I have school tomorrow but my sibling won't stop cleaning so... here is a rant..
I’m just going to rant about how I’m straight and I still ship gay ships.
I have a friend who was surprised that I shipped gay ships. She has only ever shipped straight ships, but then me and my other bros were open about shipping gay ships. So likewise, we kept the gay ship talk at a minimum around her in class in not wanting to make her uncomfortable. Well, me and my main bro got her into Supernatural (lucifer bless her soul) and me and my bro ( @xangelswingsx ) started fangirling really badly, screaming about destiel and crap and she looked at us and said “I ship Dean with Joe” and we were like “That’s cute but, DESTIEL AF!”
She didn’t know who Castiel was so we told her and said we shipped destiel hardcore and she made a slight cringe face and was like, “no.” We didn’t give af we shipped it and still do. Needless to say she’s gotten into the show a lot more and she messaged me over Facebook one day, saying a whole bunch of stuff about the show. Then after talking to her for a few minutes, she said she “totally ships Dean and Cas” and of course I freaked. I was so happy. Then I tried to tell her how I never really talked about destiel in front of her because I didn’t want to make her uncomfortable.
The I told her that shipping two men together was like this to me:
I love men, I love and am very attracted to men, so to have two of them in a relationship is very, very much more attractive to me. As a female who is straight, I am attracted to the opposite sex, so having double of the opposite sex, is a hotness like, burning in a pit of attraction. Lol.
And idk if that makes any sense, but that was the whole point of this rant. (What I just said a paragraph ago.)
I am straight. 100% for sure. I am also Christian (mormon). So if anyone ever asks or wonders why I ship gay ships–even when it is so OBVIOUSLY not gonna happen–I just try to explain that ^^ to them. Because it’s hard to explain but Onision on YouTube made me realize that I just love men a lot. Lol and that seeing two very attractive guys in a cute and/or sexual relationship is all that much more attractive.
Lol this is all so hard to explain but this rant is done. I just needed to try to explain to someone, anyone what shipping two men together is to me. Lol. If anyone relates, that’s so relieving. Lol. If not, then I guess this was a waste of your time. XD