Boyfriend. [revised from lastnight]
I used to be that person who used to question what the point of a relationship was and until January 7,2014 i did not understand dating, relationships or marriage, I thought all of that was pointless. But now that I’m with someone who I know that I can not go a day without, I understand. Relationships are about someone loving you and having someone to love. Having someone to love and they are accepting of that has got to be the best feeling in the entire world. I know people say “you can live without a person the same way you were living without them before you met” yes but I would just be plain miserable. I was not “ME” before I met Tyler. When we first met we just clicked, we were bestfriends instantly. Not the typical friend tho. It’s wasn’t times where it was like oh my god he’s annoying, Leave me alone. It was just straight laughs for forever. Then one day we crossed the line and the rest is history. I do not love him for the things he own, but for the things he can provide for me mentally, physically & emotionally. He is the only person that I can talk to about absolutely ANYTHING & I don’t have to second guess if he’s judging me or not. He gets me..I don’t know, honestly, where I would be mentally right now, if it wasn’t for him. He was the first person that said “it’s gonna be okay” and I believed him..& you know what, everytime he says it’s gonna be okay..it is. I could not imagine loosing him, whether it be his will, or God’s will. I do not want the love of my life, my other half, bestfriend, my everything…taken away from me I would not be able to deal with that. I love him so much, he has become a part of me, to the point where I am 100% certain that this is it, this is the man I am going to marry…before him I didn’t even want to get married! I definetly appreciate him so much and I swear one day in gonna show him how much I appreciate him.