Where xixi is at

1. He’s aware Jian Yi kissed him

2. He has considered the idea that Jian Yi is attracted to males

3. He’s been told he’s the source of Jian Yi’s turmoil 

4. He knows Jian Yi would be troubled if he dated anyone

5. He was subject to these sexual advances 

I mean what the heck did he think of this

Or that

Or THIS

I MEAN

Time to pick it up xixi