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She was breathtaking. She would never think so herself, but man she drew every eye in the room.
They way her dark blue dress clung to her curves, and the smile she was wearing made her eyes sparkle in the dim lighting.
Shawn was watching her from across the room. He would feel his chest tighten when she would laugh for smile at someone else. He wouldn’t admit it, but he was jealous. Jealous of the fact that he wasn’t the one making her laugh or smile like that.
He was hating that he got to walk in, with her on his side, and then had to split up during the party because he had to meet with the record label President.
She understood, knowing that Shawn had to talk up the new album. He had to do his job, this was just a part of it.
But she wished that he was here to hold her to his side, hand on her back, while this creepy guy spoke to her. Well not to her, more like, to her breasts.
Shawn noticed, he noticed how every man looked at her in the room. It made his blood boil, she was his and not anyone else’s. He hates that others even get to see her like that.
He’s biting his lip as he watches her from across the room.
“Shawn?” Is what pulls him from his glare.
“Hmm what?” He asks looking over at Andrew.
“Are you paying attention? They asked how the third album is coming along?”
“Oh yeah, it’s going good. I just wrote a new song with Geoff, hoping to record it this week.” He nods, letting his gaze fall back to her.
He starts fiddling with the ring on his middle finger, taking in deep breaths as the man she is talking too moves in closer.
“Where is Geoff?” Andrew asks.
Shawn ignores the question. Eyes going wide, and angry as the man moves forward, grabbing her arm.
She looks scared, Shawn can tell from the look on her face. The man pulls her closer to him, he’s right in her face. She’s trying to push him away but he’s got a tight hold on her arm.
“What the fuck.” Shawn growls as he pushes past the crowd, rushing to get to her.
She’s looking around, hoping someone will see what is going on. Hoping to find Shawn. She can’t find him anywhere.
The panic in her chest rising, this guy just won’t let go and he’s starting to hurt her.
“Let go of me!” She screams as he puts both hands on her.
“Let go of her!” A yell comes from behind her making her flinch.
“I think you need to mind your own business.” The man glares at Shawn.
“She is my business, you need to let her the fuck go.” Shawn growls.
“Get lost man, I grabbed her first. I’ll let you have your turn when I’m done.”
“Y/n duck.” Shawn said. She did as told and ducked her head, looking down.
All she heard was a rush of air and the crack of someone’s nose. The tight grip on her arms is released and she moves away from the guy.
He’s on the ground clutching his mouth and nose, blood gushing every where. She looks over at Shawn who is shaking out his right hand and breathing hard.
“Shawn what the fuck?” Andrew yells.
“Don’t.” She squeaks trying to warn Andrew to back off and let him cool down.
“Shut it.” Andrew says putting a hand up in front of her face. “Shawn,” He starts, angry.
But Shawn has had enough of people treating his girl with disrespect.
“What the fuck did you just say to her?” Shawn snaps, getting into Andrews face.
“Shawn don’t do this.” She pleads trying to grab at his arm.
“No what did you just say?”
“Shawn, let’s go for a walk. Cool you down.”
“Y/n, I need you to let go.” Shawn says lowly, moving his gaze to her.
“I’m too heated and I don’t want to hurt you, let go.”
“Stop it, you’d never hurt me.”
“Y/N I SAID LET GO.” He snaps at her. She flinches and backs away, he’s never yelled at her like that before.
“Shawn!” She says covering her mouth. He looks over at her, about to yell again. But the words get caught in his throat as he notices the scared look on her face. The face she made when the man was grabbing her, she was staring at him like that.
“Y/n, baby I’m so sorry.” He snaps back to reality starting to walk to her.
“No, stop.” She says shaking her head. She lets a tear fall and walks away from him.
“No! Y/n.” He chases after her.
By the time he catches up with her, she’s already in the car, driving off without him.
“Geoff.” He calls as he sees Geoff across the way. “I need your car.” He yells sprinting to him.
“Don’t start with me, give me your fucking keys.” Shawn says holding out his hand.
Geoff knows something is seriously wrong, and digs into his pocket throwing the keys into Shawn’s hand.
Shawn runs to the car, starting it as soon as he can. He has to find her and apologize. He never ever wanted to see that look on her face again. He can’t believe he snapped on her like that.
He throws the car in park next to the one she drove home, rushing up the stairs to the apartment. He opens the door, surprised it isn’t locked.
“Y/n?” He calls out.
His heartbeat beating out of his chest.
He can’t lose her.
“Y/n?” He calls out again.
He’s walking around the apartment trying to find her. He stops in front of their master bathroom.
He can hear her crying. He goes to open the door, but this one is locked.
“Baby.” He sighs against the door. “Open the door please.”
“Go away.” She whines.
“No, Baby, please talk to me.”
“Please Shawn go away.” She says, sobbing.
His chest clenches and it feels like his heart is ripped out of his body as he can hear her sobbing on the other side of the door. He hates that he can’t hold her, rock her back and forth.
“I’ll wait Baby.” He sighs. He hears her sigh and choke back a sob. He turns and leans his back on the door.
He wipes his face and closes his eyes as he starts to cry himself.
An hour passes and he slides down the door, sitting on the floor with his back and head against the door. The sobbing stopped and he’s pretty sure she’s fallen asleep but he’s true to his word.
He’s wiping his tears as the door clicks and opens. Before he can respond he falls back, as the thing holding him up moves, and he hits his head on the floor.
“Jesus Shawn are you okay?” Y/n crouches down to check on him.
He looks up at her with a small smile.
“So much better now.” He whispers letting his hand cup her face, using his thumb to wipe her dried tears away. She closes her eyes leaning into his hand. “I’m so sorry Baby, I don’t even know what the hell I was doing. I was so angry that that guy touched you, I’m sorry about that too.” He starts rambling.
“Stop, stop, Shawn, stop.” She hushes him. He sits up, as she sits on the floor in front of him. She crosses her legs and he does the same, letting his hands rest on her thighs.
“No, I should have been there with you the whole time. I should have stepped in when I saw the guy approach you.” He sighs. “I shouldn’t of hit him, but all I saw was red. Especially when he spoke of you like you were a toy or some shit.” He shakes his head. “I lost it, he treated you so wrong and you didn’t deserve that. I couldn’t help myself, I had to punch him. He had to know that what he was doing was wrong.”
“Shawn, I’m not angry at you.” She stops his rambling by putting her hands on his face.
“But you should be.”
“Why? Because you stood up for me? Because you punched a guy that was talking about sexually abusing me?” She spoke truthfully. His jaw clenches and he closes his eyes as she says that.
“But I don’t,”
“No, you listen to me. I love that you get jealous. I love that you stand up for me at all times. I love that you’ll punch a guy and not worry about the consequences just because he spoke disrespectfully to me. Shawn I love that side of you, I love you.”
“Stop, don’t say that.” He sighs.
“Shawn?” She asks confused.
“No I scared you. I can’t believe I did that. I can’t believe I snapped at you like that. I was just so mad, and then Andrew started to get in on it. He should never speak to you like that. But the look on your face.” He sighs covering his face with his hands. “Jesus Y/n I can’t get the look on your face out of my head.”
“Shawn.” She grabs his hands, moving them away. He closes his eyes, not looking at her. “Look at me.” She says softly. He shakes his head. “Shawn look at me.” She says again.
She’s lost her patience.
“Dammit Shawn, look at me!” She raises her voice at him. He looks up, searching her face. “Shawn, I should have listened to you. You told me to let go. I knew how heated you were, I knew it. I was just trying to get you away from the group. I didn’t want you to do something you would regret. I just wanted you to calm down for a second.” She explains. “I knew it, I should have listened. Tried to get into your head in a different way.”
“I did do something I regret.” He sighed.
“What did you do Shawn? When I left what did you do?”
“When you left? What no. I regret snapping at you like that. I have never yelled at you, ever and all of the sudden it happened.”
“Shawn it’s okay.” She tried.
“No, it’s not. I wasn’t me, I couldn’t see straight.”
“Shawn.” She crawls into his lap. “Stop it’s okay. I know that, I wasn’t crying because you yelled at me. I’m a big girl, I can be yelled at without crying. All my emotions hit me at once. Yes your yelling didn’t help, but it’s like the situation finally clicked in my head. That guy was trying to grab me and take me, and I freaked.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“No I’m so sorry. I can’t lose you.”
“You aren’t gonna lose me, ever. Shawn I love you”
“I love you too.” He smiles weakly.
“How’s your head?”
“Can you kiss it and make it better?” He teases. She smiles and kisses the top of his head.
“It hurts here too.” He taps his lips. She laughs and leans in and connects their lips.
“That’s helping.” He mumbles against her lips, causing her to giggle.
“How long did you sit here waiting?” She asks as they pull away.
“I don’t know, I would have sat here all night.” He shrugs.
She smiles and kisses him again.
“I would wait a lifetime for you.” He grins at her.
“Stop being cheesy.” She lightly pushes his face away.
“Can’t help it. I love you.” He smiles.
“With the lights on?” She teases. He rolls his eyes and grins at her.
“If you’ll let me.” He smirks.
“Nice try.” She nods at him.
“You’re okay though?” He asks becoming serious.
“Yeah Babe I’m fine.”
“No promises remember.”
“Stop playing for a second, promise me you’re okay.”
“I promise I’m okay.” She whispers, running her fingers threw his curls.
“Okay.” He sighs, closing his eyes.
“Does this mean I have a ‘Bad Reputation’ now?” She giggles.
He shakes his head, kissing her, to stop the teasing.