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anonymous asked:

lily i'm so trash. Here i was enjoying that 'jb taught the foreign members all the bad words' and then i saw Youngjae's fingers softly brushing his shoulder for like 0.5 second and now it's all i can see. This is the worst. Can someone tell me how to free myself from 2Jae PLS AND THANK YOU

Oh, my darling anon!

I absolutely understand where you’re coming from! Being 2jae trash is one of the most distracting things because everything is so subtle that you have to constantly be on the alert, and then once you find something, it’s so utterly distracting! But, in all fairness, this was a pretty adorable moment… x

I just love the way it almost seems like Youngjae’s smacking Jaebum for being a bad influence… but then his fingers linger just a moment too long for a teasing smack?? I also love how Youngjae seems to realize what he’s doing a moment too late, and then he gets self conscious like the skinship-shy little fluff that he is with Jaebum… CAN YOU TELL THAT I RELATE TO THIS BEING DISTRACTING??? Honestly, I haven’t even watched the whole episode yet, but I’m already so preoccupied by the 2jae and Markjin that I keep seeing from gifs and clips! It’s the curse of living the 2jae trash life, my darling! 

A life that I, unfortunately, cannot save you from, my darling! As I’ve tried to warn others before, shipping 2jae is a slippery slope that’s difficult to escape… I only hope that you at least avoid sinking to my level of trashiness for your own well being!

I mean, I can’t even just enjoy good JJP moments without my 2jae radar going off… and I love JJ Project’s marriage with all my heart!! But even though this mini interview was full of so many cute and adorable and valid JJP interactions… I couldn’t help getting caught up in the 2jae side of things!

Like when Jaebum gave Jinyoung that really proud pat on the back, and it’s really sweet and adorable… but then I see Youngjae noticing the gesture and his expression kind of tensing up?? And then Jackson seeing Jaebum being affectionate towards Jinyoung, and looking toward Youngjae?? Like he’s checking on him??? Maybe???

And then I’ll be trying to just appreciate Jaebum’s proud heart eyes while Jinyoung speaks, but I get all distracted by how awkward Youngjae looks as he snaps out of his blank stare following Jaebum’s back-pat, only to lean in and awkwardly lowkey imitate Jaebum’s gaze at Jinyoung.

AND THEN I CAN’T EVEN FOCUS ON ANYTHING ELSE AFTER THAT, because JJP do this really cute nod at each other, but I’m too distracted by the way Youngjae just looks away in the background with his expression falling, and then HE SNEAKS A LITTLE PEEK AT JAEBUM WHEN JJP TURN BACK FORWARD???? LIKE??? MY LIFE WOULD BE EASIER IF I WASN’T SEEING THIS!!!

And then Youngjae finally looks away from all the honestly really adorable JJP interactions with a kind of weird expression until Jackson catches his eye and then starts imitating the nod… that had seemed to throw Youngjae off in the first place?? Is Jackson seeing what I’m seeing???

… This is what I mean by sinking to my level. I can’t even watch a 1 minute video with interactions from another favorite ship without getting completely distracted by 2jae and losing the ability to see much else! I truly hope, for your sake and sanity, my dear, that you manage to avoid sinking this deep in the 2jae trash heap!

(But, then again… the little touch you noticed and Youngjae’s jealousy/preoccupation/WHATEVER in the mini interview are kind of a valid distractions… He’s so cute when he gets awkward over Jaebum!!)

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