shit like medically

@emptyspaaace  replied to your post I found an old document filled with Tf2 Steven…

I know we’ve never spoken before but please tell me all about this

Buckle up because i’m gonna do it in this text post :>

Keep in mind I wrote this in season 1 of the show so like, the gemstones reflect personality and other stuff according to gemstone healing guides that I don’t think is canon (i haven’t watched in ages) 

Also I’ll do fusions in a Part 2 (because this is really long rip) 

So the story was the Admin is collecting gem warriors and Miss Pauling was sent to collect them and keep them together as a team: 

((if/when i draw these they will be on my artblog over @paintpawsdraws ))


Scout = Red Tiger Eye

Reason? It’s a stimulating stone that is said to increase motivation, self-worth and is believed to help you to discover and have confidence in your own abilities helping to enhance your personal power.

It’s on his leg and he summons a bat.

He was a gem stuck on a necklace that was passed down through a family. One day a mother (Scout’s ma) broke it and released him, but immediately took pity on him and adopted him into her family. 

Okay the rest are going under a cut lmao 

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Kay, so, I got a new brand of the pill from my doctor. It’s all the same dosages, but cheaper.

And the packet is laid out differently. Like, instead of just going across each of the three lines, it goes from the top line to the bottom line to the middle in a kind of spiral?

So, all of today, I’ve been non-verbal, anxious, crying at everything, eating like a horse, and I’ve had no executive functioning.

And it wasn’t until five minutes ago that I realised that my pill packet ends tomorrow because of the new packaging.

And it was like, “Oh. That’s why.”

It’s good to have an answer. I was kind of worried about my mental health taking a nosedive when I don’t have any stress to manage…

me, 3 years ago: i dont need therapy or meds. im fine. im probably making all of this up. im normal

me now, on therapy and proper medication: holy shit i am a matryoshka doll of trauma’s and mental illnesses HOOOO NELLY HOO BOY

anonymous asked:

Darling is a Jasper, Apple is a Rose Quartz, Raven is a (defective) Amethyst.

I only had time to doodle two of them but i hope that’s ok ;v; i tried to make them look like themselves while also still looking like the gems they’re based on and im not sure if i succeeded i probably shouldnt have used the su style but well… ;v; honestly darling makes such a pretty jasper, that soft butch muscular majesty, and apple is a chubby beauty with fantastic hair so like that was also incredible.

Random SnK Headcannons (◡‿◡✿)

Levi suffers from nosebleeds in the cold weather, so if they go on an expedition to colder regions, he has to hold a tissue over his nose the entire trip

Marco was a chubby kid with braces that always got made fun of but puberty hit that boy like a truck

Erwin actually has a higher pitched laugh than you would expect when he genuinely laughs

Jean actually likes trashy pop and sings along to songs if he’s alone

Eren, Reiner, Bertholdt, Ymir, and Annie all get absence/petit mal seizures up to a week after shifting.

Connie used to be really socially awkward and had social anxiety until he met Sasha. She kinda made him open up more

Let’s play, “was I abused” game! Reblog and bold the things your parents have done to you! Italicize if you’re not sure. (copy paste it all and then bold)

Physical abuse

  • parent slapped me to prove their point/teach me a lesson
  • parent spanked me as a “punishment” saying it was for my own good
  • parent pulled on my hair to force me to move
  • parent threw things at me while angry, things heavy enough to hurt me
  • parent trapped me into a room/corner so I couldn’t escape them
  • parent hit me when I wouldn’t obey them/tried to confront them
  • parent used a twig/stick/belt to lash at my body
  • parent grabbed me to force me to pay attention to them
  • parent pinned me down and physically prevented me from escaping
  • parent brought me into situations where I feared for my life
  • parent made it painfully obvious for me that I’ll obey them or suffer injuries
  • parent threatened to beat me if I wouldn’t do as they say
  • parent forcefully fed me something I refused to eat
  • parent made an attempt at strangling/drowning/burning me
  • parent banged my head/body into the wall/furniture
  • parent forced me into sexual activities

Emotional abuse

  • parent called me derogatory names and slurs more than once
  • parent said my name mostly with hatred and scorn in their voice
  • parent degraded and humiliated me in front of others for fun
  • parent insulted and devalued something really important to me
  • parent deprived me of something that meant the world to me
  • parent yelled and swore at me in anger more than once
  • parent blamed me for things that were out of my control/not my fault
  • parent shamed me for my physical appearance
  • parent guilt-tripped me for not pleasing them well enough
  • parent regarded me as a burden, and shamed me for needing them at all
  • parent insisted I couldn’t take a joke after I got hurt from their insults
  • parent never comforted me/got angry if I reached for comfort
  • parent punished me for crying/showing fear/showing trauma symptoms
  • parent humiliated me for showing excitement and happiness
  • parent subtly let me know that my feelings and my problems don’t matter
  • parent got angry at me for feeling depressed/angry/tired/suicidal
  • parent blamed me for feeling depressed/angry/tired/suicidal
  • parent compared me to cousins/other children to prove how I’m the worst
  • parent decided for me how I feel when it was convenient for them
  • parent told me that I was crazy/delusional/need to be locked away
  • parent threatened me with kicking me out/sending away if I don’t change
  • parent refused to accept my sexuality/tried to force it to change
  • parent required for me to act normal to protect family’s reputation
  • parent isolated me from family activities they all enjoy
  • parent assured me that nobody will ever want me
  • parent insisted that I was lucky and that I could have had it much worse
  • parent made me responsible for their well being and made me the caretaker
  • parent insisted that their harmful acts were all made “out of love”
  • parent demanded me to be available for their requests at any time
  • parent punished me for trying to establish boundaries
  • parent destroyed my belongings as a revenge
  • parent made inappropriate sex jokes and comments in my presence
  • parent denied doing any of this and insists that all the blame is on me

Psychological Abuse

  • parent kept pointing out my flaws as proofs that I wont achieve anything
  • parent called me stupid, incompetent, ignorant, while withholding information that I needed to know in order to complete tasks
  • parent would change their side of the agreement in crucial moment and then pretend it was obvious from the start
  • parent stalked me/distrusted me without any reason/invaded my privacy
  • parent attacked my insecurities and vulnerabilities in any argument
  • parent forced me into degrading actions while they watched me do it
  • parent threatened to leave me
  • parent accused me regularly of behaving the way they did
  • parent never acknowledged, praised or approved of my actions
  • parent always demanded they are right without any proof/explanation
  • parent insisted that they’re a great parent using financial support as proof
  • parent insisted that I should be grateful for how good they are to me
  • parent gaslighted me and tried to make me believe my memories weren’t real if I confronted them with what they did

Neglect

  • parent didn’t notice I haven’t been eating properly
  • parent didn’t notice I was sick/didn’t care for me while I was sick
  • parent didn’t notice I was injured
  • parent didn’t notice I didn’t have clothes/shoes I needed for school
  • parent didn’t notice I suffered from trauma
  • parent didn’t notice I was anxious and stressed
  • parent didn’t notice I was depressed
  • parent didn’t notice I was cutting myself
  • parent didn’t notice I was suicidal
  • parent didn’t notice I was being sexually abused
  • parent didn’t notice I was being bullied
  • parent failed to get me medical attention when it was needed
  • parent failed to teach me the very basics of self care
  • parent didn’t seem to notice any of my needs and feelings except the absolute minimum I required to survive
  • when I notified them of these things, they denied it, accused me of lying, decided it wasn’t happening and/or blamed me for it

Financial Abuse

  • parent made me feel ashamed for needing money
  • parent made me feel like I’m a financial burden to them
  • parent only gave me minimal money to survive
  • parent made sure I never have a decent amount of money on me
  • parent took the money I earned from me
  • parent used the money to blackmail me (if you continue this way let’s see who will pay for your bus ticket!)
  • parent insisted since they “pay for my stuff” they have the right to control my behaviour and actions
  • parent had enough money for luxury but kept me without anything
  • parent refused to get my medicine/get me medical attention because it’s too expensive while they got everything for themselves
  • parent would keep me anxious over if they would pay my expenses or not
  • parent would make me do as much work for them as possible before they would pay for a necessity
  • parent kept me in the dark over family finances even when I was of age
  • parent would make sure I never have enough money to escape them

If you bold more than 5 things, you have been through abuse. For some particular ones, even one true thing on this list means you’ve been badly harmed by your parents. Also this list is not complete, there are many more abusive behaviours not listed here, feel free to add!

  • Owner of the rock club I went today: You're my special guest! Please get a drink of your choice, it's on the house!
  • Me: Omg thank you! ;w;
  • Waiter: *brings the menu* Here's the non-alcoholic section.
  • Me: Oh, thank you but I am old enough to drink.
  • Waiter: Oh, sorry. Then here's the special alcoholic section.
  • Me: Hmm... what is this one?
  • Waiter: It has bacardi.
  • Me: Oh... ok, and this one?
  • Waiter: This one has a cuban cachaça.
  • Me: -ohmfukin- hmm.... what does this one tastes like?
  • Waiter: It has a quite cherry flavor to it.
  • Me: .... uhmm -eeuhgfhnfnf and this one got coconut jfc- you know what, get me this one from the non-alcoholic section. Sorryandthankyou.

its really fucked up that trans people have to jump through a lot of hoops and often fit a very particular narrative to be given access to transitional care by doctors, and how nb people who are transitioning are often barred from it bc theyre nb, but like. heres. the thing: lying exists, and there is literally no reason to be completely honest w ur doctors about your specific identity unless you know for sure its safe to do so

my body? an actual demon.

i’ve been in and out of bed all night because i’ve been getting sick, then at 4AM i woke up with super low blood sugar so i had a small snack and now i’ve been up ever since with an upset stomach, it is so fucking Lit™ to be the malnourished T1 diabetic, gastroparesis-having bitch that i am! nutrients? i don’t know her.

BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE I GET TO MEET MY ALMOST SORTA KINDA BOYFRIEND TODAY AAAAAAAAAAA I AM SO MCFUCKIN EXCITED