she's like spirit fingers

capacity // amon x akira

hello again after a while….. :’) how about these past two chapters huh?! W O W!!!!!!!!!!

please have a small akiramon inspired by tg:re:121 //// and, i hope you’re doing well recently. ☀

~1200 words // content warnings // excerpt:

It’s funny, how completely and utterly different things are from before; how, before, the pressure of his hand on her mouth had been like a slap in the face that she felt down all the way into her bones, into a part of her soul that she didn’t realize had any more capacity to feel anything. That, she thought at the time, was really the end of it, the end of her feeling things.

No, she realized later, standing again in front of the graves. It’s not.

No, she realized again, facing Haise’s smile and feeling her mouth twist up in return. No, she realized again, feeling the stab of knives in her back. No, she realized again, as her eyes fell on a figure who filled up an entire doorway. No, in a warm embrace, against a small, soft body. No, no, no, again, again, and yet another time, as he draws back a millimeter to breathe, and then places his mouth again, gently, on hers.

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A First for Everything

Word Count:1,000+

Summary: High school Josh is a virgin and gets his first blow job

Warnings: light smut

Request:  Can you do a Josh imagine where you guys are still in highschool and dating and it starts out really fluffy with you guys just like cuddling and (maybe it could be from his pov or something?) and he thinks about how beautiful you are and how much he loves you and then YOU GIVE HIM HEAD AND ITs HIS FIRST TIME GETTING HEAD AND UR GUYS FIRST TIME DOIN STUFF AND THEN SMUT

“Load up on guns, bring your friends, it’s fun to lose and to pretend…” The sound of Kurt Cobain’s raspy voice came through the busted speakers in (Y/N)’s room.

And as she straddled my lap, I finger-drummed along to Smells Like Teen Spirit on her thighs. I wasn’t really allowed to listen to this stuff at my house, so I took it upon myself to learn as many drum beats as I could while I was here. However, that was becoming harder as (Y/N) continued to trail light kisses up and down my neck.

“Do you ever stop drumming?” She laughed, pulling away from me.

I looked at her. Dressed in an oversized and over-worn band t-shirt, with her hair piled on top of her head in a messy bun she looked absolutely beautiful. Even the way the sunlight came through her curtains complimented her soft features. God damn, I couldn’t believe she was mine.

“Hello? Earth to Josh?” She smiled, waving a hand in my face.

Shaking my head I smiled back at her, “Sorry, I was just- uh, thinking.”

“Thinking, huh? Thinking about what exactly?” She asked, reattaching her lips to my jaw.

I brought her face back up to mine, “You.” I said before kissing her.

What started off as quick pecks, quickly turned into a heated make out session on the canopy bed (Y/N) had since middle school. Her hands gripped my shoulders while mine rested on the curve of her ass, my thumbs taking up residence in the pockets of her jean shorts.

She moaned into my mouth, “J-Josh.”

“Yeah?” I asked, pulling away from her slightly.

She didn’t answer, only sat back and removed her shirt, leaving her in shorts and a black, lacey bra. I froze. Remember that scene in SpongeBob where he burns everything in his brain except for the steps on how to be a good waiter so he forgets his name? You know the one. Well it was like that. It was like my brain was overdrive, searching for literally anything that would help in this unfamiliar situation.

In case my mental breakdown at the sight of a bra didn’t make it clear enough, I was a virgin. Of course I’d watched porn before and I got to second base once with my ex, but that was really the extent of my sex life. I never felt the need to mention it to (Y/N) considering we’d only been dating for a month or so. Besides, luck seemed to be on my side because every time our almost daily make out sessions got a little too hot, her mom’s Sudan pulled into the driveway. However, today Sharron seemed to be running a bit behind schedule.  

“Really? For the second time in, like, five minutes: earth to Josh, your girlfriend is half naked and wanting some attention.”

I laughed at (Y/N)’s lame joke, happy for some comic relief, “Sorry, I’m uh just thinking.”

“Okay, seriously Josh you’ve been “just thinking” for quite some time now, what’s up?” She asked, looking into my eyes.

I listened for the Sudan, but I guess there was just no getting out of this one, “Um, okay (Y/N), I’m just gonna be straight with you, I-I uh Ijustdon’twanttohavesexwithyou.” I rushed out in panic. For some reason I thought that would be better than telling her I was a virgin, but judging by the expression on her face, I was wrong.

“Excuse me? You don’t want to have sex with me? Am I suddenly not attractive enough for you?” She asked, steadily raising her voice.

“O-okay, no of course I want to have sex with you, you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, but…”


I sighed, “Um… (Y/N), I-I’m a virgin.”

(Y/N) laughed, “Josh, you act like that’s something to be ashamed of. It’s really no big deal if you want to wait.”

I shook my head, “No, I definitely don’t want to wait, I’m just not really sure what to do?”

She leaned in close to my face and began lightly palming me through my jeans, “Oh, so what you want is a teacher?”

I sighed at the feeling, “I-I guess yeah.”

(Y/N) looked over at the alarm clock by her bed, “Shit, my parents are gonna be home soon… I could give you a blowjob?”

I blushed at her bluntness, “Uh, I mean only if you want to.”

She smirked up at me, “Of course I want to, now sit back, relax, and enjoy your first blowjob.”

(Y/N) slowly unbuttoned my jeans, and with a little help from me, got them down my legs. Now just in my boxers, she continued palming me as she placed light kisses along my collarbone. I moaned and bucked my hips up into her hand. She took the hint and slid my boxers down to join my jeans. Situating herself between my outstretched legs, she blew lightly on the tip, making me moan again.

“Ready baby?” She asked, looking up at me through her eyelashes.

Not trusting my voice, I simply nodded my head yes and watched as she sunk her head down onto my length. The feeling was euphoric. (Y/N) slowly moved her head up and down; using her hands on what she couldn’t fit in her mouth. She was definitely good at this, because only a minute in I could feel a knot start to form in my stomach. (Y/N) moaned around my shaft, the vibrations nearly pushing me over the edge.

“O-oh fuck, baby do that again,” I said, screwing my eyes shut.

(Y/N) swirled her tongue around the tip before going back down my length and letting out another moan.

“I’m g-gonna come,” I mumbled.

She took her mouth off of me right before I finished.

“How was it?” She asked as she got a washcloth from her bathroom to clean up the mess.

I let out a shaky breath before hopping off the bed and pulling up my skinny jeans, “It was absolutely amazing.”


Thank you for being so patient! I was at a camp for a couple days and had literally no service, but anyways here it is and while it’s definitely not one my more risque imagines I think it’s v cute