My Thoughts on Alone at Sea

I’m not sure what to feel, really. I’m happy Lapis…moved on, I guess? Accepted what happened? But Jasper didn’t get to. She was punished and hurt again, and sure, she deserved some punishment, but not that extreme. No one deserves Malachite. Very few people deserve to be punted into the sun like that.

I read through the tags, and I don’t get it. I don’t get how anyone can thing Lapis was entirely in the right. She might be more right, or she might be more wrong–it’s a matter of perspective–but she’s not entirely right.

I watched the episode twice and couldn’t do it again, because the second time really got me. Specifically, what Jasper said to Steven.

“You’re pointing the shield the wrong way.”

She saw Steven was protecting Lapis from her, but thought it should be the other way around. She thought Lapis was a monster and people needed protection from her. I might be reaching, but I think the sentence might imply that Jasper thought she needed protection from Lapis.

It wasn’t all what she said, though. It was how she said it. She was laughing.

Some might say that proved she was wrong, that she couldn’t take herself seriously, but I don’t think so. Only someone who has experienced pain like that can joke about it.

I’ve never been in an abusive relationship, and I don’t know much about them, but I know what it’s like to joke about suffering when it’s real. So does everyone on Tumblr. Almost everyone has made jokes like “what do you want” “to die” or “I wish for death’s sweet embrace.” And almost everyone is at least half-serious.

I’m not sure what I’m saying, really, or at least I can’t put it into words well. But Jasper is suffering, that much I’m sure of. And Jasper suffering doesn’t mean Lapis is suffering any less.

Random sketches that I shouldn’t have posted but did anyway

random tag game

Rule: If you receive this, post random things about yourself and then pass it on to your 15 favorite followers

I was tagged by @charmsome

  • I am left handed
  • i change my hair color or style like every 2 - 3 months
  • i play the drums
  • and also guitar but i suck at that
  • in primary school the boys were afraid of me bc i fought them when they were annoying
  • my most useful skill is probably being able to carry 3 plates at the same time
  • i wanna get more piercings
  • i actually like spiders
  • i could be good at sports but i am lazy

I am tagging (but no one has to do it, obviously): @yugysky @bloophyong @jeonrepublic @bobajimin @theseturquoisewaves @water-lili @bangtoori @taehyung-aah @chimsshi @vernons @awkwardshownu @ohmanholyjungkook @hoseoksmut @2badseoulsad @chokemejimin

  • me:*rereads my own fics* what on earth was i thinking, the plot is all over the place, there are spelling and grammar mistakes everywhere, why did this even get any likes/kudos, should i delete this
  • also me:*rereads my own fics*👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌plot right there👌👌👌 right✔there 💯 A+ for characterization if do say so my self 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

anonymous asked:

Hi! First I'd like to say I love your art. I am very new to tumblr, and have a question that I think an artist would be able to answer. When they ask someone not to repost their art, do they mean do not reblog it? If so, should I go through and deleted the artwork I have reblogged? Thanks so much!

Ah hello anon, thank you a lot!!
Repost is different from reblogging!

To put it simply
REBLOG= you share the art from the artist, so that everyone can see the source. It helps the artist gain followers and let other people know about them. So you could say you show off the artist’s art while helping and supporting them!
REPOST: you save the artwork on your PC then post in on your own blog, on another website, on literally anything. Reposts= no help for the artist whatsoever, most of the times reposters don’t even put credits!

Reblogs are good👍 reposts are bad👎
Thank u a lot again anon, I hope now everything is clear! (●´∀`●)