shes not even looking at him lol

anonymous asked:

I think he likes the ~companionship aspect but not the emotional aspect. Like it got to serious too quick for him with Amber and he ducked out cuz he wasn't ready for that, which probably why she seemed hurt, but not mad, cuz he just wasn't ready for all that a real relationship entails. Don't even think he has any emotional connection re Jen. Even Courts source said it didn't seem genuine with him and Jen lol 😂 (She mentioned after s22)

yeah idk what to think but im just gonna throw this out there and see what others think, I’m wondering if it’s possible that Valenna and vamber were more alike than they looked in terms of Val kind of knowing he never saw either relationship going anywhere but that vamber was so much more public bc maybe Amber was more assertive as in hey if we’re gonna be in a relationship then we’re gonna be open about it or we just won’t date. whereas Jenna never put her foot down ab that. idk just the more we heard from Amber ab how important growing her family was to her and the more we hear about how Val’s not at that point her it just makes me think that one or both of them had to have known early on that this wouldn’t work. but they pursued it anyway. maybe he mislead them both? probably not a popular theory depending on who you stan haha but that’s just what came to mind

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.