No. 48 I love you
Summary: 100 banging kinks for Bucky’s 100th birthday!
I love you. (Bucky x Reader)
Warnings: smut oral (f receiving), dirty talk (ish) fluff mega fluffy
Word count: 1750 (give or take)
A/N: My first story on here and it’s smutty whooo. Thank you @bucky-plums-barnes for the opportunity
Please leave feedback and comments as it’s my first fic on here and I’m mighty nervous! Aye Carumba! And also, apologies for errors. I didn’t have time to thoroughly check grammar etc.
Barely made it.
Y/N looked for his apartment number and buzzed.
Seconds ticked away in what felt like eternity, until the light in the upstairs window came on, painting the apartment in hues of orange and gold.
“Yeah,” Bucky responded over the intercom, his voice tired and faint.
Y/N took a deep breath, nervous with the reality of having to answer.
“Who is it?” He asked sternly this time.
The buzzer, pronounced and loud meant she could enter.
Bucky opened his apartment door shocked to see Y/N soaked to the bone. Her body visibly shaking from the cold, her lips pale with a hint of blue. He couldn’t help himself as he pulled her to his chest and hugged her. His heart weeping when they touched.
"What are you- what are you doing here? Why didn’t you call I could have- I would have-” the words dying in his throat. None of it seemed to matter anymore. Why get caught up in the logistics of their meeting he thought when what mattered, as he caressed her cheek and stared into her eyes, was that she had made the effort to be here, with him as his birthday ended.
And so, Bucky kissed her. Quick fevered kisses to her cheek, chin and lips for the weeks he had gone without her lips and and knowing it would never be enough he cupped her face in his hands and finally kissed her deep in a dizzying assault compounded out of frustration, relief and love.
Y/N melted under his loving assault and answering the call of his spirit, she greedily kissed him back. Not caring that her lungs burned and she desperately needed air.
Bucky lifted her, wrapped her legs around his waist and still kissing, he closed the door with his foot.
Sexual Hunger pawed at the base of his belly demanded instant gratification. To lay her down right there on the hard cold floor of his hallway. But Bucky knew that would only result in a quick fuck and so, in an exercise of self control he had decided to take the torturous walk towards his bedroom. Rationalising to himself that If he could make it to his bedroom, then perhaps, he could pace himself tonight.
Using what little will power he had, Bucky carried her towards his bedroom as his lips unwilling to leave hers for the briefest moment, stroked the fire between them. Unseeing and uncoordinated they bumped into the sofa, only for him to turn her against it, their kisses strained and desperate. His metallic hand gripped the back of his neck pulled her closer, needing to be closer yet it still wasn’t enough.
Y/N started to slip, her wet body sliding down his frame and Bucky determined, hoisted her higher, remembering his purpose he stumbled onward like a drunkard, feeling out the steps of his hallway until his fingertips brushed cool moulded wood, the door frame to his bedroom.
He wasted no time in laying her on the bed, his weight crushing her as their tongue danced against each other. His fingers found the buttons on her shirt and he tried to undo them without paying them attention, but the task was futile without removing himself from her arms or her lips. Y/N gasped, as she felt a succession of forceful tugs and the ripping of fabric, her buttons popping in triumph.
Bucky pealed the wet fabric from her skin, bringing forth goose bumps that begged for his touch. Slowly, he kissed her shoulder but his longing for her could no longer be contained and unashamed he licked the length of shoulder and collarbone tasting a sweet mix of rain water and the salt of her skin.
Y/N groaned and held on to his face, awed by his pupils dark with lust and his lips swollen from their ministrations. He had never looked more handsome or vulnerable or horny for that matter. She smiled at the sight of him. Her nose gently brushed his, “I love you,” she said breathlessly.
Bucky is stunned by her words, so stunned in fact that he does not reply, his brow is furrowed and he looks confused and Y/N smiles regardless.
“It’s okay. You don’t have to say it back. In fact, I wasn’t banking on you sayi-” But her words are cut short as Bucky’s lips crashed onto hers in a searing hot kiss. He kissed her with all the passion he had felt for her and when he couldn’t breathe anymore,he dragged his lips away and pressed his forehead against hers.
“I love you too” Bucky whispered with a smile.
His confession is food to her soul, and Y/N found herself sighing in relief, her heart swollen with feelings she couldn’t make sense of or quantify.
“You love me?”
“I knew I was in trouble the minute I laid eyes on you.” he confessed, his voice is coarse, just like his thumb now tracing her bottom lip. His eyes trail her face lingered now on her lips, “I knew it the moment we spoke.. do you remember what you said. What you called me?”
“I can’t for the life of me remember.” she smiled coyishly, knowing full well what she had said.
”You called me an asshole.” Bucky chuckled, as he unbuttoned her pants and pulled the wet fabric from her legs. Once free, his fingers held on to her panties and she shifted, lifting her hips, giving him permission to take them off. Their eyes locked. Their breathing heavily laboured.
“But it doesn’t matter does it.” His fingers pulled down her panties and threw it aside.
“Because you. love. me.” The words stemmed proudly from his lips. His hands, both flesh and metal, traced the length of her calves, they paused at her ankles, opened her legs for him.
“With all my heart Buck, with all my heart…” Y/N mewed as he settled between her thighs. Entwining his arms around her legs he pinned them apart, he licked his lips at the meal laid out before him.
Already heady and drunk on her scent, his nose became flushed with the the curls of her public hair and then slowly Bucky licked her wet aching core. He shuddered when he heard her moan as he slowly licked her slit. The fingers on his metallic hand divided her pussy lips apart until her clit stood out pronounced, greedily he sucked pulled and teased it, forcing the most beautiful noises from her lips. He wrote his name with his tongue over and over, he marked his territory by sucking softly at first then harder, only to delve his tongue inside exploring her inner walls.
Not able to get enough Y/N greedily placed the index finger and middle finger of his other hand into the warm velvety interiors of her mouth and sucked. Her moans, vibrating off his fingers became a tool to predict just how close she was.
She took deep breaths, her back arching and then collapsing only to rise again and this time more determined and strained, as Bucky whipped his head and tongue torrid and determined from side to side. She gasped, breath hitched, belly convulsing, her toes curled painfully.
Y/N was close. God, so close, that Bucky knew just a flick of his wrist or a change in movement would send her sharply over the edge.
He stopped. He pulled away denying her release and Y/N laughed in shock and bewilderment. "No, no no- don’t you dare" she said, breathing hard, but Bucky unnerved and unmoved by her threats, stared at her, his eyes hooded with hunger, while he leisurely sucked on his fingers, enjoying her taste.
Whimpering her fingers moved to her clitoris in desperate need to end her torment and he shook his head.
“Don’t.” His words firm and deep was not a request but an order.
Arresting eyes, strong as steel, light as day, watched her as he took off his shirt, he made slow work of unbuttoning his pants. He can see her visibly shaking, her lips trembling slightly and he crawled on top of her, marrying her wet warm body with his own. Eagerly she leaned in to resume their kissing, but Bucky pulled his head slightly out of reach.
He was teasing her alright and she was powerless to resist him. Right now, desperate to feel that sweet release that only he could give. She was willing to do anything, for the man she loved. Pulling her hair back, Bucky ravaged her neck, as he wrapped her legs around his waist and positioned himself against her sopping wet entrance.
With one rough thrust he buried himself inside her. Only for the both of them to gasp. It took him a minute to compose himself. And when he pulled out again and thrust forward, she was a quivering mess. He knew she wasn’t going to last long, and he was grateful because he sure as hell wasn’t going to last long either.
His pace is persistent, his thrusts are deep and brutal. They pull gasps from her lips. They pull moans from his. The bed creaks in satisfaction from their love making and he loves the sound as much as he loves the sound of his cock entering her, it’s slick, it’s heavenly, he moans again.
His fingers intertwine in her hair as him mouth claims every part he can access. Her neck, her chest, her breasts, until, his efforts were focused on her face.
“Open your eyes” he grunted, and when she did she saw nothing but love and adoration, all of it, was for her.
“Oh God, oh god James,” she whimpered. His eyes are staring into her soul, as he pounds into her, relentlessly wanting to witness her undoing.
I’m close- I’m close…Oh god, ah-“ she whimpers against his lips.
‘I know baby.. I know.” He said, his voice soft and yet, still unrelenting, he kept up his pace, her legs are quivering, her body is shaking and he knows, she’s almost there, he’s trying desperately to hold on, but his pace is beginning to falter.
“You gonna come for me baby? Not until you say it again.” He whispered his words punctured by each snap of his hips.
“James - ,” she begged unable to form sentences,
“Say it for me. Forever and only me.“
“I love you.” she choked, and he rewarded by using his metallic fingers to fondle her clit.
Y/N’s orgasm hit her with the force of a freight train until all she can see is his face bathed in white heat. Big fat tears escape from her eyes from pure euphoria. She crumbles beneath him and Bucky lapped at her lips, absorbing her cries “That’s it baby. Love of my life, fuck…my one and only…. моя жена ” his voice is shaky as he continues to fuck her through her orgasm. Her walls milking him mercilessly until he has no other choice but to cum, jet after jet of warm thick cum filling her.
Moments later, when he had rolled off of her and pulled her body close to his, languishing the feel of skin to skin and planting soothing kisses. She raises her head a little curious.
“You said something in Russian when we were making love. What did you say?”
Bucky kissed her softly and smiled, “That’s for me to know and for you to find out soon enough.”