she rules this world

Mars - The inner fire
  • Mars in Aries: Imagination and intuitive idealism, reckless defiance and rose petals of daggers await the Mars in Aries person as she sets foot on the battlefield. Mars is ruled by Aries and creates a ferocious storm with a smouldering expression, a deep fire inside filled with passion, desire, sexual power, and lava whipped warrior expression. She is brave, filled with infinite energies at her disposal, and susceptible to a volatile emotional nature.
  • Mars in Taurus: The wind blowing through the petals, the elemental rage of storms, the placid sequence of nature rhythms - these are all energizing sources for Mars in Taurus. The individual could be perceived as lethargic because she adopts the steady, calculative, and enduring pace of mother earth. There is a steady energy generated by the individual that is dispersed like the lyrics of the universe, sweet, melodic, lethargic, and everlasting.
  • Mars in Gemini: The Mars in Gemini person can be a tremendous debater, and use the sword of words to confront the battle of Mars. There is an incredible flow of ideas and vocal acuity, and the individual can become over excited in learning environments. When the mind is content the body feels refreshed.
  • Mars in Cancer: There are supernatural ripples triggered by the shifts of the Moon and the eruption of course, overwhelming and erratic energy levels that coincide closely with the current emotional state. Much of the resources utilized by the individual will be poured into establishing a sanctuary of comfort, support, interpersonal nurturing and negating extremes to avoid conflict or confrontation.
  • Mars in Leo: Mars in Leo people shine the sun on the battlefield, and she is brilliantly confident, amorous, gracious, fierce, explosive and exuberant. She is the Queen who knows how to rule with command and grace. When she is in love, the whole world knows about it, because her heart roars and her spirit spindles flames into gold.
  • Mars in Virgo: Mars in Virgo people are energized by their own mindfulness, the exploration through the temple of the body, the feeling of physical touch, the sensational bliss of thoughts rumbling through the mind. The individual generates powerful mental energies and stays fixed and focused in midst of chaos. This quiet, constant, and enduring inertia generates over long periods and can spill into nervous tension, stresses, and anxieties.
  • Mars in Libra: Mars in Libra people are socially energized and enjoy initiating gatherings and social encounters. Th individual is skilled at problem solving and conflict management, motivated by the need to instal tranquility amongst collaborations. Art, music, fashion and literature are charming pursuits for Mars in Libra, and many people born under this placement summon incredible resources of creative talent and energy.
  • Mars in Scorpio: Mars in Scorpio people are willing to charge and tumble headfirst into dark hidden hollows. There is something erotic about the secretive. If you manage to break down the barriers the Mars in Scorpio erects around her heart, be careful you don’t shatter it, because a broken Mars in Scorpio heart is powerful enough to cause earthquakes and hurricanes. She makes a formidable enemy to those who wrong her, and those who harm those she holds closely.
  • Mars in Sagittarius: A dazzling wildlife burns a spectacular halo through the Mars in Sagittarius spirit. Energy is directed through the thighs and circulated through the active and rambunctious mind. She quivers her bow and arrow toward the bursts of stars in the distance, her vision is tremendous and her dreams are far ranging and enterprising.
  • Mars in Capricorn: The battlefield planet steers the stern mountain goat in the direction of fiery and disciplined ambition, unwavering tenacity and the manifestation of fantasy into reality. Mars in Capricorn personalities charge headfirst into the direction of their dreams and exude a surging recklessness in their urgency to succeed, achieve, weave the tapestry of dreams, and dissolve opposition
  • Mars in Aquarius: Mars in Aquarius are energized by the promotion of progression and revolution and scatter their love amongst humanity in a detached and impersonal way. The natural course for them is to restrict all authority and ignore their plights of their elders, garnering their innovative thought streams and creating practical particle. Their rebellious nature can act to isolate themselves from others, and these individuals often view themselves as separate from society or wider humanity as a whole
  • Mars in Pisces: The emotional state reflects energy distribution in Mars in Pisces. Pisces is a sign known for its moods and instabilities. The experience of divine elation can energize and enthuse the individual, while melancholic states are lethargic and sleepy. And emotions are amplified with Mars in Pisces, because its like the longings of the heart fuse with the ferocity of Mars.
Things Everyone Should Know About Min Yoongi

Or just reasons to love him. (From the POV of a Yoongi stan)

  • loves music
  • LYRICAL GENIUS
  • raps faster than the speed of light. hella control over his voice
  • plays the piano
  • amazing on stage; in his element
  • his mixtape saved hiphop. saved lives. saved the world goddamn Yoongi
  • AGUSTD - Intro: Dt sugA (ft. DJ Friz)                                                                        - AgustD                                                                                                      - give it to me                                                                                              -skit                                                                                                            -724148                                                                                                      -140503 at dawn                                                                                        -The Last                                                                                                    -Tony Montana (ft. Yankie)                                                                          -Interlude ; Dream, Reality                                                                          -so far away (ft. Suran) 
  • he produced the entire thing. it didn’t feel like individual tracks on an album. it felt very complete, in a way i’ve never seen before.
  • released this masterpiece to the world for free; on soundcloud, on a google drive, on mediafire, on spotify…
  • He had no problematic lyrics on his mixtape. He doesn’t imitate or glorify modern American hiphop. There are no meaningless lyrics, no misogyny, no materialism or racial slurs. Instead, he talks about himself and builds on that.
  • worked on his mixtape in between his schedule. sometimes while on the plane, sometimes while working on other music for BTS.
  • Has a polar bear protection bracelet. Really likes polar bears.
  • was the happiest person in the world when he met Kumamon it was all too adorable
  • Very socially aware. Wants to use his fame to shift people’s attention to global problems.
  • When he and Taehyung got sick and were rushed to the hospital, they ended up having to cancel the concert in Kobe. During his vacation time, he went to the stadium they were supposed to perform in by himself and wrote a post about it in the fancafe. He sat in the seats of the stadium and forced himself to imagine the fans’ emotions on the day that was supposed to be the concert. He wrote  a long apology. He felt so guilty it kept him awake every night since the incident. He didn’t know what else to do. He promised never to let the fans down again and to work harder. 
  • works from from 12 am - 6 am on music. even after a full day of training or concert preparation or filming. only to sleep for 2 or 3 hours or not at all to start the next day. sleeps whenever he gets the chance. gives the day’s events his full energy regardless. 
  • when BTS had to pack for their backpacking trip through Europe, he was the one that remembered to pack medicine and first aid supplies. he cleaned up before leaving the hotel room. helped cook. was in charge of their budget. 
  • wrote/composed/produced some of BTS’s best songs:                              -Tomorrow                                                                                                  -Nevermind                                                                                                -Intro (HYYH pt. 1)                                                                                      -Dead Leaves                                                                                            -Fun Boyz                                                                                                  -Just One Day                                                                                            -Let Me Know                                                                                              -Paldogangsan (with Hoseok & Namjoon)                                                  -Cypher pt 1, 2, & 3 (with Hoseok & Namjoon)
  • participates in the making of almost every BTS song
  • he looks gorgeous in every hair colour he’s literally so beautiful
  • once said he would sue Bighit if his hair started falling out lmao
  • his smile that shows his gums
  • laughs in 10 different ways
  • his voice sounds beautiful in Whalien52 aka one of my favourite songs
  • in the song “Move” he dedicated his section to his mom, who was sick after she gave birth to him
  • in “If I ruled the world” he dreams, if he could have anything, it would be to buy a house for his family
  • danced around his studio in the early hours of the morning when “Nevermind” was approved to be the intro of HYYH pt.2
  • really likes lamb skewers. Wants to open a lamb skewer restaurant with Jungkook
  • his only goal is to make music that gives people emotions (comfort). the root of his passion, goes back to when he started making music at the age of 13.
  • his dream was to perform at Olympic Gymnastics Arena. At the end of the concert, he looked for his parents and brother in the crowd. When he saw them, he smiled and got on the floor to do a deep bow, the kind where your forehead touches the ground. This is when he sobbed for the first time at a concert.
  • at fansigns, fans get to write them a question. “What’s more important? Face or body?” is asked a lot, not just to BTS but all Kpop groups. Yoongi is the only one that writes a third option, “Personality” and circles it and writes that it is the most important. He does this every time the question comes up.
  • When given the question, “What type of girl?” or “What type of style do you like in a girl?” He circles all of them.
  • his ideal type is someone who likes music and someone he can communicate with. there are never any other specifications.
  • when asked for the ideal weight in a girl, he writes a ridiculous number
  • when asked what age difference he would date, he wrote “81 years” lol
  • tells everyone to eat well and take care of themselves. loves his fans more than anything.
  • extremely open-minded person
  • when he and Namjoon were being disrespected by Bfree during an interview, he stayed calm and handled the situation well. Then proceeded to drAG THE HELL OUT OF HIM IN CYPHER PT. 2
  • the “S” in Suga stands for “Savage”
  • literally sarcastic all the time
  • “If we’re talking about regrets you should think of some of your past selcas” - to Jimin
  • relatable
  • king of “I meant to do that”
  • the time he and Hoseok reacted to a “Try not to laugh challenge” of their own members and Yoongi laughed so hard he choked
  • his existence is pretty much art in itself
  • the thing he does when his members are doing something embarrassing and he just curls up and covers his face
  • “Min Suga. Genius. Those two words should be enough. *shrugs*”
  • “I want to reincarnate and be a rock in my next lifetime”
  • “I’m Father Louis Williams Suga Adams the Third”
  • “I’m good at doing ugly stuff”
  • “I was destined to be taller, but there were some errors in my development.”
  • “I’d like to introduce you to my lover…this neckpillow"
  • “I’ve always wanted to nap in a different country”
  • on his first birthday after he debuted, he spent his own money to make small gifts for his fans and hand-wrote over 300 notes for the fans that were going to come to see him on his birthday. he spent a long time because he wanted to make each note different. at the event, he got embarrassed because “it’s not much but I hope you all like it”. he learned that instead of 300, 350 came and he made 50 more to send to them. 
  • the next year, he made packages again but this time with transportation cards so the fans could use them when they came to see them. hand-written letters again, signed polaroids and ordered special envelopes. 
  • gave Jimin his credit card to charge the passes with, and when Jimin jokingly said he’s going to spend his money on snacks, Yoongi unhesitatingly said “Okay”
  • he did something again this year, but just didn’t vlog about it.
  • took pictures of Jungkook at his graduation like he was a proud parent 
  • the time when he and Hoseok lost a game and didn’t get dinner. Jimin brought them a crab from their table, and Yoongi let Hoseok have it. “Seeing my dongsaeng eat makes me feel full." 
  • Bangtan love him. They say Yoongi takes care of them well, especially his dongsaengs. He’s the one that silently takes care of them all.
  • The time Yoongi took Jimin out to eat sushi, and while Jimin was tying his shoes, Yoongi paid and told him they could go. "Of course, I’m the hyung." 
  • says his members are his closest friends. says Bighit is like a family
  • when Hoseok was celebrating New Years alone in the dorms, Yoongi left his family and showed up with chicken just so Hoseok wouldn’t have to spend new years by himself
  • Maschine mk2 review what a nerd
  • that time he tried to install a music editing software and ranted for 10 years on the fancafe because technology is problematic 
  • that one time Yoongi got really passionate about coffee and said he needed 309 people to help him "catch” coffee
  • does reviews and gives insight on all of BTS’s albums
  • the time he sang his heart out with Hoseok for “I was able to eat well” and sounded terrible 
  • the time they had a high note challenge and Yoongi sang so “high” that no noise came out
  • so extra. all the time.
  • “the director said it would only take 5 minutes. It’s been exactly 4 minutes and 58 seconds" 
  • that time he had to introduce himself and pulled confetti out of his pocket and threw it over himself 
  • but also unamused
  • he is a paradox
  • “I want to go baaaaaaaack”
  • easily put in his place by Jin, his hyung. But also ignores all of his jokes.
  • cannot dance for his life (literally flailing in DOPE) but is a really good dancer (FIRE ????)
  • he just works hard
  • unhesitatingly kicked Jimin in the balls when he started dancing over his legs while he was trying to sleep. didn’t even wake up.
  • that time Taehyung was really nervous on stage and kept stuttering and messing up his words. the members laughed and poked fun at him, but Yoongi shushed them and the audience and told Taehyung to breathe and relax and start again. This time Taehyung didn’t stutter
  • literally a deadass person at the awards show until Namjoon was up next to perform and Yoongi couldn’t stop being hyped and looking for him
  • makes fun of his members all the time but always makes sure they’re comfortable
  • witty but never crude
  • says he’s not always the best at expressing himself verbally, but wants everyone to know he is always thankful
  • kindest, bravest, strongest person to ever grace this earth. blesses the lives of everyone he touches

There are certain things I didn’t include in there, because they are a part of his mixtape and I think that speaks for itself. 

To Min Yoongi, thank you. 

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BODY ONCE TOLD ME

I Will Show You - FP Jones | Riverdale

Originally posted by sensualkisses

Pairing: FP Jones x Female!Reader

Fandom: Riverdale

Warning: Mentions of sexual content & Daddy!kink, huge age difference

Wordcount: 1091


The puddle of water reflected the lights of Pop’s Chock'lit Shoppe. It was almost 11 PM but the dinner was still filled with people. A girl, around the age of seventeen, sat in a red Jeep. Loud music was playing while she scrolled through her phone. It was clear to everyone that she was waiting for someone. This, someone, was FP Jones, the fearless leader of the Southside Serpents. The Serpents lived on the south side of Riverdale and were feared by the north, west and east. They were especially known for drugs, alcohol, and stealing. The girl was born and raised as a Serpent. At some point, her parents began to care less and she began to hang out with Joaquin and he was the reason, how she met FP.

Right now, she was waiting for him. She only went with him because he promised her some food, which she probably won’t get. After all, an invisible rule said that the Serpents were actually not allowed in the other parts of Riverdale. The only thing she knew about his business was that it was with someone called Lodge. The girl moved her eyes to the nearest cars; Cheryl Blossom’s Car. She was the queen bee of Riverdale High, and the youngest and now only child of the Blossom Family.

Just because she had the money, the red-haired witch thought she could rule Riverdale, mostly the whole world. Before she could drift even more into her thoughts, the door of the driver side opened. FP had an angry look on his face while fastening his seat belts. The girl looked concerned and reached out for his hand. The older man moved his face to look at her, and his eyes soften. “Everything okay?” she asked him while he wiped the sweat away from his forehead. “Yeah, nothing your pretty head has to worry about,” he told her with a wink. The teenager girl was about to answer when she felt a pair of eyes staring at her. A waitress was staring at them, with a deathly glare. FP touched her shoulder which caused the girl to look at him again. He caressed her cheek and moved towards to kiss her.

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She was the colour of sunflowers when they would
bleed like orange and amber and crimson gems.
You would almost have to turn your head away, the glare of the lights and   nowhere to hide.  
She laughs like crackling thunder, it’s so marvellous, her open arms and open heart  
something so delicate and complicated but standing like she rules the world
—  Leo
Barely Dressed; Never Snogging

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The first time Lily Evans wore James Potter’s shirt was an accident.

Lily grabbed it from the clean laundry pile that the House Elves placed on her trunk the night before. She threw it over her head and as it slid down her face into place she realized how good the shirt smelled. She mused that when her clothes came back from the elves, they never smelled so…good.

She didn’t notice it wasn’t one of her Gryffindor shirts until the hem fell right above her knees like a very short dress. The soft cotton was well worn and soft against her bare skin, colored scarlet with a lion rearing on the front majestically. Lily pulled it off just as quickly as she’d put it on, checking the tag and seeing no name written in. When she flipped it over to view the back she was in luck.

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Give woman the right red lipstick and she can rule the world.
—  Β. Κ.
Fic Recs #17

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16

And we’re back! New year, new fic. Yes, it’s halfway through February and this is my first fic rec of the year. I was just talking to Megan (acheaptrickandacheesyoneline) the other day about the distinct lack of new fanfiction content in the Olicity fandom. It’s made it a bit hard to make this! But I shall soldier on, finding fics both old and new to pass on to you.

Let’s begin.

Originally posted by thegameofnerds

Shattered by @flipflops - Oliver and Felicity share one night of passion despite the fact that they’re dating other people, but the next day Oliver wakes up alone and runs away to Europe. Five years later, Thea convinces him to come back. Nothing is as he expected.

Breaking News by @thatmasquedgirl - Laurel Lance’s friend Iris West went missing when she went to Russia for an investigative piece. No one can help her find her friend, so she decides to try and find the only people who will: the A-Team, a group of dishonorably discharged military men (and one woman) turned criminal outlaws after a mission went awry (that not their fault). Angsty, emotional, and so totally awesome! I can’t wait for more of this story.

Originally posted by miracleleads

what’s a little history (between you and I) by @sarcasticfina - Felicity Smoak (Merlyn, but she changed her name) is home from London after an exile to boarding school from her disinterested father. But now, something called the Undertaking (and her brother almost dying) brought her back to a city in disarray and a boy (now man) she was never strong enough to resist.

Keep It Professional by @mogirl97 - Felicity Smoak is a tech genius, and she’s moving across the country to help manage the NYC office of Smoak Tech. And she’s still in high school. Well, she won’t be when she moves cross-country to attend MIT between ruling the tech world, and that’s where this story comes in. Donna is worried about her baby girl, especially since threats are being leveled at her. Digg and his private security firm has handled protecting the Smoaks since Felicity was small, so Donna calls on him to hire a private bodyguard for Felicity. When Oliver Queen walks in, he’s nothing like what she expected.

It’s on the (Edge of Emotional) by @weonlyliveonce - Oliver Queen is the hard-working mayor Star City deserves, but his platform accounted for his past philandering by marketing him as a bachelor entirely dedicated to his city. That was true, until a babbling blonde came to his office to work on his systems. Computer systems, that is.

Originally posted by olivergifs

Illusion Never Changed Into Something Real by @felicityollies - A sort of fix-it fic about the breakup, how it should’ve been handled and addressed, and Oliver not lying to himself that he “didn’t have a choice” about not telling Felicity.

Bumps in the Night by @ilurked - Oliver still spends five years in hell, with a few key differences. One: hell is a mix of the island and a crazy science lab. And two, he’s a werewolf.

Playing With Fire by @wrldtravler - A beautiful blonde enters Verdant in a stunning red dress. You know, the one with the zipper. Oliver finds he can’t stay away. (Sexy, smutty, gorgeous!)

When Locksley Met… by @emmilynestill - A continuation of “of Redemption and Inebriation,” featuring everyone’s favorite adorable, protective, massive Akita: Locksley. I got a preview of all the stories (beta perks, dahlings) and y’all are in for a RIDE.

celestial devotion series by @alexiablackbriar13 - Oliver Queen is an angel. Then he meets Felicity Smoak, and it turns out they’re soulmates. What could go wrong?

Family Doesn’t End With Blood by @dettiot - Part 3 in the Felicity Stark series. Arrow’s plot has progressed much the same, but Oliver and Felicity have been together basically the whole time. Now, they’re engaged. But tragic events (i.e. - Damien Darhk and Felicity’s paralysis) have made her start doubting herself and she and Oliver’s relationship. What’s next for the daughter of an Avenger? Only time will tell.

Originally posted by carpediemwithme

The Challenge by @felicityollies - As you all know (or maybe not), the Olicity Valentine’s Day Smut-a-thon graced AO3 on February 14th. This was one of my favorite entires, involving some teasing, some spanking, and a very interesting pair of lacy pink underwear.

Reading Between the Lines by @lynslogic - Another deliciously smutty entry to the Smut-a-thon, this one involving returned-solider Oliver, college-professor Felicity, and someone reading smutty fanfiction in class…

ubi amor, ibi dolor by @alexiablackbriar13 - “The five times Oliver is caught self-harming and the one time he isn’t.” Aka painful, tragic, heartbreaking, and totally awesome so you should go read it. TRIGGER WARNING for self-harm, as evidenced by the fic description.

Originally posted by begavet

Somewhere With You by ME! - It’s everyone’s favorite part of the day, where I tell you about my current WIP. Felicity is on the run from someone and somewhere mysterious, and the rag-tag band of seniors at Star Beach Prep do their best to bring her out of her shell. That sounds much more happy-go-lucky than it actually is, but I’m pretty proud of it tbh so you should go check it out!

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The basis of most arguments against trans people is that we are not who we say we are, that we are always and only the gender that we were assigned at birth. And so much of that is about having a sense of certainty around gender, that when you were born with a certain set of genitalia, then that must dictate your entire life, and the reality is that that’s not trueA lot of people are not comfortable with that, because then that means they have to begin to question who they are.- Laverne Cox

Misfits Prologue

Summary: An introduction into your college life, including your room mates and your crush which you really shouldn’t have

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader (ALTERNATE UNIVERSE)

Word Count: 1,679

Warnings: none, really

Notes: This is a demo fic, I’m not quite sure if I’ll continue it or not. This is a rushed prologue, but I hope you like it! This series won’t have much angst, sorry!

Originally posted by kamgm419

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Sometimes life didn’t work out the way you wanted it to. Sometimes it worked exactly how you wanted it to. This was one of those times, and you aren’t exactly sure how you lucked out. Or how you are still lucky.

Then:

Your name is Y/N Y/L/N, a graphic design student in your junior, fourth, year of University. You spend your time doing both online and actual painted commissions, finishing assignments and binge watching Netflix. You’re not the most social person, an obvious introvert. You are quite the contrast to your room mates though.

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Blindside

Summary: When Lucy agreed to go on a blind date she hadn’t been expecting, well, this. A valentine dedicated to my followers.

Rating: T

AN: This wasn’t what I planned on giving you for a valentine but the other one started to turn a tad angsty and you all deserve some fluff from me for once. ;D Hope everyone had a wonderful day full of love (whether it be romantic, platonic, or even self). 

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Lucy evaluated her reflection in the store window thoughtfully. Not a single blonde hair was out of place, but she found herself lightly running her hands over the loosely curled strands just in case there was any frizz she missed. Her make up was impeccable (as it should be considering she spent over forty–five minutes agonizing over it), and the little black halter dress she had finally decided on (another hour long process) clung to her curvy body in all the right places.

She looked good. Damn good. 

She smiled at the thought, but immediately sobered back into a fit of nerves when she recalled exactly why she was dressed up in the first place. Down the street, sitting innocently on the corner, was a busy restaurant with a single man sitting at a table, waiting for her. A man who she was apparently suppose to find from a white scarf.

Lucy had half a mind to just turn around and go back to her apartment. This whole thing was completely ridiculous and she didn’t know why she had ever listened to those twins Gem and Mini when it came to her love life. Blind dates never turned out well for anyone. It was like the unwritten rule in the dating world. So exactly why she had spent hours on her appearance for a night that was ultimately doomed to be a complete disaster was completely beyond her, but she had a feeling that the twins insistence that the person they were setting her up with was ‘perfect for her’ probably had something to do with it. 

A sigh passed her glossed lips, fogging up the glass of the lovely shoe display. Maybe she should just go shopping – those pink stilettos in the corner there were incredibly cute. She could totally rock them. 

Of course, then Gem and Mini would never let her hear the end of it.

The thought of their echoed words of infinite frustration immediately had her stepping away from the (oh so tempting) display and towards the restaurant at the corner. One night of disaster would be better than a lifetime of nagging from those two. Being that they were both actors, they had the annoying habit of impersonating close friends, especially when said friend had done something silly or stupid. It was hilarious most of the time, their impersonations were always spot on which made it even funnier, but the joke wasn’t quite so amusing when it was her lack of dating prowess on front and center stage.

Checking her phone before she stepped through the restaurant doors, she reread the message Gem had sent her. 'He will be at Rainbow Sakura Restaurant at 6pm wearing a white scarf and sitting at a table for two. Have fuuuuuun!’ It was five after now (was fashionably late still fashionable?) so if this mystery man had any kind of manners he should be in there. Waiting for her. 

God, tonight was going to be awful. She just knew it. 

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Sinbad no Bouken 139 RAW + a Summary!

Here are the raws for Sinbad no Bouken 139 and a summary! Falan tells Sinbad about the true nature of destiny according to her. But how will he react? :O 

Just a reminder, to anyone who follows me and enjoys these raws/summaries, parts of or even all of these summaries could be completely wrong, so be advised as you read them as I am by no means a professional translator!

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Just Friends (part eight) - Stiles Stilinski

You stood at your locker, taking your time as you exchanged your things for books and folders you actually needed.  Stiles was standing some what behind you, waiting patiently so he could walk you to your class.  Every once in a while you’d shoot up straight and look around the halls, and each time he’d say something soft, rub your back a little.  Until you’d go back to your locker.  But you never said anything about it.  When you finally stood from the bottom shelf, and closed your locker door, you turned and looked at him.

“Ready to go?” He asked, and you nodded a little.

“Yeah I’m good” You said, holding your books to your chest.

“Hey, Stiles” A voice said, and you jumped a little, eyes finding the ones of Scott McCall.  The second your gazes connected you looked away, staring at your feet.  “I don’t think that we’ve properly met, I’m Scott” The boy said, smiling at you but you didn’t look back at him.

“Scott, this is y/n” Stiles said, placing a gentle hand on your back.

“Oh, trust me, I know her name” Scott said with a wink.  You didn’t question his weird tone.  “Hey, why don’t you come eat lunch with us tod-”

“I have class on the other side of the school” You finally spoke, looking up between both boys.  “I think I’m just gonna go to class” You nodded at Stiles and began to walk away.

“Hold on a minute” Stiles said quickly to Scott, and jogged to catch up to you.  “Hey, hey y/n wait” You slowed, peering up at him from below your long lashes.  “I uh.. I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable with Scott” He told you, and the both of you continued to walk to your class.

“It’s not that it’s… he’s you know…”

“He’s what?” Stiles asked, brows drawn in confusion.

“Popular” You said quietly, almost embarrassed.  Stiles laughed, lips pulled into a big grin.

“Yeah, yeah I guess he is huh?” He said, licking his lips and shoving his hands into his pockets.  “But he’s not some douche lacrosse player just trying to get into every girl’s pants” He added, and you just softly nodded your head.

“I know” You said.

“So.. so would you maybe want to sit with us in lunch? You can sit right next to me on the end so you’re not too overwhelmed… my friends are a little rambunctious sometimes” You bit your lip.  You didn’t want to disappoint him by saying no.  But you also didn’t know how to say yes.

“I’ll think about it, okay?” You said, pausing in place.  Stiles gave you a smile, turning to face you.

“Alright, we’ll talk later then” He said, and you nodded a little again.

“This is my class” You said, jerking your thumb towards the doorway of the room.

“Oh” Stiles said, his hands laying in his hips.  “Alright well em, well I’ll see you third period then” He said, and you nodded once more, heading into to class as the hallway slowly became emptier.

“Wait Stiles!” You turned, rushing back out of the class.  He spun around from halfway down the corridor, looking at you intently.  You glanced to your classroom, then took off towards him, hugging him tightly  Stiles let out a slight gasp of shock, not expecting you to come back after him.  He held you closely, pulling you up off the ground slightly.  You closed your eyes shut and inhaled his scent deeply.  “Don’t let go just yet” You said, and his hands squeezed your back.

“I wasn’t planning on it” He said, ducking his head down into the crook of your neck.


You were sitting in your second period class, doodling in your notebook while the rest of your class was finishing their worksheets.  Your mind often wandered to Stiles, being in his protective arms and warm hold, making you feel safe again.  Or your eyes would land on your long sleeved sweater, and you’d tug a little on the cuffs to make sure that the gauze wouldn’t be noticeable.  

Your pen was drawing a little flower in the margin of your notebook when you heard a whisper.  Quiet, but noticeable.

“I wonder where she got them from. The bruises” You took in a sharp but silent breath.

“I’ve seen her hanging around Stiles…” The other girl said.  “He’s got big hands, you know?” You froze this time, a fear and humiliation settling in your blood.  “My thoughts? She just wasn’t listening to him the way he wanted her too” You didn’t even know you were tearing up until a little splash landed on your paper.  

But you wiped your eyes quickly before anyone else could see.  And when the bell rang, you were already packed up, and bolted out of the room.  Again, you wiped your eyes as you made your way to you locker, as you always did before third period.  Stiles met you there, and together you walked to an hour long study hall.  (he’d switched into yours shortly after you became friends).  You didn’t want him to see you crying, you didn’t want anyone to see you crying, but especially not him.  You’d already been a nuisance enough in his life and didn’t want to push him away.

So when he bounded up to you, you gave him the biggest smile you could. 

“How was Chem and Algebra 2?” He asked as the both of you walked together.

“Boring.  But fine.  As always” You lied breezily with a slight eye roll.  “You have cards?” You asked, and he nodded, pulling a deck out of his pocket, and you grinned.

The next hour you both spent sharing earbuds and playing card games in the back lab table of your study hall.  This was practically a tradition for the both of you, and it felt extra good today.  All the bad things seemed to wash away from your body every time he laughed quietly or smiled when he’d win- it made you feel good to see he was good.

“Put any thought into lunch?” Stiles asked casually, and you shrugged a shoulder.

“I mean… I guess I could stay with you guys” You said, a smile forming on your lips as his eyes it up.

“Really?” He asked, trying to hide a toothy grin, and you nodded curtly.

“Never bad to try new things… right?”

“Yeah-! Right” Stiles lowered his voice.  He looked back at his hand of cards, and you snuck a glance at him.

You hated to admit it, but he was really cute when he got all excited.

When you weren’t looking, Stiles stole a few second stare at you.  He’d never tell you, but he thought you were beautiful when you were concentrating.


“Don’t freak out, it’s just a cafeteria” Stiles told you, chuckling a little as you’d stood frozen at the entrance, staring with wide eyes at the ocean of students.  “How about we put our things at the table, then I’ll go with you to the lunch line?” He offered, and you nodded, swallowing a big gulp of nerves.

“You must be y/n! Hi! I’m Kira! It’s nice to meet you! Stiles tells us all about you-” Scott cleared his throat and the petite Asian girl that had sprung up to you stopped her rambling.  “Hi” She she said calmly, and held out her hand.  “I’m Kira” You managed a small smile as you shook her hand.

“y/n” You said.  “But I guess you already knew that..” You chuckled, giving Stiles a funny look.

“Here, I’ll put your things down” Stiles offered, and you gave him your bag with a quiet thank you.

“So.. he told you… all about me?” You asked, a little anxious to know if Stiles really did tell his friends all about your problematic life.

“Well,  I’ll tell you what I know” Kira giggled.  “I know you have magical y/e/c eyes, soft y/h/c hair that smells like berries, a button nose that he thinks is adorable when you crinkle it, that you have small fingers and love to draw little things in your notebooks.  I know you love music and are hardly ever not wearing earbuds.  I also know that you’re super bad ass and apparently beat up Jackson?” You stared at her with wide eyes and parted lips.

“Wow… I can’t believe he said all that” You said in shock.

“I’m not, I mean it’s a boyfriend thing, Scott does stuff like that all the time.  Just mean he’s crazy about you” She shrugged with a sweet smile, and you nearly choked.

“Boy- um what? b-boyfriend? No Stiles and I- me and Stiles- we- we aren’t dating” You stumbled out the words in a mess of syllables.  Kira’s eyes instantly widened as realization hit her.

“Oh no I did it again didn’t I?” She cursed herself.  “I always do this, I always say things I’m not supposed to” Kira shook her head and stomped her foot slightly.

“No no, it’s fine, he doesn’t like me like that anyways” You waved your hand dismissively.  Kira’s brows furrowed she cocked her head slightly.  But you spoke before she could say anything.  “Want to get lunch with me?” She nodded eagerly, and you both headed to the line.

“I guess they’re friends now” Scott said from where he sat at the table.  Stiles watched you walking with her, talking about something that involved a lot of smiles and little laughs.  He smiled at you.

“Yeah…yeah that’s good”

“What? You can’t share?” Scott chuckled, opening his home lunch bag.  Stiles scoffed and rolled his eyes.

“I can too” He argued.  “It’s just… don’t get me wrong I love Kira, but she can’t close her mouth” Scott laughed, showing off his crooked jaw.

“Worried she’s gonna blab about you being totally in love with-”

“Will you close your big mouth!?” Stiles hissed, throwing his arms around in the air.

“Talking about y/n are we?” Lydia asked, setting her things at the table.  Stiles put his elbows on the table, and hung his head in his hands.  He let out a long groan.

“Scott.  You and Kira are just fucking made for each other” He grumbled.

“Awe, thanks” Kira’s voice rang, and she took her seat between Scott and Lydia.  Stiles sat across from Scott, and you sat next to him.

“Hi” You said to Stiles as you looked over the table.

“Lyds, this is y/n” Kira introduced.

“Ah, so this is the lovely girl I’ve been dying to meet” Lydia said with a cheeky smile towards Stiles.  He glared back, but you didn’t see.  Just blushed as Lydia held her hand out to you.  “Lydia Martin” She said, giving a firm but gentle handshake.

From the few words she’d said to you, and the shake of her hand, you knew she was going to rule the world one day.

“y/n l/n” You replied.  “But I guess you knew that too” You added sheepishly.  Lydia winked.

“Oh yeah, I know lots-” She was abruptly stopped by a kick under the table that you also didn’t catch.  

“So y/n” Scott said, pulling the attention away from your confused glance towards the strawberry blonde.  “Do you like lacrosse?” You thought for a moment, and shrugged your shoulders.

“I guess so, I mean I don’t not like it” You answered.

“Well maybe you could come to Scott and Stiles’ practice with me” Kira perked up.  Stiles closed his eyes.  Sure, you knew he was on the team, and that he didn’t really play most of the time.  But what you didn’t know was how bad he was at it.  And he didn’t exactly want to completely, utterly, and totally embarrass himself.

“Yeah! I’d actually love that” You said happily, smiling over to Stiles.  He gave you a tight smile back.  But the look he gave Scott was deadly.

“So are you going to Prom?” Lydia asked you.

“Sorry?”

“Prom, are you going?” She repeated, and you licked your lips.

“Um, maybe I don’t know it’s not really my thing” You said, rubbing your neck awkwardly.

“Oh please, it’s everyone’s thing” Lydia said, and you laughed gently at her.

“It’s kind of expensive, and I need a dress and it’s not like I have a date or anything” You said.

“Stiles could be your date” Lydia replied instantly, and the freckled boy snapped his head over from where he was talking with Scott.  He hadn’t been listening to your conversation with the girls until he heard that little detail.  “What?” Lydia asked innocently.  “If she needs a date to Prom, she needs a date to Prom" Lydia said simply.

“Who else would you have gone with anyways Stiles” Scott jumped in, seeing what Lydia was doing.

“I think it’d be fun, we could all hang out together” Kira said quickly.  You nervously smiled down at your food.  Not glancing to Stiles until it was completely silent at the table.  He turned to you, a smile on his features.

“Whad’ya say sunshine? Wanna go to Prom with me?”


“I’m so excited!” Kira squealed.  You were walking with her to the field at the end of the day to watch lacrosse practice, as promised.  “It’s gonna be so much fun! I’m so glad I met you y/n.  I love Lydia to death but I can’t do all the girly stuff all the time” She giggled, and you smiled at her warmly.

“I’m glad I met you too, it’s nice to have a girl friend for once” You told her.

“What? You don’t have any gal pals?” You smiled awkwardly and shook your head. 

“You’d be my first” You told her.  “I’ve only hung around Stiles for like.. a bit more than a month now” You said.  Kira felt sadness sink in her chest.  She should’ve forced him to introduce you to her sooner.  She wanted you to have all the friends in the world

“Well I’m happy to be so” Kira smiled as best she could, and you both went up the bleachers.

“Here okay?” You asked, picking a seat in the middle.  

“Works for me” She responded, sliding along next to you.  “Stiles is 24″ She told you.  “And Scott’s 11″ You nodded.  “Soooo” She said, not so causally.  

“Sooo” You copied.

“You and Stiles are totally going to Prom together!” She nearly screamed, kicking her feet on the bench.  You blushed, looking down to grin at your shoes.

“Yeah..” You said sheepishly.

“So do you like him? You totally do I can tell- oh mY GOD YOUR BABIES WILL BE SO CUTE-!”

“Shh!” You said, holding your finger in front of your mouth.  “What if the heard?”

“Oh please.  Those two are the most oblivious people in the world” Kira said with a small laugh.  “I mean one time-”

You jumped on the seat when a loud whistling rang through the air.

“ASSES ON THE FIELD!” You looked to Kira with a panicked eye, and she giggled.

“That’s Coach Finstock.  I’m guessing you never had his Economics class” Kira said.

“DO I NEED TO REPEAT MYSELF BILINSKI?” You watched as Stiles hurried off the bench, jumping as he tied his shoes while standing.  “ASSES! ON! THE! FIELD!” He finished his sentence with a loud whistle in Stiles’ face, and you suddenly felt bad for him.

Especially when some of the other boys snickered at him for Coach calling him Bilinski.  Your heart ached.

“Oh” You said softly, watching every move on the field.  Kira looked at you for a moment, then turned her gaze back to the players.

“It starts like that a lot- but it usually gets better” She added the last part with an optimistic tone.  But she gnawed on her lip, flashbacks of the boy being pummeled.

“Okay” You responded, and watched intently.

“Dude” Scott said to Stiles, nudging his arm.  When he caught his friend’s attention, he pointed to where you were sat with Kira.  Your eyes instantly caught Scott’s gesture and you smiled at them both.  Stiles smiled back, and you gave a little wave.  He jumped a little with excitement.  Today he was going to do good.


“Lacrosse is crazy!” You screamed, rushing down the bleachers once Coach had said practice was over.  Most of the other boys ran back to hit the showers, but you Kira Scott and Stiles stayed.  You ran all the way into the grass, and as soon as Stiles pulled off his helmet, your hands came around his face, inspecting the slight bruises on his skin.

“No.  Stiles is crazy” Scott said, taking off his own helmet and revealing that he didn’t have a single blemish.  Your brow furrowed when you looked at Stiles.

“What’s that mean?” You asked.

“Scott you stink” Kira spoke before she could stop herself.  “I’ll walk you to the school so you can shower”

They bolted.

You looked at Stiles, still waiting for your answer as to why he was so beat up.

“Okay… so maybe I suck at it… like a lot… like a really lot- I mean no one else even had body contact! I’m sorry I’m so bad- I don’t even know how I’m still on the team-”

“Are you okay?” You asked softly, putting a hand on his arm to stop his rambling.  Stiles blinked.

“Yeah.. yeah I’m fine”

“And you like playing lacrosse?”

“Love it”

“Then why are you apologizing to me?” You said, a smile growing on your face.  Stiles smiled too.

“So you don’t think I’m a loser”

“Nope.  In fact I think you’re a smelly winner who has the keys to take me home” You smiled cheekily, walking backwards towards the school.  “Coming?”

He ran up to you, walking with you to the building.  A few more steps and he wrapped an arm around your shoulders and tugged you against his side.


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