Don’t Say Anything (part 1)
Summary: You finally decide to tell Bucky that you’ve been in love with him since the day you met but what happens when you walk in on him with a girl? And not just any girl; Natasha.
Pairing: Bucky x Reader
Warnings: angsty angsty angst
A/N: I KNOW I HAVE “STAR-CROSSED” AND “TAINTED LOVE” TO FINISH BUT THIS IDEA POPPED IN MY HEAD WHILE I WAS DOING DISHES AND I COULDN’T HELP MYSELF I’M SO SORRY ALSo I’ll edit later my friends :) alsoooo it’s kinda short but ye
“Nat?” you spoke softly as the two of you laid on your bed, staring up at the ceiling.
You turn your head to her. “Do you think it’s time I tell you know who that I like him?”
Natasha looks over at you and smiles. “I’d say yeah, you’ve been talking about him for years now Y/N. You’re madly in love with this dude which, by the way, I still do not know.”
You blush. You weren’t about to tell her that the man you’ve been crushing on is Bucky. No one knew how you felt about him and you’re surprised that Natasha didn’t already figure out who you always talked about.
“Well, if everything goes well I’ll tell you who he is.” you say.
“You better. It’s not nice keeping your best friend in the dark like this.” she jokes.
You laugh. “Oh hush.”
“I need to interview this guy. Make sure he’s good for you.”
“Soon my dear, soon.”
Your door suddenly opens, revealing the man you’re in love with.
“Hey Y/N, I just came by to ask if you wanted to go get a milkshake with me.” he smiled.
“I’ll get going. See ya later, snooka.” Nat says, kissing your cheek before leaving your room.
You look over at Bucky. He’s so beautiful.
“So, what do ya say?” he’s now leaning against the doorframe.
Steve would kill you if you drank a milkshake, especially since you’re training with him tomorrow. But Bucky throws on his best pouty face and you’re done for.
You enter your room after a tiring training session with Steve only to find Wanda sitting on your bed with a smile on her face.
“What are you doing here?” you question.
“I’m here to train you.”
You scoff. “I don’t know if you knew this but I just got back from training with Steve so..”
Wanda playfully rolls her eyes. “Not that kind of training. I’m here to train you for when you tell that guy that you like him.”
You nod. Wasn’t Natasha supposed to help you with that?
“Nat said she had something to do and asked me to help you.” she adds as if she could read your mind.
“Okay.” you nod. “So what should I do first?”
“Well if I knew who he was..” she trailed off and you laugh.
“You’re not getting it out of me, Wanda.”
“Darn.” she frowns. “When am I going to meet the guy? He could be a murderer for all I know!”
You chuckle. “If he feels the same way about me, you’ll meet him soon.”
Although you’ve already met him.
“He’d be a fool to not like you back, Y/N. You’re a big ball of happiness mixed with cute things and sprinkles.” she tells you and you smile. “Okay so we have to work on what you’ll say to him. You don’t want to be stumbling over your words or stuttering. That’s really awkward.”
“This is going to be harder than I thought.” you sigh.
“Pretend I’m Jake.” she says and you give her a confused look.
“The guy, duh.” she spoke. “You won’t tell me who he is so we gotta improvise.”
“Oh, right. Okay.” you clear your throat and close your eyes, Bucky’s face coming into your mind. You can see him smiling at you, waiting for you to speak. You open your eyes. “Hey.. Jake.” oh god saying Jake was so weird.
“Hey, Y/N. What’s up?” Wanda responds. Your throat began to feel dry. Why - how?
“I just wanted to stop by and tell you that I love yo- your sweater.” you sigh and squeeze your eyes shut.
“Wrong! Do it again. And be less.. Cringy.” Wanda says.
You glare at her. “Oh jeez, thanks for boosting my confidence.”
“I’m trying to help you get laid here.” she gives you a look.
“Do it again.”
You take a deep breath and nod, speaking from your heart. “Jake.. We’ve known each other for quite some time now and every time we hang out it’s amazing. You’re amazing. You know how to make me laugh and our conversations are never boring. You’re a really interesting person Jake. What I’m trying to say is.. I like you. I have since the day I met you, and I want to know if you feel the same way.”
You exhale, not knowing you were holding your breath before and Wanda’s lips turn upwards into a smile. “You did it.”
“I did it.” you breathe out. Wanda chuckles and you break out into a grin. “Thank you so much Wanda.”
You pull her into a hug and she squeezes you. “Go tell him. You got this.”
You rush down the hall, nearly tackling Tony down in the process. Bucky’s door comes up into view and your heart starts beating quickly. You’re going to do it. You’re going to tell Bucky how you feel. Finally.
You stop in front of his door and take a deep breath before twisting the knob and pushing it open, not even bothering to knock. At the sight in front of you, your heart drops.
Bucky moves away from Natasha, both their hair a mess. Nat’s shirt was discarded, thrown across the room and Bucky was just in his boxers. His lips were red and swollen from kissing. You almost forgot how to breathe.
“Oh god..” Nat murmurs, throwing her head in her hands.
“Y/N, hey.” Bucky grabs your attention again, standing up from his bed. “Listen I-I.. No one knows about.. Nat and I.. Please don’t tell anyone.”
You look between Natasha and Bucky. How stupid could you be? To actually think that Bucky might like you back. Of course he doesn’t. Of course he likes Nat. Of course they have a thing going on. Why wouldn’t they?
You muster up a fake smile. “Your secret is safe with me.”
Bucky lets out a sigh of relief and pulls you into a hug. “Thank you so much Y/N.”
You keep your hands at your sides, not daring to wrap them around him. When he pulls away, you clear your throat. “I’ll uh.. Get going.”
Bucky nods. “Thank you.. Again.”
“No problem.” you back out of his room and he shuts the door, leaving you to stare at it.
If only you knocked.
A/N: Tell me what ya think :)))))))))) It’ll get better, I promise.
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