shinjiblogging

Ugh I’m not even going to cosplay kaworu anymore probably but at least I’ll be losing enough weight to look the part with all the puking I’m doing.

Fuck everything I just want to have one thing that doesn’t hurt but I we t through this with pokemon too and I’ll go through it with nge because I went for my version of the white haired anime boy when I knew better

My dad just knocked on my door and offered me popcorn?

I told him I’d just puke it up because I was too stunned to respond (truth) and then yelled thank you at him as he was leaving because that was nice of him?

Sorry I can’t be okay for you guys. You deserve it. You deserve everything I could never give you and all the dreams I broke. I’m sorry.