shogo kawada

The fact that Takako Chigusa who fighted a rapist, a guy so much bigger than her who also had better weapon, with her nails and teeth (literally) until the end even when she was injured is dead when noriko who was complaining ALL THE FREAKING BOOK FOR A SHOT IN HER LEG survived enrages me

The fact that Shingi Mimura who just not only hacked TWICE the goverment system, discovered the mic on the necklaces and almost blew away the school died when noriko who spent a big part of the book half unconscious survived enrages me

The fact that Shogo Kawada who CAME OUT WITH ALL THIS PLAN AND KEPT NORIKO AND SHUYA ALIVE AND WAS A MASTER MIND DIED WHEN NORIKO WHO DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING SURVIVED MAKES ME FREAKING ANGRY

it is not fair 

And I’m not even counting Hiroki Sugimura who fight Kiriyama WITH A FREAKING STICK WHEN HE HAD A COLLECTION OF GUNS AND EVEN GRANADES

it is just not fair

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We played this game three years ago. I’m a survivor of this stupid game. I was desperate to protect Keiko, even killed a friend so that the two of us could survive. But when only one of us could survive, we changed. Really trusting someone is a hard thing to do, but I’ve never understood the meaning of the smile she left behind.

I’m sure if I were Keiko, I’d want to trust you and thank you for giving me a reason to smile like that. I think I’d have said thank you, too.