si renas

elixirdeldiablo ha dicho:“You might be right, but I don’t care." 

"¿Me toca deducir que tu desinterés equivale a que estés de acuerdo con que por ser mujer, tenga un sueldo menor?” Renae era complicada, no sólo para hablar, pero en su vida en general. Y claro, cuando alguien se ponía en su contra, no dudaba en resistir a su manera.

Il fumo del tabacco ha divorato l’aria.
La stanza
é un capitolo dell’inferno di Krucènych.
Ricordi?
Accanto a questa finestra
per la prima volta,
in estasi, carezzai le tue mani.
Oggi ti vedo seduta,
il cuore in un’armatura di ferro.
Ancora un giorno,
e mi lascerai,
coprendomi forse di ingiurie.
Nella buia anticamera la mia mano, scossa dal tremito,
nella manica a lungo tenterà di infilarsi.
Balzerò fuori,
lancerò per strada il mio corpo.
Selvaggio
diverrò pazzo,
trafitto dalla disperazione.
Non si deve giungere a questo:
cara,
buona,
diciamoci adesso addio.
Nonostante questo,
il mio amore,
pesante come un macigno,
resta appeso al tuo collo,
dovunque tu fugga.
Lasciami in un estremo grido urlare
l’amarezza di offesi lamenti.
Se lo sfiancano di lavoro, un bue,
andrà
a stendersi in gelide acque.
Ma al di là dell’amore per te,
per me
non c’è mare,
e a questo amore neanche col pianto darai una tregua.
Se anela il riposo lo stanco elefante
regalmente si sdraierà sulla rena infocata.
Ma al di là dell’amore per te,
per me
non c’è sole,
e io non so neppure dove sei e con chi.
Se l’amata avesse in tal modo torturato il poeta,
egli per la gloria e il denaro l’avrebbe lasciata,
ma per me
non c’è un solo suono di festa
oltre al suono del tuo amato nome.
No, non mi butterò nella tromba delle scale,
non berrò del veleno,
non oserò premere il grilletto contro la tempia.
Su di me,
al di fuori del tuo sguardo,
non ha potere la lama d’alcun coltello.
Domani scorderai
che ti avevo fatto regina,
che l’anima in fiore s’era bruciata d’amore,
e lo sfrenato carnevale dei futili giorni
disperderà le pagine dei miei libri…
Le foglie secche delle mie parole
potranno mai fermarti
per un sospiro?

Lascia almeno
ch’io copra con un’ultima tenerezza
il tuo passo che si allontana.

—  Majakovskij
Al posto di una lettera
Childhood Hero

A/N: I’m getting better at this, but I still need some practice.

Setting: Past Elrios

Character:

Elsword (Lord Knight)

Aisha (Elemental Master)

Story:

Elsword groaned, “Where am I?” He said. He’s somewhere surrounded by trees and a small river. How he got there was a mystery.

Here’s what happened, Elsword and his friends were heading out to Sander, when suddenly, a man attack them, trying to drain their magic. Aisha managed to stop him, but he had one more trick. Elsword jumped in front of Aisha so that she doesn’t get hurt. Then a bright light flash before them. Then Elsword woke up.

“Aisha? Rena? Sis? Raven? Where are you guys?!” Elsword called out on everyone, but no-one answered.

“Great… I need to go find them, but first, I need to know where I am.”

Elsword walked around, but couldn’t find the nearest road.

“Darn it! Where can I find a village?!”

“WAH!” A sound of a little girl scream spread across the forest. Elsword ran straight at the source. As he arrived, he saw a little girl, surrounded by wolves. Elsword jump in front of them and took out his sword.

“Get away from her! MEGA SLASH!” Elsword slashed his sword around and it cause a slashing cut, scaring away the wolves, some stayed and charged at him. He blocked their attacks with his arms, but he did get a couple bite marks. He struggled, but he managed to save the little girl.

Panting and in pain, he went to check on the little girl, who was wearing a cloak.

“You okay?” He ask.

The girl stopped crying and look up at her savior.

“Are they gone?”

“Yeah, they’re gone. You’re safe now, so don’t wor-ACK!”

“MY HERO!” The little girl jump and hugged Elsword, even though he was hurt from the wolves. The little girl helped Elsword get back to her home, where her grandpa is living.

“Granpa? What about your mom and dad?”

“Grandpa told me that they died, some time after I was born.”

Elsword felt sorry for her. He never knew his mother, and his dad left when he was little. His only family left was Elesis; at least, that was before he met his friends. He needs to get back to them. Later, he and the little girl made it to her house.

“GRANPA! GRANDPA!” The little girl yelled out. Then the front door to her house open, an old man wearing a robe and carrying a staff walked out.

“Ah, you returned. Have you finally- Oh dear! What happened to you, young man?!”

Elsword was patched up by the old wizard, while explaining what happened.

“I see… Thank you. I know she can be quite a handful, but she’s really sorry for what happened.”

“It’s okay, as long as she’s safe, nothing to worry about. But I need to get back, I need to find my friends.”

“With those wounds, you won’t be able to make it.”

“You sound just like Aisha, Old man.”

“How did you know my granddaughter’s name?”

“Huh?” Elsword had a dumbfounded look. Then the little girl came down, carrying a book without her cloak. She had purple hair, violet eyes. Just like Aisha.

“What the-?”

“Grandpa! Look! Look! He’s that knight in the story!”

“Oh? You mean that story with the princess and the knight?”

“Huh?!” Elsword said. The little girl nodded, “Yeah!”

The old man laughed and patted her head, “Ok Aisha, you go to your studies, I’ll talk to the knight.”

“But grandpa-”

“Let the adults talk, sweetie.” The old man said. Aisha pouted and left.

“So… That’s Aisha? Aisha Landar?”

“Yes… How did you know her name?”

“You’re not gonna believe this…” Elsword explained what happened to him.

“I see,” The old man said. “So he used time magic.”

“Time Magic?”

“It’s a sort of magic that can help see the past or future. It was deemed dangerous and was considered illegal to use.”

“So there’s no way back.”

“Well… we are far from the boundaries of their law. I also have the knowledge to help you return to your friends.”

Elsword hope rose. “Thank’s old timer.” He grinned.

“But I must ask… how’s Aisha in the future?”

“Aisha? Well…. She reads a lot, yells at me. She always says she’s strong. She could defend herself… and yet… I still have this feeling of keeping her out of trouble. I don’t know why… Anyway, she always yells at me for being reckless, always telling me to take a break during training. I just don’t understand with her… but she’s important me, so I’ll protect everyone, no matter what.”

The old man look at him with a warming look, “It seems she’s really important to you.”

“Of course she is. Why you ask that?”

“Nothing… I’ll go prepare the spell. It’ll take a while, so get some rest.”

And the old man went to his studies and prepare the ritual. Elsword decided to head to the kitchen. “Might as well make food for the two. It’s the least I can do.”
[Later]

Elsword was making food in the kitchen, when little Aisha arrived, “Mr. Knight?” She said. Elsword is not sure how to act on her. She’s just a little kid right now, even though the Aisha he knows is annoying… and yet, important to him for some reason.

“Yeah? What you need kid?”

“Are you really a knight?” She ask.

“You bet!” Elsword replied with a grin. “Though I’m nowhere near as strong as my sister! Someday, I’ll be strong just like her.”

“But you’re already strong! You can fight those nasty wolves alone!”

Elsword patted her head. “Thanks… By the way, aren’t you supposed to be studying?” He smirked.

“Don’t tell grandpa! I wanna play!”

Elsword laughed, he never seen Aisha be playful. He usually see Aisha read books, study, yelling at him. He finds little Aisha kinda cute.

“Well,let’s eat first. Sent this to your grandpa, we’ll go play after eating.”

“YAY!”

After they were done eating, Elsword went outside to play with the little girl. For a bookworm, in Elsword thoughts, she was really energetic and playful. Aisha wanted to play Hide and Seek; Tag; all sorts of games. In the end, they rested at the ground.

“Mr. Knight? Do you have a princess?”

“A princess?”

“Yeah, in my book, there’s a knight who went on quest to save the princess.”

“How did it end?”

“The knight saved the princess and lived happily ever after.”

Elsword then thought about Aisha, in his timeline. Despite her always nagging at him, she was always to help him. Elsword then thought about what would happened if he lost her… the thought scared him. He now wonders if Aisha is even alright. He needs to get back.

“Mr. Knight? Do you really have to go?”

“Yeah… I have friends to protect…”

“Awwww, but I want to play more,” Little Aisha pouted.

Elsword patted her head. “Maybe some other time, but right now, I got to get back.”

Aisha was upset, she didn’t want her knight leave just yet, but she know he must. “Can I give you something before you go?”

“Sure,” Elsword replied.

Aisha left to her room to get something. Elsword then thought about his friends. “I hope Aisha is ok. The last time I saw her, she was about to get attacked, but I jump in and-” Elsword just realized something. After everything they been through, Aisha was always there. But why? Why is she always his mind?

“Mr. Knight!” Little Aisha came back outside, holding a necklace with a little sword on it. “Take this with you. Please?” She gave it to him.

“Why?” Elsword ask. Little Aisha flustered and said, “A princess must give a reward for her knight. I don’t know if we’ll ever meet in the future, but I won’t forget you for saving me.”

Elsword laughed. “To be honest, I’m not really that strong. I’m always being saved from a wizard that just won’t get off my back. She always nag, yell and argues with me. But I think I understand now. She doesn’t want me to get hurt. She-”

“She’ll want her knight to return to her.” The old man appeared behind the two. “The spell is ready, Elsword.”

“Thanks old man,” Elsword smiled. “Looks like I gotta go. But hey, who knows, you’ll be stronger than me someday.”

Little Aisha smiled, “Will we meet again in the future?”

“Yeah, you bet,” Elsword grinned.

Elsword said goodbye to the old man and his granddaughter. Then everything went black.
All Elsword could hear, was a voice. Aisha’s voice.

“Elsword!”

He groaned and opened his eyes, only to be found at a nursery house, next to Aisha. The present Aisha. He realized he’s on a bed. ‘Was that all a dream?’ He thought.

“Aisha? Where am I?”

“At one of the nursery nearby. We thought… we thought…” Aisha started trembling, then hugged him.

“A-Aisha?”

“Don’t you ever do that again! I don’t want to lose you!” Aisha was crying a lot. Elsword never meant to worry Aisha.

“I’m sorry… I just want to protect you…”

The two hold each for a while now, then Elsword remembered something, he looks around his neck, and noticed he still has the necklace, “What? I thought I was dreaming…”

Aisha was expressionless… then spoke, “Where you get that?”

“It can’t be… it actually happened?”

“Huh?”

“Ah… nothing…. I just found this… that’s all…” Elsword looked away, trying to hide his blush. Now he’ll be remembering Aisha as that little girl, now he doesn’t know what to do now.

“Well get some rest, I’ll go and let the others know you’re ok.”

“O-ok…”

Aisha then left the room and closed the door. After that… she blushed… hard.

“T-to think… this entire time… my knight… is this boy… who I fallen…”

TODO DE MI - CAPITULO 3

El viento jugaba con su cabello a medida que tomaba más velocidad, su voz tarareaba la canción que resonaba en sus oídos a través de sus audífonos, intentaba disfrutar el paisaje de abundantes árboles que la rodeaban pero sin dejar de perder la concentración mientras golpeaba el asfalto para impulsar su patineta, a pesar de que ya había cruzado desde hace un buen rato la entrada principal, aún no podía ver a la distancia su destino.

Jurina nunca dejaba de asombrarse con la cantidad de hectáreas que compone la “casa” de Rena si es que se le puede llamar así. El padre de esta última es dueño de una compañía que produce todo tipo de materia prima y de alimentos, lo que explica los interminables campos de arroz por los que Jurina cruzaba. Por otra parte la madre de Rena, bueno ella es un caso más especial.

SEGUIR LEYENDO

Lilicka! (Al posto di una lettera)

Il fumo del tabacco ha divorato l'aria.
La stanza
é un capitolo dell'inferno di Krucènych.
Ricordi,
accanto a questa finestra
per la prima volta,
in estasi, carezzai le tue mani.
Oggi ti vedo seduta,
il cuore in un'armatura di ferro.
Ancora un giorno,
e mi lascerai,
coprendomi forse di ingiurie.
Nella buia anticamera la mia mano, scossa dal tremito,
nella manica a lungo tenterà di infilarsi.
Balzerò fuori,
lancerò per strada il mio corpo.
Selvaggio
diverrò pazzo,
trafitto dalla disperazione.
Non si deve giungere a questo:
cara,
buona,
diciamoci adesso addio.
Nonostante questo,
il mio amore,
pesante come un macigno,
resta appeso al tuo collo,
dovunque tu fugga.
Lasciami in un estremo grido urlare
l'amarezza di offesi lamenti.
Se lo sfiancano di lavoro, un bue,
andrà
a stendersi in gelide acque.
Ma al di là dell'amore per te,
per me
non c'è mare,
e a questo amore neanche col pianto darai una tregua.
Se anela il riposo lo stanco elefante
regalmente si sdraierà sulla rena infocata.
Ma al di là dell'amore per te,
per me
non c'è sole,
e io non so neppure dove sei e con chi.
Se l'amata avesse in tal modo torturato il poeta,
egli per la gloria e il denaro l'avrebbe lasciata,
ma per me
non c'è un solo suono di festa
oltre al suono del tuo amato nome.
No, non mi butterò nella tromba delle scale,
non berrò del veleno,
non oserò premere il grilletto contro la tempia.
Su di me,
al di fuori del tuo sguardo,
non ha potere la lama d'alcun coltello.
Domani scorderai
che ti avevo fatto regina,
che l'anima in fiore s'era bruciata d'amore,
e lo sfrenato carnevale dei futili giorni
disperderà le pagine dei miei libri…
Le foglie secche delle mie parole
potranno mai fermarti
per un sospiro?

Lascia almeno
ch'io copra con un'ultima tenerezza
il tuo passo che si allontana.

(trad. M. Roncali Doria)

Oramai tutti hanno alzato i tacchi.
L’ospedale è terrificante la notte.
Corridoi vuoti, silenzi.
Ho sonno ma non riesco a dormire, le sedie sono scomode e senza spalliera, i muri sono troppo bianchi, pallidi come la morte. Devo stare resistere, potrebbe svegliarsi da un momento all’altro. Ogni tanto dalla grande porta spunta un infermiere e non sappiamo mai se lo fa per portarci brutte notizie o semplicemente per prendere un caffè. Qui c’è un giovane padre sulla trentina con la figlia che su per giù avrà tredici anni.. La moglie ha avuto un incidente, e ha perso troppo sangue. Si abbracciano così forte che a guardarli ci si sente soffocare. Ho finito le lacrime per piangere.
Che scena, che strazio. Odio l’ospedale. Il tempo si ferma in situazioni del genere. Niente è più importante: né mangiare, né andare a scuola, né vivere. L’infermiere dice che posso entrare nella grande porta; ci sono anziani, giovani, bambini attaccati a macchinari indecifrabili, tutti in bilico tra la vita e la morte. Rena ha una fascia bianca che le stringe la testa. È cadaverica. Sembra un piccolo uccellino indifeso. Ha un tubo lungo la gola, grosso e azzurro. Oramai sono passate settimane, e Rena non si vuole proprio svegliare. Prima dell’ incidente ripeteva sempre che era stanca e avrebbe voluto dormire per giorni interi. Ora sono settimane che dorme. Basta riposare Rena, basta.

Ti svegli. Allora ogni tanto mi dai retta!
Hai bocca secca, i denti sporchi e gialli. Muovi la testa a destra e a sinistra lentamente. Gli occhi socchiusi e lacrimanti. Ti tengo per mano.
Balbetti frasi senza senso, ti accarezzo il braccio. Non potrei, ma ti bacio la fronte, mentre il dottore complice si gusta la scena.
Un respiro. È bastato il breve tempo di un respiro per rovinare la vita di una ragazza. L’idiota che l’ha investita era mezzo fatto di cocaina.
Ma la cosa che fa piu rabbia è che è a piede libero, tranquillo di passeggiare per le vie del centro e di godersi le giornate di sole, mentre Lei è costretta in un buco di ospedale senza più i suoi 18 anni.
È uno schifo. Tutto un grande schifo.

—  28 ottobre pt2
Sister Add's nicknames for the ElGang
  • Elsword: Elbrat/Elboy (the classic, kukuku!)
  • Aisha: Ms. Genius/Magical Aisha (probs gonna use the second one for DW)
  • Rena: Big Sis Rena (since she's all responsible and stuff)
  • Raven: BIRB DAD (I know you know why)
  • Eve: THE QUEEN~
  • Chung: Dog Child/Wolf Baby
  • Ara: Foxy Bae/Clumsy Cutie
  • Elesis: Burning Satan (Wasn't it obvious already??)
  • Add: Cat Dad/Baby Add/Sweet Tooth
  • Lu: Loli Queen
  • Ciel: Mumma Ciel/Papa Ciel