um hi so i’m (just under) 50 away from 2k and it’d be ya know kinda cool if i could get there sometime (soon)… and yeap that’s my story (thanks for listening reading) (*awkwardly shuffles off stage ur screen*)
the thing about emma swan is that although i tag her as ‘perfect’ a lot - #ur so perfect #perfection #perfect princess, etc. - she is not actually perfect
i mean, emma screws up all the time. she lies to henry about his dad. she gets mad at her parents and acts like a sullen teenager. she lies to herself about her feelings. she holds grudges, and snaps out impatiently at people who try to break down her walls. she trusts too quickly or doesn’t trust at all. she unneccessarily doubts herself, to the point of letting friends walk all over her. or alternately, she tries to save everyone, often to her detriment or theirs
(exhibit a, she tuRNS HOOK INTO A FRIGGIN DARK ONE)
but why i’m constantly tagging emma as ‘perfect’ is because she tries so hard to improve herself. constantly
ever since s1, she has been discovering more and more about herself, expanding her knowledge and correcting her behaviors. and she has become a woman who loves easily and forgives easily, but still kicks ass and knows who she is
she’s not just some guy’s girlfriend, or the town’s savior, or the daughter of royalty, or henry’s mom. she’s all of those things - but most importantly, she’s emma. she likes florals and leather and cashmere and denim so screw consistency. she’ll put her hair up and let her hair down and wear heels or flat boots as suits her fancy. she’ll wear makeup when she damn well pleases or maybe not at all. she’ll reach for your hand if you need comfort, but she’ll stand by your side with a sword if you need that, too. and she is loyal to her last breath, loving even when she’s upset or frustrated
and she finally, FINALLY has the kind of faith in herself that all of us want to have: she is not nothing - she was never nothing! she is emma swan, and she deserves a happy ending, too
jmo said that emma is the kind of woman she would love to be friends with, and that’s what makes her perfect, to me: she’s so very, very real and frank and raw, and she’s the most heartfelt character i’ve ever had the privilege of loving
Subaki is definitely that person who takes selfies and they turn out all blurry or something is blocking his face… Subaki from FE:F(Birthright) costest !! I have yet to start on his actual outfit but im very pleased with how his wig and makeup turned out this time around!! In case none of you noticed, Subaki is the love of my life, my practically perfect in every way sky knight
Hi, cutie! Can I request Jaehee helping MC dealling with a break up? It can be a little platonic at first, but this helps Jehee realizes she has feelings for MC? Ur blog is so perfect <3
Such a cute request, I’m so glad I did my first Baehee fic <3
It’s cliche as fuck, but I hope you still like this ^^
Jaehee x MC
four days now. Four days you’ve been coming to work at the café silently and
leaving right after to go back home, cry in your room and listen to sad songs.
understands, okay? A broken heart is tough, but… seeing your eyes puffy from so
much crying is hurting her, your pain is sort of becoming her pain now. And she
swears if she hears “So Sick” by Ne-Yo coming from your room one more time…
is ready!” she calls, though she knows you’re probably won’t come out. She
can’t hold back a little gasp when she sees you standing by the balcony, your
face is still a little wet due to the tears. “Are you okay?” Rhetorical
survive… because you know… at first I was afraid, I was petrified…” and you
keep reciting I Will Survive’s lyrics as you invented those words. She knows
you fairly well by now and it doesn’t take a genius to figure it out what’s
going on: you’re drunk.
herself for not hiding the liquor, she should know you would sneak out to the
kitchen and take the bottle to your room when she wasn’t looking. Lord help her
on this journey that is handling drunken you.
you’re handful, you’re usually a very fun drunken type, she remembers as you
would come home wasted, leaning on your (now ex) boyfriend, telling random
facts about turtle’s longevity and the underestimated science behind astrology.
it’s different, your boyfriend isn’t here to laugh and say “that’s really
interesting, honey. Now let’s take a shower.” No… he hurt you, he dumped you
through texts. Jaehee didn’t read the content of the messages, but from the
little she had known about him, it was probably “seeing other people. We r
I’m hungry!” you state when you finish reciting the song and looks straight at
her, but you’re obviously not being able to focus your sight.
some dinner, MC. Why don’t you sit here and eat?” is it really a good idea?
Won’t you throw up the minute the food hit your stomach?
hungry for something else…” then you look away, to the… horizon? “REVENGE!”
MC. Sit here and eat now, okay?” she has no idea what you’re talking about, but
you have to eat, for Christ’s sake!
it very clear now, Jaehee! Aren’t you?”
thing I’m seeing is that you lost some weight. Please, MC, sit down and eat,
okay? If you’re not doing this for yourself, do it for me?” Ugh… how cheesy,
you ‘’won’t really fall for that, will you?
“Oh my God,
Jaehee, you’re such an angeeeellll, how can I say no to an angel? I’m going
straight to hell if I do, right?” you do this whiny face, and she wants to
laugh so bad, but… one wrong move and you will burst into tears and run to your
room again. So… she keeps it as serious as she can.
than relief, she’ legitimately happy you’re eating with so much hungry. She
catches herself smiling as she observes you. How could that guy dump somebody
so funny and sweet? So emotional and passionate about everything? And through
really good, Jaehee! Remind me of signing you to Masterchef Korea tomorrow
morning, okay?” she won’t.
Now why don’t you take a shower and go to bed?”
Noooooo. I just ate because you can’t… you can’t plot a revenge’s plan with an
empty stomach! Now let’s get to work!” you jump out of your seat and stomp to
your bedroom. Oh my God… this is bad news, isn’t it?
are you… oh my God,MC! What are you doing?” she feels her face going on fire as
she walks to find you taking your top off… no bra.
changing! I can’t go to that fucker’s house on my pajamas.” What fucker? Oh…
your ex… for a second she was wondering why would you want to go to Jumin’s
house,but that’s just her and… wait! You want to go to your ex’s house?
“MC, why do
you want to go to his house?”
“To key his
car, obviously.” You say matter of factly, she finally looks at you now that
you’re dressed again. Oh, but now you’re taking your shorts off and… no
underwear either, of course! “Jaehee?” oh yeah… your eyes are a little up,
go to bed, please… I…”
Jaehee! I’ve grieved for too long now! I need an answer!”
his car won’t give you an answer, MC.”
to pay attention to me a little, at least. I… I’m tired of being ignored…” with
that she could relate a little, but still… this was a terrible idea, no matter
how you look at it.
seeing you so determined and knowing you’re so hurt for being dumped like that…
what if was her? Wouldn’t she want an answer too? Yeah, but she would probably
be sober for this and… hum, too slow, you’re already reaching the hallway while
she kept contemplating you and your struggling.
come back here, please!” she runs after you in the elevator.
Jaehee? Why should I just stay here suffering while he gets all the joy? Don’t
you think I’m being disrespected? Don’t you care about how hurt I am?”
I am, MC. I just think…”
me go! This is none of your business after all, is it?” she tells herself to
not take it personal, you’re angry, hurt and drunk… oh, but don’t people get
more honest when they’re drunk? So yeah… maybe she shouldn’t interfere, since
you don’t want her to, since you don’t really rely on her, since you don’t…
trust her to help you? No… she can’t think like this, this is not about her,
this is about you about to do something really stupid you’ll probably regret.
That’s what you would do for her if she needed, because that’s what you do,
what you want, but don’t do it alone.” She sighs as she presses this elevator
button and makes a gesture for you to come in, which you angrily do.
And as the
elevator moves a little, you two feel a little trembling and then… it stops and
the light goes red. Oh shit…
Are you okay?” Rhetorical question, you’re not too drunk to remember she has
some claustrophobic tendencies. Yeah… she always told you the stories of how
she would use the stairs at C & R when you always complimented her stamina
after a long day of work at the café… “Jaehee… don’t panic…”
Who’s panicking? I’m not…” she chuckles nervously. “Why would I panick, I mean…
it’s just a small place with a red light… no ventilation… four walls, which are
getting closer, aren’t you feeling? They’re
getting closer, MC? I’m… I’m…” you run to her and hug her, since your
depth notion is a little off, you end up pushing her and you two fall on the
floor, but she doesn’t seem to care, she just grabs fists of the back of your
shirt, holding to you as her life depends on it.
okay… it’s fine, you’ll be fine… I… hope you will be fine… I… don’t want to see
you like this, and it’s my fault, isn’t it? So I’ll fix this…”
what you do, MC. You… fix me.”
there’s nothing for me to fix in you, you’re… so… perfect to my eyes, Jaehee.
You… I wish I was more like you, y’ know? You… wouldn’t get drunk and want to
go to your ex’s place to key his car just like Carrie Underwood did.” She
chuckles, then she realizes she’s basically nuzzling in your chest, and… she
doesn’t feel like pulling away…
Now you two
are laughing, sitting on across corners of the elevator, after you started
telling embarrassing stories about your ex to keep her distracted.
listen to this… he… called his penis ‘the predator’. Ugh…did he really need to
take a reference from such an old bad movie?”
two share this taste for old things, how come your break up playlist doesn’t
have anything after 2010?”
you!” you two laugh “You didn’t hear my moving on playlist yet, did you? It’s
basically Kelly Clarkson and Pink…I can’t wait to play it.”
wait for you to move on, MC. I’m… hurt seeing you so hurt…”
sucks. I just… I’m so afraid, you know?”
you afraid of?”
up alone, you know? What if I’m the one who needs to be fixed? But I… what if
there’s not a fix for me? What if… I’m broken?”
you serious? You’re really thinking the problem here is you after you got
dumped through texts? MC, you’re the most amazing, smartest, sweetest girl I’ve
ever met, and if he can’t see this… then he’s the one who needs to be fixed,
but… this isn’t for you to fix, don’t waste your time trying to fix who doesn’t
deserve to be fixed.”
you basically described yourself, right?” you chuckle lazily, she does the
one to know one, right?” you look down a little, maybe it’s the red light, but…
are you blushing? And as you raise your eyes and look straight at her, she’s
pretty sure she’s blushing… what is happening?
is back on and she quickly looks away for you not to notice her flushed face.
Then you get up and offer your hand to help her. You’re sober and apparently
she would crash to bed and sleep like a baby after everything that happened,
but… neither of you are feeling sleepy. Instead, you kept listening to your
moving on playlist, and you couldn’t fell more surprised as she pulled you for
a lip synch of So What by Pink, which you obviously didn’t decline.
Jaehee. I’m so lucky to have you as my friend…” you say before hugging her and
waving a good night to her.
lucky to be your friend too, MC…”
this feeling growing inside her? It’s painful, but so glowing and… warm. She
rolls in her bed, thinking of your smile and wondering what you’re dreaming
about right now… the warmth grow as she wishes you’re dreaming about her.
she’ll definitely dream about you. At least in her dreams, you don’t have to
worry about fixing, you can be happy, and so can she.
*psssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTSTTSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTT* I'm helping out Fishy with her arachnophobia and she's doing tons of progress she has a spider friend outside of her window and she even looked at a picture of a spider all on her own and wasn't even scared and I'm just really proud of him and I wanted u to know how amazing and perfect she is. btw ur perfect too ilu2.