she looked ashamed all on her own

Being sapphic is good

“Because women are soft,” they say

but I feel her bones when I hold her

and the edges of her teeth

(she is not some malleable form to be shaped but an entity of her own)

“Because you can’t get pregnant,” they say

as I wait to get birth control pills

and we awkwardly look at the “family planning” section of the grocery store

(“that is the ‘morning after’ pill, and that’s what we want to avoid needing”)

“Because dicks are gross,” they say

while I kiss her and remind her I love all of her

and that she is already a “girl-girl”

(my heart aches because she had to hear this)

“Because girls are pure,” they say

and I am ashamed 

because I want to feel her shudder helplessly beneath me and hear her breath catch

(she assures me she wants this too, it’s okay, this is good)

“Because I love her,” I say

(“I love you too”)

— submitted by anon

I May Not Be Walking Off Into the Sunset With a Bassist, But Heda and Shadow Definitely Are!

jepensedoncjesims replied to your photoset“Shadow watched Fyfe help me up to my feet with dark, unreadable eyes….”

You are evil. Also what makes you a wonderful writer. Completely floored by Shadow.

bad pun about Sorcha’s suffering…or death being overshadowed

Haha, ouch. Yeah. I’m kind of ashamed about how little everyone feels about that, but I think I can’t expect more when, really, it was all along just a way to get Nollaig really, really mad. And now she is. I was thinking about looking at her more closely, in her own story, or maybe a short story, but right now there is no time for that yet. We will see int he future. As for Shadow, I’m so glad it surprised you! I was hinting at it, but, well, I didn’t want to give you guys too much to work with. I absolutely love his character and I’m looking forward to telling a story about him too. But, as with Nollaig, I have far too many projects at hand and I’m getting buried under TS3 pixels in The Hunt. 


jepensedoncjesims replied to your post“Walking Off Into the Sunset Without a Bassist”

hahaha. Really thought it was with your bf who somehow went from sporting the awesome chef hat to being a musical genius. good laugh all around :).

furiouslydecaffinated replied to your post“Walking Off Into the Sunset Without a Bassist”

I thought your mister might have taken up music!

Hahaha, yeah, apparently everyone has. Which is funny because aside from his angelic singing voice he had never held an instrument in his hand. But hey, knowing him he would just friggin’ master it in under an hour, annoying the hell out of me. I distrust his ‘I have only ever done it once and it was yeaaaars ago’ after he started ice-skating circles around me and pirouetting last Christmas at the market. So fucking annoying -_- 


furiouslydecaffinated replied to your photoset“Shadow watched Fyfe help me up to my feet with dark, unreadable eyes….”

Yay now they can be magically awesome together and ride off into the sunset. You know after we find out whose body was found.

Hahaha, driving off on a Harley, trailing sparkly faery dust and happiness! Yep, basically what happened. As for the body, yeah… Sorcha. :/

Originally posted by horrorsoflife


furiouslydecaffinated replied to your photoset“I felt him approach before he spoke, keeping his voice quiet and…”

I’m with Zina! The end is sweet, they just got back together! 😭

That they did! Sadly there was no sunset to ride off to, but I thought maybe this would be enough. It’s one of my happiest happy endings after all!


wannabecatwriter replied to your photoset“Shadow watched Fyfe help me up to my feet with dark, unreadable eyes….”

I did not expect it to be Shadow at all!

Then I did good! :D I tried not to make it too obvious, but I was hinting at it. A little. For some reason I only remember the time in Christmas AU last year, when Fyfe mentioned ‘Shadow would kill them if he saw the witches were messing with nature’. But there were some other hints. :D


wannabecatwriter replied to your photoset“I felt him approach before he spoke, keeping his voice quiet and…”

They finally get their second chance !

Yes! That’s the idea! In fact, I think this is the closest I ever got to a happy ending in my storytelling, so yay for me! :D But they are staying together and being cute and magical and right now, in my play save they rented a cute little apartment in the City and decorated the witchy geek out of it. So right now, life is good. :D


beverlyallitsims reblogged your photoset and added:

*mind explode*

Hahaha, well I’m glad! Thank you for the nice comments btw! I’m glad I could be the one destroying your sanity and making your head explode! It’s an honour! :D


neutralsupply replied to your photoset“I felt him approach before he spoke, keeping his voice quiet and…”

I will not accept this

I am petitioning for the Keyhole Estate Part II: Heda & Shadow Happy Ever After

Hahaha, well… I hate to disappoint but right now there are no plans to continue the story. But, because I’m super versatile and love making you happy, you can still see them being together Happily Ever After in the Christmas AU from last year and this Spring Tag you liked so much. That’s it. More to come, just not in a form of a story. Sorryyy :D


thatsimslove replied to your photoset“I felt him approach before he spoke, keeping his voice quiet and…”

I absolutely loved this story and am sad to see it end!!

Aaaaw, thank you! I’m so glad you liked it! I’m a little sad too to be honest. I’m kind of used to Heda and her band with their big faces all around my save. I will miss them terribly. But, if it makes it any better, I’m not dropping Heda. She is my sweetie so she will be still appearing as guest and haunting my blog in happy family photos with Shadow… mainly because I’m scared neutralsupply will take away Cait and Shawn if I don’t hold up to The Keyhole Estate Part II: Heda & Shadow Happy Ever After standard. :D