she was also showing her phone to someone during class a little while ago

Wait, what?

(based on this) (look, there’s a part two)

Yuuri barely has time to grab his jacket when he runs out the door, much less brush his hair or find a hat. Unfortunately, he’s sure that that means that his hair is an absolute mess. It’s been getting long again, but in between classes and helping Yura out with his routine on the weekends, he hasn’t had much time for things like haircuts. Besides, Victor doesn’t seem to mind it, and Yura likes to experiment hairstyles on Yuuri “so that if it looks stupid, I don’t have to see it on myself.”

It’s not that big a deal, except on days like this, when he sleeps in (thanks a lot Vitya) and doesn’t have the time to really get it under control. He usually meets up with his friends before class, and he doesn’t doubt that they’ll notice, and probably tease him about it.

They notice.

“Yuuri!” Estephania gasps, sounding too scandalized for her words to be anything but teasing. “What on earth happened to your hair?”

Yuuri flushes. “I was running late,” he mumbles.

Richard snorts. “You sure? Because that looks more like sex hair to me, man.”

“Ooh, he’s right,” Estephania coos before Yuuri can protest.

He wonders if it’s possible to die of embarrassment (especially since they’re not entirely wrong). “No, really I–”

“We know, sweetie.” She reaches up and moves his hair around a bit, trying to make it look presentable. “You’re just too easy to tease.”

“You sure you’re really twenty seven?” Richard raises an eyebrow.

Yuuri just smiles at the ground in fond humiliation (apparently it’s not a common emotion, but it’s a little hard not to be used to the feeling when he’s married to the world’s biggest drama queen) and nods. “I am.”

His friends are too much sometimes, he admits. Richard is the embodiment of America in a lot of ways: loud, completely lacking a sense of social norms, a walking personification of testosterone. Estephania is less… everything… than Richard, but she’s very touchy and affectionate in an entirely platonic way that reminds Yuuri a lot of Christophe, only without all of the innuendo. But they’re both loyal down to their very core, and they’re not bad people.

His phone starts ringing, Stammi Vicino playing loudly. Yuuri picks up, keeping his phone away from Estephania’s hands. “Да, Vitya?”

“Dude! You speak Russian too?” Richard looks like Yuuri just smacked him in the face. The school year just started, so they’re all still learning about each other.

Yuuri just smiles, since Victor is in the middle of one of his usual mid-morning crises. “Vitya, calm down,” he says in Russian. “Makkachin is probably out with Yura. You know he takes her for walks sometimes. Have you seen him today?”

He manages to get Victor off the phone just before class starts, flipping his phone to airplane mode since he’s sure that this isn’t the last he’ll be hearing from his lovable trainwreck of a husband.

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You took your time - Jeff Atkins (part 1 ?)

Originally posted by sadiaxxstylesxxstiles

Pairing: Jeff atikins x Reader

Word count: 1295

Enjoy xxx

It was already your second week at your new school. Your dad moved here so you had to move with him and leave all your friends behind. You weren’t really sad about leaving them. You were friends with them because they were the most bearable people not because you had much in common with them. You once had a boyfriend, after him chasing you for 5 months and you growing feelings you decided to give it a try. Maybe for once believe in love. Love was something you gave up on since you were 5 or something like that. Your parents were the worst couple ever, you had to face their horrible and enormous fights every night and caught your mom cheating on your dad on top of all that. When you were 12 they decided to divorce. You never really saw a good and healthy relationship so you thought something like that didn’t exist but you decided to give it a try. But when you forget your English notebook and you walked back in class your believe in love disappeared forever. He was hooking up with some cheerleader. Your parents, but also your stupid ass ex-boyfriend, gave you some serious trust issues. You became more the type of girl to do some innocent flirting, it was easier than let your heart get broken again.

On your first day you made one friend, his name was Clay. He had to show you around the school, he was shy at the beginning but after you made some sarcastic jokes about how great school was he started to melt a little and he laughed with you. From that day you spend all your free time with him. Clay was such an honest and caring person, he almost made your question your trust issues. He helped you with school work because you were a little behind, he always sat with you during lunch and when you were lost in the huge building for the 100th time he always helped you find you way. With a clay by your side school seemed bearable.  With Clay you dared to open up again, even tho the friendship was pure platonic he made you trust someone again. You told him everything about how broken you were, how you skipped school for 2 weeks when you found out and how you became so cold.

It was a Tuesday when you were lost again so you decided to call Clay.

“Hey y/n, what’s up?”

“I’m standing at a door with art on it, how do I get outside?”

“You’re lost, again?”

“I’m so sorry  Clay! But this school is like a huge maze.”

“To the left, to the left, straight ahead and at the end again to the left.

“Clay is it really 2 times to the left or do you just like to quote Beyoncé?”

“Just follow what I said.” He said while laughing.

“Oh and y/n I still have your history book, I’m at the library, can you come pick it up?”

“Clay, Where is the library?”

“When you’re outside at your right y/n.” he said with a little sigh.

“On my way babyyyyy!”

“Don’t call me that!”

“I do want I want babyyyy.” You said while laughing with a slightly frustrated Clay.

The library wasn’t really your thing, you didn’t have to put much effort in school. It seemed like when you read or heard something it got stuck in your head forever. Which was a gift since it gave you extra time to focus on volleyball.

When you entered you saw Clay sitting at a table in the back with another boy, he had brown hair and a very good looking face. He had broad shoulders and mesmerising eyes. A good subject to make some trouble with, you thought by yourself.

“Well hello there Clay, who’s your handsome friend here?” you said while winking at the other guy.

“Seriously y/n, we’re studying. I’ll need your book for another ten minutes, is that okay? And his name is Jeff by the way.”

You sat next to Clay and opened your biology book you had with you. You weren’t really going to concentrate. You started with putting your pen between your teeth while throwing some serious flirtatious looks at Jeff. You also licked you lips a couple times while looking him straight in the eye and getting books from the shelf in front of him, in this way he had a nice view on your butt. As hard as he tried to focus on what Clay was saying his glance always came back to you. You heard Clay say they were finished for today, while you were writing down a last note.

You took your book and handed a small note to Jeff.

“You should call me, if you like.” You said with a wink before walking out the library.

When Jeff opened it, it had your number on it.

“Damn Clay that new friend of yours is hot. She’s totally into me, don’t you think?” Jeff said while staring at your number.

“I’ve seen her flirt with a couple guys. Don’t get your hopes up to high. She told me what she’s been through, she’s trouble Jeff. Not that I don’t like her she’s fun and nice to hang with but I don’t think you can handle such a beautiful nightmare.”

“I think you’re underestimating me Clay.”

“No I’m not, I know you’re good with girls but this girl has been through a lot Jeff. She’s got some trust issues you can’t make them disappear with one of your cheesy pick up lines.”

“Cheesy? Dude, Hannah liked it. Instead of judging my pick up lines you should thank me for having a girlfriend right now.”


You were home alone because your dad went on a date with someone he met at a coffee bar a couple days ago. You were making dinner when suddenly your phone rang.

“Hey y/n, it’s Jeff.”

“Well hello Jeff, you took your time on calling me didn’t you?”

“I wanted to call you earlier but I had some homework to do. What are you doing?”

“Cooking my dinner, I’m home alone. Do you feel like joining me maybe?” you asked on a flirtatious tone.

“If you don’t mind I would love too.” Jeff said.

10 minutes after the phone call the doorbell rang and a very handsome Jeff Atkins stood at your door. He was wearing a nice blue t-shirt and black jeans. The shirt made his shoulders look even wider.

“Come in, dinner is ready. I hope your hungry cause I’m really bad at..”

Suddenly Jeff pined you against the wall.

“You better be sure I’m hungry, but not for the food.” Jeff was with you in this flirting game, you hoped. You wouldn’t want anything more than take him with you upstairs. You got to admit the flirting from earlier turned you on a little but you wouldn’t want Jeff to get attached.

“So you want to do this hunh?” you asked while scanning him from head to toe.

“Is that even a question?”

“Well Jeff before all this you got to know I don’t do attachments or anything that even comes close to relationships.” You said while caressing his abs and stopping right above his belt.

“I don’t need attachment to make you go wild babygirl. We can do this sporadically if you’re into that.” He said while he winked at you.

And with that you were sold for Jeff Atkins. You grabbed him by his shirt and dragged him upstairs. Once entering your room  you pushed him onto your bed and started to undress very slowly not breaking any eye contact.

“I’m going to make you feel good Atkins, really good”

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anonymous asked:

Prompt: Betty and Jughead's kids ask about their first kiss and how they met.

I had so much fun writing this!!! It’s cuteness overload, it’s fluffy Bughead, it’s amazing parenting, it’s something I didn’t know I wanted in life up until now! I hope you all enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it!! <3

“They swim really fast and they can hold their breath for fifteen minutes underwater. The pups are being born in the water too, on big pieces of ice, and at first they have fluffy white fur but, when they grow older, they lose it and they become silver gray. I went to the library after class and searched in the encyclopedia, like you and mommy taught me how, and I saw more pictures and, daddy, they look so cute! Like they are always happy and playing all day long!” the five year old boy kept talking with passion and childish excitement, his tiny legs curled under him on a matte black barstool while his torso was sprawled on the marble kitchen island in front of him, elbows pressed on an unfinished crayoned drawing, holding his weight up, and eyes round and alit in fascination upon looking at his dad’s phone screen.

“They do look pretty cute and jolly, now that you pointed it out, bud.” His dad agreed with a couple of nods, scrolling through Google search and tapping on yet another picture. “Do they also eat fish?”

“Of course, daddy! Harp seals are still seals.” The boy replied in a heartbeat. “Did you know that their nose closes when they go under the water?” upon seeing his dad snap his head up to face him surprised, he continued with more vigor. “Yeah, they can’t smell anything but they can sense the fish passing by or feel them with their whiskers.” He went on matter of factly, as if reciting from a National Geographic catalogue, his dad grinning in amazement at his brilliant young mind and his cute overall reaction at something as simple as mammals.

“Wow…” he fed his son’s boyish excitement more with a breathy sigh of appreciation, locking his phone and abandoning it to the side. “So you learnt all that from just a small text Mrs. Lyn read during circle time?”

“No.” the five year old shook his head, his attention sifting back to his drawing. “Mrs. Lyn just read to us about arctic animals and showed us pictures; I read all that from the encyclopedia at recess.” He shrugged adorably, chubby fingers grabbing a bright blue crayon before messily coloring on his A4 drawing block, without a care in the world.

Jughead shook his head in amusement; of course he did.

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Chapter Three [Beyond the Sunrise, LMMxReader]

Summary: As graduation grows closer, so does your relationship with Lin. 

Word Count: 1,626

Warnings: Slow burn, but y’all are used to it by now, right?

Authors notes:  Ren - Do you guys know how much I love sister dynamics? A lot. This chapter was really cute to write, hope y’all enjoy!

Sab - Things are moving/shaking, we’re getting into the nitty-grtty, basically it’s all very domestic and I’m in love. Please give us feedback we live off of #validation.

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“Lin, how do you spell disseminate?” your voice echoed in his messy living room, his answer coming almost automatically.

“Why do you need to know this word anyway?” You looked up from your laptop, watching his efforts while writing in a notebook on his desk.

“Fancy words make me look smart,” you shrugged.

“You are smart.”

“They don’t know that.”

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anonymous asked:

Kackaaaaaaaa I love you, you're THE BEST! Happy birthday! Promt for Bellarke: we have friends with benefits relationship (even though I secretly love you) but now I'm pregnant and I don't know how to tell you bc I'm afraid that you'll freak out.

Ahhh thanks! <333 Hope you like it! (ao3)


Clarke only feels moderately weird about letting herself into Wells and Bellamy’s apartment when she knows they’re not home.

On the one hand, the spare key they gave her is supposed to be for emergencies. On the other hand, she’d definitely consider being covered in someone else’s vomit an emergency.

When she applied to teach elementary school art, she’d known she’d probably come home messy most days. But with paint, and clay, and glue stuck to her skin. Not from a kid accidentally losing his lunch on her when he came to say he didn’t feel well.

It ended up being more show than tell.

Her principal had given her the go-ahead to cancel the rest of her classes for the day, but going home meant becoming the vomit lady on the bus, and it’s just so much easier for her to go two blocks over to use her friends’ shower.

Wells is the most generous person she knows; she can’t imagine he’d say no if she asked. And Bellamy… well, they’re not exactly close. He’s mostly just Wells’s roommate, Octavia’s brother, the friend in her group she’s least connected to. But he’s a teacher too, and the ultimate Mom friend. Even if he made fun of her endlessly, even if he bickered her into buying him a beer in exchange for the slight addition to his water bill, even if she had to face his smug smile, he wouldn’t actually bar her from using his shower in a time of crisis such as this.

None of those things are out of character for Bellamy. He loves giving her a hard time, and she’s had enough of that today. Which is why she doesn’t text them for permission first.

Instead, she smothers the slightly guilty feeling in the pit of her stomach, dumps her clothes in the wash, and lets out a long, shuddering breath when she steps under the spray.

It feels a little weirder when she reaches for the shampoo on the shelf. It’s just– she hasn’t had a significant other, or even a one night stand, in quite a while. The last time she used someone else’s products, allowing someone else’s scent to cling to her skin and hair, was ages ago.

“Too long ago, apparently,” she grumbles to herself, working her hair into a lather. “Maybe it’s time to get you laid, Griffin.”

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Gods and Monsters | Negan x Reader

Warnings: Swearing, FLUFF, Pre!Apocalypse, Mentions of vomit, Sad OOC Negan (Sorry)

Words: 1,973

Summary: Set in the pre!apocalypse and post!apocalypse. The reader is with Negan and they live out their lives, Negan is constantly stressed out but the reader is the only thing he has that makes him truly happy. Until one day the apocalypse breaks out whilst he’s at work, he has to understand what is happening and find the reader. However, overtime Negan changes - Will the reader still be able to see the same man she fell in love with so many years ago?

A/N: This is something I’ve always wanted to do but I’m only now getting round to it. If this is something people would like as a series then please tell me and I’ll carry this on! i’ve been writing this for a few days because I wanted to make sure it was good enough to post. I ALSO HAD TO CHANGE HOW THE OUTBREAK HAPPENED FOR THE PURPOSE OF THE STORY!

Negan is super OOC in this because it’s before the apocalypse and I wanted their to be a massive contrast!

Originally posted by negandarylsatisfaction

He’s such a fucking troubled kid. I just feel for him, you know? His mother doesn’t seem to give a shit about him and all he’s ever wanted is to feel important to her.” Negan said as he was resting against the headboard watching you take off your makeup, “He asked me if I could do anything about the situation but all I could say was no - unless he wanted the authorities involved.” 

Putting down your makeup wipes you turned to him and walked over to where he was. You sat next to him which made his head turn, “It’s not your fault babe.” You didn’t know what say to him to make him feel even a little bit better. You knew this was happening to the boy but you didn’t know that it deeply affected Negan the way he was showing you now. 

Sorry for ruining your night.” He sighed.

Your heart breaking into a million pieces, you rubbed your thumb slightly on his cheek and shook your head, “You would never ruin my night, okay?” 

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His Dirty Little Secret

Chapter 3

…Can’t stay away from you…

Warning;talk of depression and cutting.

Hailey’s Pov

“ Are you following me?” Luke said as he stared at me

i couldn’t believe he was here, when i saw the motorbike beside the gate i thought it was someone else but not him.

“No, i always come here to think” i said to him, he turned back around like he wasn’t interested anymore.

well he isn’t going to stop me from swinging and the only other swing is beside him so i guess i will just have to sit beside him but if he touches me i will hit him.

i walked over and i got to the swing and sat down, i couldn’t help but look at him.

he looked sad, i don’t know why unless it was to do with what i said in my bathroom

he didn’t look at me, he kept his face to the ground while he smoked his cigarette.

then i noticed the empty vodka bottle on the ground, is he for real? Children play in this park.

“Seriously, couldn’t you pick somewhere else to get drunk” i said to him annoyed and then i got up and picked up his bottle and threw it in the bin

“Fuck off Hailey, go have your opinions about me somewhere else” Luke said as he got up and threw his cigarette away, he was about to walk out of the park when i decided to speak making him turn around

“I’m sorry for what i said, i shouldn’t have said it”

Luke turned right around and stared at me, seriously what is it with him staring at me today. I didn’t know where to look so i looked to the ground and then suddenly i was staring at a pair of converse but they weren’t mine.

i looked up to see Luke looking down at me and then he spoke “ i shouldn’t have followed you to the bathroom

i was surprised by his words.

as i looked into his eyes i didn’t feel nervous anymore, i felt safe.

His eyes are so blue,Our faces were so close and then Luke looked down from my eyes to my lips and then he started leaning in and my heart was beating so fast.

Our lips touched, his were so soft.

no movement was made, our lips pressed together and then we both pulled away.

we stared at one another and then Luke turned around and left.

i can’t believe i just kissed Luke hemmings.

i liked it, why do i like it?

I hate Luke hemmings.. or do i?

I enjoyed it.

Luke’s Pov

i kissed her.

i leaned in and kissed her, my mind is fucked right now with the thoughts of Hailey.

my intention when i walked over was to shout at her but i saw that she meant what she said so i couldn’t help the words that came out of my mouth and then we looked at each other

i’ve never looked into her eyes before,i didn’t know they were green.

the kiss was amazing, i’m not gonna lie i want to do it again.

this is why my mind is fucked, i can’t stop thinking of her.

what the hell am i going to do.. up to a few hours ago i wouldn’t have went any where near Hailey

i hope these thoughts of her just go away.

i woke up thinking about the kiss last night, this has never happened.

when i fuck a girl i just forget about it, about her and her name.

but this is different, we only kissed but with no tongues and i liked it.

i got up and opened my curtains but Haileys was still closed, i wonder if she regrets it?

how could she.. it’s me.. Luke’s Hemmings.

but she doesn’t see me like every other girl does.

Hailey’s Pov

I couldn’t sleep and it wasn’t because of my book, i never even picked it up when i got home.

i couldn’t stop thinking about the kiss with Luke.

i liked it, really liked it.

i’ve never kissed a boy before, no boy has ever been interested in me so i never got my first kiss.

i’ve had crushes on boys before but they didn’t want nothing to do with me.

as i looked at myself in the mirror i remembered Luke has a naked picture of me, i know Luke and i just hope he doesn’t show every one it. I’m embarrassed by it enough, i hate my body and no one should see it.

i haven’t told Lauren or Sophie about kissing Luke and i don’t think i will because they will never let me live it down and i doubt it will happen again so no need to tell anyone..

i don’t feel like wearing any makeup today or my contacts and when i don’t i usually wear my glasses to cover my bags under my eyes and because i need to be able to see.

i just went with a simple black hoodie and my black skinny jeans, i’m not trying to impress anyone.

i walked down stairs to find my mum waiting for me at the kitchen table and then once she saw me she rolled her eyes and then said

"i give up on your choice of clothing, we are leaving in ten”

then she walked out of the kitchen..

oh okay then.. so glad i was born into this family!

once i finished my cereal we were ready to go.

i texted Sophia and Lauren in the car and they repilyed telling me they were already waiting for me, i know when i get to school they are going to ask about Luke.

this is not what i’m looking forward to.

i didn’t see his motorbike in the driveway, i hope he isn’t already at school, i don’t have many classes with him or his friends and i want to avoid him at all costs.

“Finally..” Lauren&Sophia said as i sat beside them in the cloak room

i couldn’t help but laugh because i’m not that late.

“I see we took out our contacts for once” Sophie said to me

i narrowed my eyes at her, she always goes on to me about wearing my contacts

i stuck my tongue out at her and then Lauren spoke

“So what’s it like living next door to the biggest dickhead in the world?”

what came to mind is not something i am going to say out loud

“he kept his distance during dinner, he was a totally different person than what’s he’s like at school, i should have taken a picture” i said to them

what i said wasn’t a total lie..

“Now that is something i would like to see.. Luke hemmings a different person that’s new” Sophie said

then suddenly we heard the sounds of high heels, we didn’t need to turn around to know who it was.

of course Luke had his arm wrapped around her..

they stopped once they got to us and Ashleigh said

“Who knew the virgin needed glasses, don’t you look just too cute”

who does she think she is

i turned to look her and with an annoyed look but i couldn’t help but look at Luke.

i instantly thought about how good he looks, last night has totally fucked me right up.

“Don’t you have someone else to harass” Lauren said to Ashleigh, she tore her eyes away from me and looked at Lauren

me and Luke made eye contact but he looked away first

“oh look little virgin needs protect from the pot head” Ashleigh said

Lauren looked like she was going to kill her, i had to hold her down because i know she wouldn’t be afraid to hit her

Ashleigh started laughing and then she pulled Luke away with her along with her friends.

Luke looked back at me but he didn’t smirk, it was my time to turn away first.

The bell rang meaning school was starting, today isn’t such a bad day but i was so tired i don’t know how much i can deal with today.

i was just thankful my first class isn’t with Luke or his friends.

but after my first class i have Art, it will be interesting to see how Luke treats me.

i don’t expect much.

After my first class i was ready to sleep, i’ve never ditched school before but with how i feel i really would love to.

i walked into Art to find Luke and his friends already in their seats, i didn’t look at them but i could feel eyes on me.

i lifted my phone out and earphones so i could listen to music while i draw.

finally the bell rang meaning it was break time but as i walked out of class Luke pushed past me making me stumble back a little, he turned and laughed at me and said

“ Watch where you’re going virgin”

i just stared at him as he walked away with Calum and Michael laughing.

i don’t get it, he didn’t throw anything at me during art but why be a dick now?

i just sat in my seat in the canteen listening to Lauren and Sophie talk, i don’t feel well i don’t know what is wrong but i don’t feel like eating.

i haven’t missed a meal time in 2 years, that was when i would starve myself.

I was a little bit fat 2 years ago and i didn’t like who i was so i simply stopped eating.

i ended up in hospital but no one apart from Lauren and Sophie know that, i hope the thoughts don’t start again or i am in big trouble.

this is my last year of school i can’t go through what happened 2 years ago.

the bell rang meaning break was over and my next class is English that we all have together but also with Luke and Calum

i hope they don’t say anything, i am getting tired by the minute and i think i will snap if they do.

i told Lauren and Sophie i was going to go to the bathroom before class so we went different directions

but i didn’t make it to the bathroom

i was pulled into a storage room near the toilets.

i screamed because i didn’t know who it was and then they turned the light on and Luke’s face lighten up.

my eyes widened and i finally found my voice

“What the hell?!?” i said

i can’t believe this is happening

“since when do you wear glasses?” was all he said

is he for real right now?

“Seriously? that’s what you pulled me in here for?” i said to him, i crossed my arms over my chest and then Luke walked closer to me but i moved back but my back hit the wall and i was trapped.

i don’t like this.

i don’t like tight spaces.

“Answer my question” Luke said

now i was getting annoyed,since when does he think he can boss me about?!

but i didn’t want this to go on any longer than it has so i just gave up and answered him

“I’ve always wore glasses you just never knew” i said

he just looked at me and then he said

“you suite them”

my eyes widened at his words, that is the first nice thing he has ever said to me or about me

“Thanks.. i guess, can i go now?” i said

hoping he would move out of the way and let me go, i’m missing class but i didn’t really care.

he walked a bit closer to me making our shoes touch , i couldn’t help but look down at them

we are matching again, just like last night but i wasn’t going to point it out.

“Did you like what happened last night?” Luke asked

i looked up at him trying to seem like i didn’t understand what he meant

“like what happened?” i stupidly asked, is he really asking this right now?

he looked down at my lips and then back up to my eyes confirming i was right

“the kiss” Luke simply said

shit! what do i say?

i don’t want to let him know i liked it and can’t stop thinking about it.

i will look like such a loser.

i didn’t know what to say so i just nodded my head.

he smiled like a genuine smile, something i have never seen before. Usually he smirks at me but never smiles.

his hands came to either side of my head and he leaned forward making my heart race faster and faster..

what is he going to do

was he going to kiss me again..

“Do you want it to happen again?” he said seriously

i nodded my head because i didn’t trust my voice right now

“Good” Luke said and then his lips pressed against mine with a lot more force than last night but i was enjoying it.

our lips moved perfectly together and his hands moved from the side of my head to my waist pulling me from the wall and into him, my arms went around him pulling him closer making me stumble back a little and my back hit the wall again.

Luke licked my bottom lip asking for entrance i didn’t open my mouth right away but when he bit down on my lip i couldn’t help it.

the kiss got heated and the room got warmer and warmer, we both pulled away to catch our breath..

we were still wrapped around one another as we calmed down, Luke leaned his head against mine and i could feel his breath on my face.

“You can’t tell anyone about this” he said between breathes..

i didn’t know what to say, Luke pulled away making me drop my arms and then he just turned and walked out.

well okay then.

i wasn’t going to follow him to class instead i walked out of school

i ran home crying, i have so many emotions needed to be felt right at this moment and i can’t deal with them.

i can’t believe me and Luke kissed and i mean really kissed.

i’ve never been kissed like that before.

i wanted it to happen again and again.

once i got home i ran up to my room and closed my door.

it was only half 11 so i knew my mum wouldn’t be home for a while.

i took off my clothes and got into bed crying not caring that i was naked.

once i finished sobbing i sat up in bed wiping my face because it was soaking.

why is he doing this?

is he just messing with me?

why would he even want to kiss me, i looked down at my arms.

my arms are a part of my body i don’t show much because of my scars and cuts.

i haven’t cut in weeks but with how i feel i have the urge to do it again.

i remember the first time i done it.

i was 12 and i was fat. I was very un-happy but i always was as a child.

when you grow up with a very opinionated mother and a father that didn’t want you when you were born you would have very bad thoughts about yourself and i did.

some days I wished i lived in a different place, i wish i had a mum would didn’t find ways to pick at me and i wish i had a father who loved me, I know i do have a father but he didn’t want me and i wish he did.

i felt my phone vibrate and i knew it was either Lauren or Sophie or both, i thought to text them so i got up and got my phone out of my bag.

i was right i had a message from both of them and from Luke.

why would i have a message from him?

i opened his message first

“where are you?” it read

i had to read it again because i couldn’t believe it, why would he care where i am?

i texted him back before i could even think

“i’m nowhere”

i texted Sophie and Lauren telling them i felt sick and i just asked if i could go home.

it was easier than telling them i just walked out although they probably wouldn’t believe me if i did tell them that.

i got up and put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt a baggy t-shirt to hide my scars.

i didn’t want to look at them.

my stomach growled for the first time today, i’m not going back to 2 years ago so i walked down stairs so i could make some food.

i didn’t have break so i am hungry.

just as i got to my kitchen there was a knock at the door which is strange.

when i opened the door my eyes widened.. why the hell is he here?

“um.. hello?” i said confused

of course he just ignored me and walked right into my house as if he owns it.

i am not in the mood for him.

i closed the door and turned around to see him looking at me

“Why did you leave school?” he asked

“Why do you care?” i repiled back with quickly.

he looked away from me and around my house.. he was here last night he as seen my hall and living room.

the only place he hasn’t seen is my mums bedroom

“i just do now answer” he said quickly

enough with the orders i thought to myself.

“i’m not feeling the best so i just decided to come home there happy” i said to him

i gave up with talking to him so i just walked away from him and into the kitchen but i heard his footsteps behind me

of course he followed me

“what’s wrong?” I heard him say from behind me

i turned around quickly and snapped

“ i just feel like shit just like everyone does sometimes, why the hell are you here?” i said angrily to him

his eyes widened something i have never seen him do before especially at me, i’m glad i can surprise him too.

but his words surprised me even more.

“I can’t stay away from you”

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Fools: a Mark fic

Previous chapters: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6

Chapter 7

“I thought to myself, ‘if you really like her, you don’t quit’.”

“Even after I asked you to? So you figured you could wear me down or something?”

“It was a mistake.”

“It was fucked up.”

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Hello my dears !!! So this is a new story that I’m working on with my lovely @anditcametopass. Thanks a lot hon for the timeline adjustments and the editing, I couldn’t have done this without you !!!

The story takes place in LA (present time) and Sydney (memories from Cherrybrook) Let me know what you think about it, you will decide if I’ll keep writing this !!! I hope you like !!


When you woke up that day everything started wrong, it was one of those days that you should never had leave the bed. The previous night you fell asleep in your couch and when you managed to go to bed your dog thought that the bed was his and not yours, so you woke up all sore with pain in your neck, you look at the alarm clock and you were late. When you stood up you tripped on your bed and fell, definitely not your day. You showered quickly not even drying your blond locks and raced to work. You still had a few minutes so you stopped at the coffee shop on your neighborhood to grab at least a cup of coffee. There weren’t too many people in line, there were two people in front of you and you noticed someone behind you, but it was going fast.

The over smiling barista took your order and you went to the side to wait for your large latte. You were checking on your phone to see if John, your boss, called you when she called your name. You grabbed your coffee thanking her and turning around to leave but you didn’t notice that the person behind you got a little closer and you bumped into them. All your coffee gone, on the floor and on the person.

“Watch out, lady.” The person said.

The moment you heard that voice every single hair in your body stood on end. You could not believe, it supposed to be a mind trick. But when you lifted your head, your heart nearly stopped. Your jaw dropped as you looked him in the eye. He was staring at you and realization hit him.

“Y/N?” He wondered.

“Jai ?” You asked back.

You were both in shock, the only thing he could managed to do was place his hands on your cheeks and kiss you. It was a thirteen-years-apart-kiss, the I-missed-you-kiss, the I-still-love-you-kiss.

And it was that kiss that brought everything back.

Your entire school life took place at the same school in Cherrybrook, a suburb in Sydney. At age ten you had a crush on this kid in your class but all he seemed to care about was rugby and acting classes. His name was Jai. He was the son of one of your teachers, Mrs. Courtney, whom you remembered to be very sweet.

The last memory that you have of him as a child was at your tenth birthday. As you lived only two blocks away from each other he decided that it would be ok to pull a little prank on you and just run back home. He filled up a balloon with green ink and water and sat by your side to talk to you. You were thrilled that your biggest crush on school was talking to you. But when he came closer he then threw the balloon on your head and your once beautiful white ten year old dress became green.

As your mom was very good friends with Karen, the kid’s mom, they thought it would be better if you continued attending the same school, but Karen would keep an eye on her kid, and keep him away from you.

During middle school he didn’t bother you, but for some reason, you were still crushing on him.

When you were about to start high school you were to change schools to get a better education. Your mom registered you at the Cherrybrook Technology High School, also in the neighborhood, it didn’t surprise you that her friend Karen enrolled her son there too.

You were growing up, in all aspects, your body was maturing, you were very curvy, with a round butt, but not too big, an ample chest that was a little bigger than the average, and beautiful blond hair that fell down in waves until the middle of your back. You also had beautiful brown eyes that your mom used to say, reminded her of Sandra Dee. You didn’t know who this lady was, but eventually your mom showed you her movies, she was a movie star from the 60’s.

It’s been almost a year that you were at the new school, a few friends had transferred along with you from the old school while a few were new. You were used to hanging out with four of your best friends, Amber, Tiffany, Sophia and Rose.

All the guys used to check on you when you walked by something your girlfriends knew, so they just messed with you every time they could. You were very shy, so you just blushed and found ways to hide.

You used to see him all the time, your crush Jai, but he never seemed to noticed you or even remember you. You were even at the same lab class together, but you and Amber sat in front while he and his friends sat in the back of the classroom. Your friend Sophia was always trying to find a way to sit around the guys. You knew he did all the drama classes that the school offered mostly because it was right after your dance classes and you used the same room for both classes, so you saw him after school every Monday, Wednesday and Friday.

You usually dressed with jeans, a t-shirt and a large cardigan on top, with some all stars, you could say that you were still not comfortable with your developed curves, so you tried to hide as much as you could.

Coffee shop

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that.” He said. “I was carried by the moment.”

Your mouth was still opened in shock.

“Ah, hmm, how are you?” Was all you could say.

“Let’s sit outside, I want to talk to you.” He said.

“Just let me get another coffee as mine is all over you.” You said. Before you could even ask the girl for another coffee, she handed you another one.

“That’s on the house, it was not your fault.” She said giving you another coffee and smiling at Jai.

You two went outside and sat to talk.

“What are you doing here?” You asked.

"I moved here a week ago. I have some premieres for my new movie and have some projects coming up. How are you, my God, I missed you so much.” He said hugging you.

"You have no idea how much I missed you.” You whispered.

“How’s Alex, did you get married?” His voice tone changed.

"We are no longer together, he went back to Oz. Never married.” You smiled.

"Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t know that.” He smiled wider. “How’s work?”

“Oh my God, I forgot, just give me a minute.” You told him. You completely forgot you were late for a meeting.

You tried to call John but he didn’t picked up, probably already at the meeting, so you called your assistant Lara.

"Hey Lara, it’s me, please tell John I’m sorry but I won’t be able to be there in time for the meeting and transfer all my appointments for tomorrow, including the castings, I won’t be able to be there now.” You told her, waiting for her reply. “Ok, call me if you need anything. Bye hon.”

“Sorry about that, I totally forgot I was running late for a meeting with Sam Worthington this morning.” You said.

"I’m sorry I kept you from work.” He said.

"Do you live around here?” You asked.

“Yeah, right over Highland Park” he answered. “You?”

“Two blocks up. You should come over sometime.” You said afraid that he would agree with that. You were extremely nervous to be in the presence of the love of your life.

“What about now?” He said.

"Wow, you just sounded like Charlie trying to take the girl out so he could kill her on Jack Reacher.” You said laughing.

"Ow, so you saw my movies?” He asked.

"All of them, I just couldn’t watch Spartacus at that time because it was still too painful, but I’m catching up now on Netflix.” You answered.

“Sorry about that, love. It was painful for me as well. It was a time of my life when I thought all I would do was lose people, first you, then Andy, it was really hard.” He said sadly.

“I’m sorry, about your friend, I really am, but you never lost me, you know that, right?” You said with tears in your eyes.

"So what was your favorite? Of my characters, which one did you like the most?” He asked you.

"You really want to know that?”

He nodded yes.

"Ok, so, I have a few favorites, Gideon was an angel, so I loved him, plus you were gorgeous in that one, but you lost the cheeks I always loved so much.” You said laughing. “ Then Jack and Charlie, but my favorite by far is Eric.”

"What? Are you insane, that awful hair cut?” He said.

“I loved that hair cut!” You laughed.

Both of you laughed as he described the good and the bad of his characters. You both ended up agreeing that Captain Boomerang was a good one ! Biting your lip, you couldn’t help but think about all the memories you’d created together, particularly when you two had first started dating.


One night, Amber stayed on a sleep over at your house because you had a lab paper for the next day and she decided she would dress you up for class the following day, you didn’t allow her to put too much make up on you, but she handed you some very tight jeans and a tank top that wasn’t too short but didn’t covered your behind either and she didn’t allowed your cardigan. So you felt exposed, but agreed with her.

The two of you went to school and when you passed by a very particular guy, he and his friends were all over you, you merely spared him a glance and a small smile before heading to your lab class. They entered the room heading to the back and he kept staring at you.

His friends wanted to know about you, how he knew you, who were you ?

“Yeah, I know her.” He said puffing his chest. “I’ve known her since we were in primary school, she lives close by my house. You all know her. We’ve been in the same classes for years.”

He remembered you and even where you lived, he remembered everything but you had no clue.

One morning Amber’s mom called yours telling that Amber was sick and not going to class, she asked if you could get the homework for her. So you went to school, found Tiff and Rose and went to your lab class without your lab partner.

You sat down at your station waiting for your teacher to arrive, not noticing the person sitting next to you.

“Hi.” He said, making you turn your head his way.

"Hi.” You answered shyly.

“Y/N, right ? Can I be your lab partner today?” Jai asked you.

"I though you didn’t remembered me..” You said. “My friend is sick today, so yeah you can be my lab partner, but only for today.”

"How could I not remember you, we’ve gone to school together since we were kids.” He said.

"As the last time you spoke to me was on my tenth birthday when you threw green paint on me, I think you’ve done a pretty good job avoiding me since then.” You stated.

"Ouch, I think I deserved that.” He said.

You smiled at him, God he was gorgeous, and just nodded as the teacher walked into to class and passed your assignment. The two of you were working on it diligently before Jai began speaking again.

“Would you like to hang out with me after school?” He asked, not looking right to you, but to the assignment in front of him.

"Are you planning another prank on me?” You said lowly.

“No, just want to hang out with you. James and Dru are going to skate so we’ll all will be hanging out at the park and I would like you to come.” He said seriously.

“Ok.” You said.

He smiled while writing some thing down and you continued doing your assignment. Before the class was over, the teacher passed a very extensive homework for you to do.

“Should we meet after class to do this?” You asked.

“I think that would be smart, do you want to come over my house tomorrow ?” He said.

“We have to bring this paper on Friday, so we can meet tomorrow and if we don’t finish all of it we can meet again on Thursday.” You said. “Can we meet at my house ? I have to watch my brother tomorrow afternoon.”

“Sure do, if we don’t finish it we can meet at my house on Thursday, then.” He said.

"Deal.” You answered.

“I wait for you outside after class so we can go to the park.” He said leaving the room.

You were ecstatic, you wanted to scream and dance, but you kept yourself composed.

When the classes were over you were feeling a little nervous to meet Jai, but bubbling with energy at the same time. You went out and there he was, outside, waiting for you, just as he said he would. He came your way and grabbed your book bag, carrying it for you all the way to the park. When you got there all his friends were already there waiting for the two of you.

“Hey, Y/N, nice to see you again.” His friend James told you.

“Thank you, nice to see you too.” You said back.

You were having fun, talking to Jai while his friend skated. You were talking to a group of people, one of them you knew as Dru, Jai’s friend and the other was Alex, you didn’t remembered him, so you assumed he was from a different school as you and Jai. James called Jai over leaving you alone with Alex, who was all over you.

“You are the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen. We should go out sometime.” He was making you uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, you were looking Jai’s way to see if he could rescue you while the guy seemed intent on wooing you. You were out of luck as Jai was deep into conversation with James, but when he looked your way he saw the discomfort in your eyes and came to your side.

"Alex, leave the girl alone.” He said getting closer to you.

"Chill, mate, I’m just asking the girl out.” Alex answered.

"You’re asking my girl out ? Seriously, she’s my girl, dude.” Jai said and your heart skipped a beat.

Alex apologized, saying that he didn’t know you were Jai’s girl and he left.

“Thanks for saving me, he was being very forward .” You said.

“No problem, I noticed the look in your eyes and I knew you were not fine, but I meant it.” He said

At first you didn’t quite understand what he meant by that, but continued the conversation. He took you to where James and Dru were and you just stayed there talking to them.

When the evening approached, it was time for you to go home, so you told Jai you were leaving.

He insisted on walking you home. He grabbed your book bag and put around his neck and shoulder, held your hand and walked you home. On your way he asked you what time you used to leave the house to go to school and asked you if he could wait for you so you could go to school together, you happily agreed to that. You were walking on clouds holding his hand and talking to him all the way home. Once you reached your house, you thanked him, he gave you your bag back and when he was coming closer to you, your mom opened the door.

“Oh, honey, it’s you, I saw movement and came to check.” She said not leaving.

You wanted to kill her, just go inside and close the freaking door, right? No, she didn’t. Jai kissed your cheek and said goodbye, waving to your mom and leaving. When you entered your house you could not believe what had happened this afternoon. Your mom asked, because she knew about the crush and the paint episode on your tenth birthday, so you told her everything that happened. She just told you that while he had grown up into a nice young man, you had to be careful. Then she added that she would definitely talk to Karen about it.

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anonymous asked:

Why do people ship them? (I wanna get in on this)

It all started like 6 months ago or something like that, I honestly started shipping them since January, but here’s what I know… After 5H got formed Lauren and Lucy kept contact, at least during X Factor, time went by and we stopped seeing them together for a while, then last year during the Summer Reflection tour Lucy appeared out of nowhere, she was with the girls for a couple of shows, so that was that, I think no one said anything about it, she also went on vacation to the Bahamas with Lauren and to Hawaii I think, they spent A LOT of time together; when Lauren got her first tattoo I think Lucy went with her.
When they took their Christmas/New Year’s break Lauren went with Lucy to Colombia to celebrate New Years there with her and her family, which I think is really cute, (all of this does not prove they’re dating , but there’s people who think that. Friends do that sometimes) and here it goes why I think they’re dating, if you go to Lauren’s Instagram there’s a Birthday post to Lucy here’s the link (it’s all cute and friendly, nothing to be shipped there)
A couple of weeks later Lauren also posted on Instagram pics of their road trip, it’s 10 pics after the birthday one, the way she narrated the whole trip sounded quite romantic to me and I started shipping them in that moment, later on that day a girl on Twitter said she had proof that Lauren and Lucy were a thing, she posted a conversation where a girl said that she had class with Lucy and she was dating Lauren and there was a pic of Lauren on Lucy’s class, I kinda believed her, seeing that they were spending so much time together and went on a really romantic and cute trip, (Lucy also posted something about it I also saw another thing on Twitter that made me believe 99% that they are dating, a guy completely unrelated to the fandom had said before all of this happened “Plot twist: Lauren is actually dating a girl from Loyola” (he was asked about it and gave proof as to why he said that) seeing that he doesn’t have anything to do with the 5H fandom and just a couple of people saw it, and when he was asked to delete the tweets he did, I believed him.
While all of the above was happening, Lauren started reblogging cheesy stuff on tumblr, it seemed like she was a little bit in love, and it still does, a couple of days after the pics of the trip, she posted a picture of yellow roses and put the caption “happy surprises” that gave away that she maybe was dating someone, that someone being Lucy in my opinion (she went to New Orleans when she wasn’t working to visit Lucy, Lucy went to LA when she had free time to visit Lauren and they seriously spend so much time together) two weeks ago when the girls went to wrestlemania Lucy was there with them, two days after that Lauren posted a pic of a Yellow rose and wrote “Miss u” of course a lot of us thought it was for Lucy, and that Yellow roses are the Laucy thing.
When Lauren, Dinah and Mani went to get new piercings there was a video where Lauren gave her phone to Kaena, and we saw she had as her lock and home screen a picture of a girl, so obviously everyone was wondering who that was, some thought it was Lana, others thought it was Camila, others that it was Lauren herself and others thought it was Lucy, but after the initial fuss no one brought it up again, until a couple of days ago when Lucy posted a pic on Instagram, where she looks all cute and hot, and it was the picture that Lauren has/had as her lock and home screen, if you scroll a little bit down on the Laucy tag you can find both pictures.
We don’t know what’s happening for sure, if they are just really good friends or if there’s something else to it, but I honestly think everyone’s allowed to ship whoever the fuck they want as soon as they do not harass them or tell them stuff about it, I think people is starting to say stuff to Lucy about it cause she deleted the tweet where she said she was in Dallas and the one where she posted a pic of wrestlemania, and tweeted, “the Internet hates me and I hate the Internet, this proposition applies conversely” and “True life: I’m self conscious about my tweets” so please guys don’t do that! If you wanna ship them, ship them here or on Twitter but don’t @ them or comment on their pics, that’s just dumb.

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Hi. Can I request a 'popular girl!gwiboon and nerd!minho are best friends since they were children. Gwiboon secretly loves Minho but Minho is clueless" fanfic? Please? Thank you. :)

“Hey, wait for me!” Easily, Minho falls into step with Gwiboon, matching his longer strides with hers. There’s that certain gentle sparkle in his eyes that Gwiboon likes to think is reserved just for her, but she can’t really be sure of that. “You’ve got English next? With Junghee?”

“Yeah,” she answers, grabbing his arm as they make their way through the swarm of students in the halls. “And we have a presentation today. Can’t wait for it to be over!” It’s not that she minds, really, but if she has to listen to Junghee’s nervous whining for one more day she’s not going to be held responsible for her actions. 

“You’ll do fine,” Minho says without a thought, “both of you.” They almost walk into a bunch of younger students who are running, apparently late for something, but Minho manages to tug Gwiboon to the side in the nick of time. Neither of them really pays it much attention, though.

“I know that,” she replies confidently. She gives Minho’s arm a little squeeze, though, raising her eyebrows questioningly. “How come I haven’t seen you all morning?”

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Paper Cuts

Someone requested Pacifica, I believe.

So, another Transcendence AU fic. This one involves simpler times and badass ladies.

3200-ish words
Rating T (for swearing Pacifica, blood and violence [but not insane, scarring amounts of either])
Also maybe a little OOC in regards to Mabel, idk. If in a week I look back and find it ridiculously OOC I’ll fix it.


Pacifica was fifteen the first time she was kidnapped, tied up, and sacrificed to an immortal demon.

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Something Better pt. 2 - Luke
A/N : I got over 20 requests  im still shocked to do the second part to Something Better (you can find part one here) so here it is. This will be the last part of it but requests are always open in case you have an idea for an imagine about any of of the boys :) —————————- “Hello?” You say to your phone before you swallow the handful of chips Luke just stuffed into your mouth. “Hey, it’s me” Vivian, another one of your closest friends says from the other side of the line. “What’s up?” You ask and laugh at Luke who’s trying to pet his dog but she keeps running away from him. “Nothing really. Actually I called you because  Heidi, Alicia, Cindy and I are going to see a movie tonight and we were wondering if you’d like to come with us?” Vivian asks. “Um” You say and Luke comes to sit next to you on his bed, trying to listen who’s on the phone. “I don’t know. I mean, it sounds nice but I’m at Lu-” You explain but stop and let out a high pitched squeal when Luke suddenly starts to kiss your neck. Well not exactly kiss but whatever he’s doing it tickles. 
“Thank you for almost making me deaf” Vivian says and you push Luke away while still giggling. “I’m so sorry, Viv. I was saying that I’m at-” “Luke’s house. Of course you are” Vivian sighs and you frown. “What exactly is that supposed to mean?” You ask. Luke takes his guitar and starts to play some chords as he waits for you to end the call. “For 
the past three weeks you haven’t done anything but hung out with Luke. You like him, I get it but you could spare some time for us too” Vivian says. You bite your bottom lip, knowing that she’s more than right. Every single day you’ve done something with Luke. When he wasn’t at your place or you weren’t at his you took his car and drived around 
non-stop while blasting out your favorite music and singing along to every song. And on the weekends when it started to get dark and your parents weren’t calling every other minute to tell you to come home because it’s getting late you would go to the beach and act like two 5-year-olds splashing water at each other. Which of course always ended up with him picking you up and kissing you until you both had to stop so that you could breathe. And to be honest, you don’t even know when you’ve felt more happy and alive than you do when you’re with him. You’ve seen a whole new side of him that you’re pretty sure no one 
else has. He’s not cocky, nor is he nonchalant like you thought. It was, or is, all just a role he’s playing. Of course, if others heard that they wouldn’t understand why but you do. Luke told you that he wasn’t the same kinda person that he is now before. He used to be the Luke you've got to know in the past three weeks. But apparently people in his old school didn’t think it was exactly ‘cool’ to be the teachers son. Or to be in a band. While everyone else was playing football Luke was the one boy in class who couldn’t care about it at all. Not until now at least. 
Or well, he does but only so that he wouldn’t have to face the same treatment that he had to in the last school. Luke was never exactly bullied but no one really cared about him. "Okay, you’re right. Count me in. I’ll come with you. Which movie are we going to watch?“ You ask after feeling the wave of quilt float through your body. "I don’t know, we 
haven’t decided yet. But you better be there” Vivian says. “I promise. Bye” You say and end the call. “So what movie are we going to see?” Luke immediately asks and lifts you up to sit on his lap. You put your arm behind his neck and play with the ends of his hair. "You mean I’m going to see. Not you" You say. Luke pouts his bottom lip and you can’t help but smile at how adorable he is. “I’m sorry. But if I don’t go or take you with me my friends will probably never talk to me again. Maybe next time” You say. Luke smiles and quickly kisses your nose. “I can live with that” He says. “I hope so. Anyway, I better leave soon. I still have to 
take a shower and get ready before the movie” You say after you checked the time from the clock on his wall. “You can shower here if you want” Luke says and smirks. You roll your eyes and sigh. “Okay, okay. But can we at least cuddle until you have to go?” He asks and you smile. Luke loves to cuddle and kiss, something you never 
thought he would be so addicted to. After giving him a soft peck on the lips you nod. "I can live with that" “I was actually surprised you showed up” Heidi says and takes a bite of the apple on her hand. Which actually happens to be the only thing in her lunch bag. Apparently someone told her that if once a week the only thing she eats in 24 hours is an apple it’ll make her skinny. You and everybody else know it’s bullshit but telling that will only lead to a fight. "Me too. You’re so hooked on Hemmings that it seems like you forgot everyone else even exists" Vivian says and moves her dark brown hair away from her face. "Yeah, and it seems to work both ways. We’ve been sitting here for 3 minutes and Luke hasn’t stopped staring at you for at least two" Alicia says and you look over your shoulder to the direction where Luke and his friends are. And as she said, when your eyes meet his he immediately smiles and mouths “you look beautiful”. You smile back and when you’re about to answer his friend starts to talk to him so he has to look at him. “There’s just something I don’t understand” Heidi says and spits out the apple pieces in her mouth. She never even liked apples that much and looks like that hasn’t changed.  After she threw it to the trash can behind her she looks at you. “If you and Luke really are so close then why don’t you ever hang out in school? I mean I get, you don’t have same friends but it’s not like it stops him from having lunch with you” Heidi finishes and you put your fork away. “I don’t know. That way I can spend time with you guys and he can spend time with his friends” You say. “Are those your words or his?” Vivian asks and raises an eyebrow. “Where are you going with this?” You frown and confusedly look at all of them. It seems like they’ve been wanting to have this conversation with you for a long time. “We don’t mean anything bad with this, it’s just that… Are you sure he’s not 
embarrassed of you?” Alicia sighs. You let out a chuckle and shake your head. “W-Why would he be embarrassed of me? If he was he wouldn’t want to be seen with me after school” You say. What your friends are saying right now is absolutely ridiculous. “Seen with you? y/n, you’re always at his place or he’s at yours. The only people that see you are your parents. Or if you do go out you’re always at least an hour away from here. Don’t say that doesn’t make you think” Heidi says and you suddenly realize that she might be right. Luke never talks to you at school, not unless you’re somewhere, like at the parking lot, where none of his friends, or anyone during a school day really, can see. “You’re all just paranoid. If I walk over there and talk to him he’ll probably ask me to join them” You say and try to sound confident. In reality you’re just praying that they won’t ask you to do so. “Then do so and we’ll see” Alicia says. Oh great. “Fine. I will” You say and stand up. You start to walk towards their table while holding what’s left of your sandwich. They’re so absorbed to their conversation that they don’t even realize you’re there before you mumble a quiet 'hi’. Suddenly the talking stops and all eyes are uncomfortably on you. You wait for Luke to introduce you, maybe even stand up to give you a hug. Nothing. And when you look at him you see that he’s hiding his face and staring at the table as if you weren’t even there. "Are you lost?“ Jake, one of the biggest jerks and Luke’s best friend, from school at least, says while holding his arm around his girlfriend. Who else than Selena, the cheer captain of your school. Not to mention Luke’s ex. "Um, actually…” You start and wait for Luke to say something. But he doesn’t. “Um, actually, I don’t think this is the table for you, honey. Maybe if you'd loose some weight and changed your style a little bit to something, hm, exposing we could reconsider” Jake says, making everyone burst out laughing. Everyone else but Luke. Not that you care about that though, because at the moment you’re standing there and listening to these idiots make fun of you while Luke pretends like he’s not even there. “Are you just going to stand there and stare at Luke for the rest of the day? He’s not interested” Hayley, Selena’s friend says and puts her hand on Luke’s thigh. Getting your finger cut off with a knife would probably be less painful than this is. “Yeah” You start. “Apparently not” You then say, more to yourself than anyone else. After that you turn around and start to walk back 
towards your friends. This is it. You want nothing to do with Luke anymore. Nothing. When the class finally ends you’re the first one to leave the room. After the thing that happened with Luke 4 hours ago you’ve been counting down every minute and hoping that you’ll get to go home soon. Now that you finally can you couldn’t be happier about it. You’ve been doing everything you can to avoid Luke, including ignoring his messages by 
turning off your phone and now using the back door to leave the building. You can’t say you’re exactly hurt by his actions, but you’re mad. Mad not only to him but also to yourself for being stupid enough to believe that Luke Hemmings would be interested about you. Or he is, but only behind closed doors. The walk back home is long. Not too long but 
so long that you’d much rather go with a bus like you usually do. But this time you don't want to because when Luke drives home he has to go past the bus stop you use and you honestly don’t want to see him at all. Even if it’s just for 3 seconds as he drives by. When you finally see your house you start to smile like an idiot. It definitely is not cold today and your clothes are sticking on to your sweaty body. Just the thought of 
taking a shower feels good right now. As you start to search for your keys you suddenly hear a familiar voice say 'hey’. You look up and see Luke sitting on your stairs and smiling at you like nothing ever happened. “What are you doing here?” You coldly ask and finally find the keys. After that you walk past him and open the door before you throw your bag inside and then turn to look at Luke. “Can I come in?” Luke asks. You sigh and can’t help but laugh. “So that no one can see us? I don’t think so. If you have something to say then say it here” You say and cross your arms on your chest. “What are you talking about?” Luke frowns. “Do you actually think that after what you did today I even want to talk to you?” You ask and that seems to make Luke even more confused. “I have no idea what you mean, y/n” Luke says. “Sure you don’t. I suppose you think it’s okay that your friends make fun of me while you just sit there like the last three weeks never happened" 
You say and swallow down the tears. This is harder than you thought. Luke seems to think about your words for a minute and then sighs. "I know that was wrong. And trust me, I wanted to hit Jake so hard when he said what he did. I’m sorry” Luke says and tries to take your hand to his but you pull it away. “It doesn’t matter. I don’t want you to hit him but you could’ve told him to stop. But you didn’t and I just stood there like an 
idiot thinking you’d actually want me to be something else than your shameful secret. I guess not” You say and Luke’s confused look changes to a worried one. “But you are not my 'shameful secret’, y/n” He says. “Then why are you so embarrassed of me?” You ask.
“I’m not! You’re-”
“Not popular enough to date the captain of the football team. I get it. It’s not like I even wanted to. I want to date Luke, the idiot who I never share a dull moment with. Who plays guitar incredibly well and has the voice of an angel. Not this jerk. So unless the real Luke doesn’t come out then it’s better to just continue our lives like nothing ever happened between us. Goodbye, Luke” You say and go inside, closing the door after you. 
As soon as you kicked off your shoes you lean your back on the door and slide down, letting the tears you’ve been holding in since lunch roll down your cheek, even though you know better than well that he’s not worth them. But it’s been a while since you liked someone as much as you like Luke. And the fact that he doesn’t feel as strong about you hurts. Or so you think. If only you saw how his eyes fill with tears aswell the minute he drove away you’d know that his feelings are just as strong as yours. If not even stronger.

“You’re so quiet lately” Vivian says when you both sit down with Heidi and Alicia. “Is it about Luke?” She continues and you all take out your lunch. You shrug and sigh. "I really liked him"
It’s been exactly a week since the last time you talked with Luke. And it hasn’t been easy. Okay, you only knew him for a very short time but the connection between you two was something you might never find again. “Then why don’t you try to talk things through?” Heidi asks. “Because I don’t want to. If he really won’t be himself or even admit that he knows me because he’s so afraid of getting judged then I couldn’t care less” You say and drink some water from the bottle in front of you. “That’s good. All though, if you think like that I suggest you don’t turn around now” Alicia says and you almost choke to your water. “Is he really here?” You ask and they all nod. “Oh great” You mumble and put the bottle down. What has made things easier is that Luke hasn’t showed up to school since the day you told him to leave you alone. And today you heard some girls talk about Luke’s car being parked on it’s usual place. You were hoping they were wrong but guess not. “Do you guys think he looks different or is it just me?" Heidi asks. "What?” You say. You’re dying to look but you’re scared to make eye contact with him, knowing that if you do all the memories from the best three weeks of your life 
will just come floating back. “No, it definitely is not just you” Vivian says and shakes her head in disbelief. You can’t resist anymore and just turn to look at him. And they're right. He’s not wearing the football jacket with 'Hemmings’ on the back like he usually does. No, he’s wearing a blink-182 t-shirt with black skinny jeans. There’s also a beanie 
placed on his head. And to be honest, he looks better than you ever thought was possible. And even though you could stare at him forever you turn away. You start to eat and pray that he won’t see 
you. “Damn, y/n. I almost feel as bad as you do. I didn’t know it was possible for Hemmings to look even better than he already did” Vivian says and bites her bottom lip. “Vivian!" Heidi snaps and you just ignore the whole conversation. "Wait. What is he doing?” Alicia asks. “What do you mean? What is he doing?” You say and gulp nervously. “He’s standing on one of the tables. What the hell?” Heidi frowns. “Can I have your attention!” You hear, who else but Luke yell, making the whole cafeteria echo from his voice. What is he up to? 
“I have something to tell you” He says and at this point he has all eyes on him. Even yours. “I know what kinda person you all think I am. But that’s not me. Let me tell you something about myself” Luke says and you’re not exactly sure what he’s doing. Or where he’s going with this. “You all know me as Luke but my real name is actually Lucas. 
Everyone, except my mom, just calls me Luke and I’m cool with it. Football isn’t my passion. Music is. I’m in a band and I know some of you will laugh at that but I don't care. Because someone I care about once told me that I shouldn’t be afraid to be myself. And she was right” Luke says and even though he hasn’t even looked at your direction you 
know that he’s talking about you. “But none of that matters now. The reason I’m doing this is because I messed up pretty badly a week ago and I need to apologize. So does anyone know if y/f/n is here?” Luke asks and you feel like your heart just dropped to your feet. Before you know it Vivian, who’s sitting next to you, pushes you so that you 
have no other chance but to stand up. Suddenly everyone’s looking at you. Luke jumps down from the table and walks closer to you. When he’s right in front of you your heart is beating so fast that you’ll probably have a heart attack soon. “I’m sorry for acting like an idiot, y/n. I told you about my past and I guess I was so scared that it would happen 
again that I didn’t realize that I could actually hurt you. And I know you thought that the roadtrips we did were to get away from people we know but that’s not true. I’ve just always wanted to do stuff like that with someone I really care about. And I really, really care about you, y/n. I do” Luke says and looks straight into your eyes. Everyone is silent as 
he opens his heart for you. “I know that I screwed up but the past week that I've spent without you has been hell. I miss your company. And even though I’ve properly known you for only three weeks I just want to ask if…” Luke starts but seems to get too nervous to finish his sentence. “If?” You ask with a voice hardly loud enough to be heard. “y/n will you um… Will you be my girlfriend?” Luke asks and you hear how people around you gasp as if he just proposed to you. “Well…” You say and try to act like you’re not internally screaming of joy right now. “If I say yes can I kiss you anywhere I want or do we have to hide first?”
You say and Luke rolls his eyes and laughs. “Shut up…” He mumbles and when you smile he puts his 
arms around you and lifts you up. He places his soft lips on yours and suddenly the whole cafeteria goes crazy. Not that you care though, because right now the only thing that matter to you is Luke. You were right. Your first impression of Luke wasn’t accurate.

Because there really was something better hiding inside of him.