sickest night

i just started this blog so i’m trying to find other blogs to follow. if you post any of the following, then just like/reblog/follow and i’ll follow you from my main blog (sxtxllite) :))

  • all time low
  • the cab
  • our last night
  • the summer set
  • every avenue
  • fall out boy
  • we the kings
  • forever the sickest kids
  • we are the in crowd
  • the last goodnight
  • the fray
  • boys like girls
  • daughtry
  • hedley
  • marianas trench
  • pierce the veil
  • bring me the horizon
  • thirty seconds to mars
  • my chemical romance
  • a7x
  • the maine
  • youtubers

(ps it would also be very nice of you if you followed me back (just saying))

Bands

im really close to my next hundred followers

so like/reblog/follow me if you like any of the bands listed below

the amity affliction

the story so far

neck deep

blink 182

for all those sleeping

simple plan

the wonder years

new found glory

sum 41

forever the sickest kidst

story of the year

taking back sunday

mayday parade

us, from outside

yellowcard

brand new

real friends

sworn in

a day to remember

of mice and men

bring me the horizon

framing hanley

or fandoms like

welcome to night vale

supernatural 

american horror story

being human

harry potter

and i’ll follow every single one of you

subdued-dreams  asked:

Hey Ella! I'm just sitting here reminiscing about last year on November 1st when you played in Auckland. One of the sickest nights of my entire life. It will be in my heart forever. Infinite love to you, and can't wait to see what you've got in store for us <3

God i loved that show SO MUCH i remember walking out of the venue at like midnight and seeing my crew pulling apart the stage and the confetti being swept up and it was super emotional that that whole thing was for me, in the arena in my town

I had the SICKEST dream last night that the world was being invaded by demons and me and a large band of ppl defended the town. The demons had a set schedule / laws to follow, because we weren’t on constant guard. They’d burst up from the earth’s crust and possess people too, I think. It was always very obvious when someone was possessed, they turned gray like a dead person. 

But in my case they would try to attack me specifically at random times during the day. They didn’t follow the normal patterns, I’d be doing normal things then BANG a demon bursts from the earth & starts grappling with me.

At one point in the dream we were in the church / city hall / town hall meeting. The point is there was a bunch of people when BANG another demon starts attacking me. I had lots of help and it was over quickly but everyone was like “What’s happening!”

And I was just like, “idk man they just have it out for me.” And I gave a tired/bitter laugh and did jazz hands and said something along the lines of “Surprise! I’m a protagonist!” and immediately regretted saying it. I was flustered and mad at myself and grabbed all my stuff and left the meeting to be a broody protagonist elsewhere.

There was also a weapon-shopping scene where mom was like “how about a pair of pliers?” and I was like “mom, how the fuck am I going to fight the demons that hound me ceaselessly with PLIERS.” And eventually got my hands on a sword and a survivalist kit full of big hunting knives and hand-axes. 

Also at one point there was an extremely sexy possessed person/demon that was stalking my apartment and I was like “let’s trap it instead of kill it” and everyone was like “wtf?!!? why?” and I was like “…..i want to fuck it” “THIS THING IS LITERALLY TRYING TO KILL YOU.” and I was like “okay but what if I fucked it really quickly and then we killed it.”

The wildest part is they let me. (the sex was just okay.)

i. I don’t dream, so I write about sleep, or dying.
I don’t cry, so I write about tears.
I’m so scared of myself I have to pretend I’m somebody else.
I’m tired of life, so I write about drowning, and death.

There is a tremor in my throat,
the shivering strangle of a song.

ii. I’m breaking.
There is nothing delicate about the sound of thunder.
Fix me.
I don’t have the strength to scream through another summer.

iii. The wind is filled with the cries of the dead,
the sickest part of the night is upon us.
There are voices out there in the darkness,
and the smell of burning flesh.

iv. And every time dawn breaks we have become a little less.
Maybe we’re all just ghosts that refuse to rest.

—  giraffevader - Night terrors
im bored so

reblog/like/follow if you like these bands

the amity affliction

the story so far

basement

neck deep

blink 182

for all those sleeping

simple plan

of mice and men

the wonder years

new found glory

sum 41

forever the sickest kidst

story of the year

taking back sunday

mayday parade

state champs

brand new

real friends

sworn in

a day to remember

bring me the horizon

or these other things

welcome to night vale

supernatural 

american horror story

being human

harry potter 

and i’ll follow every single one of you