I fucking hate myself.
I have no fucking friends. I have no one to talk to about anything. The one person that was close enough to being my bestfriend, im pretty sure she wants nothing to do with me anymore. I love my boyfriend, but I don’t want to be with him anymore I don’t think. I have no where to PPPgo if I leave him, because we live together. I got fucking dropped from school, so I can’t graduate. I have a job that doesn’t get me by. My dad basically hates me, my moms dead. My brothers worrying about his new family, my other brothers dead, & my little brother is a douchebag.
I feel so fucking alone. & all I’m doing is screaming but nothings coming out. & I don’t know what to fucking do anymore. I need someone. I need help.
I need help. I can’t be alone anymore. I can’t. I spent all of highschool on my own, & the few people I was friends with want nothing to do with me, & I don’t know why.
I want to scream, & cry & just fuck I don’t know.