sad? watch lord of the rings. happy? watch lord of the rings. sick? watch lord of the rings. sleepy? watch lord of the rings. dying from a festering wound? watch lord of the rings. have homework to do? watch lord of the rings.
watching lord of the rings solves 100% of all problems. trust me i am a medical doctor.
Hi there! I’m a new fic blog on the block and wanted to get into writing more, so why not write for our fave brave kids and co? Requests are open! But I thought i’d just put out a few little snippets first to get myself out there? Hmu babes 👏🏾
Also please msg me abt any typos. It’s embarrassing man
→ Richie Tozier x Reader (She/Her Pronouns)
→ Pennywise encounter, 13yr olds swearing, me trying my hand at humor, me putting detail into things that didn’t need much detail but stay tuned i’ll get better.
Splinters of the rotten wood floor dug into the
palms of your hands as you tried to move further back.
were pressed up against the bedroom door, but still you tried, so, so hard, to keep
had to get yourself further away from the fucking monstrosity in front of
you. A spider. A dirty grey spider, with 8 red eyes, and 8 long legs. It
body was long and flat.
“Y/N!!!” Thorin’s booming voice echoed through the halls of Erebor.
“Oh dear,” muttered Bilbo. He and Balin shared a saddened, sympathetic look. Thorin’s mood had only worsened the longer they remained in the mountain, the Dragon Sickness seeping deeper into the young King’s soul.
Thorin swept from hall to hall, eyes set hard as he searched for you. You were meant to be searching for the Arkenstone with the others but you were nowhere to be found. “Y/N!” he shouted again and again. He was just drawing in a breath to shout again as he entered a room but stopped in his tracks. His eyes widened slightly before a gentle, tiny smile graced his face.
You had left the great hall a while ago and ventured off in search of some solitude from the gold and the others. You had found a bedroom in one of the upper halls and started a fire in the large, ornamental fireplace. Taking the blankets and furs from the bed and bundling them in a corner, you sat with your back against the wall, one leg drawn up, one outstretched, and you laid your arm upon your drawn knee. You watched the fire for a while before your eyes grew heavier than the gold you had been searching through for the last week and your head fell against the wall beside you.
Thorin watched the dying fire’s light dance across your peaceful face for a moment before he quietly stepped over to you. He knelt beside you and brushed a braid behind your ear, a braid he himself put there while in Laketown, and he pulled one of the pelts over your body. “Sleep well, Amralime,” he whispered. He watched you sleep for a while, all thoughts of the Arkenstone far from his mind, replaced only with memories of the two of you sat together fireside, laughing, sharing, being merry together. And for a short while, The King Under the Mountain was at peace.
.Request: OMG I love your work! It’s all so amazing! I have a request actually. Can you write a Stiles “Friends with beneftis” type of thing? I’ve seen you write smutty stuff previously… Anyway, if you can do it, thank you <3
God damn it. I only wanted to make a quick friends with benefits type of thing. But NOO… I had to go full crazy mode and write way too much. Well, guess what. This is going to have more parts.
I think that the tutle sums it up pretty nicely.
Word count: 2525
Warnings: mention of nudity, smut, underage drinking, cheating, swearing.
“Soo,” you said, looking down at your hands. It was much more awkward than you expected it to be.
“Are we doing this?” Stiles, asked. It was quite obvious that he was stressed.
“Only if you want to.” you said, now becoming unsure yourself. For the first time that evening, Stiles looked into your eyes. “I do. I really need this” This was the whole encouragement the both of you needed. As soon as he said those words, you jumped up from your place on the couch and straddled him, with a passionate kiss.
“God, I hate you so much,” you moaned out once his lips moved to your neck.
It all started on Saturday. You were getting ready for a party at Lydia’s place.
“Oh my god, this will look so good on you,” Lydia squealed as she showed you a short dress. She threw it at you, which was a sign that said: PUT. IT. ON. You laughed and quickly went to the bathroom to change.
When you came back, Lydia gasped: “Wow, it’s even better than I thought. I am a genius.”
“Everyone knows that, Lyds,” you smiled and looked into the mirror. This dress definitely showed a lot. Your ass was barely covered and your boobs were practically spilling out of it.
“You sure about that,” you asked your friends as you looked at yourself, “isn’t it a bit too much. Or actually, too little?”
“I think you look hot. Every guy will drool over you.”
“I’m not sure my boyfriend would like that.”
“Who cares. You can still have some fun right.” Suddenly your phone buzzed. Lydia picked it up and checked it. “Speaking of the devil.” she handed you the phone and you saw that he had send you a picture. You opened it and almost immediately dropped the phone with a scream, It bounced on the bed right next to Lydia’s leg.
“What happened did he - OH MY GOD! What the hell?” she started to laugh and put the phone back down on the bed.
“Stop it!’ you threw a pillow at her, but couldn’t help it but smile a bit too. Lydia threw the pillow back. She picked up the phone to look at the picture again. “Has he send you more of these,” she asked.
“No, and stop looking. That’s my boyfriend that you’re staring at!”
“But why did he send you that?”
“I don’t know. Maybe he thinks -”
“Wait, he’s typing,” Lydia said. The two of you look on the screen as the three dots moved up and down as your boyfriend was (hopefully) explaining why he had just send that.
Can’t stop thinking about last night ;) U ready for tonight?
“(Y/N)! Did you guys do it last night? You told me you were studying with Malia.” she slapped you on the arm, but you were only half listening.
“Lydia. I was studying with Malia last night… and I’m not seeing him tonight.” tears were forming in the corners of your eyes. It all made sense now. “He, he told me that he couldn’t go to the party tonight because he w-was…” you started crying. Lydia got up and walked over to the other side of the bed where you were sitting.
“Shh. it’s okay. Call him.”
“What! I can’t call him now.”
“Yes you can and you will. You have to let him know what a dirty piece of shit he is.” she handed you your phone and gave you that kind of look that only she could give anyone.
“Fine,” you groaned and got your phone. It took you only a few clicks and the phone was ringing. The picture of you and your boyfriend kissing was shining brightly on the screen. Before you always thought it was so cute, but now it made you sick. After a few rings he finally picked up.
“Hi sweetie. Whatcha doin?” you asked in the sweetest voice you could possibly use.
“Er - nothing. Just watching some tv. You?”
“ I was planning on going to that party I told you about, you remember that. But actually, I’m not sure if I want to go anymore as you won’t be there. Do you maybe want to hang out tonight?” Lydia gave a confused look, but you just shushed her and listened to the answer of your lying scumbag of a boyfriend.
“I would love to babe, but I made plans with the guys tonight.”
“That’s weird. You told me that you didn’t have plans tonight.”
“It was a bit of a last minute thing.”
“Well, have fun tonight with the bitch you’ll be fucking,’ you said with a wide smile, “just remember for next time you send a dick pic: make sure you send it to the right person…and oh yeah, it’s over,” and with that you hang up. As soon as the picture of the two of you disappeared you went to your contacts and blocked his number.
“Well done, girl.”
“Thanks. Now I can at least wear what the hell I want without feeling bad.”
“And we are so gonna get drunk.”
“Definitely” you agreed.
4 hours later, you and Lydia were ready to go. Your makeup and hair was on point and you had found an amazing pair of heels to match the dress that Lydia gave to you.
“I think Scott and Stiles will be here in a minute,” she said as she checked her phone.
“Wait, Scott and Stiles?”
“Yes, they are picking us up in the jeep. I thought I told you that.”
“Well, you didn’t.”
“Oh c’mon, (Y/N), Are you seriously still mad at him about that. It was years ago.”
“Maybe, but he is still acting like an arrogant dick. I just got rid of one asshole in my life and right now, I don’t need another one.”
“Don’t be so melodramatic.” she rolled her eyes.
“I am NOT being -” but you couldn’t finish your sentence as you were interrupted by the loud noise of a car horn. “How classy.” you said.”
“They aren’t our dates, they’re just giving us a ride. Let’s get going.” She opened the door and literally pushed you outside. Just like you expected, the blue jeep was parked at the end of the driveway. Scott and Stiles were talking inside. They looked as if they were arguing about something. When they noticed that you were standing outside, Scott stopped talking to Stiles and waved at you. Stiles just rolled his eyes.
“Hey guys,” Lydia said as she opened the door to the backseat of the jeep. She got in and you followed quickly. Stiles said a high, but that was it. You sat down and didn’t say a word either.
“Hey (Y/N),” Scott said. You gave him a small handwave.
“What? Grumpy that your boyfriend isn’t here to suck your face off.” Stiles grinned.
“Shut up Stilinski!” you told him and started to look out the window. But before, from the corner of your eye, you could see Lydia slap the back of Stiles’ head. It did make you feel a bit better.
You have hated Stiles ever since you met. It was the first day of High School and you didn’t know anybody as you had just moved to Beacon Hills with your mom.
You were standing at your locker in a break, when somebody bumped into you and spilled their drink on your back.
“What the hell!” you screamed. You turned around and saw him. Stiles was laughing his little ass off, while your back was soaking wet. “Sorry,” he managed to say between laughs.
“No, you’re not.”
“Hey, it was just an accident. Don’t have to be such a bitch about it.”
“And you don’t have to be suck jerk.”
And you never stopped arguing since.
“We’re here.” Stiles stopped the jeep and you immediately got out. Without waiting for Lydia (because you knew she would catch up even before you got to the front door) you made your way towards the big house filled with drunk teenagers. In need of some alcohol, you walked fast.
“(Y/N), wait!” Lydia caught up with you not even two seconds later.
“I need a drink. Like, right now.” you said. Pushing open the door, you realised that this was no average party. Literally the whole school was there. It was only a good sign, because that meant that there was a lot to drink.
As soon as you stepped in, you were offered a drink by the host. You didn’t recognize, but couldn’t help but notice that he was really cute. You picked up the shot glass from the tray he was holding and easily drank it.
“And there is much more where that came from.”
“Could you show me then,” you asked with a smirk. He returned the favour and told you to follow him. Unfortunately, Lydia stopped you.
“Don’t go and spoil the fun, Martin.” the guy said.
“Go and be a fuckboy somewhere else, Andrews.” she said. The boy gave a quick wink and walked off.
“Let’s get something to drink.” without waiting for an answer, you pulled her with you to the kitchen. It was surprisingly not that full. There was a table in the middle of it, with every inch covered with some kind of bottle. You walked over to it and started to examine what was in front of you.
“Holy shit, they’ve got Polish Spirytus.”
“Isn’t that like, 90% pure alcohol?”
“95 actually.” you said as you unscrewed the bottle and took a plastic shot glass from a stack. You filled it to the rim and drowned it in one. It burned your whole mouth, but it was worth it.
“I wonder how they got it. I think it’s illegal in most of the states,” you said as you put the bottle down.
“Can you promise me not to drink that anymore.”
“Yeah. one is more than enough for me, Lyds. Don’t worry.” Lydia poured herself a drink and left.
The party had been going on for already a few hours and you maybe had left the kitchen once… to go to the toilet. You had not drank an insane amount of alcohol, but it was definitely not healthy. At one point it was only you in it. Then Stiles came in. a drink in his hand and he was followed by some girl.
“So you’re on the Lacrosse team, huh,” she looked rather impressed. You turned around from them and did your best not to burst out in laughter. Your drunk mind could not handle this right now.
“I guess, you could say that. I haven’t played a lot yet, but - wait!” before he could even finish his pathetic story, the girl rolled her eyes and left him. It was rather clear that he had given up as he didn’t even try to go after her. He just walked to the table with bottles, opened one without looking what it actually was and took a shot of it.
“Bad luck with the ladies?” you said.
“Even worse now that I see you’re here.” he rolled his eyes at you.
“No need to be so rude. Just trying to be sympathetic.”
“That’s a first,” he laughed, “how would you know how I feel. I don’t think I have ever seen you without some stupid jock walking behind you like on a leash.”
“There is no jock here right now, is there?”
“Let’s be honest, Stiles. This night sucked for the both of us, let’s not make it a competition to see who’s sucked more.”
“I would probably win,” he mumbled, “I probably tried to talk to every girl here, and they all blew me off. It’s starting to become really depressing.”
“No need to be so hard on yourself.” you said.
“Easy for you. Everyone loves you.”
“That’s not true. You hate me and Steven apparently doesn’t like me either.”
“You broke up?”
“If you can call “him sending me a dick pic that was supposed to go to another bitch and then me dumping his cheap ass” breaking up, then yes, we broke up.” you said and took another sip from your glass.
“Not your fault, is it?”
“No, I meant about the thing I said to you in the jeep.”
“Oh that.” you chugged the rest of your drink down when an idea popped up into your drunk brain.
“Hey, Stiles” you caught his attention, “how desperate are you?”
“Please don’t call me desperate. But, yeah. I would like some action.” that was everything you needed to hear. As you stepped closer to the boy you thought how you never would have done this if you were sober. But neither of you were, so who cares? Right?
Before he could ask you what the hell you were doing, you kissed him. It was a kiss like you’ve never had before. It surprised you that Stiles had not pulled away. Maybe he was really desperate. Maybe he was so drunk that he didn’t know how to move anymore. Maybe it was both, but he was kissing you back so you didn’t care. Somehow your hands found its way to gripping his soft hair as one of his arms (the other hand was still holding his drink) was draped around your waist.
The kiss had turned into a full-on makeout session and you were praying to every god you knew that nobody would walk in on you. You were in no rush into making this stop. Unfortunately Stiles was. He pulled away from you and even took a step back.
“What just happened?” he looked really confused.
“We sort of kissed.”
“Yeah, but why? We hate each other, remember?”
“I do. But I also remember how you said that no girl wanted to talk to you.”
“I didn’t say that nobody wanted to talk to me!”
“Whatever. I just thought,” you looked at Stiles a bit unsure, “seen that you probably finally want to have a sex life and I don’t have a boyfriend anymore, we could…”
“Become friends with benefits?”
“For that, we would have to be friends first.” you laughed.
“How would this work exactly?” he raised an eyebrow. You smirked and stepped a bit closer to him. Closing the gap that he had created before.
“It’s quite simple. If one of us, ever has some urges or needs, we can just help each other out.” you said as you traced some circles on his arm. The alcohol was really changing you into a different person. A person who Stiles clearly liked, because seconds later he said: “Fine, I’m in.”
“Good.” you whispered into his ear. You could feel him hitch a breath and that was your sign to back up. “Well, I’ll see you around. And one more thing,” you said before you stepped out of the kitchen, “I do not have sex with someone I haven’t made out with.”
“But you have made out with me, like just a moment ago.”
“At least a few times. I’m not a slut. Remember that, Stilinski.”
Rika is back and MC gets sick at the same time she feels abandoned. Part 1 (x) | Part 2 (x) | Part 3 (x) | Part 4 (x) | Part 5 (x)
By this point you don’t want anyone to feel obligated to help you or go with you so you go alone this time
With the mistake of taking your phone
But you don’t think of what can happen or who can know because all you care at the moment is that you’re extremely sick like almost terminal according to your doctor
You walk home in a daze wondering what you should do next
Should you resign from the RFA? Wouldn’t that cause them trouble?? would they even notice? Should you quietly just disappear and hope that by the time you’re missed, you’d be gone already? Should you go back to your home country? Travel the world? Maybe you should call your family…?
No; you don’t want to worry anyone or make trouble maybe they have testing programs and suchcosts money though
On your way home you see something moving in a closed box safety first don’t open unknown boxes left in any area and you open it to find a tiny puppy looking at you for help
You look around for any sign of the puppy belonging to someone and then decide to take it home but you don’t know anything about dogs?!
You would ask in the chat room but the fear of being ignored was too much so you leave Yoosung a message asking him if he’d know what to do
After a while of no response you decide to take the dog first to the vet and get it a physical exam to make sure everything was okay and then buy the essentials for your new companion
Walking home you figured that maybe adopting a puppy may not have been the wisest thing at this point in life but you don’t care because he’s all you’ve got and you’re all he’s got now
Yoosung☆ has entered the chatroom.
Yoosung☆: MC got a dog?!
Jahee: I always assumed MC was more of a cat person with how much she bonded with Seven and Mr. Han.
Zen: you know what they say about cute girls and cute animals~
Yoosung☆: people say stuff about that? :o
Rika:… can we please not talk about dogs?;
Yoosung☆: I’m sorry! I forgot about… I didn’t mean to open old wounds ;;
Rika: let’s not talk about dogs anymore ^^ how was everyone’s day? Did everyone eat?
It’s been awhile since MC’s logged in
Yoosung felt like something was off
Ever since Rika came back he felt like things weren’t the same no matter how hard he tried he couldn’t help but feel like nothing could ever be the same anymore
It took him by surprise when MC asked him what to do when you find an abandoned puppy and how to care for a puppy
He doesn’t notice how slowly MC has begun to back away from the RFA, rarely joining in conversations anymore, and no longer sending memes or random facts she’d learn
MC no longer talks about books, music, games, fangirling with Jahee anymore or even joke around like before
He thinks that MC might be just busy so he doesn’t pry…
You try to log in daily just to see how everyone is doing bc you really do care about them
You saw how your dog got brushed aside when Rika asked them to stop and it hurt seeing how something so important to you could get shut down quickly
You don’t call anyone and no calls you really so it’s easy to hide how sick you sound
Between taking care of Paco and appointments, you hardly leave your small apartment thanks to jumin who helped you find one near a park and stores before you got sick
Zen was shocked when he saw MC at the convenience store
He was more shocked when he saw how thin and ill MC seemed that he didn’t think it was MC at first
When did MC get a dog?
Surely that can’t be MC!
Zen calls MC just to make sure plus he wanted to make sure that that sickly person wasn’t MC
When MC doesn’t pick up or the sick person’s phone doesn’t ring Zen feels more relaxed and decides that he may have overreacted
But it’s normal since it’s been awhile since MC and I talked, ofc he’s worried
Zen has entered the chatroom.
Zen: Has anyone talked to MC? I haven’t heard from her for some time now?
Yoosung☆: I talked to her a few days ago in a private chat over how you take care of a dog! I think she said she found a puppy and decided to adopt it, why?
Zen: …really? I thought I saw her at the convenience store not too long ago… I didn’t know if it was her because she looked so sickly. I didn’t know she had a dog so I didn’t really think it was her. Could it be her?
Jahee has entered the chatroom.
Jahee: If MC is sick, I’d think she’d tell us. After all, she is like family now.
Yoosung☆: right? Yeah. I believe that!!
Rika has entered the chatroom.
Rika: But would she really tell us anything? I mean, we are all practically strangers to her. We did involve her with all huge mess that should have only been an issue between the 7 of us and not her.
Zen: That’s a bit harsh Rika…
Rika: I’m trying to be realistic ^^;
Yoosung☆: I hope that’s not the case….
Zen: You just said you believed in MC, and now you don’t?
Yoosung☆:… that’s not it..
Zen has left the chatroom.
Jahee wonders if there was something with MC
Though she didn’t know much about MC she did feel slightly concerned
Jahee talked to Jumin expressing her worries
Coincidentally Rika and V were having lunch with Jumin when Jahee walked in
“I’m sure she’s fine Jahee, you worry too much!” Rika smiled, leaving Jumin and V to brush off Jahee’s concerns as just paranoia
Jahee decides that if MC was in trouble she would definitely tell someone
MC is rational after all! So Jahee hopes that Rika, V, and Jumin were correct in making her think she was just paranoid with her momma instincts going haywire
She lets the gnawing guilt go away, but she can’t really ignore it altogether
You begin to notice that you’ve lost most of your strength
walking is now a hard and tedious exercise and instead of going to the doctor, he comes to you and even offers to help you with Paco and getting the essentials you need
Paco whimpers every time you cough up more blood and when you don’t eat
The doctor who sees you begins to talk to you about options that may seem more humane than dying slowly
You don’t participate in the chatroom because it makes more sense that the RFA should get used to a life without you again
Your only worry now is who will take care of you, Paco?
The only loyal being in your life looks at you with love and hope and all you can see is that you regret not having met Paco sooner
You receive a message something now uncommon and rare and see that it’s from ‘Unknown’
You woke up in a small white room, your eyes blurring in and out of vision, all you could see was a white ceiling with lights hanging. Confusion washed over you, your senses weren’t reacting to much, you could only see so much with a blurred vision. You could only smell the scent of sterile objects, it was nothing but clean in the room, but the one thing you noticed, the blankets are shit.
“Don’t try and sit up too quick.” you heard a man’s voice from your side, when you looked over, you saw a man with curly brown hair on top of his head, his skin pale as can be. He pushed a pair of glasses back up on his eyes, he had dark brown hair that seemed to match his dark beard, “I’m Bruce Banner.”
Bruce walked over to a sink, putting a cup underneath the sink and filling it with water, “Here you go.”
You took the water from Bruce’s hand, you drank it down in minute, never truly realizing how chapped or thirsty you were. You finally got to look at the room you were in, you laid in a tiny bed, thin sheets covering you, an IV to your left, other things like a lamp and desks spread out amongst the room.
You had expected the walls to be painted white, but instead it was see through glass, there were people walking back and forth. “Where am I?”
“Avengers tower, in our medical center.” Bruce was checking off stuff on his clipboard, you wanted to know what he was writing, but you were more curious about the people outside the glass walls.
“Your parents should be here soon.” You looked up at him, you may have been confused on where you were, but you would always know who your parents are.
Bruce walked over to you, “we wanted to keep you here for awhile, but Cap insisted on sending you home with your parents.”
“Can I see them?” Bruce looked up from his clipboard, “who?”
“The man you who helped me.” Bruce pulled out a phone, dialing a number, he said a few words and hung up the phone, a few moments later, a man with a clean shaven face walked towards you, his dirty blonde hair wind blown to the side. “Hey, how you doing, kid?”
The man walked over to you and sat on the foot of the bed, “Do I get to go home?” He nodded, “you go home to Queens tonight.”
A smile spread on your face, “what is the day today?”
Bruce checked his watch, “August 13th.”
A sobbed cry came from outside the glass door, you looked to where it was coming from, you saw a woman standing there, her hand over her mouth and tears flooding from her eyes. A man came up from behind her, looking towards you.
“Who are they?” You questioned, the blonde man turned around, “that’s your mother and father.”
You stood up from the bed, struggling to keep your body up, the woman rushed in, she walked to you, putting your hand on your face, shock in her eyes. She couldn’t speak, her heart slowing down as she stood in shock. “Y-Y/N?”
“M-mom.” She pulled you in quickly, her hands grabbing onto you tightly, her eyes flooding with tears, you put your hand on the back of her head, almost in a way to comfort her.
Your dad came up behind the two of you, your mom let go, now letting you walk over and hug your father tightly. After a series of hugs and your parents weeping, they looked to Bruce Banner, “can we take her home now?”
Bruce gestured to the bed, you sat down slowly, he walked over, taking the IV out slowly, and doing a few more check ups before you were able to leave. “Yes, go ahead.”
A girl with red hair walked into the room, a tight black suit on her body, she held a pair of clothes in her hand, “here you are, sweetheart.”
You took the clothes out of her hands, once you did, you looked around for a bathroom, hoping you wouldn’t have to change in front of everyone. The redhead gestured towards the bathroom, you sent her a thank you smile, you soon walked into the bathroom.
The bathroom had a black marble sink, where you set down the clothes, a shower with a moveable blue curtain and a regular toilet. You looked at yourself in the mirror, you had deep dark bags under your eyes, a sick burn and dark ring around your neck, the collar. Your hair was a lengthy mess, it was all the way down to your hips, and most of it had been curled or even fallen out due to stress or torture.
You started to strip downwards, looking at your body as you did, there were scars marking up your body, each one deep and turning a dullish red color. The one that was obvious was on the back of your neck, it was the last symbol you saw and the only one that mattered for the past 3 years. Hydra.
You looked like you hadn’t eaten in forever, your bones showing through your skin, they almost looked hollow. You almost looked hollow. You put on the quite large grey sweater, it went down to your mid thigh, you pulled on the black sweatpants, they had a bright red A on the side.
Once you were dressed, you walked out of the bathroom and back into the room, seeing your parents standing there, “let’s go home honey”
You nodded at them, your mother walking over and grabbing ahold of you as to try and keep you close to her. You started to head home with them, both of them kept looking back at you, checking to see how you were doing, mostly because they thought you were gonna go missing in about 2 minutes.
“How long till we are there?” Your mom turned around to look at you, “only 10 minutes. Peter is going to be excited to see you.”
“Who?” You questioned while looking out of the window, a look of shock washed over her, “Peter Parker, our old neighbor”
For some reason you couldn’t remember anything about the past, it was almost like most of it never really happened. A dark memory came back into your mind, you had been in a dirty room, the floors dirt, walls barely sustainable, bars lining the windows, the door shut with a lock and pad on the other side.
“We’re here honey.” You snapped yourself back into reality, looking at the place around you, it was a large brown brick building, some spots covered in moss, but there was a large fire escape covering the middle of the building, each person having access to it.
Your parents exited the car, your mom walked around the car and pulled your door open, she looked down at you with a sympathetic smile, you crawled out of the car, following behind the two individuals you knew as your parents.
“We left your room as is.” You smiled, but waited, you were scared to walk back into this building, the people inside, they didn’t know you, just as you didn’t know them. Your mother grabbed your hand, she pulled you into the building, you were terrified, but you somehow knew you could trust these two people.
They walked you up to this apartment, you pulled the door open, all of the walls were painted a dark red color, leather couches and one chair placed amongst the room. The floor was wooden and shiny, but the thing that stuck out was the large TV on a glass nightstand.
You noticed multiple boxes resting around the living room, you were curious as to why, “why are there boxes?”
“Oh, uh, me and your mother are getting a divorce honey.” Your father looked ashamed in himself as he played with his fingers, “oh.. Is it because I disappeared?”
Your mother shook her head, at that point you knew you were the reason your parents were leaving each other, you wanted them to stay together, but you didn’t know what happened in those past three years.
“Here is your room honey.” You followed your mother into a room, the walls were painted a bright blue, a bed leaned up against the far wall and a window laid at the end of it. Next to the bed was a wooden night stand, a white lamp placed on it. The room was basically empty, there was only the bed, nightstand and a dresser.
“I’ll let you get settled in, then we can go shopping, get you some new clothes.” You smiled happily at her, and walked over to sit on the bed, she left the door open as she walked out. You looked around once more, feeling a strange sense of comfort as you laid back on the bed, “here hun. Try these on, they might fit you.”
She handed you a pair of clothes,they were a pair of shorts and a green tank top, you took them out of her hands and waited for her to leave the room. Once she walked out, you started to change, taking off the large sweatshirt and the large pants. You pulled on the tank top and shorts, only to realize they were to big as well.
“Uh, mom?” She walked in the room, you had the shorts on, but you had to hold them with one hand, most of the shorts bunched to your side. “Oh.. Umm. My things might be a little big for you. I can see if May has anything.”
Your mom walked out of the room, but she gestured for you to follow behind her, you did as told. You guys walked through the apartment and out again, going to the neighbors and she knocked loudly.
A woman with long brown hair and circle glasses opened the door, she stood in skinny jeans and a purple V neck, her eyes a dark brown, in all honesty she was beautiful. “Hey Y/M/N, how are you today?”
She turned to you, confused for a minute, “who is this.” Your mom held your hand, “this is Y/N”
May’s expression dropped, she looked you up and down, happiness and fear spread onto her face, “Y/N-N?”
You nodded, she grabbed ahold of you quickly, pulling you into a bone crushing hug, she held you there for a minute. She pulled away from you, looking at you with a joyful face, she held your chin, her thumb resting on your chin. “You have grown so much.”
She was shocked to see you, almost relieved, “have you told anyone else” Your mother shook her head, “you are the first to know. I was hoping to get her comfortable first. But none of my clothes will fit her and she looked about your size.
“Of course, come on in.” May welcomed you into her house, you walked into the house, noticing the decor was pretty close to yours, but the only difference was that it was more girly, had little pink details or more, but you liked it.
“Here you can follow me,” May started to walk into a different room, in front of you was a king sized bed, only one side made, a nightstand on each side, and a dresser close to the door. “What do you like to wear?”
“A pair of jeans and a shirt will work just fine.” You sat down on the bed, May walked to her dresser, pulling out a pair of jeans, she pushed the drawer closed, pulling open another one, “here you are, go ahead and change in the bathroom.”
You took the clothes from her hands, and looked around, “Oh, I, uh, don’t know where the bathroom is..”
She walked out the door, “it’s down the hallway” you spoke thank you lightly and walked out of the room, going into the hallway. You noticed pictures hanging up on the walls, each one of a different person, there was one of May and some mysterious man, and then the next one of a younger May with a young boy.
You looked at it, recognizing the boy, Peter. A smile came to your face as few memories washed into your head, you spoke lightly under your breath, “turtles can breathe through their buttholes..”
You turned away from the photo, continuing down the hallway, you got to an intercross, there were two doors, one to the left and one to the right, well left door it is.
When you pulled the door open, you wished to see a bathroom, but instead you saw a room, a large room with a bunkbed and a few dressers. You then saw something that looked oddly familiar, a red cup sitting on a nightstand, it was filled with popsicle sticks.
Curiosity welled up inside you, you walked over and grabbed the cup, reading some of the popsicle sticks, one of them was about turtles, some about cats. You laughed at some of the sticks, but you noticed one was out of place, a purple popsicle stick that sat on the desk instead of the bowl.
You picked it up, reading the side of the stick, “August 13th, I will return home.”
“Y/N, you find the bathroom yet?” You heard May’s voice call through the apartment, you walked out of the room, and went to the door on the right, soon realizing that was the bathroom. You stripped down once more, changing into a new pair of clothes, but the shirt was a little too tight, it hugged your chest, and stopped at your belly button.
“How is it going in there?” May’s voice echoed in the living room, you walked out of the bathroom, the old clothes folded and in your hands. “Umm. the shirt is a little tight..”
May looked you up and down, the shirt was truly too tight, maybe around 2 sizes too small, “so as it appears, you have a larger chest than I. “ She smiled at you, almost finding amusement in this, you only smiled and took off the shirt, leaving you in nothing but a bra. “Go ahead and sit in the bathroom and we will try and find a shirt that fits you.”
You walked into the bathroom, sitting down on the toilet, but you played with the popsicle stick that sat in your hand, it had to mean something to you, but you didn’t know what. You stood up, setting the stick on the counter. You rested your hands on the counter, looking at yourself in the mirror once more, you were just ready to sleep in an actual bed.
“AUNT MAY!!! Did you move my room around?” You heard a sound coming from outside the bathroom, you pulled open the door, taking a peek outside. “Hey, how are you today Y/M/N?”
May was in the door, standing there with a folded black sweater in her hand, you took it happily and put it on yourself, the sweater was large but not terribly. You looked in the mirror, the sweater said “midtown high”
You walked out of the bathroom, the popsicle stick now in your back pocket, May walked away, leaving you alone in the bathroom. You slowly followed after her, pulling the door open, you held the popsicle stick deciding to put it in your back pocket.
You started to walk out of the room, and into the thin hallway, May and your mom sat in the living room, each one of them laughing and looking at each other, but they stopped speaking when you walked in.
“That looks good on you. Actually fits.” You nodded, holding up the shirt, “belongs to Peter.”
May stood up once more, adjusting the shirt on your body, you were then interrupted by a young man practically running into the room, you had recognized him almost instantly. His familiar brown hair that curled at the ends, his dark eyes that were somehow memorizing, his clean jawline and soft face.
“Where did you put it?” He started to yell at her, saying accusations at his aunt, you only stood there, your mind completely blank. “I didn’t touch it Peter.”
Peter seemed to be so focused on whatever was missing that he didn’t even notice your presence, but he soon noticed you. You were standing next to May, wearing his sweatshirt, but yet all he seemed to care about was the stranger standing there.
“Peter.. “ Aunt May tried to explain, but Peter cut her off by walking towards you, you long to pull your best friend into you, it had been so long until you saw his face. You reached into your back pocket, pulling the popsicle stick out, and holding it in your two hands.
Your eyes traveled up to see Peter standing inches from you, a blank stare on his face. In this moment, you realized how much he had grown, everything changed, he had longer hair, a sharper jaw, his body had become built, he was handsome with his complex features.
His eyes traveled down to the popsicle stick in your hand, when you first saw him, you had no idea what to say to him, you didn’t even think he recognized you, ”I’m guessing this is yours.”
You handed out the popsicle stick, his shaky hands reached out for it, Peter had tears swell in his eyes as he took the stick from your hands. His deep eyes kept looking into yours, “I know it’s a little late, but I’m home..”
Peter put his hand on your arm, almost as if he had to see if you were real, he put his other hand on the side of your face, “I though-t y-you were dead-d.”
His voice was shaky, his eyes starting to puff up, you started to think of all the pain you put him through, “I won’t do that to you again..”
“I was so angry at you for leaving. I don’t wanna feel that way anymore.”
You took a minute to think about what he was saying, only biting down on your bottom lip. Peter was having a hard time processing the fact that you were right in front of him, a dead girl walking.
Before you knew it, Peter had engulfed you into a hug, his hands wrapped tightly around your waist, You didn’t have time to react, Peter put his hand on the back of your neck, bringing you into him.
Your arms soon traveled up to his neck, wrapping them around as you hugged him back.Peter’s arms flinched as his arms pulled you even closer, he didn’t want to let go, the fear of you leaving a sick reality.
You felt some of his tears hit your cheek, you looked up at him, your eyes staring into his, “You don’t have to. I’m not going anywhere.”
Peter looked deep into your eyes, his still bubbling with tears, you felt a buzz in the back of your neck, but the collar wasn’t there, your eyes flashed the dark blue once again and you inhaled deeply.
Peter released you quickly, you dropped to your knees, Peter trying to walk towards you, but you put your hand up, he backed up slowly. There was something in the pit of your stomach, trying to tell you to avoid the emotions you were feeling, the automatic shock when you felt any sense of emotion.
Everyone in the room looked at you in shock, your eyes staying blue as your hand went to the back of your neck. Peter walked to you carefully, but he then noticed your glowing blue eyes, “Y/N-N?”
Peter dropped to his knees beside you, shocked as to why you were in pain, he whispered lightly in your ear, “what did they do to you?”