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i want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you type love.

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Why did he take me in? Because he pitied me? Or he was forced to? I didn’t know. I didn’t know why… but he was the first one who showed me the outside world.

He pulled me along by my hand, and stayed by me.

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i would go toe to toe with the eternity for the rights to her next life time cause i was the only one made for her..

I want a love like
Me thinking of you
Thinking of me thinking of you type love
Or me telling my friends more than I’ve ever admitted to myself
About how I feel about you type love
Or hating how jealous you are
But loving how much you want me all to yourself type love
Or see how your first name just sound so good next to my last name
And shit I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you
And I barely made it out of my garage

See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep
And wonder if she’s dreaming about us being in love type love
Or who loves the other more
Or what she’s doing this exact moment
Or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts
Closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good
Could hurt so much when she’s not there
And shit I love not knowing where this love is headed type love
And check this, I want to place those little post-it notes
All around the how she she never forgets how much I love her type love
And not have enough ink in my pen to write all there is to love about her type love
And hope I make her feel as good as she makes me feel

And I want to deal with my friends making fun of me
The way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love
Only difference is, this is one of those real love type loves
And just like in high school
I want to spend hours on the phone not saying shit
And then fall asleep and then wake up with her right next to me
And smell her all up in my covers type love
I want to try counting the ways I love her
And lose count in the middle just so I have to start all over again
And I want to celebrate one of those one month anniversaries
Even though they ain’t really anniversaries
But doing it just ‘cause it make her happy type love
And, check this, I want to fall in love with the melody the phone plays
When none of us dialed into it type love
And talk to you until I lose my breathe
She leaves me breathless
But with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all of her back into me

I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan
To something allows me to talk to her longer
‘cause in all honesty, I want to avoid one of them high cell phone bill type loves
And I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are
I mean the lines on my palms don’t give me enough time
To love you as long as I’d like to type love
And I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter
Just thinking about how strong this love is type love
And I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair
Well, maybe not all of the hair
Maybe like I cut the split ends and trim my moustache
But it would still be a symbol of how strong my love for her

And check this, I kind of feel comfortable now
So I even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light
Just dying to get hit by a car
Just so I could lose my memory
Get transported to some third world country just to get treated
Then somehow meet up again with you so I can fall in love with you
In a different language and see if it still feels the same type love
I want a love that’s as unexplainable as she is
But I’m married, so she’s gonna be the one I share this love with

—  Shihan

Love Like
Shihan

I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you type love,

Or me telling my friends more than I ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love

Or hating how jealous you are but loving how much you want me all to yourself type love

Or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name type love

Shit I wanted to see how far I could go without calling you and I barely made it out of my garage type love

I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep then wonder if she’s dreaming of us being in love type love or who loves the other more or what’s she doing at this exact moment or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could just hurt so much when she’s not there

And shit I love not knowing where this love is headed toward type love

And check this I want to place those little post-it notes all around the house so she never forgets how much I love her type love

Not have enough ink in my pen to write in so love about her type love

Hope I make her feel as good as she makes me feel

I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love, only difference is this is one of those real love type loves

And just like in High School I want to spent hours on the phone not saying shit and then fall asleep and wake up with her right next to me and smell her all in my covers type love

And I want to try counting the ways I love her and then lose count in the middle just so I have to start all over again

And I want to celebrate one of those one month anniversaries, even though they aren’t really anniversaries, but doing it just because it makes her happy type love

And check this I want to fall in love with the melodies the phone plays when either of us dial each other and talk to you till I lose my breathe, she leaves me breathless but with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all of her back into me

I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone plan to something that allows me to talk her longer because in all honesty I want to avoid one of those high cell phone bill type loves

And I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are, I mean the lines of my palms don’t give me enough time to love you type love

And I want a love that makes me stu-stu-stu stutter just thinking about how strong this love is type love

And I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair, well maybe not all the hair, maybe like I cut the split ends and trim my moustache, but it’d still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her

And get this, I kind of feel comfortable now so, I even be fantasizing about just walking out on a green light dying to get hit by a car, just so I could lose my memory, get transported to some third world country to get treated and somehow meet up and fall in love with you in a different language to see if it still feels the same type love

I want a love that’s unexplainable as she is…

Shihan on Def Poetry Jam  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJZkBWBashA

For her, I would carry the cross to my own crucifixion if it’d make her have more faith in me, and I can hang from that cross, and you can pierce my side so I would just bleed more reason to love her, and I can die on that cross and you can bury me under a tomb and I will rise on the 23rd hour just to prove that I cannot live a day without her. And I will go toe to toe with eternity for the rights to her next lifetime, Cause I was the only one made for her.
—  Shihan
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I will forever love this.

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Shihan- Flashy Words

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O-SENSEI GICHIN FUNAKOSHI

SHIHAN MORIO HIGAONNA, 10th DAN KARATE-DO GOJU-RYU

SHIHAN KEINOSUKE ENOEDA, 9th DAN KARATE-DO 

MASTERS MASATOSHI NAKAYAMA & HIROKAZU KANAZAWA

SHIHAN FUMIO DEMURA, 9th DAN KARATE-DO SHITO-RYU E KOBUDO

GRAND MASTER HIROKAZU KANAZAWA 10th DAN SHOTOKAN KARATE-DO

SHIHAN MASAO KAWASOE, 8th DAN SHOTOKAN

SHIHAN KEINOSUKE ENOEDA, 9th DAN KARATE-DO

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Yes, please.

Sometimes I start fights with my wife
For no reason
Or for the intimacy found in the afterwards
Confused, but still comfortable
Always willing to apologise
A life filled with too many hollow apologies,
How selfish I have been.

One day,
She will tell me how I used to be
And I’ll act like I didn’t know I was like that,
Like baby stories your parents tell your friends.

Often apologise for everything I have done
And she’ll be able to tell by the look in my eyes.

See, I was never taught about the feelings of others,
How delicate they are,
Or how easily a heart can be broken with the right words,

I wish I could reach inside her mind and have all her questions answered

—  Shihan - Family 

Flashy Words Written By Shihan
Flashy words make the world turn but it don’t turn right
Flashy words make the world turn but it don’t turn right

So I use these, real eyes to, realize the real lies being spoken but not heard ‘cause
We are more fascinated by that which are fabricated

The, iconoclastic tactless tactician aims
Tongues spits truth, words like wrecking balls
Bounce off brains 'cause nobody likes to hear what’s going on these days it’s like
The truth hurts
And we’ve been lied to a bunch of hollowed minds living on borrowed times and
Nobody likes to hear that and nobody likes to say it either 'cause
Lazy Angels never carry their wings and
Wingless words do nothing but keep us down so
This New York poet yells there is no satisfaction in knowing that
Your life is one of the saddest fictions ever written.

So take your not so satisfactory life back
To the Sadness Factory to
Be reworked and to
Be rewritten and to
Be reconfigured to live right.

Open your brain let your heart go
The Real You has been locked within your ribcage for too long and
Stop trying to hold on to then 'cause that’s why it all started.
And about that same time He forgot fun
She lost hope and now We
Can’t find anything.

And I swear to God if I could swear to God I’d ask Her
What the fuck was She thinking when She gave us Free Will
'Cause we done fucked things up 'cause
Kids dont play and God don’t pray
'Cause it’s out of Her hands now.

See I’ve rewritten the Bible after getting over the primal rage
Of finding my name disguised within a Bible’s page and
People trying to dissect my destiny to find that
Words somehow make the world turn but it really doesn’t turn right.
And suddenly the world stops spinning because words weren’t good enough.

So I tell you a blind man once told me the true meaning of love at first sight
So I close my eyes and I recited this poem
To a audience of one that found total gratification and my undivided attention
And when I opened my eyes I found myself standing before a mirror
Staring into the eyes of an invisible man until my pupils became pupils
And I could teach myself to live a better life.

From a piece of mind brings peace of mind all I gotta do is give a piece of mine
Only the words piece together the pieces in me to create peace within me.
But shit they are all pieces
Pieces to a puzzle which when put together, is me.

So let me tell you something
Don’t ever do anything you’re not supposed to
And speak only when spoken to
And don’t speak unless you mean
'Cause a good man is hard to find
and a hard man is good to find
And I’m half the man I used to be and
One fourth the person I should be or could be
'Cause I sacrificed freedom for stardom
After being fucked out of my freedom without a condom
Now how dumb was I.

Words, break these words down to the syllables
They all are the silly bulls they represent
And what do I represent?
Well it’s hard to say when my rep resents the fact that I have to question myself when each time that question represents itself.
I can, therefore I am and,
Sticks and stones may break your bones but Words will always teach you.

—  Shihan