you know, its been a long journey. but im honestly starting to find some confidence in my body! shon has helped, and oh my gosh the nudestuck helped. like i can look in the mirror again. i can try on clothes and be okay with things not fitting, i can make fun of my body without starting to feel bad after a while. i can accept that my body is different from others, but its still great!
i try not to reblog those posts about hating my body and being ugly because you know, deep down it is not true. i have fought this idea that i am disgusting from a young age but my brain is clearing thanks to people ive met, been around, and especially tumblr.
fuck this image everyone who doesnt matter tells me. I MATTER. I love my body. And anyone who judges me is not worth my time.