I’m sorry that one day you’ll turn over in the mornings and I won’t be there because at 5 AM I decided I needed more drugs.
I’m Sorry that when you talk to me my mind will be so distant that I couldn’t tell you what you just previously said to me.
I’m Sorry that when you hold my hands they will be frail and weak from hitting and missing veins.
I’m Sorry for getting angry at you when you realize a week has passed since I’ve eaten and you simply just ask if I’m hungry.
I’m Sorry that I’m forcing you to fight for my love.
I’m sorry that you might not win.
So leave now while you can because even just one shot is that consuming.
—  I have to apologize in advance (written during previous relationship)