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5 Things Venus Retrograde May Shift in Your Life

Whew! I’ve been so busy, I’m way behind on blogging. But I wanted to do a quick post on how Venus Retrograde is likely to affect your life.

This planet of life, love, creativity and the feminine energy went retrograde on March 4th in the sign of Aries. It will move back from 13 degrees of that sign to 26 degrees of Pisces on April 15th, when it will flip direct. Here are five ways it’ll likely affect your life:

  1. You’ll Be Focused on Love in a Brand New Way: Whether you’re trying to get over someone from your past, clearing house to prepare for another relationship, or just sorting out the wheat from the chaff in the dating world, your feelings about love, including its place in your life, are shifting in a big way.
  2. You’ll Be Revisiting Projects From Your Past: Whether you’re creative by nature or not, you’ll be at minimum thinking about something you put aside in the past. Between now and the middle of April, don’t be surprised if a new opportunity comes up to revisit one or more of these projects.
  3. You’ll Be Inspired Like Never Before: New ideas may take more time to formulate in your mind, but everywhere you look now, there’s another idea waiting to be developed into more. Use them in work, with money and your career, or in your personal relationships with friends, family or mates.
  4. You’ll Be Attracted to Women, Empowerment and Equality: Since Venus is currently in Mars’ natural sign, it’s striving to establish more equality between the sexes, but also of the male and female energy in the world. Don’t be surprised if you want to read up about equality, attend a march or talk, or get into conversations highlighting equal rights for all during this time.
  5. You’ll Have Opportunities to Demonstrate Your Care & Nurturing: When Venus is highlighted, each of us have new chances to show others how much we care. This time, since it’s retrograde, this may be with someone from your past, even if that’s simply forgiving them in our minds and hearts. Or it could be very active and present for you now, offering opportunities to demonstrate nurturing to someone in need.

Have a wonderful Venus Retrograde period, and don’t forget to give your emotions more space now!

Watch on


You made it this far. Don’t die on the rutting beach.”
The eye narrowed - with a hint of female temper. He had to get the woman back. Let her take control. Or else the beast would never allow them near enough to help.
“You can thank me when your sorry ass is healed.”
Again, that eye watched him warily, temper flickering. But an animal remained.
Aedion drawled, even as his relief began to crumble his mask of arrogant calmness, “The useless sentries in the watchtower are now all half in love with you,” he lied. “One said he wanted to marry you.”
A low snarl. He yielded a foot but held eye contact with her as he grinned. “But you know what I told them? I said that they didn’t stand a chance in hell.” Aedion lowered his voice, holding her pained, exhausted stare. “Because I am going to marry you,” he promised her. “One day. I am going to marry you. I’ll be generous and let you pick when, even if it’s ten years from now. Or twenty. But one day, you are going to be my wife.”
Those eyes narrowed - in what he could only call female outrage and exasperation.
He shrugged. “Princess Lysandra Ashryver sounds nice, doesn’t it?
—  Empire of Storms by Sarah J. Maas

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Energy Shift = Eclipses Coming

Okay guys here is the skinny, many people are reporting we are in the process of an Energy Shift which has been going on since the beginning of this week. It’s amazing how these shifts keep increasing at a tenfold rate. 

However what many of them are NOT writing is this is mainly due to the build-up towards Eclipse Season on the horizon. 

Eclipses can be felt before they occur and will integrate for about six months after they take place. Whatever you are feeling NOW is the highlight for what you will focus on come integration time for the eclipses. 

They are HUGE cosmic shifts that illustrate where we are headed. I always stress eclipse energy because it brings about abrupt change and soul progression. It’s important to know what is going down so you have a better idea of how to handle it. 

I expect the energy to be a little more rampant than usual…Eclipses have a tendency to bring up emotional issues and CHANGE. They aren’t always light because they are known to shake things up, pushing new ideas and revelations into our heads which can cause the resistance of letting go. 

Eclipses Broken Down:

Total Solar Eclipse March 8-9th:
Masculine, External, Analytical Logic, Material World.

They are the Masculine force building external change and motivating us to push forward into new territory. 

Lunar Penumbral Eclipse March 23rd-24th: 

Feminine, Internal, Emotions, Intuition. Spirit World. 

The Lunar Eclipse is Yin Energy. The feminine force transcending our  emotional boundaries and inwardly focused. Especially during lunar eclipses you will notice you will suddenly be very introspective and thinking about your choices. 

Eclipses not only usher in external change but they also usher internal change within the mind.
So you might suddenly find yourself retracing your steps or wanting to take a new direction.
They can feel similar to retrogrades because they push us into new territory and sometimes even the unknown. It comes from a place of deep internal change where eclipses really push our barriers and get us thinking outside of the box.

If you think of your body prepping itself for the incoming energy, you will basically be going though a period of releasement and recalibration.

People are Reporting Energy Shift Symptoms Such as: 

  • Crown Surges: Tingling, headaches, dizziness, head pressure, pulsating vibrations through the head. When the Crown expands letting in new energy, it can feel a bit like a pressure cooker ready to burst. I think i felt that last night…Recalibration aka light downloads is usually linked to our Crown.
  • Physical Symptoms sending people freaking out running to the dr or ER, come back finding you are entirely normal and healthy. These symptoms can often be very intense, which brings a paranoid panic but most of us who experience them are merely witnessing energetic changes within the body, not actual physical illness. It is weird and quite bizarre but you eventually get used to it
  • Panic and Anxiety out of nowhere: The energy body pushes and pulls which if you aren’t used to can send you into panic attacks or abrupt anxiety from the impact that you aren’t used to…relax as much as possible through the process
  • Ear Pressure, Hearing Changes: Feeling like you are in a wind tunnel, your ears become highly sensitive to the point where noisies are heard differently. Many report buzzing or vibrating in the ears, like a hum from the pressure. It’s you hearing frequency humming through hypersensitivity.
  • Intense back, shoulder pain, and/or pain shooting up and down the left side of your body. Cosmic Energy is received through your left side{Right-hemisphere} and given through your right side{Left-Hemisphere}.
  • Heart Shifting: Heart Palpitations, Chest pressure, Tightness in the chest area, feeling as if your heart is pounding. This is the heart center opening, try not to panic stay centered and grounded during the process. if it doesnt go away after awhile seek medical attention. more than likely it will suddenly go away.
  • EMOTIONAL RELEASE: Crying out of nowhere, tears of happiness, tears of sadness, just emotionally releasing like you are suddenly unable to hold in emotions.
  • Yearning for love, cuddles or feeling CONNECTED: Hugs just feel so good. the feeling space opening up the heart, empathy increase, you want to be connected physically, emotionally, spiritually with people. May yearn for that sense of connection symbolically linked to your connection with yourself
  • Dimensions shifting: hallucinations, vision, walls moving, vertigo. you aren’t losing it, you’re finding the other side. ;)
  • Seeing/feeling energy: orbs of light, vibrations, tingling, colors, geometries, visual snow
  • Feeling like you are dying/or disappearing: You aren’t dying, although you may be going through some odd memory processing. this is just the ego’s way of telling you, you are being reborn, so you can have a panicked moment of feeling the emotion of “omg am i dying”. This is ego death at its finest.
  • Major Bursts of Creative Energy, Motivation and Manifesting desires!: The mind is made to create, the more you feel this, the body is telling you it is time to recreate yourself from the inside out.

In general these shifts are bringing the Crown and Heart into Alignment. So this energy can feel a bit…overwhelming. This is because instead of being “down here” in the grounding chakras, we’re integrating “up here” in the higher otherworldly chakras.

So you may feel out of your element, anxiety overload, over-active empathy, ascension symptom uprise. 

Imagine if someone opened up your aura and is letting in all sorts of different flavor frequencies, that is kinda what this feels like.

The last few days have been very heavy…

Keeping it real with you all.

Let go of the old you, Let go of the resistance.

Resist or Allow.


Find that feel good place.


Ah that felt good. <3

Okay so if SJM doesn’t address the Fae stuck in their animal forms for ten years in Empire of Storms I’m going to be a little angry.

This much I’m certain of: it doesn’t happen immediately. You’ll finish and that will be that, until a moment will come, maybe in a month, maybe a year, maybe even several years. You’ll be sick or feeling troubled or deeply in love or quietly uncertain or even content for the first time in your life. It won’t matter. Out of the blue, beyond any cause you can trace, you’ll suddenly realize things are not how you perceived them to be at all. For some reason, you will no longer be the person you believed you once were. You’ll detect slow and subtle shifts going on all around you, more importantly shifts in you. Worse, you’ll realize it’s always been shifting, like a shimmer of sorts, a vast shimmer, only dark like a room. But you won’t understand why or how. You’ll have forgotten what granted you this awareness in the first place.

Old shelters–television, magazines, movies–won’t protect you anymore. You might try scribbling in a journal, on a napkin, maybe even in the margins of this book. That’s when you’ll discover you no longer trust the very walls you always took for granted. Even the hallways you’ve walked a hundred times will feel longer, much longer, and the shadows, any shadow at all, will suddenly seem deeper, much, much deeper.

You might try then, as I did, to find a sky so full of stars it will blind you again. Only no sky can blind you now. Even with all that iridescent magic up there, your eye will no longer linger on the light, it will no longer trace the constellations. You’ll care only about the darkness and you’ll watch it for hours, for days, maybe even for years, trying in vain to believe you’re some kind of indispensable, universe-appointed sentinel, as if just by looking you could actually keep it all at bay. It will get so bad you’ll be afraid to look away, you’ll be afraid to sleep.

Then no matter where you are, in a crowded restaurant or on some desolate street or even in the comforts of your own home, you’ll watch yourself dismantle every assurance you ever lived by. You’ll stand aside as a great complexity intrudes, tearing apart, piece by piece, all of your carefully conceived denials, whether deliberate or unconscious. And then for better or worse you’ll turn, unable to resist, though try to resist you still will, fighting with everything you’ve got not to face the thing you most dread, what is now, what will be, what has always come before, the creature you truly are, the creature we all are, buried in the nameless black of a name.

And then the nightmares will begin.

–Johnny Truant
October 31, 1998
Hollywood, CA

—  Mark Z. Danielewski (from House of Leaves)