tumblr is gonna fuck up the resolution for this isn’t it? but… I really don’t wanna crop it anyway, this is a contest entry for a Soul Eater group on deviantART!!! it was pretty fun to do, although there’s some things that I’m still kinda bothered by (in regards to anatomy and stuff) but I just… can’t make myself work on it anymore ;u;
Crona is agender and my headcanon Crona goes by she/her and he/him, I’m also agender and go by she/her, please respect our gender and pronouns please do not like or reblog if you are kin with Crona or anything related, thank you for helping me keep my anxiety at a minimum!
Summary: After receiving a very rude letter of your ex on the mail saying that he is going to get married. You see yourself not knowing what to do, you can just let it go or accept the help of your hot neighbor and pretend he is your boyfriend.
You woke up
feeling different, you felt lighter and happier. It has been a long time since
you last felt this way, you look at the clock and it’s 8 a.m. then you look at
Bucky who is sleeping peacefully underyou.
Something has changed since last night, you don’t
know exactly what but it feels distinct. You stay in Bucky’s arms for a while
longer; at this point you are used to cuddling up with him. However, you were
never the one to initiate it… until now.
You softly trace your fingers on his jawline, making
sure to not disturb him still. You kiss his forehead, getting up looking at him
one last time.
If I could be anything but an omega, I would be happy , I thought miserably, puking out the remnants of last night’s dinner, gripping the edge of the ceramic toilet before stumbling back up on unsteady legs. I stumbled a little, moving to the basin in the corner and staring at myself in the huge ornate mirror.
I looked like i’d been fucked by the entire football team.
Glaring at my own face, I turned on the faucet, cupping my palms to collect enough water and splashing it on my face. I never wore make-up ( i got enough unwanted attention without it ) , and the water slid down my smooth skin easily. I grabbed a bunch of paper towels and soaked up the rest of the moisture before dumping the rest in the trash.
It took me another few minutes to find the pills in my bag, dry swallowing the three huge tablets till my throat hurt . I stayed propped against the wall, waiting for the unwelcome fire in my belly to calm down. I felt uncomfortable, the slick still dripping out of me in an annoyingly distracting way.
It was the third time this year. Third time that the supplements hadn’t done their job right. I’d gone into heat despite the suppressants and I was just really really lucky that there had been no Alphas around.
i hung out with betas ( hang out being a very loose definition of me just breathing the same air as them ) and i also stayed the hell away from the Alphas in my school.
I pressed my palms into my flushed cheeks.
There was an explanation of course.
The doctor had warned me about it a long time back.
If you need to live surrounded by Alphas then you’re going to need stronger doses and your scholarship does not cover the cost of pills. You need to make a decision soon. There are plenty of omega Schools in Busal and Ilsan. Pick one and transfer out of Seulong High.
i bit my lips in consternation.
Seulong High was the best School in the country and I’d worked my ass off to get the scholarship. The best part about the school was that it didn’t have a ‘ No omegas Allowed’ clause like the rest of the schools in the country. It wasn’t because they supported omegas or something : it was just that there were just five Scholarship seats and it was fiercely competetitive. Omegas did not get into the program . they never did.
The school was reserved especially for Alphas and betas . Alpha m,en who belonged to super rich , powerul families. Chaebols, son’s of politicians , stuff like that. The girls were mostly taken , each one with an alpha or beta of her own. it was a precaution mostly, because Alphas could be unpredictable.
there were no omegas here.
Omegas were so incredibly rare that parents never actually considered letting them out into society. They were usually locked up at home, home schooled and mated off to an Alpha the moment they came of age.
And maybe i could have been that way if my parents were still alive. But they weren’t. The only family i had was my step brother and it helped that he was a top surgeon in one of the biggest Hospitals in the country. But he was an Alpha and we didn’t hang out as often as I would have liked.
Nonetheless , once every month I did check up with him .
I wanted to be a doctor. And that meant that I had to fight the system tooth and nail. So far , I’d done well. I was the top of my year.
Everyone knew that I was a recluse.
Boys stayed away ( after three or four broken noses, umpteen kicks to the crotch and a very memorable broken rib ) , girls hated me ( like i gave a damn) and most importantly : Everyone thought i was a beta.
I was one of the only three omegas on the Seulong High campus. And the other two were teachers ( who were the main reason i had manged to pass of as a beta the past year ) . They were both mated. This meant that they had no scent at all.
Now me , on the other hand….
The suppressants were the only thing keeping me from turning into some sort of Alpha Kryptonite. If they ever lost strength in front of an Alpha, I would likely lose everything I’d worked for.
I felt nauseous just thinking about it.
I could never actually leave Seulong High. I wouldn’t. And even if the suppressants were losing strength, I would just have to find a way to convince Seokjin oppa to get the stronger ones for me.
I couldn’t transfer out of this place. Just another year and i would become a medical student. I knew that. The dream was real, the endless nights of worry would soon be over. I would be free .
All i had to do was hold on.
“So, What’s the verdict?” I slipped my blouse back on, peering over the makshift partition and smiling brightly at my step brother.
Seokjin gave me a glare.
“I can’t believe you’re joking about this Min Jung . I told you to get off those pills and register in the program. You’re almost nineteen… How long are you going to go around unmated? Find an Alpha , get mated and go pursue your dreams or whatever…. Suppressants are dangerous and just look at your bloodwork! There’s an increase in every bloody toxin…!!! I want you to cut back on the dosage…”
“Seokjin…i can’t get mated now. I refuse to give an Alpha that kind of power over me! What if the creep decides he wants to stop me from becoming a doctor. i won’t even be able to say no!” I shuddered.
Seokjin’s gaze softened mariginally.
“Min, would i honestly let you marry a guy like that? i know so many Alphas myself…. You could meet a few of them.. date them for a while if you like… “ He said gently.
I rolled my eyes.
“And what if he imprints on me?” I glowered at Seokjin. “ Seriously you need to stop pimping me out to your friends! “
Seokjin glared back, affronted.
“I’m not.. Jesus you’re the single most exasperating creature on the planet! I’m trying to stop you from dying a premature death! You’re eighteen already. Your heats are going to get stronger. your scent is already tangible. I can actually smell you ! And if I can.. so can other Alphas…“ He snapped. “ Are you telling me you’d rather get raped in some alleyway by some horny Alpha then meet a decent and legit one through me?!!”
“the school nurse just thinks I need stronger suppressants.. you could just prescribe them for me…” i sulked.
“Like hell i will. I’m not an angel of death. Listen,. this is me being perfectly serious. There’s a Charity Ball for Autism on Friday. i’ll pick you up. Most of the Alphas there are young.. your age…. Quite a few of them aren’t even paired off with betas. I’ll introduce you to a few of them… They’ll love you… You can at least give it a chance.”
“And if they all turn out to be jerks…?” I challenged, grabbing my school bag.
“then I’ll prescribe the damn suppressants. But be warned.. i need legit reasons for you rejecting them…” He warned.
“Fine!” I growled, “ Fuck, why do you have to be so reasonable…it makes me want to tear my hair out.”
“Be safe, bunny. I love you. You know that right?”
“I love you too.. you big sap.” I muttered, bending down to kiss him on the lips.
Seokjin growled low.
“i told you to stop doing that….You’re not eight anymore…” He sighed.
I grinned and patted his crotch, making him yelp.
“Come on, we both know you only get it up for Jimin these days..” I winked.
Seokjin’s eyes went wide as saucers..
“How did you-?”
“Have a great day, Seokjinnie Hyung…” i faux-moaned.. “ Check your voicemail message you idiot. Jimin’s recorded himself moaning your name! I’m traumatized for life. And so is anyone else calling you!! ”
Seokjin let out a whimper and dived for his phone and i laughed as i walked out.
“I can’t believe your brother bought you this.” My roommate , Jieun whispered, fingers fluttering over the silky fabric of the gown with awed reverence.I rolled my eyes, concentrating on smoothing the lipstick across my plump lips, grimacing at the blood red tint it left behind. I hated dressing up.
But I had promised Seokjin . And he had gone out of his way to send me a dress, make-up, stiletto heels and even a Cartier Watch and jewelry.
Dear Bunny, Look good tonight or i’m signing you up for the program myself, Love Seokjin xoxox.
As far as threats went, it was pretty effective. I grabbed the curling iron on the dresser, carefully threading my sable brown locks around the heating elemnet, letting it curl my hair into bouncy curves that fell right over my chest. It was painstaking work but I manged to get it done by six.
Slipping into the dress was easier, because Jieun helped. Still, the bare shoulders made me flinch. I wasn’t particularly pale and the suppresants helped curb the natural ‘ omega glow’ that people fawned over. But my skin still looked ivory white against the dark maroon of the dress. I slipped on the necklace, a simple ruby pendant, watching the locked rest right in the center of my cleavage.
I stared at the finished result .
Kim Seokjin had taken full advantage of having an International Designer for a boyfriend and Park Jimin had out done himself .
Jieun let out a strangled moan next to me.
“Jesus fucking Christ , it should be illegal to look this good , Min Jung … What the hell! You look like a fucking dream…. !” She whispered.
I groaned a little.
I had no use for my beauty.
So far it had done nothing good for me : unwelcome advances, groping hands, catcalls and lewd remarks. Speculation if perhaps my good grades had less to do with my brains and more to do with my ability to deep throat the professors.
I wanted to peel off my clothes , chop off my hair and go sink into a bath , hopefully empty a bottle of wine and never see another Alpha again in my entire life.
And the evening hadn’t even started.
“Stop looking like you’re sucking on a lemon. And enough with the death glares ” Seokjin gritted out as I stared down yet another Alpha who was making his way over with a very dopey look on his face. He was tall, dressed like every other man in the room and the half empty glass of whiskey told me he wasn’t entirely sober. He wasn’t bad looking (alphas seldom were ) but there was a hint of cigarette smoke and stale air , wafting from his direction and…no.
My glare seemed to work. He hesitated a bit.
I stuck my thumb out, drawing it scross my neck in a slitting motion.
The young man stuttered in his footsteps, looked vaguely horrified and then turned on his heel and walked away.
Twelve down… countless more to go.
“what the fuck are you doing?!” Seokjin hissed.
“They smell like shit.” I deadpanned. “ every one of them makes me nauseous.”
“You’re being so unfair… “ Seokjin sighed.
“You expect me to spend the rest of my life with a guy who makes me nauseous?” I glared.
“i think that you should..” Seokjin stopped abruptly, head tilting as he glanced over my shoulder. His gaze went wide and he gripped my forearm. “ oh, shit.”
“what?” i whirled around but Seokjin grabbed my chin, firmly pulling me back to face him.
“Ow…oppa what the fuck..” i hissed, rubbing my chin petulantly and Seokjin hissed.
“That’s Mr. Min! One of the main investors in my hospital! He’s here with his son and his fiancee…. We’re going to have to go greet them. Please act like a human being …” He begged.
I rolled my eyes.
“you say that like I’m going to pick my nose in front of him or something.” I grumbled.
“i’m serious. Min Jae Hyun is a scary git and so is his son Yoongi.”
“Min.. are you..? You mean Min Yoongi?” I stuttered.
“You know him.?”
“Uh.. not exactly… He’s one of the seniors in my School” I managed.
“Wait, he’s in your school?” Seokjin looked stunned. “ Does he know you’re a-”
“No! Oppa..he thinks I’m a beta … he can’t know… you can’t tell..”
“Shh… it’s okay bunny… You’re on the suppressants right? He needn’t know. “ Seokjin said reassuringly and I tried not to tremble. Sweat collected along my hairline and i already felt jittery.
“Dr. Kim!!” A Rough voice called out and Seokjin gripped my wrist.
“Come on bunny…”
I turned slowly and of course, my eyes immediately clashed with Min Yoongi. Lean and built like a dream, he stood dressed in a Valentino suit, shoulders framed perfectly in the smooth black fabric. He had ash blond hair, eyes a dark obsidian black and thin attractive lips,subtly smiling as he look the hand that Seokjin offered.
Next to him stood Jung Yuju, Yoongi’s fiancee and long time girlfriend. She gave me the annoyed look that beta females always reserved for omegas.
The ‘ something dirty like you doesn’t deserve to look so pretty ‘ look.
“Hello hyung.” Yoongi drawled easily and his gaze shifted to me in a question.
“you look familar…” He said briskly.
“This is my sister, Lee Min Jung… Bunny , this is Mr. Min and his son Yoongi. His soon to be daughter in law Yuju.” Seokjin smiled brigthly and i felt my ears burn as Yoongi smirked.
He gave me a vaguely curious glance and his nostrils flared briefly. I felt his eyes change color briefly, tinted red for just a second and my heart skipped a beat.
He’d scented me. He looked confused for a second, no doubt why he was smelling omega.
But then he looked amused again.
“Bunny huh?” He drawled.
I couldn’t even unglue my tongue enough to glare at him.
See, here’s the thing :
Min Yoongi was exquisitely hot.
Not just the physically attractive , oh he’s handsome kind of hot.
I mean he is that. He has one of those naturally aesthetic faces, meant to be on billboards across the country.
But more than that he .. smelled good.
But i also know that the betas in our school, all the girls who pined after him , even his long term girlfirned did not know the effect Yoongi’s Alpha scent had on an Omega.
The effect it had on me.
the only time i’d been exposed to it was nearly eight months ago, when I’d watched him beat up some kid for bullying one of the freshmen. The exertion from the fight had made him sweaty and panting and his scent had been even stronger than usual.
Strong enough to dig into my brain and take firm root there. And now, i could smell it again. not as strong as usual, probabaly because he’d sprayed on scent maskers for the event. But it was there nonetheless : pine trees and sunshine, rainstorms and black satin sheets. i felt the heat begin to lick it’s way up my spine, warmth pooling at the pit of my stomach, and then the tell-tale wetness threatening to drip.
“You’re a junior, aren’t you?” Yoongi said casually and his voice was yet another nail in my coffin. He sounded raspy and drunk, half asleep and scratchy. The deep bass of his tone and the masculine voice rang through my body like a vibrato.
And i knew on a practical level that it was my biology. Alphas have a differently evolved voice box. it gives them that dominant tone and omegas have the sensitive nerve endings that react to that particular voice.
So, honestly , It wasn’t anything personal, the way his voice made me want to drop to my knees and wrap my lips around his cock, right there in front of everyone.
it was biology.
I choked on my own lust ridden thoughts and Seokjin gave me a curious glance.
“Why don’t you join us at our table, Doc… We can talk a bit more about that proposal for another laboratory.” Mr. Min said briskly and Seokjin looked like he’d just received an invitation to dine with the pope.
“Yes.. Yes sir..” He breathed happily and i flinched as he let go of me.
“Bun-” He stopped when i glowered at him.” I mean.. Min Jung, why don’t you stay with yoongi and Yuju…We’ll just..”
He was already moving away and i stood still, aware of Yuju’s stare boring holes into my skull.
“Please.. carry on , I’ll be fine by myself.” I said automatically and Yoongi didn’t protest, merely bowing slightly.
“Pleasure meeting you, Min Jung.”
“Are you an omega?” Yuju said suddenly , eyes narrowed dangerously and i froze.
I held her gaze calmly.
“That is none of your business” I said loftily.
“Oh please… Coming to a formal event dressed like a fucking whore. Only your kind could be that shameless.”
I hated the way she said it, like i wasn’t even human.
“Yuju.. you shouldn’t talk like that to- ” Yoongi began, moving as though to touch me and i knocked his hand away.
“You don’t have to defend me..I can do it myself.” I snapped .
i rounded on the bitch next to him.
“ It’s such a pity your father’s money could buy you those boobs but not a better personality.” I glared at her before turning to move away.
Stupid fucking alphas and Betas!! they could all go die in a fire!!
I’d barely taken a step before I felt a torrent of wetness on my cheek , all over my shoulders and down my chest. i stood still stunned as everyone turned around to stare at us.
it took me a second to realize that she had chucked her entire glass of wine on me.
“Apologize now, you filthy little omega!” She screamed , so loud that my ears rang.
“Fuck , Yuju… Stop.. What the hell is wrong with you?” Yoongi grabbed his fiancees wrist and yanked her away while i stood there humiliated.
Seokjin was at my side a second later.
“it wasn’t my fault… “ i started, voice wobbling but Seokjin merely sushed me , shrugging off his coat and tossing it over my shoulders before bowing stiffly.
“Please excuse us…” He growled at Yoongi, eyes flaring red as he stared him down before pulling me away from both of them .
i let him lead me out of the room and into the nearest rest room.
“I’m so sorry..” He said apologetically. “ I shouldn’t have brought you here…”
“I didn’t even provoke her…” I felt my voice wobble. “ This is why i hate alphas!” I gritted out.
“Come on , bunny you’re being unfair… Yoongi didn’t..”
“He’s engaged to her…” i sneered. “ No doubt he agrees with everything she believes. Probably thinks omegas are dirt.” I felt tears sting.
It was unbelievable because I was actually wet, my underwear soaked because of that fucker’s goddamn scent …and it didn’t even matter because he was a bastard and his fiancee was a class A demon.
Min Yoongi could go to hell and he could take his bitchy girlfriend with him.
“i know bunny… it’s alright. Come on.. you can stay with me tonight.” Seokjin cooed and i relaxed a little. Seokjin had a bomb apartment in one of the best localities in the city. i could at least drink some wine and relax in a nice warm bath and hopefully dream of a dead or dying Yuju.
Seokjin’s guest room had the softest, plushiest mattress in the world. After a nice hour long bath and a glass of wine, i was relaxed enough to drift into a nice , warm sleep. So , when i woke up to jimin screaming, I almost screamed myself.,
“WHAT DO MEAN THEY’RE SUSPENDING YOU!!!”
“Jiminie… keep it down.. Min Jung’s sleeping…”
“THEY CAN’T JUST SUSPEND YOU BECAUSE A SPOILED LITTLE BITCH WENT AND TATTLED TO HER FATHER…!!” Jimin was screaming.
I froze, sitting up so fast that my spine almost snapped.
I crawled out of the bed so fast my legs got caught in the blankets, my body landing on the carpeted flooor with a thud. i kicked away the annoying fabric and scrambled to my feet, grabbing the door and throwing myself out into the living space in disbelief.
“they suspended you?!” I choked in disbelief.
Jin looked stunned to see me . And a little guilty.
“Bunny.. wait..it’s not..” he began holding a hand up as though to calm me but i snarled in anger.
“Why?” I felt my voice shake in misery.
“It’s nothing. The Director thinks that just for two weeks, i should take a break because of what Mr. Min.. umm.. said..”
“Two weeks?!! They suspended you for two weeks because his bitchy daughter in law couldn’t act like a civilized human?” I said stunned.
“Min jung… it’s not that serious.. i was thinking of taking time off anyway and…”
“I’m going to kill him.” I said, my entire body shaking in disbelief.
“Oh, God. It isn’t Yoongi’s fault. Min jung Please don’t make the whole thing worse..”
“Worse?! They suspended you hyung.. You’re the most brilliant surgeon in the damn country and they suspended you over that little spat ?! Who does he think he is?! God?! “ I was shaking so bad that my teeth chattered.
I turned on my heel and rushed back into the room, grabbing my clothes and stalking into the bath room. Every ounce of attraction i’d felt for the idiot had vanished, in it’s place seething anger and fury filled my heart. I could put up with being bullied when it was me.
But Seokjin was innocent . He breathed and lived for his job. to think that anyone would actually try to take that away from him… was unacceptable.
Min Yoongi was going to get his ass whooped.
I found Yoongi in the Music room.
it took me more than an hour, hunting through every possible Alpha hangout to find the guy and now that i realized he was actually in the music room, playing the piano of all things, i felt so completely thrown that i just stood there gaping for a few seconds.
“Min Jung?” He looked surprised to see me, pushing away from the piano to stand up and i came to my senses, trying to ignore the way his scent just washed over me like a bloody hurricane.
“Who do you think you are?!” I hissed angrily.
“You think you’re so great, just because you’re rich?! it’s not even your money! You were just lucky to be born his son. You’re just lucky you were born an Alpha.. Do you think you earned the respect people give you?” i spat out , fury coursing through my veins.
“Min Jung, what are you-”
“You got my brother suspended?!! Because your evil girlfriend couldn’t act civil?!” I laughed without mirth.
“it was a misunderstanding, i already-”
“I mean… honestly… what makes you better than omegas? huh? Are you smarter? yeah.. probably…but guess what…i’m smart too. I outranked hundreds of thousands of kids to be here…. I’m not an idiot… ! ” I was dangerously close to tears but i barelled on.
“ Are you richer than me? Yes… but guess what.. some day i’ll be rich too. And unlike you, it will be my money.. money that i earned… I’ll be rich and powerful and unlike you, i’ll use that for good. I won’t bully people into stuff or fire perfectly hardworking doctors from their jobs just because my girlfriend can’t act like a decent human being!”
Yoongi didn’t reply. . He just stood there staring at me .
i wasn’t done.
“ And guess what?? someday i’m going to be a doctor. And you know what i’m going to do? I’m going to find an end to this Alpha omega nonsense. I’m going to prove…once and for all that you alphas aren’t in anyway better than..” i almost said me… catching myself at the last second..” omegas. i’m going to do it. Then you can all stop treating omegas like crap!! ” I growled.
I panted, breathless from all the yelling and for a few seconds we just stood still staring at each other.
And then his phone rang.
He casually pulled it out and glanced at it.
And then he took the call, transferring it to the speakers.
“Yoongi…?” It was Seokjin.
“Yoongi,… your father called. He told me what happened .. Thank you so much buddy…”
“Don’t mention it hyung..” Yoongi kept his gaze on me and i felt foreboding rise inside me. That didn’t sound good.
“Listen.. Min Jung misunderstood what happened. She’s probabaly on the way there …”
“She’s here.” yoongi said casually and i choked.
“Seokjin oppa?” i said nervously.
“Bunny?! Oh God.. tell me you didn’t hit him or something!! “ Seokjin sounded nauseuous.
Yoongi laughed softly.
“No hyung.. She didn’t do anything. Just got here infact..”
“Oh thank God.. Min jung…I’m reinstated. Yoongi told his dad that it was all a misunderstanding and Mr. Min personally called and spologized for it. Everything’s fine so please spare Yoongi your fists of fury…”
I felt my face flame red enough to catch fire.
oh, God, where was a lightning bolt when you needed one?
“Hyung, i’ll call you back.” Yoongi hung up.
I straed at him and then took a step back. i knew i should apologize. But i couldn’;t bring myself to say it.
“I should.. um… just leave..” I turned on my heel , ready to bolt .
i almost reached the door when his voice came out, low rumbling and an outright growl.
“ Stop right there..”
I froze, stunned when the syllables felt like bullets against my spine, pain hitting my nerves and making my entire body ache.
I couldn’t move.
Oh, God no.
He was using his Alpha voice. If there was even an ounce of doubt about the kind of guy Min Yoongi was, it evaporated.
He’s just like the rest of them.
I trembled a bit, willing myself to not move. To act like I was merely waiting for him to continue. Not like i couldn’t move.
His voice rumbled over me again and it really did feel like little pricks of a needle up and down my spine.
“Are you an omega? Tell me the truth…” He was using the same voice, the one I couldn’t fight.
But I was still on the suppressants and not completely helpless and although it took every single ounce of my energy, I took a deep breath, aware of the painful ache inside my skull.
“No, i’m not.” I whispered. It felt like Someone had taken a knife to my gut, the pain visceral and unbearable. It wasn’t in my gene to lie to an Alpha.
Silence. My entire body felt taught, stretched like a rubber band.
“If you’re so proud of omegas… why are you ashamed to admit it yourself.” He sneered. I shut my eyes.
“I’m leaving.” I said firmly.
He chuckled softly.
“Leave. I’m not stopping you.”
But he was.
‘We both knew he was.
I opened my mouth, ready to argue but the door slammed open suddenly, breaking the spell. i sagged a bit as Yuju stalked in. She took one look at me and launched herself at me.
i was still weak from what yoongi had done and i went down like a rock, head hitting the floor with a painful crack. Stunned , I shoved her away and dragged myself up. Yoongi was reaching for me again.
“Are you okay Min Jung..?” He looked genuinely worried but i glared at him.
“You’re a bastard. every single one of you.!! You just deserve eacth other !” I snarled, dragging myself up and getting the hell away from him.
I didn’t stop running till i’d locked myself in my room.
And it was only then did I let the tears fall.
Author’s Note : Whew… tiring. Did you guys like it? i would love to have some feedback.
Celebrating your 18th birthday with the X-Men would include:
Request: No…I’m just very obviously hinting that I turned 18 yesterday (26th June)
Pairing:None, you and your favourite X-Men
Notes/Warning:It hasn’t been proofread so beware the typos and grammar issues.
Word count: 732
- Charles being the one finding out it’s your birthday since you didn’t tell anyone
Reason for that was the horrible aftermath of Jean’s birthday party
Basically, everyone ended up drunk and passed out
Cups, food, and…other things being scattered ALL. OVER. THE. PLACE.
So when asked when your birthday is, you always found a way to dodge the question
And one beautiful, sunny day Charles accidentally slipped into your mind and instead of song lyrics or dirty thoughts about your crush he found out your birthday was next week
He IMMEDIATELY informed everyone and in a secret meeting they arranged a surprise party for you
- On the day of your birthday, everyone kept quiet so you didn’t suspect a thing
-In the evening Charles called you downstairs into the living area
Thinking he just wants to talk about your training or something like that you make your way downstairs in an oversized sweater and a pair of leggings
It was really quite. You probably would’ve been able to hear a pin dropping
- Suddenly the lights turn on -“HAPPY BIRTHDAY (Y/N)!!"
- You’re furious at first because you didn’t want your birthday to be such a huge thing
But in the end, you’re happy because you were with the people you love most
- Logan got some drinks for the party
You weren’t allowed to drink yet but were still happy about the present
You told him you’d save the bottle of whiskey for your 21st birthday
- And Jubilee made a mixtape specifically for you and your birthday
And it’s lit, fam ohmygod I’m so sorry about that
- Raven and Ororo went big and got you an expensive dress from the mall
Since they were totally shipping you and your crush so they hoped you would soon get the chance to wear it to a date
- Peter got you some sneakers and the game you recently played with him and enjoyed quite a lot
The sneakers weren’t the best or most expensive ones but he knew that you liked to wear them more than any other type of shoes
- Jean got you a nice, simple necklace
Wearing jewelry on missions was mostly and absolute No-Go for you but that necklace was the only piece of jewelry you took nearly never off
- Hank noticed your interest in all the scientific stuff he tried to explain. But since he wasn’t that good at explaining he got you a book with simple explanations about every single science topic
While other people might think science is super boring, the way Hank showed you and the book explained the different reactions to you made it really interesting
- Kurt, being the cinnamon roll he is, made you some German treats since he wasn’t sure what exactly you like and what not. And food always worked
He made you some Nussecken, Franzbrötchen and Windbeutel and they were DELICIOUS AS FUCK if you have no idea what I’m talking about pls google it these things are heaven trust me I know what I’m talking about
- The Summer Brothers decided to show off their creative side and made you a self-made instruction on hand-to-hand combat
You recently complained that you were a zero in hand-to-hand combat so the brothers put their knowledge to good use
- Charles got you the newest album of your favorite music artist
He found out about that while he was already in your mind and found out about your birthday
- And Erik didn’t exactly know what to get you, so he opted for a framed picture of the whole team and a Notebook where you could write all your thoughts down
He knew from Charles that your thoughts tend to get quite overwhelming sometimes
- AND THEN THE PARTY STARTED
jk is wasn’t that much of…partying
there was alcohol, yes, but no one got wasted
a bit drunk maybe but definitely not wasted
mostly just friendly hanging out action
- Jubilee’s playlist was very well received
- Nearly everyone complained about you not telling them about your birthday
But after you explained they understood your reason
-You played some games like Truth or Dare etc.
And you got some nice making out action with your crush while playing Seven Minutes in Heaven
Taeil is a very shy guy, and the idea of getting you something for Valentine’s Day would haunt him. Not because he doesn’t want to, because he wants to get you the perfect gift. He didn’t want to get you something overwhelming neither did he want to get you chocolate because he felt that was too cliché. He would ask Hansol for help but then regret it because Hansol’s ideas were useless and un-romantic, so he would just trust his instincts and buy something that reminded him of you. A necklace. It’s a simple, yet beautiful, necklace with a diamond on it. He felt proud of himself and decided to write you a song so he can sing it for you as he gently puts it around your neck. He would also make you hot chocolate since you both love hot chocolate. You would drink it while you cuddle up watching a movie.
Hansol would be so #confused he would have no idea what to get you. He would think of getting you a teddy bear but then realize that he doesn’t like that idea. He’d think and think and would come to no conclusion. Finally he would go and ask Yuta. Yuta would give him great ideas but that would make hansol feel worse about himself and have thoughts like “I’m such a bad boyfriend” or “Yuta should be her boyfriend”. Valentine’s Day would be so close and Hansol still didn’t think of a gift he wanted to buy, so he decides to go to a mall and see what type of things people are selling. As he walks through the mall he notices a shop which sells watches. And it finally hit him “I’ll buy her a watch”. He buys you a pretty pastel blue watch with silver stars dangling from it. He gets excited to give it to you on Valentine’s Day and he cant help but smile on his way home. When he gives you the gift, he notices your smile and he feels proud of himself, he knew it wasn’t much but he was sure you don’t mind what he gets you because you would love him anyway.
Papa Johns would feel really chill, he would think he has everything planned and that he doesn’t have to worry at all, but when he realizes that valentines day is in two day he would start to panic. He would think “I KNEW WHAT I’D GET HER BUT WHY DID I FORGET” he would come up with ideas of doing something like make you dinner but then again his cooking isn’t the best. He calls his mum in Chicago for help and she tells him to give her a keychain and Johnny liked that idea. He went to the store and bought a custom keychain which says “Be there or be square” and as he was walking he sees a BIG brown teddy bear. He picks it up and examines it when a lady comes up to him and says “It looks like you” and that’s when Johnny was like “Yup this gonna be lit” he bought his gifts and took them home. On Valentine’s he would give you the gifts and you of course would love them and he would say “Yeahhh… I knew it. I even got them a month in advance” and send you a wink. You would spend the day together eating pizza.
Taeyong had completely forgotten about Valentine’s Day. He was too busy practicing. You expected him to forget but you knew that he cared and if he wasn’t busy he would’ve spent it with you. Jaehyun asked Taeyong “Hey aren’t you going home yet? Valentine’s Day is almost over” and Taeyong stood there frozen. When Taeyong got home you noticed he looked really sad, you wanted to approach him but you didn’t want to remind him about Valentine’s Day since you knew it would make him sad, so instead you said “Heyyy ty track! Do you want some dinner?” And he shook his head and looked at you with really sad eyes “I’m so sorry” and he took you into a hug. You hugged him back and told him it was okay. You took the gift box from your pocket and gave it to him while looking at your feet. He looked shocked and took it nonetheless. He opened it and his eyes widened with awe “Omo! Y/n you didn’t have to. I feel worse now” you had gotten him a cartier bracelet. You told him it was okay again and you understand that he was busy but he was determined to get you something anyways “Don’t worry I’ll get you something by tomorrow. You’ll love it, now lets go eat dinner” he looked happier and that’s all you cared about. No gift would replace that smile of his. As you eat dinner he would tell you how much he loved you and keep staring at you with a huge smile one his face.
Yuta would be most prepared. He would have probably been extremely excited about valentines day since a month before. He would have probably had the idea of pranking you by doing something witty and then give you his real gift. Yuta would love you so much he would want to give you everything and anything he can offer. You didn’t want him spending too much but that didn’t stop him anyways. He wanted to buy you more than he did but he knew you would be sad. After all he was just showing his love to you by spoiling you. He had bought you LV sunglasses that he thought would look super hot on you. He also bought a Hermès coat that would keep you warm in the winter. And last but not least he bought you the nicest smelling perfume because he wanted to smell it on you when he hugs you. He knew you were humble and wouldn’t accept it straight away but he didn’t care because he knew you would when he gave you his killer smile. On Valentine’s Day he had his plan set. He gave you a big gift box with a photo of him smiling and doing the peace sign. He saw your genuine smile and was surprised that you were happy with only that. But when he told you he had more you were shocked. And he laughed at how cute you were. You kept telling him it was too much but he would just say “My everything deserves everything” and he shot the killer smile that made you melt on the spot.
Ten is such a sweetheart. He would want to do the cliché things couples do on Valentine’s Day but not to be cliché, just because he wanted to experience everything with you. Ten noticed you getting excited over valentines however he couldn’t help but feel something wrong. He wanted to make it extra special, he really did but he didn’t know how. Then the thought hit him. What better thing to do than celebrate Valentine’s Day in the place he loved most, with the person he loved most, Thailand. He booked the plane tickets the moment he got home from practice. He was so hyped. He got his bags ready and he got your bags ready and put them in the car. And all that was left was for you to come home. When you did Ten pulled you into a hug and told you that he was talking you on a small trip. You kept asking where he was talking you but all he would say was “somewhere nice”. You gave up and soon after you went to sleep. An hour later your boyfriend woke you up by planting a kiss on your eyes. You blushed at his action as you got out of the car. You were extremely shocked at where you were. The airport. You looked at Ten as he handed the tickets over to you, your jaw dropped and your eyes were popping out of your sockets “I didn’t pack my bags!!” He assured you that he did. When you arrived to Thailand you and Ten spent the best Valentine’s Day ever. He did all the cliché things but it was super fun and adorable to see that side of him. You gave him the gift you bought him which was a set of earrings and he absolutely loved them. When you got back to the hotel you took a shower and got out with a robe. You looked for your clothes but you didn’t find any underwears. You looked at Ten and asked “Did you pack me any undergarments” and he froze. He realized he didn’t. “Dont worry I’ll buy you some” and a smirk appeared on his face.
Jaehyun is the SWEETEST man ever ever ever. He would be super super SUPER excited for Valentine’s Day. He already bought your gift and organized everything. He would’ve planned to cook you dinner and serve it under the moonlight, sing for you a love song, and last but not least give you his gift. He had cooked meat, spicy pork, ttaekboki and for dessert he will serve peaches and green tea ice cream. For the gift he got you a beautiful set of jewelry. Star diamond earrings with a matching bracelet and necklace. He prepared the a pathway of rose petals from the front door to your balcony so when you enter you would be welcomed with that. And on the balcony there would be a table that served your dinner. As you enter Jaehyun would sing for you and sit you down and when you are done with the delicious meal Jaehyun had prepared he would give you his gift. Jae would make the day end in a very special way. He would fill your backyard with candles in a shape of a heart and in the middle would be a mat to lay on and chocolates shaped as hearts. Jaehyun would make you feel very loved on that special day, since it only comes once a year.
Magick can come in various forms, with various techniques and uses. There is no right or wrong form, just whatever works best for you. You may find you want to use few, many or even all forms you encounter. There’s no limit. The only thing I would say is fear or doubt of your own ability may not provide the best results when working.
I’m going to list some, though I am in no way an expert on all, nor do I know all forms magick takes. But at the very least, I hope this will be an interesting if not useful read.
• Colour Magick - some would say this is one of the simplest forms of magick. It is often used together with others, but can be effective when used alone. Colour can enhance or change moods and emotions, it can be used to represent your goal and even something as simple as dressing your alter in a specific colour can have an effect.
• Herb magic - this can also be used alongside many other forms, for instance with talismans and amulets. The oil from herbs can be used to dress yourself or candles. You can even combine many herbs and oils together to create the desired effect.
• Candle magick - one of the oldest and simplest forms of magick, they can be used in many ways. They can be used to attract or repel, used as an offering, used to form your circle, to represent elements when placed using different colours and locations, or even just to represent the element of fire solely.
• Crystal magick - crystals and stones have their own energies and can be used in many ways. They can be used for protection, healing, enhancement, enchantment, to aid in meditation any many more ways. Even ordinary stones can be charged for use in different ways, an example would be rune stones.
• Knot magick - strangely although this is a simple and versatile form, I’ve found few people know of it. It can be used in weaving, knitting, crocheting, just plain knots or intricate knots. You can use anything that can be made into a knot, whether you choose rope, ribbon, cord, wool, string. At its simplest it’s knots in a cord, but you can make it more intricate with uses of different colours, shapes, changing the pattern in places and even weaving in symbols.
• Representational magick - magick is ever changing and flowing, and I wasn’t sure if I wanted to add this or not, but history is important and unfortunately a lot has been lost. Representational magick can now be used to describe what you’re using a tool or ingredient for, an example would be that a purple candle is used to represent spiritual power. But there was a time, if not still, that it was used to describe a form all of it’s own. A good example would be the use of poppets, dolls fashioned by the witch to represent a person. With witch hunting and bad portrayal in media this has come to be seen as a negative practice, when it can be used for many things.
• Symbolic magick - unlike representational magic which would use items, this uses shapes, sigils and symbols. They can be used to represent anything, and while there are many you may know as standard, planetary for example, you yourself are free to create your own. Many years ago when a witch would have to hide their workings, they would even come to develop their own alphabet for their book of shadows.
• Elemental magic - with this magic the elements are called upon to add power to workings. You may find yourself favouring one in particular, and it may not be one that would be traditionally fitting for you. For example I am a Gemini, typically an air sign, but I favour working with fire.
• Talisman, amulet and charm magick - this uses a lot of other forms. There are many uses for them, luck and protection being very well known. They are fashioned as jewellery, carried around in a pouch and can even be made into key chains and phone charms. This form of magic can be as simple as a necklace made with a single stone or as intricate as you like, including symbols, containers for herbs many different stones that compliment each other, use of colour and different metals, even the shape it takes can have an effect.
• Divination magick - divination magick can come in many different forms. From tarot, scrying, crystal balls, palmistry to tea leaves and many more. You may find one works better for obtaining answers than another, it’s not uncommon to find one is more successful for you personally. Most people will think of it as “future telling” thanks to how media has portrayed it, but that is just one aspect of it. You can use it to seek answers, to find things that are lost, and to find information to guide you. You may choose to use to obtain the meaning behind dreams. There are many uses besides seeing the future, and you may find you use divination in a completely different way to others.
☆☆Thank you for reading, and please let me know if there’s any forms you think I should add☆☆