she is literally my idol

my high school english teacher messaged me and my mother on facebook to ask if it was okay if she published a non-fiction story that talked about my family and my dad’s illness and she sent it to us to read and it centered around basically me my junior year of high school and was themed around a quote from my junior thesis paper and was super complimentary of me and i literally lost my shit because she is my idol and my dream junior year was that she would just like me

LYDIA MARTIN IS THE FUCKING BEST WOMAN ALIVE HER BEST FRIEND IS DEAD, HER BOYFRIEND IS DEAD, HER EX HAD TO LEAVE TO ENGLAND, SHE KNOWS THAT SCOTT AND STILES HAVE OTHER THINGS TO FOCUS ON SO SHE’S PRACTICALLY ON HER OWN AND WITH PEOPLE ONLY WHEN THEY NEED HER, SHE CONSTANTLY TELLS KIRA THAT’S SHE’S WORTHY AND BADASS BUT I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL HER THAT AND IF THIS WHOLE PARRISHxLYDIA THING HAPPENS I WANT HIM TO TAKE CARE OF HER AND TELL HER SHE’S IMPORTANT AND IM EMOTIONAL SHE NEEDS LOVE AND SUPPORT AND SOMEONE THERE FOR HER NOT JUST TO BE THE ONE WHO MAKES OUT WITH PEOPLE OK I AM EMOTIONAL OVER MY BABY 

i swear to god just yesterday gaga was on ellen thinking she was being asked how long she’d been 23 and now suddenly she’s 30………….. she was literally a fucking BABY and was my idol as such a young age and now she’s a literal grown ass woman… like?????????? wtf sort of time warp are we living in