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Top 10 song I enjoy listening to

@socialanxietyofficial you wanted to know x3

  1. Jinjer - Pisces
  2. In This Moment - Big Bad Wolf
  3. While She Sleeps - Modern Minds
  4. Callejon - Krankheit Mensch
  5. Architects - Gone With The Wind
  6. The Agonist - Panophobia
  7. Egypt Central - White Rabbit
  8. Parkway Drive - The River
  9. Fade - One Reason
  10. Nine Inch Nails - Closer (In This Moment Cover)

I tag @terironi @fairymarie @christinelucka @pocketwoman7 @the-mystifiying-walnut


We drove for hours down empty highways

under the concrete dome of the winter

prairie sky, lost in our own thoughts.

Forever a Passenger, I thought of

her eyes; sage forests

thick of pine stretching skyward,

shifting, elemental.

For once you said nothing.

Soon the pale northern sun dipped 

and I saw myself in the winter stars flickering

against a wet ink sky. I’m Sirius, ageless and glowing,

loyal to a fault; a companion to your own bright star,

the sower and reaper. There she is, the third point in

our constellation. Mysterious and all at once familiar.

Small bones and half moon nails. She smells like you.

A river that runs through us both, rushing white veins

that bend and crash between mossy chasms and verdant

gullies. Pearls of dew shivering in the mist; more constellations 

of moles and sweat as her heartbeat races, 

chest flushed and stars in her eyes. 

     ok but imagine all the little cute things 2D and his mom probs did together when he was a kid. taking him out to get ice cream, bringing him to the beach or the park; letting him dress however his lil heart desires; not judging him for wanting to wear her nail polish ( she actually helps him put it on  ♥ ♥ ), trying to build up his confidence and encouraging him to challenge himself/do things he finds joy in.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.