You have made me feel…ugly, and pointless…and annoying.

The fucking…intrusive thoughts the dreams I just. I would do anything at all. Anything, to make it all stop.

I close my eyes for 2 seconds and I swear I can smell your hair and taste your stupid fucking cigarettes in your stupid fucking mouth because you never gave a shit that I was allergic. God, man. I could’ve gone my entire life without seeing or thinking abt you again But I don’t want to Shippai da