Again, Sassenach,“ Jamie whispered, lifting my head and putting the spoon to my lips, sticky with sherry and the bitter taste of opium. "One more.” I swallowed and lay back. If I died, would I see my mother again? I wondered, and experienced an urgent longing for her, shocking in its intensity.
I was trying to summon her face before me, bring her out of the floating horde of strangers, when I suddenly lost my grip on my own thoughts and began to float off into a sphere of dark, dark blue.
“Don’t leave me, Claire,” Jamie whispered, very close to my ear. “This time, I’ll beg. Dinna go from me. Please.”
Ben, I love you. I mean, I’ve missed you so much these last few months, and I thought we were apart for a good reason. But then I suddenly realized that there was no reason good enough to keep me from spending the rest of my life with you.
I am dying for some Negan smut. your rick smuts are so smutty and just (swoon) filthy… I really wanna see a smut where he gets mad at you (idc what for) and teaches you a lesson bc lets be real.. we all need a spanking from that man. basically just porn, I trust you’ll know what to do with that!
How about a request for a one shot where the female reader lives in the sanctuary fluff or smut ensues.
Kind of combined these two requests, hope you all enjoy! This is for my favorite person on tumblr @zaddygrimes! I hope you love this filthy Negan smut! 💖
Warnings: Smut, Swearing, Spanking, Dirty Talk
A/N: I’m back! Sorry I’ve been so MIA lately, but this is my VERY FIRST Negan fic and I’m so excited/nervous to share it with you and I hope it’s not horrible! Also that gif, omg I couldn’t resist!
requested | D – we always said that if we got separated, I should come back here and wait for you. You’d show up with beer and pretzels. You remember that? I know. You probably don’t. You always said that when we started dating, you forgot to tell me you had a shitty memory. You used to get so frustrated by it knowing you wouldn’t remember those good days those special days. I felt bad for you. I remember you said there was so much you wanted to hold on to, and then it’d be gone. But you’re lucky you don’t remember things, D. I wish I could wait for you now. But I don’t know if you’d come with me or if you’d take me back there or you’d kill me. You didn’t want to live in that world, and I made you.
So Tom did a Q&A session on Reddit yesterday and someone asked about the lobster bib and the red floppy hat in Jesus’ trailer.
And Tom answer raised so many questions in me I had to make a post.
He said that “all will be revealed” and not to forget that Maggie is wearing Jesus’ clothes lately.
And it’s interesting because Tom already brought up Maggie’s clothes being Jesus’ in the 7x14 review interview he was invited to. More precisely Maggie’s Diner shirt.
Maggie already wore that shirt. I think we saw her in it in 7x05. It reads Hon’s Diner I think.
So I have two theories about that. The first on is:
-Maybe Jesus is gonna get hurt instead of Maggie.
In the last episode we saw that Gregory had started to feel threaten by Maggie’s presence at the Hilltop and Jesus’ loyalty towards her. He talked about it to Simon and we saw in 7x15 preview that Gregory will try to hurt Maggie.
Now hear me out, Jesus and Maggie have the same heights, and they’re wearing the same clothes. Also Gregory has been drinking more and more this season. For a drunk like Gregory, from behind, only the hair makes a difference and if Jesus he wearing, let’s say, a big floppy red hat, Gregory wouldn’t be able to tell the difference.
My second theory is:
-The Diner is what matters.
Maggie has been wearing Jesus’ clothes but Tom specifically talked about the Diner shirt. So the Diner must be an important place.
Now I will talked about one my other theory, is that
Jesus actually asked Sherry for her help. And they organized Daryl
escape together. While Jesus cleared the path, Sherry would let Daryl out.
I’ll explain. The Desus escape always seemed off to me. it was too quick, we didn’t really see anything and it seemed like Daryl would have escape even if Jesus hadn’t stayed to help.
Besides, the timing was just perfect, Sherry magically decided to help on the day Jesus was at the Sanctuary and stayed to help Daryl. And Jesus found Daryl so easily, like he knew he would be here.
And in 7x14 we saw this:
When Sasha takes the bullets from Jesus’ hiding place we can clearly see that Jesus is also hiding Daryl’s bike key AND it’s resting on a /matchbook/. And I think the matchbook is really important.
The matchbook is upside down so we don’t notice it to much and don’t make the connection with another matchbook we saw not a long ago.
Yes! During Daryl and Jesus escape from the Sanctuary. Daryl also had a match on his note and we still don’t know why. Daryl is inside the building, not outside, he is the one who opens the door so the matchbook can’t be seen by him. It’s not a sign for Daryl but for Jesus. Indicating that Daryl is behind /this/ particular door. And for Daryl the match means, the one with the matchbook is there to help you trust him.
Now what if the matchbook is Jesus’. Because he obviously kept it, when Daryl opens the door it falls on the floor and they’re escaping so why did Jesus troubled himself with picking up the matchbook?
My guess is the matchbook is from Hon’s Diner too. Hon’s Diner being an important place to Jesus for whatever reason. And that we’ll see more of that Dinner.
Maybe this Diner is an important part of Jesus past? Or maybe it’s one of Jesus’ hideout? Maybe Jesus’ told Sherry to hide there after /she/ escape?
Because life won’t give us all the answers.
We don’t know why each individual person kills themselves and we don’t know why each individual person bullies someone and we don’t know why headphones always manage to come out of our pockets tangled.
13 Reasons Why won’t give us all the answers.
We won’t know if Alex will survive the gunshot wound.
We won’t know where Justin will go to live.
We won’t know why Tyler has all those guns.
We won’t know how Jessica’s dad will react when she tells him what happened to her.
We won’t know if Bryce goes to jail.
We won’t know what consequences Sherri faced.
We won’t know what comes out of the new friendship between Clay and Skye.
We won’t know if Courtney will ever come to terms with her sexuality and eventually come out.
We won’t know if Tony, Clay, Brad, and Skye will be good friends, or help each other through all of this.
We just won’t know because that’s not how life works.
We may know the what but we won’t know the why. No one is going to leave us thirteen tapes to finally understand.
We will not get another episode because this story is over, and all the questions we have will go unanswered, and we’ll just have to live with that.
I just realized the significance of this scene. It’s his list (Courtney, Montgomery, Bryce, Justin, Sherri, Marcus, and Clay) of reasons why. Hannah took everyone reputations down with her. Tyler is planning to take everyones life down with his.
They put the possibility that it could have been Tyler who shot Alex instead of dying of suicide, but that’s the whole premise of the series. You’re attention is focused on something else that you missed the signs. Everyone was focused on Hannah that they may have missed all the signs that were present for Alex. Everyone in the next season (hopefully) will be focused on Alex and the trial that they don’t realize a possible school shooting is headed their way. Like Hannah said, her reasons why had a butterfly effect.
sorry for my inactivity, my computer is starting to acting up (*sigh* potato computer) and i don’t know why lol, anyway, this is my take on sherry. i’m sorry if i only do fanart. lately, i kinda don’t know what to draw. maybe because of not drawing for 1 week? (my computer is having blue screen at that time)
“Hey it’s Hannah, Hannah Baker. Don’t adjust your whatever device you’re hearing this on. It’s me live and in stereo. No return engagements, no encore and absolutely no requests. Get a snack, settle in. Because I’m about to tell you the story of my life…more specifically why my life ended and if you’re listening to this tape you’re one of the reasons why”
(I couldn’t fit all of them in)