How FLR has helped me.
The last two weeks I have had the most INCREDIBLE relationship being in chastity for Goddess Tara @subswitchkeyholder.
I had to think about this for a minute but what I really realized is its about her. It’s about Tara. She is one of the most butterfly inducing woman I’ve ever had the pleasure to meet and I haven’t even seen her face and I know that. She’s helping me experience so many things I’ve always dreamed about but never done on my own.. and I can’t even fathom why she would do this for me and her other subs.. There’s nothing in it for her.. yet she’s so caring and thoughtful and loving. I feel more loved in this online relationship where I don’t see her, or get to hear her voice, or see her face than I have in many in person relationships I’ve had. I know everyday while I’m thinking of her that she’ll be there to back me up and guide me. I know that when I lay down at night to go to sleep smelling her panties she’ll be there. While I’m lying there smelling her scent I feel connected to her emotionally like nothing else. I feel such a pride and warming sensation in my heart and stomach. She’s always causing me butterflies and I can’t ever stop thinking about her.
I’m always nervous about disappointing her, and that keeps me on my toes. I couldn’t imagine the hopelessness I would feel if I fucked up and lost her. I will never do that. I will devote every ounce of submission and every ounce of my love and obedience to her.
So what is it that flr has helped me with other than give me one of the most cherished relationships and experiences I’ve ever been involved in. It’s given me the feeling of being loved and cared for. And the feeling of accomplishment and purpose that I didn’t have before. And I can’t even express how thankful I am to my Goddess.
Thank you Goddess.