she's awful and i love it

the one thing i can say is that i don’t think spencer was ever intended to be the most interesting or important person on this show but they ended up giving spencer all the good storylines because troian emerged as the clear talent of the show. anyway i love troian so much despite her awful english accent and i want her to do well now that she’s finally done with this mess of a show.

Red Velvet reaction to their idol gf being a producer for her group.



Wendy was shocked when you told her that you had been composing songs for your group. She would go though and listen to every single song on your albums “YOU DID THIS??” she would say in awe at how talented her baby girl is.

Originally posted by redlvet


Irene was a little disappointed that you didn’t tell her about your composition earlier, but she would melt the second you showed her your songs. Being so surprised that her girlfriend was even more talented then she though.

“I cant believe my girlfriend is the best composer ever and never told me?!”

Originally posted by bubbleflexe


“Omg you have been composing? OMG CAN YOU MAKE ME A LOVE SONG”

When you told Seulgi about your music she would immediately ask you a million questions, asking if you could teach her how to make music, write her love songs, ask what your favorite instruments were, even asking to sit with you while you made music. She soon became your beta tester for everything.

Originally posted by kamoh


Joy didn’t know she could become even more in love with you then she already was but once she saw how much heart you put into your music she fell even deeper then she ever thought she could.

“Wow baby you are so amazing and talented I love you so much”

Originally posted by sthsilike


“So that’s what you have been spending all you time on! Thats amazing baby!”

Yeri was speechless when she heard your music not knowing what to say when you told her. She was stunned at how much time and effort you have been spending on you music. The only thing she knew to do was hug you and that is exactly what she did.

Originally posted by moomoocentral

Prompt: Hiyaaaa! Good you’re active again! I missed you! Can I please request a Red Velvet reaction to their idol gf also being the producer of their group (not RV) Is it too much?? Thank youuuuu             

I hope you enjoy babe! Also Im so sorry for my inactivity ~Admin Nan

anonymous asked:

Hi! I love your work and use it a lot. Do you know if anyone has extended the short curly hair from Parenthood yet? I spent most of the day looking for it but can't find it!

Hello! Aw, I’m very happy to hear that! I have not been on tumblr as much recently, but I’m sure that many people have made some extended versions of the curly hair from Parenthood. I did see a post by @femmeonamissionsims where she compiled a list of some her favorite Parenthood CC hairs, which you can find here!

Hopefully people can comment with some of their favorites that didn’t make it on @femmeonamissionsims‘s list!


  • Heather Chandler, the almighty. She is a mythic bitch“ 
  • “Regina George is flawless.” “One time she met John Stamos on a plane, and he told her she was pretty.”
  • “You are an awful person.” “Maybe. But I’m rich and I’m pretty, so it doesn’t really matter.”
update: i took my cat to the vet today

sorry for the trouble but yea i took lily to the vet and she has a really awful ear infection (and arthritis poor thing) and im out $120 just from this visit and the vet wants me to come back in a few weeks for more tests

lilys 12 years old and shes the love of my life and i just want to take care of her as well as i possibly can !!

my paypal is thank you thank you

id add a picture of her but im on mobile just know that she is VERY cute and pretty

I’m on a roll so here’s another favorite bit of subtle Bee sass.

Okay so like it starts when Strongarm and Sideswipe are out in the desert needing some help and they call in to home base and she’s all like

“sir we need some immediate help my boyfriend i mean Sideswipe and I are in major trouble and need all the main cast here asap”

And Bees just like “aw c'mon Strongarm I know you love the rule book almost as much as Sideswipe but i dont think we all need to be there for anything plot related”


“oh of course you do its not like I ever get any real time off anyway lets go save the power couple everybody”

“I swear I wish optimus was a main character again then I wouldnt have to save these god damn teenagers every other episode like why am I the default dad I’m like the third youngest here”

anonymous asked:

Can I request 65 "look at me- just breathe, ok?" Mccree comforting his fem s/o during a panic attack? To which she responds with 72 "you deserve so much better (than me)". I've been having a rough time and could use some cowboy love.

“Look at me—just breathe, okay?”
You nodded, your hand clenching your chest. Cold sweat ran from your neck and your heart felt like it was going to explode. Jesse’s hand stroked your back gently and he tried to comfort you. 
“You deserve so much better.”, you whispered and tried to hide your tears from him. “It must be awful to watch this pathetic display.”
“Hey, don’t say that!” He sounded hurt and a little defiant. “You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. Don’t talk about yourself like this, it hurts my feelings too.”
“Sorry…”, you muttered and sighed as you felt his arms wrapping around your body. 
“Don’t be.”

anonymous asked:

hey!! could you do an imagine where the reader is ben platt's long-time girlfriend and though she has seen DEH live a few times, she has never been backstage. she goes backstage one night RIGHT as the show ends and finds ben crying alone away from everyone (his role takes a huge toll on him emotionally & this was the aftermath of his words fail emotional preparation) and comforts him with kisses - fluff ensues.

Awe omg this sounds absolutely adorable!! I love it

anonymous asked:

Can I ask about future relationships in The Wonderland? Like, what is Andy's relationship with Louis like over the years? And when she's pregnant or has kids, what's their relationship like? (envisioning a really protective louis)

Aw that’s a lovely thing to consider. I can’t see her having kids until she’s in her 30s. I think she would want to focus on her career for a long while. i see her falling into what she thinks is love a few times before like harry, finding something real. but it doesn’t take her as long to do it. she’s got her young siblings and Gemma’s kids to dote on in the meantime.

but at every stage in her life, Louis would step up to make sure she’s taken care of. louis was always cut out to be a dad and i think that showed when andy came out to him or when she ran off. he automatically jumped into protective mode, so he’ll definitely be there when she moves into her own place, when she’s dating someone seriously and brings them home, and when she has a family of her own.

what’s most fun to think about is the two of them lounging around at home, eating cereal in their pjs. harry and the younger ones aren’t awake yet. so it’s just them having a lazy Sunday morning in front of the TV. i like the thought of her and Louis being close and comfortable outside of the work setting. i feel like in the same way harry grew to love louis after getting to know him outside of the professional environment, the same would happen for andy. and in just a few years, i think they both truly love each other the way any father and daughter would. :((((

i’m making myself sad lol

noraspancakes  asked:

I just discovered The Dead Season and I'm bingeing it on a slow day at work. I had to stop at this quote: "In love, there is always, above all, the cold, undying fear of losing. She knew this now, now that she knew love." I love this so much! How, HOW do you write such beautiful things? I love this story so much, and your writing style and skill amazes me.

Aw, thank you so much my dear!! Are you the lovely who has been leaving me such encouraging comments on AO3 all morning? Either way I’m really grateful for this. I’m so happy you are enjoying the story!!!! And I’m glad you’re finding some beauty in it as well.


I just got home from seeing Wonder Woman. I was in tears for half the movie: Diana was never once presented as a sex object, she was never sidelined, her thighs shook, and she is a fighter. Not just a girl who can be dressed up in a sexy catsuit and fight sexily, but a fighter. Not one of those fight scenes was choreographed so she could land in an awkward pose that showed off her ass. She is gorgeous but not once was her worth correlated to her beauty. 

All of that, and she was still able to express a full range of human emotion – she didn’t have to be a hardass bitch who could only be angry or disappointed. She got to show joy, and wonder, and confusion, and horror, and sadness, and love – and anger, yes, real deep anger that comes from the pit of the soul. She is a whole, dynamic person who also happens to be a bad ass warrior. AND she could be this bad ass warrior without having a father or mother to hate, or trauma to catapult her into the world. Diana grew up loved and happy, and she stepped out into the world because it was the right thing to do, not because she had a personal ax to grind.

My husband was with me, and I remember coming to the realization part-way through that he was born into this. He has had this his entire life. It makes me so angry, and it also makes me so happy that there are little girls right now who will grow up with what I didn’t, and little boys who will grow up with this as well, who will be awed by Diana and see how Steve treats her.

i talked to him on a wednesday. he sighed on my bed. i was skyping my sister, who was trying to teach me how to knit. i told him i needed to go to bed early, i had a test in the morning. he said he had things to discuss and i’m a patient person so i listened.

this is, i learn, how our “friendship” works. hours of my life become his sanctuary. he texts me constantly. his problems fill up every space in my planner. often he demands my attention rather than asking. i feel bad, because i’m the type to feel bad, so i listen. i offer advice that goes ignored, i sit in contemplative silence even though i should be studying, i nod my head and support him. 

he doesn’t notice i start drinking wine as soon as he shows up. a few times i make the mistake of trying to bring my own problems up. they are always overshadowed by his own, or else i am given an odd supply of uncomfortable comments. “i don’t feel good lately” is met with “a girl as pretty as you isn’t supposed to feel sad.” i say “i don’t like my writing recently” and he spends forty seconds saying i’m beautiful and intelligent and a perfect girlfriend before saying “unlike me, i’m awful” and before i know it, i’m comforting him again. we don’t have real conversations. once, as an experiment, i spend two hours completely silent, just to see if he’ll notice. he doesn’t. 

once he bursts into my room while i’m scheduling my week. he’s taken aback by how much i’m doing. “you look so busy!” he says, “where’s all the time you’re planning on spending with me?” he doesn’t ask about any of my other activities. he knows nothing about my life except that i’m good at listening. i feel myself under a rolling pin. he flattens me out to use me. he punishes me if i don’t give him attention - all i hear is how he is useless without me, how he’s barely holding on, how he doesn’t know what he’d do if one day i was gone. he doesn’t know my middle name. he misses my birthday.

it’s wednesday again. i’ve been drinking. he took some of my wine without asking. he lounges on my couch with his arm casually around me. my actual friends know i don’t like touching. i asked him to move but he just laughed and said “you’re so funny.” he’s too heavy for me to move physically so i just let him lay there, complaining. i stare into space, thinking about the news i got that day. about how my life has changed.

he looks up to me. “can i ask you a personal question?”  

i don’t say “that would be a first,” because my mother raised me to respond politely. i tell him go ahead, as always, i’m listening.

“why do girls like you date jerks?” he asks me.

i stare at him, uncomprehending. he is a runaway train, his mouth still moving. “I just mean,” he says, “you’re all always going after the worst guys like you don’t even see people like me. like i’m always being friend-zoned, even you did it, and you’re one of the only people who is nice to me. but girls like you never say yes to boys like me.”

i don’t know what he’s saying. i’m dating a girl, and he would know that, if he knew anything about me; a clever and talented girl who means everything to me. 

he sighs and sits back when i’m not immediate in responding. “this,” he says, “is what i mean.” looks up with puppy dog eyes at me, “i mean could you ever date someone as awful as me? am i just a friend? am i doomed to be nothing more than the friend to pretty girls?”

we aren’t friends. we aren’t friends. we aren’t friends. 

he moves the topic before i can reply, back to his problems. i text my girlfriend, “men are animals” and she sends me back a poem about how much she loves me. he tries to kiss me when he leaves, and when i duck out of it, i later get sixteen texts on how scared i am of sex. his facebook posts are all about how women don’t know how to find the right men. how we’re blind to the good things. how we don’t see fate when it’s happening. 

he says, “i wrote you something.”

it’s a poem about him.

“My mother wasn’t the best person in the world.  She was hooked on heroin for most of my life.  She sold our childhood home for drug money.  She left me alone to raise my brother and disabled nephew.  I used to wake up every night to feed him and change his diapers.  I supported us all on the $5.15 an hour that I earned from the grocery store.  My mother passed away a few months ago, and I think I’m just now coming to terms with how awful she made my life.  This is the most stable I’ve ever been.  I have a permanent address.  I have someone who legitimately loves me.  But my anxiety has never been worse.  I’ve been having panic attacks recently.  I think I’ve never had to deal with the trauma because things were always coming at me.  And now I’m not sure how to handle the quiet.”