things go around that Y/N is good at that sort of stuff, maybe that’s why they picked her to be Sabrina.”

Camila brown eyes widen like she got an idea, “Well why don’t we look up to see what episode or episodes she was in and watch it, in fact let’s get Cole, Casey, and not to mention KJ since I’ve heard he has a crush on her.” She grins, “We can check on Netflix for it or find it somewhere online.”

“Sounds fun, I think we are about to shoot soon. Let’s finish this and get the guys in this, it will be almost like a movie night?” Lili shrugs before getting called for makeup, “Gotta go for makeup but we’ll do it for sure.” She smiles before hurrying away to the artist that called her over to finish the details of the scene that they were wrapping up.

There was a bit of mix expressions while the cast watched your performance of American Horror Story, but it wasn’t of disappointment. But rather shock and maybe some wincing from from the rather creepy scenes that was shown. The critics weren’t lying when they said you really delivered on the freak factor that American Horror Story needed while Casey covered his eyes as you turned your head in an eerily fashion, “Oh my god. Why did I agree to this?” He mutters with a deep sigh.

“I think you stand for everyone, Casey with that statement.” KJ says as he was rather freaked out to see you but the scenes before had shown that it was different that what someone would normally watch on a regular basis unless they were into that sort of thing. “This is something I for sure don’t go out and watch but holy shit is creepy.” Needless to say they switched to watch something else after that episode since they were all in agreement that they were rather creeped out.


You talk on your phone with your manager for awhile as you walked on your newest project aka Riverdale as Sabrina Spellman, “Okay, I’ll make sure I’m ready for the talk show today at seven. Thanks Quinn, see you later too.” You finish your goodbye as you almost bumped into someone, “Oh! Sorry.” You say as you look up with a smile as you recognize that it was KJ the one whom played as Archie Andrews, “Hey. You’re the one who plays Archie, KJ Apa right?” you ask while you offer your hand to him, “Y/N L/N, the one who will be playing Sabrina Spellman.”

The ginger couldn’t believe that you looked so different from the makeup and outfit from the episode the cast was watching earlier that week as he accepts your hand to shake. “Y-Yeah that’s me, nice to meet you Y/N. You look so different from when we saw you in American Horror Story,” He says as he notices your phone case, “Is that Spider-Man?” he asks as you look down at your case and nod. “That’s cool, he’s my superhero.” KJ gushes as you gave a gentle smile.

“Well thanks KJ. Um, could you help show me around since I’m new and I’m sure you are pretty familiar with everything on set. If you don’t mind but I could always ask someone else.” You say as you readjust your backpack before looking back at him.

However that didn’t last too long as Madeline saw you, she hurried over with a big smile on her face, “Oh my gosh. I’m sorry to intrude but you’re Y/N L/N. I loved you in American Horror Story as Jade, it was a bit creepy but still good. It’s nice to meet you, our newest cast member of Sabrina Spellman. I’m Madeline Petch, the one who plays Cheryl Blossom.” She says as she offers her hand as you shake it.

You couldn’t help giggle softly at her enthusiasm, “Well nice to meet you, Madeline. I’m a fan of your job as Cheryl, very good job of selling the bitchy attitude that she has.” You say as you point at the male beside you, “KJ here was showing me around but we can definitely talk later before I have to go out for a talk show interview.”

He gives a small wave as you and Madeline made plans to talk to each other later, he still couldn’t believe that he was showing his crush around the set plus not to mention that later that they would doing scenes together as Archie and Sabrina.


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anonymous asked:

Sorry if this is a weird/personal question, but why do you seem to hate Austism Speaks?? (Please don't take this to mean I support them myself!! I know so little about autism and I genuinely want to learn)

They view autism as a disease and have compared it to cancer, even implying that it is worse than cancer because autism diagnoses are far more common.

Many of their ads imply that autistic children are directly responsible for whatever difficulties their families face simply because they are autistic. They scare adults into thinking an autism diagnosis is a catastrophe, and they teach autistic children that they are a burden to society.

They want to cure autism, even though the overwhelming majority of autistic people do not want a cure.

They are eugenicists as well; they don’t want autistic people to exist at all.

A lot of the money donated to them pays for applied behavioral analysis (ABA) therapy, which is highly abusive; many people have developed PTSD directly because of suffering ABA.

For a long time they were anti-vaccine, and even though they recently changed that stance, they have been largely responsible for the present-day anti-vaccine movement.

Only one person on the Board of Directors is autistic, and they joined only a few months ago; for most of their history nobody on their Board has been autistic.

And they have recently started accepting support from a neo-Nazi organization (source).

tl;dr - they are a hate group that wants to do everything they can to eliminate people like me from the face of the earth and make our lives as miserable as possible.


Original sketches for Ranger Iwaizumi based on Allie’s “I Followed Fires” (which you should totally read if you love yourself).

My plan was to draw the scene in which we first meet Iwaizumi in the story.
But I also felt bad for hiding his face, while simultaneously dying to draw exactly this?!!
So, in the end I added the 2nd one. Typical.

I decided to focus on the one showing his face, as this was a birthday present for Allie who is basically responsible for all of this (curse you.. bless you), so I had some kind of deadline to meet and just knew I’d never finish both on time.

While drawing the one you already know, the picture/atmosphere changed quite a bit and it doesn’t fit the exact scene I had in mind before, so I will just leave these design sketches at this!!

I like the sketchy-style as well :>
I gotta learn to /leave/ things be anyway!! è v é)9

Have some Human!Astral headcanons(because I’m sue someone will enjoy these).

  • Astral is very sensitive to touch-spending ones entire existence as an incorporeal being is going to do that since he basically is a body with a bunch of new nerves unused to being touched. Which unfortunately leads to sensory overload more often than not.
  • Yuma is about the only person whose touch doesn’t bother him and he can constantly be found hanging off his arm, or leaning on a shoulder, or with his chin on Yuma’s head or just generally in constant contact with him.
  • Also Shark, as he’s probably the second closest person to Astral after Yuma.
  • Astral is also very light and built like a string bean and in the ‘learning to walk on his own stages’ frequently finds himself being piggy-backed by Shark when he gets to tired to walk on his own or just plain can’t.
  • Touch sensitivity also makes getting him clothes tricky, because clothes are in constant contact with his skin and certain textures can become bothersome. He ends up with loose, airy clothes.
  • Human!Astral would also definitely rock a skirt and probably convince Yuma to let him get one-a skirt has less contact with skin than pants which make him uncomfortable,especially snug ones.
  • He really enjoys he feel of soft things and will stop and pet every. single. cat and dog in his path. Everyone.
  • His sensitivity also extends to food as well. Things too textured/seasoned/sweet etc he can’t eat. Haru tweaks any meals made so that had can eat them without problem.
  • His favourite food is duel lunches, being that they are the first thing he ever ate.
  • Astral also really likes sweet things too.
  • Getting massive brain freeze the first time he tries ice cream because he didn’t anticipate it being that cold and just like, takes a huge bite before anyone can warn him. Yuma spends like 5 minutes doubled over in laughter before he can compose himself to make sure Astral is alright, simply because the face and noises Astral made with hilarious. Astral gets a lesson in how to properly eat frozen treats after.
  • Sleep is now a thing he has to do and he doesn’t like it much, because it means no more staying up till odd hours of the night watching ESPer Robin reruns(Yuma eventually gets him the series on DVD so he can watch them any time and actually get proper sleep).
  • If he was curious before, he’s about 100x more curious now, about everything. Which of course means asking Yuma everything, even if Yuma can’t answer them because he has no idea either.
  • Even the really awkward questions-like wondering why humans put such importance on something like kissing. Yuma has no idea how answer this, it’s not like he’s ever kissed anyone(outside of platonic family kisses obviously).
  • Bonus keyship material-Yuma in his infinite wisdom asks Ryouga for help on how to answer the above question. Ryouga, being in a sarcastic mood replies with something along the lines of ‘you could always just kiss him’. Yuma’s gone before he can clarify that he was being sarcastic, and Yuma does exactly that.
  • Astral’s love of soft things leads them to get him a pet. Cathy thinks he should get a cat. Others think a dog. He ends up with a white ferret. He names it ‘Hope’.
  • Astral as the ‘cute foreign exchange student’ at school. Yuma is not amused because everyone is crowding him and trying to hog his time with Astral. Astral does not like it because, to much touching and crowding and it freaks him out.
  • Also he’s not a fan of the uniform because, again, touch sensitivity and touch much weird fabric in contact with new skin, especially with the pants, and it drives him crazy all day.
  • He can’t swim for shit. Has to say in the shallow end(or get loaded up with floaties)
  • Constantly forgetting he cannot float or walk through solid objects. He probably bumps into doors and shit like all the time for a while.
  • Astral reading anything and everything he can get his hands on.
  • He gets his hands on like, an anatomy or biology text book one day and becomes flustered and confused because, despite having always been considered, effectively ‘male’, he doesn’t match up to what humans consider to be male (because he may be solid now but he more or less is physically still the same) OR female.
  • Yuma and co. sit him and down and very gently explain that no, if he says he is male then is he is male regardless, it’s ok.
  • Ryouga bringing up a page on kilts when he gets worried that this means he can’t wear a skirt any more. He is immensely relived.
  • Playing with Yuma’s hair when he gets bored. Touching Yuma never seems to bother him, perhaps because he’s grown used to it as Yuma was really all he could touch for the longest time.
  • Likewise, lounging across Yuma’s lap and letting Yuma play with his hair, is equally as enjoyable. Also Yuma tracing patterns over the makings on his skin(if Mizael keeps the face marks, Astral gets to as well).
  • Duel Monster cards as well, he can handle those for hours on end.
  • Getting Astral his own D-Gazer and D-Pad so he can duel, since he’s not attached to Yuma any more.

anonymous asked:

laurent and damen masterchef au? or great british bake off. or any cooking show honesltly. thank you so much for writing all these ficlets <3 they make my day

Laurent can feel his concentration wavering, and has to take a deep breath while his hands stop shaking before he eases the second cake tier atop the base. He can count the hours of sleep he’s had over the past three nights on both hands, what with attending lectures and completing assignments and standing in the kitchen at 2am, making and remaking fondant flowers, writing and rewriting his recipe and plan, while Auguste tasted scraps and made coffee and directed not-quite-worried glances at Laurent over the top of his glasses.

It paid off. Laurent is sticking exactly to his plan, down to the minute, and the raspberry teacake is now a blushing masterpiece above the flawless Earl Grey sponge. It only remains for him to ice the top tier, a simple lemon cake with no frills and nowhere to hide, all technique: just the way Laurent likes it. He adjusts his grip on the bowl and whips the yellow-tinted buttercream, eyeing the lemon cake with a critical eye. The colour is not quite even, one side a little browner than it should be, but the buttercream will hide that nicely.

Damen’s laughter rings out, and Laurent doesn’t need to look up to know that the cameramen will be gravitating towards it. Damen, with his photogenic face, his jaw somehow always smudged charmingly with flour, and his stupidly large arms emerging from the tight t-shirts he wears beneath his apron. Damen is a builder from Manchester and everyone can already tell he’s going to be the audience favourite, what with his unexpected cleverness and his dry humour, the barbs he throws out about Londoners–never looking at Laurent but always, somehow, managing to imply that he’d like to be–and his infuriating habit of spending two hours flirting indiscriminately with Mel and Paul, wandering over to taste someone else’s batter while bestowing praise and manly shoulder-claps, and then somehow still managing to produce a perfect batch of sultana-studded scones, or a gingerbread version of the Parthenon that makes Mary Berry give one of her sharp, delighted inhalations.

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anonymous asked:

So johnB Said in an Interview that baz is dead. Wtf? Are they serious? How can they do that? And Do it in that Way? Very dissappointed 😢

I agree Anon, it IS very disappointing to see Baz go out in such a way.

I too was hoping he somehow survived. At the VERY least, I hope they acknowledge it next season and show Red holding a memorial for him, like he is typically shown doing for his loyal associates throughout the series.

I wouldn’t be too quick to blame TPTB for his death though… In real life Baz (because he’s so badass that they used his actual name on the show) is/was a private child extractor who rescues kidnapped children from both foreign and domestic situations when the US government’s hands are tied in the situations. 

Google him :)

He has been doing this for over twenty years before joining the Blacklist cast.

I read an amazing article two years ago that said he joined the show as a military/tactical consultant and then simply ended up as part of Red’s ‘team.’ He took the job basically for the great money it provided, which he then stated he put the vast majority of that towards his private company that rescues children. He basically said his acting gig helped finance MORE child rescues.

For all we know, he possibly wanted off the show in order to go back to his real passion of rescuing abducted children. And instead of simply having him disappear from the show with no explanation, perhaps he requested to go out with a ‘bang’ (pun intended) instead of skulking off in the night. We simply don’t know. Because let’s face it - the way he went out? No one will forget it. TPTB made damn sure of that.

I don't know if we’ll ever know the reason why he left/was written off. I hope JB does address it, as I think many fans would be interested to know the answer. But I think we need to be realistic in the fact that this is show business, and anything to make a buck is what they put on tv.

Sorry I can’t be of more help or comfort, but like I said - if you want to see a bright light in all of this, google him and it’ll make you smile.