I Don’t Mean It (pt 7)
You hesitated to open the door. You didn’t even know if Taehyung was going to be there, but something told you that he was. You look through the little peephole as if you didn’t know who was at the door. Your heart sank when you could see all seven figures there. You smiled a little though as Hoseok leaned in close to the little hole and tried to peek back.
You opened the door slowly and greeted the boys, letting them into your apartment.
The next couple of hours went by as they usually would have. Some of the boys raided your fridge, but to their dismay, it was rather empty. Taehyung didn’t bother even looking at you or talking to you, so you wondered why he even bothered to come. He eventually excused himself to get some air on your balcony. You felt a rush of cold air rush into your otherwise warm apartment as he slid the door open. You watched his figure walk out and promptly close the door behind him.
You finally felt a little at ease, but you still didn’t know how to confront him or when. The other guys noticed the strange look on your face.
“This actually worked out well. Less work on our part” Yoongi said out of the blue.
“What?” you ask, furrowing your eyebrows in confusion.
“We actually wanted you and Tae to talk things out but we didn’t really know how to get you two alone. But this works out” Namjoon said.
“Alone? What are you talking about” you asked again.
“Yeah…we’re going to go ahead and go. You two talk and figure this out” Jin said as he and the rest of the boys got up.
“You can do it Y/N!” Jungkook said as he patted your shoulder as he and the rest of the boys walked past you. You stood there in shock. You were finally, quite literally, forced to confront Taehyung.
You finally noticed Jimin standing in front of you, not realizing that he didn’t walk out with the rest of the group.
“You can do this Y/N. We’ll always be here for you, ok? Let me know how it goes” he says with a sad smile. You couldn’t help but smile back, but you could still feel your heart race.
A few moments after the six of them were gone, you awkwardly fidgeted around your living room, constantly checking to see if Taehyung showed any signs of coming back in. After a few more minutes, you had your back faced to the balcony, checking your phone after you received a few messages from Min Joo.
You heard the balcony door open and the cold air once again and you after what felt like a few hours, you turned around. Taehyung looked around the room and he seemed very confused.
“Where are they?” he asked finally. You realized you hadn’t heard his voice in almost two months and you realized just now how much you missed it.
“They uh, just left.” you said, trying to sound calm while it felt like your heart was going to burst out of your chest at any moment. You hated confrontation with a passion.
“Why? You know what, nevermind. I’ll leave too” he said, starting to walk towards the front door behind you.
“Wait! Tae!” you said hurriedly.
Tae. You let the name slip. He probably didn’t like you calling him that. Not anymore at least. But little did you know that it made his heart skip a beat too. He missed your voice just as much as you missed his.
“What?” he asked dryly. He was afraid of showing any emotion because he was scared of forgiving you in a heartbeat.
“C-can we talk?” you ask, not daring to look into his eyes.
“About?” he asks bac.
“A-about us? I-I just want to know what really happened between us” you asked. You were trying so hard not to let the tears form but the stinging in your eyes told you that you didn’t have much longer till you broke.
“I think I already told you how I felt.” he said coldly.
“Taehyung what the hell did I do to you?” you say, wanting to finally get it all out.
He groaned in response.
“Fine, you want to talk? Let’s talk Y/N” he said quite loudly. You flinched in response. “Why are you pretending to be so innocent? I know what you fucking did” he spat out.
“What are you talking about?” you asked, begging him to spill.
“Are you really going to pretend like you don’t know what you did Y/N?” he said, getting louder with almost every word. You could feel the tears start to form in your eyes, blurring your vision.
“I really don’t know what you’re talking about.” you say back.
“The reporter? The article he wrote? The payment? Any of the fucking ring a bell?” he says.
“what? what reporter? what article?” you ask, genuinely confused.
“YOU TALKED TO A REPORTER. YOU TOLD HIM ABOUT ALL THE SECRETS I SHARED WITH YOU. AND YOU EVEN TOOK MONEY AS SOME PAYMENT. DID YOU HONESTLY THINK I WOULDNT FIND OUT?” he was yelling now. If you weren’t scared before, you were now. You had never seen him so angry. He took a glass from the kitchen counter and threw it on the ground. The glass shattered immediately, almost as quickly as your heart.
“Taehyung I never talked to any reporter, let alone take any money.” you say through the tears.
“Oh just shut it. I know the truth, so stop denying it. How…how could you take advantage of our friendship like that? Take advantage of the rest of the members like that?” he asks with a sadness clearly evident in his eyes.
You were full out crying now, with your heart breaking more and more with every word he said.
“Taehyung..I-I d-didn’t.” you said, starting to sob.
“SHUT IT. You..you’re disgusting” he says, heaving.
“You…You really believe that? You think..you think that lowly of me?” you ask slowly, still looking at the ground. “You really think I did something that terrible?”
“I wouldn’t put it beyond you.” he said coldly.
“And nothing I say would make you believe me?” you ask finally.
“What excuse could you possibly give. I would never believe you. You’re no better than the rest of them. Just wait until I tell the rest of guys. I never want to see you again” he spat out.
“I-I guess that’s it then.” you said
Taehyung took one final glance at you. He didn’t know why his heart sank seeing you cry the way you did. The way you looked completely broken. “she deserves it, though” he tells himself as he walks out the door.
A/N: omg finally the confrontation. I think I might go back to texts for the next part if it fits with the plot but I’m not sure yet. Want a part 8? Let me know or I won’t write one ha!
Thanks for all the support so far! It’s been fun writing this series.