she knows each and every doctor

Every izuocha scene in bnha and other izuocha stuff

Despite this fanbase being so small, they actually have a lot of scenes together… so lemme start from the very beginning

Uraraka stopping Izuku from falling from falling on his face as well as saving from 5-6 seconds of utter embarassment.

Look at how happy he is to talk to a girl, and a cute girl for that matter, and it just so happens that she is actually the first girl Izuku has actually ‘talked’ to. It’s not like Izuku has never spoken to a female in his life before (I mean he has his mom, and I’m sure he’s talked to other girls in his past classes but you get the point), but this was like the first time according to Izuku that he had a real conversation with a girl.

Izuku is a hella nervous for the entrance exam and he sees Uraraka as a source of comfort, well at least someone to talk to for him calm him down a little before Iida stopped him. This isn’t like an actual romantic moment or whatever so don’t hate me for this please, but at least it’s something right?

Izuku saving Uraraka from the robot, this scene is what triggered their friendship. He could have chosen to run away like everyone else did, he had zero points but he still chose to sacrifice his chances of getting into U.A just to save her.

Uraraka going out of her way to beg them to let Izuku at least have some of her points, no normal person would do that… no one would go out of their way to make sure a complete stranger passed, I mean it’s an exam so it’s every man for themselves. And look at how touched Izuku is here… with the kind of shitty people around him (bakugou, his middle school classmates, his middle school teacher, that doctor) he never would’ve imagined anyone going out of their way to do something like this for him. They actually both made an impact on each other after the entrance exam. And I know for a fact that people are gonna argue with this and say that she was just being nice and shit

You’re telling me that you’re just gonna ignore this?!!! He indirectly said this girl was attractive.

Here he is acting like a normal socially awkward teenager who’s too shy to talk to a cute girl, and we’re just gonna ignore this??? I mean he can’t even look her in the eye, doesn’t that mean something?

Uraraka cheering for Izuku in the backgorund…

Uraraka being worried about Izuku’s swollen finger…

Izuku finds Uraraka to be very attractive again, twice.

Izuku blushing like crazy because he’s on the same team with a cute girl who just happens to be his first real friend, who’s a cute girl.

And this is probably the most important moment. Izuku easily accepted the new meaning that Uraraka gave to the the demeaning name Deku. We all know that it’s impossible to change the meaning of the word, especially a word that a lot of people already know the meaning of. I’m sure Izuku knew that. He probably would have accepted the name of it was someone else who changed the meaning but I don’t think he would’ve accepted it as quickly as he did for Uraraka, because it really touched him when she said that.

At first you’d think Izuku just felt super flattered for what Uraraka did to his name, but he took it to heart. Look at him confidently declaring the ‘new meaning of his name’, this surprised Uraraka too because… well she didn’t think he’d take it seriously.

Bakugou has zero chill XD

Izuku treasures the new meaning of his name so much that he even decides to make it his hero name, aka the hero name he’ll be using for the rest of his life, the name that he’ll forever be known as, and the name that sounds so demeaning… good luck with that my son…

Uraraka voting for Izuku knowing fully well that she could have voted for herself, but she voted for Izuku because of her admiration for him.

Uraraka being the only person to notice Izuku wasn’t in his costume. Izuku blushing, or getting excited… or blushing I can’t really explain what was going on here between these two but they were definitely having a moment.

Uraraka teaming up with Izuku when he was all alone which brought Izuku to tears. She teamed up with him because she’s most comfortable with him, they’re both really good friends, and because she admires him so much. Izuku is surprised too, because if she teamed up with anyone else it would give her a better chance for her to win. So once again, Izuku’s touched by Uraraka’s affection towards him.

Uraraka getting jealous of Hatsume because she’s getting all of Izuku’s attention. It’s not like Uraraka wanted to be the center of izuku’s llife 24/7 or anything but how can I say it… it’s kinda annoying to be really good friends with a boy and then some other girl just swoops in from nowhere and grabs his attention, I mean I know I’d feel a little ‘ish’ if that happened to me, because Uraraka was basically like the third wheel throughout the cavalry battle, and no one likes being a third wheel.

Uraraka admiring Izuku’s strategic mind once again, although she mainly said this because she was feeling uneasy.

Izuku knew Uraraka felt uneasy about going against Bakugou, so he went out of his way to make a plan for her to win. It’s funny because this is exactly how Izuku felt before his first fight with Bakugou, and Uraraka was the one comforting him and trying to help him feel better, and now the roles have been reversed. 

Although I’m glad Uraraka rejected his help, because it helped her realize that she couldn’t always rely on others for her success.

Izuku was rooting for her throughout the whole  Kacchako battle (and jeez, have I ever said how much I love Bakugou and Uraraka in this fight) and he was concerned for her safety. Izuku was Uraraka’s motivational drive here, her motivation to win.

Izuku was rooting for her before the match even started, sure he felt nervous but at least he didn’t immediately think he she was gonna lose like EVERYONE else did.

Izuku feeling bad for not being able to do anything for her…

He’s the only one that goes out of his way to check up on her, not even Iida, or Tsuyu.

Izuku saw right through Uraraka and she obviously knew she was lying about being totally fine. He felt guilty that he wasn’t able to do anything to help her win… even though there was really nothing he could do.

Uraraka’s helped Izuku out so many times, so the only thing he wants to do for her, what he needs to do for her is return the favor.

This was part was pretty sweet on both ends.. although I’m still not sure if Bakugou was pissed off at Izuku because he thought he let Uraraka use her quirk carelessly and throw him off guard (gonna wait for the anime to clear that up, afterall this episode is gonna air in about 2 weeks or so…) 

Anyway, Izuku is defending Uraraka here by saying she’s completely capable of devising strategic plans on her own.

Izuku getting super flustered after having a real conversation on a phone with a girl… who just happened to be Uraraka. Uraraka getting teased about being in love…. she could have called Iida too, but she decided to call Izuku instead.

Uraraka using Izuku as a source of motivation, again.

I think we’re all familiar with this scene. This is the moment Uraraka realized that she may in fact have a crush on Izuku.

And this is the moment when she sorta confirmed it, and she even said “probably”

This. This is just adorable.

My buddy @happycloude-91 pointed out in this post. This was probably one of the sweetest things Uraraka’s ever done. She did a little first-aid thing for Izuku to at least try and reduce the pain even though she knew it wouldn’t do much. She didn’t try and stop him and say “there’s no way I’ll let you go! Not with those injuries and blah blah blah”, because she understood the weight of the situtation and she understood Izuku’s feelings, plus Izuku probably wouldn’t have listened to her anyway.

Hell she even tore her shirt in half to help Izuku and seemed like it worked pretty well. We all know that Uraraka doesn’t have a lot of money, and she probably doesn’t have the best clothes either, yet she still sacrificed to help Izuku.

 Hatsume is a trigger to Uraraka’s jealousy, since it mostly pops up when she’s around. Her face here, she obviously doesn’t like what she’s seeing, because not only was Izuku almost explodo-killed, he came chest-to-chest with another girl!

Uraraka getting a little more jealous here because Hatsume’s getting Izuku’s attention, but she mostly feels like she’s getting left behind and she wants to walk side by side with Izuku.

Uraraka’s feelings for Izuku confirmed. The fact that she was thinking about the whole thing with Hatsume all day shows something.

Uraraka noticing and admiring Izuku’s strength again.These pages just say it all…

In the hero license exam, even though ‘Uraraka’ came out of nowhere with absolutely no plan at all, which could have led to her failing right there…

Izuku still jumped in to save her, jeopardizing his own chances of passing the exam.

adding this because the way he carried her was just…PERFECT.

This is probably one of my favorite scenes in this arc. Izuku knew Uraraka wasn’t that careless, he knew that she was much more stronger than that.

This line has a lot of depth in it guys. Izuku knew Uraraka was a lot smarter than to come out without any sort of plan.

Uraraka believing in Izuku’s strength.Uraraka sees Izuku as an image of victory, that’s why she always thinks about him when she’s in a pinch or is she wants to win (let that be a reminder for those who think she’s ‘obsessed’).

Izuku is to Uraraka what Kacchan is to him, an image of victory. (but we don’t go ahead and call Izuku obsessed whenever he thinks about Kacchan, which he does A LOT, do we???) It’s not that she’s obsessed with being like him but she has the same feelings that Izuku has for Kacchan.

Uraraka getting jealous again and contemplating her feelings.

Uraraka’s feelings getting in the way of her focus.

Chapter 109 says it all, at least in Uraraka’s side, she knows that she has feelings for Izuku. I’m not gonna say the word love because this is a fan translation so it’s not 100% accurate, also the word love is pretty strong in Japan, so I think Horikoshi must have used a… how can I say it? a less serious word in the second panel… I could be completely wrong though.

We know that she ‘shut down her feelings’ but that doesn’t mean they’re completely gone right?

Uraraka notices things about Izuku, and you can read all about that in my other buddy @rex101111‘s post here

Also, have I mentioned that they are ALWAYS together??!

And there are a lot more screencaps of them standing together and that includes the panels I used for this post too, but we know that I can’t fit all those screencaps in this post XD

The omake. I can already feel all of the kacchako shippers glaring daggers at me XD.

But anyway, many misinterpret this as a Kacchako scene… but it’s actually not. The reason is because, Uraraka came to talk to Bakugou about Izuku, not her, or heir fight, but Izuku. I know people are gonna be like “she sees through Bakugou!” or “Bakugou called her by her name!”, but let’s be honest, what Uraraka was saying here was: you either make up with Izuku or just stop being mean to him. Overall her primary concern was Izuku, because nobody likes to see their friend/love interest constantly get bullied right?

Another thing is the drama CD 7. The drama CD 7, the drama CD 7, the drama CD!!! I freaking love the drama CD 7, because it is a safe haven for us izuocha  shippers.

  • Izuku and Uraraka eating lunch together, Uraraka teasing Izuku for nerding about heroes… well she didn’t exactly tease him, she giggled and he blushed!
  • Izuku and Uraraka chatting near Izuku’s desk before Bakugou came and interrupted them XD
  • Izuku saved Uraraka from the sludge villain and he happened to hold hands with her for a very long time, and Bakugou himself had to point it out!
  • Izuku stuttering and blushing after he realized just how long he held Uraraka’s hand and how good it felt. Then he starts to remember how he had to do a folk dance with a guy when he was in middle school because there weren’t enough girls… and I love how my son is such a loveable nerd/dork omg XD
  • Uraraka mistook Izuku’s flustered face as some kind of adrenaline rush which was adorable.

There were other good scenes in the drama cd, but these are like the cutest ones, and mind you the drama CD was written by HORIKOSHI KOUHEI!

So it’s technically canon :p

I know I said that the wiki is about 98% accurate, but if people can believe Jirou is a lesbian from reading the wiki then I can believe this right? I know the love is one sided for now, but Izuku has shown a lot of signs in the beginning of the series, he obviously won’t show any now because of where the series is going… but it’s gonna come back…soon.

and one more thing…

WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS TAG EXIST???? THIS IS THE ONLY SHIP IN BNHA THAT I’VE SEEN WITH THIS TAG!

There are only like two posts under this tag and one of them just happens to be someone answering my ask, and if you’re wondering why I like that post if you ever see it, it’s because I like all posts that answer my asks just to let the person know that I’ve seen their answer.

But still it hurts to see this tag ya know?

Anyway @cake-ademia, @zakamore1, @rex101111, @hatefilledpoptarts, @eriboook and my other fellow izuocha shippers even though our fanbase is small, lets not forget the ship that’s CLOSEST to becoming CANON.

Half-Blood Princess

Characters: Dean Winchester x Sister!Reader, Sam Winchester x Sister!Reader, Hannah (Twin Sister)

Length: 2466+ words

TW: Descriptions of Injuries. Character death. Just sadness and angst all over (I made myself cry writing this tbh)

A/N: I’m sorry (but not really sorry) for all the angst. Feedback is encouraged!

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Being half a Winchester usually never ended well. With Adam being in a cage- it was safe to say that if you’re not a full-blooded Winchester, your fate is very bleak. Very, very bleak. You on the other hand, never believed this. Neither did your twin sister, Hannah. When your mom died, she gave you the address of a Bobby Singer who then introduced you to your brothers- well, half brothers, Dean and Sam Winchester. They were one of the strongest men you’ve ever met in your life, and to say you weren’t a little bit intimidated was a lie.

You and Hanna were complete polar opposite. She was outgoing, and very easy to talk to; whereas, you were a bit on the shyer side, always anxious about saying the wrong things. But you got along pretty well. She understood you, and always tried to do her best to make you comfortable. Despite being quieter, it didn’t mean you were bad company. You had a lot of friends who thought you were the life of the party- well, before you moved to the other end of the country. Life with your brothers wasn’t exactly what you were expected. They bonded so well with Hannah (as expected), and you could see yourself becoming distant from them.

It wasn’t until they started training you two to hunt that you saw the clear favouritism towards your sister. You were equally as good as Hannah when it came to picking up the skills that your brothers taught you, but you were never praised. You were never given a high five, and offered to go out for your favourite treat. You were absolutely sure your brother had no malice intentions when doing these things. It was just your personality.

Dean was an extrovert through and through. You thought you could win him over through your cooking, but apparently he didn’t like anyone else working in the kitchen but him. By the time you found out his love for pie, he had already banned you from using the kitchen.

Sam was good-natured, and you were sure that you and him would get along very well. But, Sam was too excited at the prospect of a sister that he became more of an extrovert as well. He wanted to socialize, go out, and do things with his little sister.

It’s not like you hated going out or anything. You were fond of spending time with your family, but socializing drained you, and you were already quiet from the beginning. It was hard to get close to your new brothers when all they wanted to do was outgoing activities, but you did try.

You sat in when Dean was fixing his Baby or washing her, but he didn’t like the silence, so in the end he turned on his music. That’s when Hannah came in. She made a joke about his taste in music which he took full offense to, and she started asking questions about his car, and next thing you knew, he was teaching her everything about Baby- forgetting that you were even there.

With Sam it was a little easier. He was better to be around since you both were avid readers. You sometimes would read with him, but that left no room for communication, and you were left with a gap between you and your brother. There was one time where he wanted to go to the library, and you wanted to go as well, but that was until Dean piped in, and said that he wanted to go alone so he could ask the cute librarian out. Immediately, you backed out- not wanting to latch onto him when he wanted some alone time.

Cases like this kept happening, and it was harder to try. Too much time has passed, and you got nowhere closer to your brother than when you first met.

Then, there was the day that changed everything.

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“Every year, more than 1,000 women walked into the Hospital Municipal de Barceloneta carrying a little suitcase containing a bathrobe, underclothes, slippers, a rosary, and sometimes a Bible. Each woman would talk to a doctor, fill out a few forms, and be assigned to a bed. Two days later she’d walk out with her tiny newborn, the joy of her life.

She didn’t know, however, that her tubes had been cut and that she would never have another baby. For decades the doctors in Barceloneta sterilized Puerto Rican women without their knowledge or consent. Even if told about la operación (the operation), the women were not informed that it was irreversible and permanent. Over 20,000 women were sterilized in this one town. This scenario was repeated throughout Puerto Rico until—at its high point—one-third of the women on the island had been sterilized and Puerto Rico had the highest incidence of female sterilization in the world.”

–from The War Against All Puerto Ricans by Nelson Denis

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Yea idk this random AU happened in mah head and this came about… Probably another thing that defines a ‘Hero’ are the people who we see in our everyday lives. So I started applying it to bnha characters o v o;;;

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take my hand (hold on forever)

a Nine/Rose canon-verse(ish) soulmate fic

for the prompt on @doctorroseprompts of  “We have never met but my soul remembers you, it was with yours once.” and for the @legendslikestardust drabble prompt of “spark”. bit more than a drabble but oh well

573 words || all ages

AO3

Rose smoothed her fingers up and down the Doctor’s forearm, entranced by the trail of golden sparks that the skin-to-skin contact created. They were lounging on the sofa in the library after a day of adventuring. His leather jacket had been doffed in the console room, as had her hoodie.

“I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of this,” she said, smiling up at the Doctor. “S’like it’s new every time but also deeply familiar somehow.”

“I think that’s the whole point of the soulbond. Our souls are familiar to each other, know each other already. I think they knew each other before we ever met,” he said. His voice was low and soft tonight, almost unbearably intimate in the flickering firelight.

“I like that idea,” she admitted. “I hope it means that they always know each other, that we always find each other no matter what. Gives us a special kind of forever, doesn’t it?”

The Doctor nodded and reached out a hand to cup her cheek. The sparks danced like the eddies of time at the stroke of his thumb. He’d never seen anyone with golden sparks before and the way they looked exactly how he perceived time made him wonder.

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Elixir Vitae

AU XF fanfic set around the time of IWTB.

A/N: English is not my first language and I’m doing this without a beta reader, so please be kind and overlook language and grammar mistakes.

I simply had to post something today. Posting always makes me feel good, receiving friendly feedback even more. And since tomorrow is going to be a shit day, I need to enlighten today with starting a new story….


Chapter I

Her auburn hair is the first thing I see of her. It’s not done the usual way. It’s not neatly blow-dried in an effort to get rid of the frizz but has obviously been neglected. It falls oddly onto her shoulders in untamed curls, but it reflects the light of the afternoon sun as it always does when she sits on our porch with a cup of tea after a tough day, watching the sun go down.

I instantly know it’s her.

Her hair is quite a bit longer since the last time I saw her about three months ago before she had once again been taken from me. This time by a psychopath we’d been chasing together, not by alien colonists, nor by a bunch of governmental conspirators.

I’d been asked by the FBI to help out with my profiling skills to hunt down a serial killer and, of course, I had to drag her into the case with me. She’d been working as a doctor in the children’s ward at the local hospital close to where we’d settled down. She’d put the FBI behind her for good, hell, why hadn’t I let her? Well, I know the answer to that question: I simply didn’t know how to work on a case alone anymore, without discussing it with her and seeking her advice. And, as was expected, she had given me the final hint I needed to put the pieces of the puzzle together and identify the guy. I still don’t understand how I could’ve been so blind and not see that the killer had turned the tables and had started stalking me. It hadn’t even occurred to me that he might change the favorited target he’d been pursuing until then - brunette, rather plump women - to a petite, slender redhead. I, acclaimed profiler Spooky Mulder, had overlooked that taking away the person I simply couldn’t live without, might be the killer’s next move to react against me.

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Drabble: Sick

“I just saw the drabble request thing, and I am so excited for this! I think 22 and 49 would go good together if it was about the reader getting diagnosed with cancer. Kinda sad and angsty, but idk, i think you could do a really good job with this one. Love your writings by the way!!”

22: “I know you love me and all, but could you stop threatening the doctor?”
49: “Fight like hell.” 

(A/N): You haven’t said with who, so I’ll choose because I’m excited. I am picking Dean Winchester because it sounds like him, I think. Hope that’s okay ;)
& Thank you for the compliment, that means so much to me!<3

Originally posted by deangifsdaily


Falling in love was easy, loving each other was too. Fighting for each other was too, and protecting came as if it was nothing. It began to get hard when she got sick. When Dean couldn’t fight for her. All he could do was hold her hand, be there for he. He hated being this powerless. Sam was searching for help, for anything. Dean would do anything, just for Y/n to stay alive. 


“Miss Y/l/n, we are so sorry, but the cancer is spreading. We’d like to start a treatment right now.” Dean got furious, he felt angry, because why couldn’t these doctors just step up their game. 


The words he spoke for the next three minutes where horrible, he threatened to kill each and every doctor in this hospital if she died. Y/n tried to calm Dean down, but he wouldn’t listen. 

“Dean!” She yelled, and finally he stopped. “I know you love me and all, but could you stop threatening the doctor?” She said, taking his hand. 

Dean glared at the pale doctor. “I’m sorry for that.” Y/n smiled kindly. The doctor nodded and left. Once the doctor was away, Y/n pulled Dean in a hug. 

“I’m sorry, Y/n.” He sighted. “I just hate that I can’t do anything for you.” Y/n looked up and smiled. 

“That’s not true. You can hold my hand. You can tell me everything will be okay.” 

“Then that is what I’ll do.” 

Her positive vibes didn’t last long. She soon lost her hair, he smiles became rare and she always felt sick, always had pain. It hurt Dean to see her like that. One time, he saw her break down completely. That was hard for him. Y/n wasn’t one to talk about feelings, and he wasn’t either. But then, he had to. And she had to, too. 

“Dean, I’m tired. What do I do? The treatment doesn’t seem to work. Not anymore. All it does is making me sick.” She sobbed against his chest, it was the first time she had in all their time together. 

“I’ll tell you what to do.” Dean said, rubbing her back. “Fight like hell.” He whispered. “You have too. Sam will find something, and if not, you fight until those crappy doctors cure you. You will have a long life. A full life. And I won’t leave you here. I’ll be there with you. I’ll hold you hand. Every day, every night.” 

Y/n looked up at him. She hadn’t realized he was crying too. 

“I’ll try. I’ll try and fight. But I can’t without you.” She wiped away one of his tears with her tump. 

“You won’t have too. I’ll be right here.” Dean said and smiled. 

“Oh, and just saying, but bald looks good on you.” 

Kaatru Veliyidai

tagging @acceptmeorleave since you asked!

I wasn’t planning on writing a review but I lurked through reviews on tumblr and otherwise to see if anyone had said what was on my mind, and nobody really had (everyone’s either too light or too harsh imo) so I decided to roll up my sleeves and type this out. (It gets long so there’s a readmore, also full of spoilers)

First things first I never like writing only bad things about something, so here’s what I liked:

  • Aditi. The only person who like, actually acted properly in this movie.
  • Her outfits. I mean, hello! (I mean I was complaining about why a doctor would be wearing such things while at work, but I mean every single one of her outfits were stunning.)
  • the music. (duhhhhhhh) and the cinematography (also duhhhhh.) 

That’s about it. (woops.) 


It seems that Mani Ratnam’s goal in this film was as follows: 

Doctor and fighter pilot fall in love. Fighter pilot is a sexist, self-centered, egoistical piece of poo (who mostly likely has Dad Problems™). (however he is somehow self aware enough to realize he is incapable of living as a husband/father.) Doctor still loves him anyways and keeps coming back to him, effectively hurting herself in the process - ie. The Textbook Abusive Relationship (seriously, this movie could be used as an educational tool.) But of course, it’s filmy, so we’re going to make it seem ~tragically beautiful~ for the aesthetic and add some ‘she was his salvation, he was her destruction’ type stuff. (quite literally “she is light, I am darkness” is a direct quote from namma male lead.) 

AND THEN, our fighter pilot gets captured by the enemy. During his time in prison, he reflects on his awful behaviour, and realizes his mistakes. When he is finally free and united with his lover, he apologizes, a reformed man, and now takes on the responsibility of a family man (and does a good job of it). We leave learning a lesson: we now know what an abusive relationship looks like, having learnt from Leela and VC’s mistakes. We swear not to let a man walk all over us, we swear to value our s/o as an equal. We leave the film happy knowing that Leela is safe with a reformed VC.

Unfortunately, that’s not how this film turned out. 

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kabuki-akuma  asked:

Wondering if you have any Callaghan family headcanons, since I'm like the only blog who comes up with them haha..

Here are some interesting headcanons for ya! 

  • Robert comes from big family and a lot of those family members share a common interest in math, science and robotics. His father passed on all the knowledge he knew to him which is how he became so interested in robotics.
  • Started creating the Callaghan’s Laws of Robotics around the same time he met his wife. He initially didn’t want to scare her off with what he was working with, but she was genuinely fascinated by it. They really started off as just friends, but there’s no doubt they always had mutual feelings for each other.
  • Very supportive with each other too. They both had different career goals, but they always encouraged each other to “push boundaries” with their given knowledge. Robert tends to get more short tempered when he gets creative blocks, but his future wife was someone that was able to reassure him.
  • He did quite a lot of romantic gestures for her despite how busy he could get. Leaving a rose at her doorstep with a note or taking her for a quick walk in the park, he always wanted to make time for her no matter how invested he was in his work.
  • They LOVE each others families. She comes from a pretty small family, so seeing the big family that Robert has is a nice change of pace. He thinks the world of her family despite her father giving him a hard time when they first met.
  • After they got married, they made a habit of having brunch or dinner with each other’s families every other month.
  • They were both so excited when they found out they were going to become parents. Both had wanted to start a family for awhile, so knowing that they had a baby on the way was a very beautiful moment for them and the rest of the family. Though he may not have admitted to it, Robert was THRILLED when they found out they were having a girl.
  • While Mrs. Callaghan’s pregnancy with Abigail went smoothly the whole time, complications unfortunately took place when she went into labor. She had severe bleeding that the doctors did not notice until it was too late to save her. While Robert was devastated over the loss of his wife, he could only hope and pray that Abigail would be born alive. He considers her the biggest miracle of his life that she was born a happy, healthy baby.
  • Abigail’s blood type is AB negative just like her father’s.
  • Both sides of the family offered help to Robert after the passing of his wife. Not just help to take care of a newborn Abigail, but emotional support as well. Despite being depressed over his loss, caring to his new daughter was the one thing that kept him going. Every time he looks at Abigail, he sees her mother in her and hopes that one day, she’ll be as successful and loving as her.
  • Despite being very well known for his laws of robotics, he decided to go into teaching not only to pass on his knowledge, but so he could help support Abigail.
  • Abigail showed interest in robotics and science at a very early age. Robert caught her playing with his old inventions when she was only a toddler. She continued to show these interests as she got older and even told him she wanted to invent stuff someday like him.
  • She is a very big family person and always enjoys being around both sides of her family during any get together.
  • She started bot-fighting when she was a teenager. She became interested in that hobby due to the amount of money she was able to make. Things were going well until she got arrested one day and had no choice, but to call her father. Learning why she had gotten arrested, Robert was incredibly disappointed. Despite that, she continued to go bot-fighting again and again, only making Robert more furious. She got grounded countless times for disobeying his wishes, but since it was all she wanted to do, she would sneak out anyway.
  • Robert took a very similar tactic that a certain someone else does and took Abigail to SFIT to show her the potential she has in robotics and what she could do someday. Thinking it over, Abigail decides to put her bot-fighting days behind her and to create something that could someday be revolutionary.
  • I am really into this theory of Project Silent Sparrow being Abigail’s SFIT entrance project, only for her to sell it to Krei. She felt like it was the better road to take because Krei saw the potential in it for what it was already.
  • After the horrible incident that happened to Abigail, Robert yet again becomes depressed over the loss of a loved one, only it hits him harder this time. The two most important people in his life are gone and he lost both of them traumatically and there’s nothing he can do to bring either of them back.
  • Something tells me that despite the actions he took in the movie, after Abigail is released from the hospital (I mean she had to be there for a few days after being saved from the portal), she visited her father in jail. They have always had a close relationship since she was born, so trying to catch up and understand his perspective is the most she can do whether or not she agrees with his actions.

I’m really intrigued about what’s going to happen with the Thirteenth Doctor when she travels back in time. Like, she will find this sexist society which will give her HELL for being a female, I just want to know if she’ll be sassy enough to shut the fuck up of each and every person that underestimates her. I’ve been thinking about this ever since the chance of a female Doctor appeared.

Also, what about River on the Christmas special? What if she was talking about 13 all the time when she referred to her wife?? And what about Madame Vastra and Jenny????? They’ll be like the most amazing threesome of all time I’m just so excited but also sad and I have so many mixed emotions that I can’t cope with all of them. If this doesn’t happen I swear I’ll go full fanfiction.

Meridian - drabble

Only posting this one here on tumblr, because it’s basically the ending of my possible long fic. I’m only posting it at all because I know of a few people who want to read it.

Kitt never got the dance in Tartarus, because she never went back after High Noon. It left a lot of things unfinished.

Art, again, is by @mmmerchedesi

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Alexander  pt.6 [BTS Jungkook ] (M)

jungkook x reader (y/N)

bts members

Genre : angst/smut/fluff  

Mature contents: this is not a fairy tale leave if you don’t like it,

Summary: he gave me fire and i need to find him ;with him i saw stars ,i wasn’t scared i felt safe.. i liked his kisses and i wish we meet again …

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Originally posted by mvssmedia


this chapter has smut 


“can i come in” Katherine knocked the door she knew her colleague is so cold but it was something important for her to understand so she will not fuck up her work 

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The way we end

oh my. It’s been a while since I wrote omelia story. So here it is :) Hope you will like it. Comments, reblogs and likes are very welcome ;)

@jordan202 my hero, thank you for edit and advice

*Hailey- for those who didn’t watch Private Practice, she was a friend of Amelia. They both were on a rehab together.


Amelia and Meredith were walking to the on call room, they both were so tired after their 48 hours shifts. When both doctors were walking near the ER, they saw Owen, sitting on the chair and looking into charts. Amelia looked at him for a moment, his face was sad and she could tell every muscle of his body was tense. Meredith gave her a quick look and after a moment of silent she finally spoke.

“Do you love him?”

“Who?” Amelia asked, distracted.

“Your husband, Owen.”

“Yes. Of course.”

“So why do you torture him? He needs you and you need him, I know it’s none of my business, but no matter what happened between you two, you can solve this, but you need to start expressing your feelings.”

“When did you become such an angel of marriage?” Amelia asked.

“Since I’m in love. Well, I fell in love for the first time since Derek…and I need to say that feeling changes everything.”

“Nathan?”

“Yes. Now you need to go back to the ER and I’ll have a mini date with my man.”

“But we are going to on call room.” Amelia shrugs.

“I’m going to the on call room, you are going to your husband.” Meredith pushed her gently toward the emergency room.

“Are you doing this only because you need to have a free room for sex?” Amelia asked suspiciously.

“Yes and no.” Mer answered, “I want you to be happy, really, you just need to talk to him.”

Meredith closed the door behind her, leaving Amelia outside. She knew that Meredith was right, but the most right thing wasn’t the easiest. Amelia turned back to the ER room where they both saw Owen. He was still there, trying to catch up with his charts. She quietly stepped up to the room, got a bit closer to him and after a second they both heard her voice filling the space.

“Do you have some time to talk?” Amelia started.

“Yeah.” he gave her a little smile

“I’m so sorry I ran away. I didn’t mean to hurt you, it’s just because…I’m scared.” she looked away.

“I know. I’m so sorry for pushing you. It was my fault.” he took a step towards his wife.

“You think…you think we can get over it?” she smiled.

“I think we already did.”

Owen put his hand in her hair, after second his lips were connected with hers in slow kiss. He put her body nearer his, they both missed each other’s warmth so much, they didn’t break the kiss even when the door opened wildly.

“Doctor Hunt!” the nurse shouted, “I’m so sorry, but we have a patient. Bed number 3.” she said, closing the door.

“I have a feeling, every time we touch or kiss they bring in some patient or interrupt us.” Owen said, kissing her forehead.

“I’ll wait for you. When do you finish your shift?”

“In about one hour and half.” he looked into her blue eyes, “maybe you should go home, I know you had a 48 hour shift.”

“No, I’ll be fine. Maybe I’ll go with you?”

“If you want to babe.”

“So let’s go.” she grabbed his hand in hers.

***

“26 year old woman, BP 100/60. We found drugs in her blouse, she probably took heroine. She was found on the street, we don’t know if she lost consciousness.” the nurse gave the report as soon as they came.

“What’s your name? Do you hear me?” Owen tried to communicate with the girl, “I’m doctor Hunt and this is doctor Shepherd. What did you take?”

“Fuck off!” the girl respond, kicking and throwing herself on the bed.

“Maybe I’ll try.” Amelia suggested.

“Hi! My name is Amelia. Do you know where you are?”

“Seattle.”

“Good. Did you hit your head?”

“No.”

“Great. I’ll light a flashlight into your eyes now, it won’t be nice, but I’ll try to make it quick. You need to turn to me.”

The girl turned back, her hair were sticky and dirty, her eyes were red and her hands were shaking probably from the overdose. She looked at Amelia with brown eyes hungry for more medications. Amelia knew that look, she was the same girl years ago, but she saw something else in that girl. Something familiar.

“Hailey?” she took a step back.

“Do you know her?” Owen asked confused.

“It’s Hailey…we were on a rehab together.”

“Amelia!” Hailey screamed, “you can bring me some drugs right?” she held Amelia’s sleeve.

“Hailey. What are you doing here? What’s with your rehab?”

“I screwed it! I love drugs more than my life. I want drugs!”

“I won’t give you anything. I can help you, I helped you before and I’ll do it now.” Amelia said calmly.

“Screw you and your help! You are nothing to me, I have lucky if you won’t kill me….like you did with Ryan!”

“Enough!” Amelia raised her voice, “you can say everything about me, but don’t you dare say anything about Ryan!”

“Amelia,” Owen took a step towards his wife, grabbing her by both arms, “leave please. I’ll take care of her.”

“Okay.” she said, leaving the room.

Amelia stood up behind the window, looking at how Owen tried to put Hailey into belts. She knew that her friend was on drugs, but her words hit her and she couldn’t stop thinking how her life was before Seattle. She tried not to think about how her life would look if she still used drugs and drank until she passed out. Amelia closed her eyes for a moment to erase those pictures from her head. When she opened them again she saw Owen looking at her, he was the main point in her life and because of her stubbornness and scare she could lose him. She gave him a tiny smile and went to the nursery station to wait until Owen handled her past.

***

They both meet outside the hospital, she needed some fresh air to get rid of all her thoughts. Owen took a step toward her and grabbed her hand, she opened her eyes and looked into his instead.

“Is she?”

“She will be fine. I called the psychologist to talk to her and she will later join the rehab group again.”

“I could be her…” Amelia started.

“No, you don’t”

“Yes. If I never met you, if my brother didn’t let me join his world…I could end like her. Without family or friends. I could be that lonely girl.”

“But you are not that girl anymore. You’re not Hailey and you are definitely not that “old” Amelia. You are my wife, the love of my life and I won’t let you talk about yourself that way.”

“I love you.” she said, hugging him.

“I love you too, but you need to stop running from me.”

“I will. You are the reason I survived Owen.” she smiled.

“Will you…” he started, “will you come home with me tonight?”

“Yes, if you want me to.”

“I wanted it since the day you left. I won’t survive without you Amelia. You are my light.”

Amelia turned to him, looking into his electric blue eyes, she took a step toward him and leaned onto his strong arms, kissed him slowly. Their tongues were reaching each other in the sweet dance. When they pulled apart, he hugged her even tighter, like his hug could protect her from all the pain. They were standing there for a moment before the both decided to go back home. Together.

***

They were lying on their bed after dinner prepared by Owen and the couple wanted to rest. Amelia’s head was lying on Owen’s chest, in her favorite place, where she could hear the beat of his heart. She hugged him tighter and after few minutes she finally spoke.

“I want to have a baby with you, but if our child will be sick or if we lose him or her, I won’t survive it again Owen. I don’t want to hurt again and I don’t want to make you feel that way too.”

Owen took a deep breath, caressing her hair with free hand. He kissed her forehead again and even if he was scared too, he did the most important thing for her.

“We’ll survive it together. You won’t be alone this time, I won’t let you to be alone. We don’t have to be parents immediately, we’ll wait until you are ready.”

“You don’t want a kid anymore?”

“I want it like nothing in this world Amelia, the thing is, I lived without you and if I need to chose over you without baby and baby without you, I chose the first option.”

She looked at him, she was so happy that couldn’t say a word, but he knew that she loved him. They both lay on the bed, their bed when at once both of them became tired. For a first time in a long time, they were sleeping together, in one bed, for a first time they were each other saviors.

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Turnadette Tuesday

Turner Timeline–Episode 6x02b

“A Small Moment”

This week, I’m looking at another moment from episode 6x02, and it might not be what you think. I was struck by this little moment when I first saw the episode, but although there’s an important moment in this scene that follows these images, that’s not what I’m writing about here (at least not primarily). More thoughts follow:

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anonymous asked:

What do you think Joker would do if saw the security footage of what happened to Harley in Arkham? Like, the force feeding, shocks from the cage, the flirty guards.

The scene where they are wheeling the squad out to the yard, and Griggs hands Harley the phone and she tells him he’s screwed, I like to think she texted Joker and told him everything. Then the scene where Joker interrogates Griggs, after he get’s his information he tortures him and get’s the names of the other guards. It’d be the same scenario if he saw the footage. He’d track down each and every doctor and guard. He’d do it simply because she was taken from him and they had a hand in it to begin with, but especially after he saw the torment she went through. He’d have a field day tearing each and every one of them down and killing them. But first he would probably find someone they love and do to them what they did to Harley, so each person knows exactly what Joker felt.

Into the night - Chapter 97

“Is it really true? Is aunt Jordan really coming home with us today?” Noah jumped out of the car while Jared held the door open for him, “she sure is, about time too, I’ve really missed having her around” he grinned as he  grabbed Noah’s hand in his, these last 7 days without her were starting to feel like a lifetime but now the waiting and commuting back and forth to the hospital were over, she was finally going home with them. “Oucchhh,…When do you think I’ll start to feel human again?” Jordan groaned as the nurse pulled up her arm to help her slip into her blouse, was she really supposed to do this by herself from now on? Ever since the doctor had told her this morning she was going home, she had mixed emotions, of course she was happy to get out of hospital, but at the same time, it scared her to be away from this safe environment where doctors were keeping a close eye on her and monitoring her every move. The nurse just gave her a shy smile as she buttoned up the blouse, there was a knock on the door and the doctor walked in followed by Jared and Noah “Hey babe” Jared pushed a quick kiss on her lips before he helped Noah on the bed so he could greet her too. “So Jordan, how are you feeling?” the doctor quickly flipped through her chart “ready to go home?” and then looked at her, “I think so” she murmured as she could already feel Jared’s worried stare. There was no way she could explain to him how fragile and anxious she was feeling, it would hurt his feelings and that was the last thing she wanted, it was times like these where she really missed her parents and her brother. Jared felt his heart sink, what was going on? “I know how daunting it can be, going back to every day life after such a major procedure, but your results are looking good” the doctor sat down next to her on the bed “and we’ll see each other again in 3 days for a follow-up but if there’s anything, anything at all then you can just call me ok? Jared has my number” he patted her hand. “Can we go home now, aunt Jordan? Please? Jared’s Mom said she was going to make apple pie because you were gonna come home today and I don’t want Shannon to eat it all” Noah impatiently rolled his eyes making everyone laugh, “Ah well, in that case I will have to go home with you, we wouldn’t want you to miss out on apple pie, now would we?” Jordan raised her eyebrows at him, while Noah shook his head “oh no we wouldn't” and grinned victoriously back at her while he ran to the door where the wheelchair was waiting to transport her to the exit.


”You’re home” Jared opened her door to help her out of the car but not before he stole a kiss from her lips, “aahh-aahh, careful” she hissed as he scooped her out of her seat, “I’m sorry..you ok?” he worriedly put her back down and steadied her. Jordan took a deep breath and nodded, “Jordan! Welcome home again” Constance came walking up to her with open arms and carefully enveloped her in a warm hug. “I’ll take care of her, Mr. Leto, you take her bag and let’s get her inside, we don’t want to run the risk of any kind of infection, not in her condition” a man neither of them had ever seen before, came running down the driveway, Jared stepped in front of her with a frown to stop the man “And you are? “. The man stopped in his tracks and frowned too “I’m Per, the nurse Mrs. Leto ordered?..” but when his name didn’t seem to ring a bell he continued “Ah..I think you were expecting Pam and not Per, almost similar pronunciation, different gender, happens all the time..Uhm is this gonna be a problem? A male nurse I mean?”. Jared stared at the young man “Uhm..No, no of course not” he pretended not to care, but he did, especially when he watched him put his arm around Jordan to guide her inside the house, it always surprised him how petty and childish he could actually be sometimes. “Let’s get you to bed” the new nurse walked her to the staircase but she stopped in her tracks “wait! Look..err Per, I appreciate your concern, but I’ve been in bed for 7 days and this is all going a bit fast for me right now, I would really like to spend some time with my..family if that’s ok?”, what was all this? things were really going too fast for her and there was just something about this man that she couldn’t exactly put her finger on. Jared came walking up to them, he could see her confusion and feel her stress level shoot up dramatically “Per, could you give us a minute?” he put his arm around her waist and gently walked her to the living room, “Look, I realize that I’m a bit of a pain in the ass right now with my dodgy heart and all, but I really don’t think I need a nurse to be looking after me, I’ll look after myself, just like I’ve always done in the past” Jordan hissed at him. “Honey, you’re not a pain in the ass, nobody says you are, but you have to admit that you do need some help and care, this whole operation, the heart attacks have been really traumatizing, and when you get your new heart, you really gonna need help, especially with Noah around..so please, just give it a try, ok? That’s all I ask” he took a step closer to her, pulling her against him. Jordan chewed her lip trying to take it all in “I don’t know, I..” she shook her head, “Ok, is this because your nurse is a guy? Because I’ll admit that I wasn’t expecting that either, I can call the agency and ask for a woman..but I don’t think it will be bad for Noah having a man looking after him” Jared tried to make her see sense, but instead she was getting even more confused. “Wait! Noah? What’s he got to do with my nurse?” she frowned at Jared who cocked his head “well, he’s not just gonna be your nurse, the agency said that he also got a lot of experience with kids, so I thought we’d kill two birds with one stone, he can be a nurse and look after Noah”. 


Jordan stared at him completely gobsmacked “what? Oh for fuck’s sake” she spat as she took a few steps away from him and turned to stomp out of the living room, “What? Jordan? What? Why do you have to make such a drama all of a sudden?” Jared followed her. “Drama? I’m the one who’s making a drama?? really?” Jordan spun on her heels, her eyes shooting daggers at him “I’m not the one who asked for a  24/7 nurse to look after me, Jared! I just want to pick up where I left off and get the hell on with my life instead of constantly being reminded of what’s left of it!” she spat at him. Jared’s mouth formed into a small hard line, forcing himself to count to ten and calm down before he said anything he would regret, they were not gonna have an argument about this, no, this was just all the pent up anxiety and worry of the last 7 days talking. “Could you two keep it down?” Shannon came walking into the living room, clearly not amused “especially you Jordan, I’m sorry to say but Jared and Mom did this for you and got you some help so you could get some rest, ok? So instead of being so goddamn stubborn and ungrateful all the time, just give yourself and all of us a break and let that guy help you, ok? Now, will you come and have some goddamn apple pie with Noah and us, so we can all get back to normal and have some peace and quiet around here?!” he growled at her. Jordan’s mouth felll open in shock, her heart thumping slow and loud in her chest as she stared at Shannon who had an awful cold look in his eyes, the same look she had gotten a few times when he had called her a golddigger long before she and Jared were even an item. “Fine!” she mumbled, she knew when she was being outnumbered and pushed past Shannon, trying to keep her dignity intact as she walked over to the terrace.


Jordan pushed the apple pie around her plate, the undigested discussion she had just had with the two men weighing heavy on her stomach, thank god for Noah keeping the table entertained with his happy chatter. “Too sweet for you?” Constance who sat across from her around the huge table, gave her a worried frown “I really did try not to use as much sugar as there usually is in the recipe so it wouldn’t mess too much with the strict diet you will have to follow from now on”. Jordan’s head shot up “What? oh..no, no Mrs. Leto, it’s just fine” a strict diet? What was she getting at? Constance could see her tense up again despite the fact that all she wanted was to defuse the tension that was clearly still sparking around the table after the talk her sons had with Jordan. “The apple pie is really, really good, Grandma!” Noah’s words made a silence fall around the table, “Noah?!” Jordan grabbed her nephew’s arm, sternly raising her eyebrows at him, what was he doing? He already had two grandmothers! “Can I call you Grandma?” Noah beamed at Constance again, completely ignoring his aunt’s firm grip on his arm, “Of course you can, sweetheart, I’d be honoured..”. Jared saw his mother’s heart melt in shrill contrast to Jordan who sat there like she was struck by lightning, even when Noah slid off his chair to run up to his newfound grandmother, she remained motionless. Despite her being a closed book, he knew what she was thinking of, she was scared..scared to get attached to someone too fast and then having to let go..maybe it was the first time he ever realized how restless she really was, she tried to cover it up with her typical British demeanour, the stiff upper lip and all, but he knew that deep down she was looking for something that she just couldn’t seem to find. Jordan couldn’t help but think of her own mother, something she had been doing a lot over the last couple of days, it was just so painful that her mother’s only grandchild was calling somebody else ‘grandmother’ now, it only made her mother’s absence even more heartbreaking. Slowly she pushed her chair back, she just couldn’t deal with the tender moment between Noah and Constance hugging and kissing, Jared followed her every move and got up as well, taking her arm as she walked by without even looking at him “What’s wrong?” he whispered, it was the first thing he had said to her after their argument and it was far from over because she just shook her head “Nothing, I just need to go lie down for a bit” she pulled her arm back and walked inside without even giving him as much as a glance. “I’ll go check on her” Per put his fork back on his plate and followed her inside the house, leaving everyone around the table to stare at each other.


She just sat down on the bed and kicked off her shoes with a long sigh when there was a soft knock on the door, “can I come in? I know you’re not too fond of my presence but..” Per slowly pushed the bedroomdoor open and walked in, oh no, not him again. “Look, no offense, Per, but I would really like to be alone right now” she tried to get him to leave but without much success as he walked over to the bed and opened his bag to get his bloodpressure meter out. “I understand, but you just got out of hospital after major surgery and I really need to check your vitals, doctor’s orders” her nurse wrapped the sleeve around her arm and started the procedure, whistling between his teeth as he saw the alarming numbers on the display. “Ok, that’s definitely not looking good, it’s probably from all the..uhm excitement you’ve had today, come on, let’s get you ready for bed and then you’re going to rest!” he pulled the stethoscope out of his ears. 


Downstairs, Noah crawled on the sunbed Jared was sitting on, lost in his worried thoughts “Jared, where’s aunt Jordan?” the boy pushed his head under his arm and nestled himself against his side. “I think she’s resting” Jared put his arm around him, “I thought the doctor at the hospital was going to make her better, but she’s not, is she?” Noah sighed. It was so hard keeping anything from this little boy, but on the other hand Noah saw what he saw and he couldn’t lie to him. “No, buddy, no she’s not..and I guess she won’t be feeling better for a long time..not even after she’ll get a new heart, so I think we’re just gonna have to be patient with her..” Jared mumbled in the boy’s hair, putting a kiss on the top of his head while a sudden cool breeze blew ripples on the water of the pool and made him shiver. “Your hair is so beautiful, it’s just so luscious and thick” Per ran his fingers through her hair after he had held it up so she could button up the satin nightgown, “Ehm, thanks..” she felt a bit awkward having a strange man help her in and out of her clothes, especially this man who seemed all too eager to touch and feel his way around her body whenever he was given the chance. “Everything ok here?” Jared’s voice startled them both as he pushed himself away from the doorframe he was leaning against, “I was just helping Jordan get ready for bed” Per stared at him but didn’t move an inch from her side, not even when Jared stood in front of him. “Thank you, I’ll uhm..take it from here” Jared frowned at him when he still didn’t move “I would really like to be alone with my girlfriend now, so uhmm..” he raised his voice a little and finally Per seemed to understand even though he reluctantly let go of her, “I’ll be in the next room if you need me” he whispered as he slowly shuffled out of the room. Once the door closed, Jared sat down next to her “You ok? I’ve missed you” he pushed a kiss on her cheek and pushed a strand of hair behind her ear so he could kiss the sensitive spot right under her earlobe. When she pulled away, his heart sank “what is it? Tell me?” he whispered but she just shook her head and let herself fall into the cushions, “nothing! I’m just tired” she hissed as she pullled the covers over her. Jared took a deep breath and got up to circle the bed and crawl up behind her, glueing himself against the rigid back of her body, “Babe, come on..don’t be like that, you haven’t said a word to me all afternoon” he kissed her shoulder while his hand gently caressed her stomach. “Oh, so now this is all my fault? Of course it is, yeah, silly me! And don’t be like what, Jared? Huh? Like what?” the sarcasm in her voice tore right through him, he didn’t want another fight, but she was clearly on the warpath.

The Simplest Things ( JB, Got7) P. 1

Group & Member : Got7′s JB

Genre: Angst, Fluff, Tragedy, Romance, Smut/Eventual, Interracial

Series

Pairings: Jb & OC (You can imagine your name in there, too. if you wish.)

Summary: Single father, Jaebum learns to love again while struggling to raise his 4 year old son.  

AN: Older!Got7 (By like, 10 years) This chapter follows the last few days of Na-Young. 

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Prologue- 1-2



~Three years prior~

‘’Are you sure you’ve got it?’’ Na-Young was worrying again. It was Jb’s first time being completely alone with Jaehwa. No Nannies, no other members. Just her. She looked calm. Even as he bedside doctor stuck the needle in her and drew some of her blood. And another nurse was checking her vitals.

Jb feigned a smiled and stroked the open side of her palm gently before throwing the diaper bag over his shoulder and leaning down to kiss her forehead. ‘’I’m his appa. Of course I’ve got him. It’s no biggie.’’ It should certainly be a lot easier than taking her to the doctors. The baby was just getting check up.

He looked at her one last time. Not wanting to leave her behind even though he knew she would be fine with the doctors and nurses. He stalked down the hallway to the nursey to peer down into the wooden crib to look at his sleeping son.  His pudgy little cheeks a puffed out. Jb carefully reached down to take him in his muscular arms. Something Jaehwa did not appreciate. He stirred in his sleep and nuzzled his head closer to his father’s chest. This caused Jb to smile to himself.

After getting little Jaehwa settled into his car seat and checking that he was secure at least 3 times, he was on his way. Checking the rearview mirror every 5 minutes or so the whole car ride to gaze upon the baby’s face.

Jb rocked Jaehwa as he squirmed in his arms. They were already in the lobby and were now waiting on the nurse. Jb was trying to wrap his head around a lot of things. Keeping the fussy baby calm and he was still hanging onto the words of the secretary.

She had penciled him in. he had scheduled in advance, of course. And the secretary looked up with deep black eyes and smiled before asking, ‘’Your nurse is a foreigner, is that okay?’’ she asked. Rocking his son, he raised an eyebrow. Why would that be any different? As long as they knew what they were doing and the safety of his baby was ensured. He didn’t care. So he told her that. And he did it with a smile.

So now they waited. A cartoon play in the background the noise cut real low and the colors were surely keeping Jaehwa’s attention.

‘’Im Jaehwa?’’

Jb Froze a little. The voice called from one of the big doors. It sounded a little unsure of the pronunciation. But it was okay. She had said it just right. Jaebum turned slowly to face the nurse. She was a petite woman a few inches shorter than him. She had dark curls piled on top of her head in a messy, yet cute bun. She looked young. A little too young to be a nurse. Her ebony skin peeking out from her white coat and her full lips pulled themselves into a smile. To his surprise, she continued into her unsure Korean. ‘’I’m Noelle, I’ll be your nurse today.’’

Slowly Jaebum followed her through the elongated hallways to their designated room and she sat them down.

‘’You look too young to be a nurse.’’ He said this in English. He couldn’t help it. It was just something he couldn’t help but to blurt out.

Noelle smiled and pulled out her stethoscope to check the baby’s lungs. When she bent down he could smell the sweet oil in her hair and her warm smelling body lotion. Her skin was probably really soft.  ‘’I’m 22. I’m studying to be a nurse practitioner.’’ She explained before an overly concentrated look crossed her face as she listened to the breathing of Jaehwa.

’Oh,  You’ve got such strong lungs little man!’’ she cooed to him in Korean. Jaehwa looked her right into her beautiful face and flashed her a two-tooth smile.  

‘’I’m going to check the rest of his vitals. You might have to bring him in two weeks for his flu shots. Babies with the flu are not fun. No they aren’t.’’ She cooed again before turning to grab more equipment.

Jb watched her movements. So.. exotic. Her soft makeup went so well with her scrubs. Her lips were full and pouty and soft looking. Jb felt himself blush a little bit. But he looked away quickly as she bent down to check the bay again. Jaehwa reached out to grab a stray lock of her kinky curly hair. He tugged it a little, causing Jb to gasp and pull him back.

‘’I’m sorry!’’ he apologized and bowed. And when he looked back, she was giving him a quizzical expression.

‘’I’m so used to people just reaching out and touching my hair it’s not even funny.’’ She said with a playful eye roll.’’ She looked at Jaehwa again. He was staring up at her with curious brown eyes. A smirk on his face. Jb recognized that smirk. It was his own. Baby Jaehwa smiled a little at her when she tapped his nose with a finger before picking up her clip board and writing some stuff down. Jb watched her again from the corner of his eyes. He desperately wanted to keep conversation going.

‘’Do you have any children?’’ He asked suddenly. Her full lips formed a slight pout on her lips and she slowly shook his head. ‘’No, Sir.’’ She said it slowly before looking down at Jaehwa again.

‘’Maybe in the future. But right now I’m too young, According to my parents. And too busy. I’ve got to finish school.’’ She said.

‘’What brought you to South Korea?’’ he asked again before she could put her clip board down. She closed her eyes and thought about it for a few seconds.

‘’I don’t really know. I was sick a lot and one of my doctors was a Korean man. And every time he checked in on me. He would tell me about his home country.’’ She explained before finalizing something and putting her clip board down. ‘’Alright! We’re all done here. Jaehwa is perfectly healthy. He’s got some strong lungs. But I will have you bring him back in two weeks for another his flu shots.’’ She told him seriously.

Jb nodded and took the paper from her.

Their fingers brushed against each other giving him a feel of her soft skin. He tried to find his composure. He cursed himself on the inside for feeling this way. Having weird thoughts when his sick wife was not too far away in their home. Probably fighting for her life.

He thanked her and took Jaehwa home. Not before the little chubby baby turned and waved bye to her. The whole exchange made Jb well up in warmness.

That’s only because he didn’t know what wait for him days ahead.

 

Hello! It’s me, Berry. I’m really, really happy with what kind of attention this story is getting already! I know I know. I probably got you into your feelings.

No. I’m not sorry. I really hope you guys will continue to follow my works :3

Star Trek Voyager has surpassed my expectations for a followup to Next Generation, in a way that is less about classical structure or emotional weight, and instead more about character dynamics, comedic opportunities, unique and original space or temporal anomalies, that sort of thing. It took the ideas and general story style from the Original series and Next Generation in a new and uncharted direction. And I grew to love so many of the characters in a way I never quite did on the other shows. But the character that I loved the most, and this is even above the Doctor, was Captain Kathryn Janeway.

My God, she is a powerhouse. Not only is she a warm, relatable, and comforting presence on the show, especially to those crewmembers going through the hardest difficulties, but she is a dynamite Captain, a fierce tactician and negotiator, and she knows her way around almost every system on board, capable of manning each herself if she had to. I have NEVER seen any other Captain display that level of well-roundedness. Everything about her, even her flaws are admirable. And so, I felt a portrait caricature was in order. If I get the inkling, the Doctor will be next in line to get one, as far as Star Trek goes, anyway.

Hey! I’ve been feeling down, so let’s do a TBT to all those races I ran!

My medal holder still stares down at me every morning, reminding me of why I want to wake up. And when I can’t run, I wonder what the hell I’m going to do. I feel like waking up each morning has less purpose.

In less than 2 weeks, I’m getting surgery. On Tuesday I was thrown a curveball: the surgery is in the doctor’s location in Naperville. The lady I’ve been working with just… assumed I’d know? She also told me it’s just so easy to drive there, she does it all the time! That’s great lady, when you have a car. For people who don’t know Chicago: Naperville is a suburb about an hour west.

So the plan is: take the metra to Naperville with my mom on Sunday. Stay at a hotel overnight, surgery will be sometime Monday morning. Stay in the hotel again overnight, and a postop appointment the next day. Then, find an uber or a friend back into the city. A friend of mine did offer me to use her car, but I can’t drive currently, and my mom doesn’t feel comfortable driving in Chicago (and I’d be terrified of her driving here too). So that’s all figured out now, but was causing me major anxiety the past couple days.

So now I’m just trucking along. Trying to stay positive, failing.