she is actually everything i want to be in life

@thecatstolemypen wanted to know what anime this clip came from and I actually forget the title of this anime every time I want to recommend it so I’m making this post as much for my OWN reference as for everyone else who should most definitely watch it.

Gekkan Shōjo Nozaki-kun (Monthly Girls’ Nozaki-kun) is about a high school student named Sakura who discovers that her crush, Nozaki, a seemingly serious and quiet person, leads a secret double life as a shoujo manga author.

As Sakura begins to help out with the manga production, she gradually realizes that everything Nozaki writes is based on the people around him, and also that Nozaki thinks about absolutely nothing else. This results in Sakura often finding herself in what could be a romantic moment with Nozaki, but he is so earnestly intent on analyzing the situation to recreate it in fiction later that he is completely oblivious to Sakura’s feelings.

What makes this anime amazing is how it spends a lot of time deconstructing common manga/anime tropes, so you would think that, like so many “lol tropes” anime, it’s going to be constructed entirely of tropes itself. But it’s not. Each character is far more complex than the tropes that they’re supposed to represent (and that is where much of the tension lies, between Nozaki’s attempts to distill his human classmates down to something he can write into a manga, and their complexities that constantly clash with what he wants them to be). Everybody is absolutely ridiculous at times, but they’re allowed to still be characters instead of shallow trope stand-ins. That’s why the comedic moments actually pay off in this anime–the characters feel like actual people, so their over-the-top moments are that much more hilarious in contrast.

Anyway this anime is probably responsible for some of the best memes that you have probably already seen, including this one.

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/Isle of the Lost Spoilers/

So I’ve been reading the Isle of the Lost and I’m almost done with the first book and can I just say

I want to protect Carlos with my life, he is so smart and the abuse he goes through really breaks my heart. Like he was so happy to receive a nice pillow from Evie because he doesn’t have one like holy shit. He is so terrified of his mom please hold him.

I want Evil Queen to go to a DOCTOR she has some mental issues from being secluded for so long and if it weren’t for that Evie’s life wouldn’t actually be so bad.

I want Jay to steal everything from his greedy ass father and run away.

I want Mal to fuck off there was literally no reason to hold a grudge against Evie for ten years. She was banished along with her mother what more does she want.

Also, I’m protecting Evie and Carlos’s friendship. In the movies it doesn’t make them seem that close which is fucking bullshit because Evie is his first actual friend. They are both smart and need to be protected.

The Wakandan Royal Portrait offers clues to the dangers within the fictional nation


“What makes him different from other superheroes first and foremost is he doesn’t see himself as a superhero,” says director and co-writer Ryan Coogler (Fruitvale Station, Creed). “He sees himself as a politician. That’s the first thing on his mind when he wakes up in the morning. ‘How am I going to fulfill my duties as king of this place?’”

That means not just fighting external foes, but keeping the citizens of his nation happy. He’s a king, but not a tyrant. And Wakandans don’t speak with only one voice. There are many political factions, many clashing points of view. Some are ready for revolution. Some are being pushed.

“He has to keep harmony between the tribes within his country, and that means managing expectations and doing things that are unpopular,” Coogler says. “At the same time, he is the protector of that nation.”


Angela Bassett costars as Ramonda, once the queen, now the mother of the king.

“She is one of the advisors that he would look to,” Boseman says. “He has to look to her for some of the answers of what his father might want or might do. She may not be exactly right all the time, but she definitely has insights. She is the queen mother. And she’s that for not just him, but for everybody.”

Bozeman laughs. “She’s has her hands in everything — even his love life.”


“The one thing I will say about all the female characters in this movie is that they are very strong,” Boseman says. “It’s a very matriarchal society.”

One of them is Wakanda’s undercover operative Nakia, played by 12 Years a SlaveOscar-winner Lupita Nyong’o. She may actually be the closest thing to 007 in this movie, and she’s a former lover of T’Challa’s.

“She is a departure from what she was in the comic book,” Nyong’o says. “Nakia is a war dog. She is basically an undercover spy for Wakanda. Her job is to go out into the world and report back on what’s going on.”

She also boasts some unique weaponry. “We call them her ring blades,” says Moore. “The ones Lupita carries while in the green outfit are based on traditional African weaponry. However, she does get a hi-tech upgrade later in the film, compliments of Shuri.”


Letitia Wright plays T’Challa’s kid sister, who is no one you want to face in battle either. “She is also a genius and runs the entire Wakandan design group,” says producer Kevin Feige, whose also president of Marvel Studios and one of the chief architects of its interlocked universe. “She’s responsible for all these amazing technological advances that Vibranium has brought about from Wakanda.”

Here she is pictured with twin, panther-shaped weapons. It’s not clear yet what they do exactly, but it probably hurts.


She’s not technically family, but she’s just as close. This character played by The Walking Dead‘s Danai Gurira is the head of the Dora Milaje, the all-female special soldiers unit that protects the kingdom (and the king) from harm.

“They are a very powerful force,” she says. “They are not utopic, but what Wakanda has down well is it has allowed people to function within their strengths. These women, their strength is to preserve Wakanda. It’s more like the secret service in a sense that it’s not just military. She is head of intel.”

Okoye has guilt over the death of the previous king, and she’s generally a stoic presence. But she’s not unfeeling. “She can be serious, but she also has an unexpected sense of humor,” Gurira says. “She has a heart, but for her country and for her people. She’s not a person who doesn’t connect to human beings as a result of what she does.”


There is an enemy in this portrait.

In the comics, he was once a Wakandan known as N’Jadaka, but he took on this “death-dealing” nom de guerre when he became a dissident, then an exile, from his homeland.

Michael B. Jordan’s character is one of the antagonists of the film, allied with the mercenary Ulysses Klaue (Andy Serkis, reprising his role from Avengers: Age of Ultron), an arms dealer who has plundered Vibranium before and plans to do it again. He’s addicted.

In The Godfather terms, Killmonger has sided with this outsider against “the family,” his brothers and sisters of Wakanda. “I think Killmonger has his own opinion on how Wakanda has been run and should run, and what I think Michael brings to the table is sort of a charming antagonist, who doesn’t agree with how T’Challa is running things, frankly,” says Moore. “I think that puts T’Challa in a difficult situation. Killmonger is a voice of a different side of Wakanda.”


Get Out star Daniel Kaluuya plays T’Challa’s best friend, who is also a member of one of the most vital groups in the nation. “W’Kabi is the head of security for the Border Tribe,” says Moore. “They live on the borders of Wakanda and serve as the first line of defense for the country.”

In other words, he helps maintain the disguise that Wakanda is just mines, farms, and woods.

“To outsiders they appear to be what people would ‘expect’ of a small provincial African nation – but the truth is they are some of the fiercest warriors in Wakanda, intent on protecting the secrets of their advanced nation at all costs,” Moore says.

Now that T’Challa is king, he asks W’Kabi to join him as a palace advisor.


Another vital voice of reason for the young king is Forest Whitaker’s shaman, a longtime advisor to T’Challa’s father and the keeper of the Heart-Shaped Herb, a plant that grows only in Wakanda and absorbs the Vibranium-rich minerals. When consumed, it gives the new leader superhuman strength. (But in the comics, it only works on members of the royal bloodline.)

“He’s somewhat a religious figure or spiritual figure,” Coogler says of Zuri. “Spirituality is something that exists in Wakanda in the comics, and it’s something we wanted to have elements of in the film. Forest’s character, more than anything, is a major tie-back to T’Challa’s father. Zuri is someone he looks to for guidance.”

As wondrous as Wakanda seems, it can also be treacherous. For all the talk of honor in The Godfather, the families were compulsively driven to destroy each other. 007 may venture to the most beautiful places (and people) on Earth, but there’s always a villain determined to wipe those places off the map. If Black Panther owes thematic inspiration to those predecessors, the danger comes hand in hand with the beauty.

But that’s where the similarities will end. When the Marvel Studios movie debuts Feb. 16, the story will remain on Earth, but its creators pledge to take fans to a world they’ve never seen before nonetheless.

“I don’t think people are prepared for what this movie is going to be,” says Feige. “Not just Black Panther, but the Dora Milaje, and Killmonger, and the entire design of Wakanda – both its traditional African-inspired elements, but also the Vibranium inspired techno-elements. I can’t think of a blend that has happened like that before in movies.”

There’s only one Black Panther, after all.

No matter who wants to lay claim to his throne.

a comprehensive list of every harry potter character i want to know more about
  • hannah abbott - is she doing okay? how’s her and neville’s relationship going? do they have any kids? does she make like the best butterbeer ever? i want to know
  • bathsheda babbling - apparently she was the ancient runes teacher at hogwarts and truly i just want to know more about her because look at that fucking name
  • katie bell - how’s my girl katie doing? hopefully not too affected by that whole dark curse thing she had to deal with? also i just want to know more about her like how’d she get into quidditch what were her stats like when did her and oliver wood get married
  • phineas negillus black - truly it’s tragic that whenever i picture him in my mind i see phineas from phineas and ferb with black hair and a very large black wizarding cloak on but like besides that how was he as a headmaster? what was he like? does he take joy in being a little dick head? i truly want to know
  • susan bones - how is she after her aunt’s death? what’s she doing with her life? susan bones sounds like the type of girl who’d be really really good at braiding hair. is she really really good at braiding hair?
  • lavender brown - i hope she’s doing okay and that she’s learning to live with the scars greyback gave her and hopefully she’s not a werewolf and listen she just liked ron is that really such a crime jk rowling did her so dirty!!! also i want to know everything about her and parvati’s relationship “friendship” and all the crazy make-outs shenanigans they got into
  • charity burbage - how’d she get into teaching muggle studies? was she scared those last few moments of her life? was she a good teacher? why the hell did jk rowling never let us witness a muggle studies class
  • alecto & amycus carrow - damn tell me everything about these two what was their childhood how’d they get into the dark arts literally how far were they willing to go because like torturing children is just fucking evil
  • the cattermoles - did they actually grab their family and get out of britain?? i sure hope so
  • penelope clearwater - how’s she doing??? did she get like fucking awesome grades?? how’d she react when percy was being a Dick? important questions
  • dennis creevey - legit how many times did collin write to him about harry? i bet dennis was like “jesus fuck mate shut up”. is he doing okay? i sure hope so. i hope he got into photography too
  • fleur delacour - listen i just want to know MORE what kind of student was she??? how many friends did she have??? i want more elaboration on her relationship with her sister. i want a whole god damn book just about fleur’s life. god damn it
  • dedalus diggle - how did anyone let him become an auror with a name like that
  • the dumbledores - please, for the love of god, i’d die if jk rowling gave us a book on the dumbledores. think about all that information. wow.
  • arabella figg - how did a squib get in contact with dumbledore? how was her life growing up being a squib? what were all her cat’s names? did she go play bridge every night with her friends? these are questions i need answers to
  • seamus finnigan - “me mam” oh you sweet boy how i love you. when was the first time he and dean kissed and was it as magical as he thought?? i won’t rest until i am answered
  • mundungnus fletcher - so like did he become like he is because of his name or did he change his name to reflect the fact that he was an utter piece of shit
  • filius flitwick - how’d he get into charms!!! what were his favorite teaching methods!!! favorite students!!! literally anything!!!
  • florean fortescue - i want to know every single damn flavor of ice cream he had in his shop. also, did he ever reopen it??
  • astoria greengrass - how’d she and draco meet? what are her political views?? her family life??? what kind of mother was she to scorpius?? i bet she was a damn elegant one
  • rubeus hagrid - like i want DETAILS about his life at hogwarts. every damn one. and about his life afterwards. i want a tour of his cottage. transcripts of every date he went on with madame maxime or whatever. a list of every single pet he ever owned. i want stories about him going to romania and visiting charlie. i want EVERYTHING
  • angelina johnson - my BITCH how’s she doing???? how’s life after hogwarts for her?? is she kicking ass and taking names?? i sure hope so. is she playing quidditch? or maybe she’s like a wizarding lawyer or something like stone cold bitch!!!! love that girl. what kind of mother is she? when did she and george fall in love?? does she still meet up with alicia spinnet and katie bell every once in a while for tea and biscuits and a chat?
  • bellatrix lestrange - i honestly just want to know everything about her. how was she growing up? her relationship with her sisters? when did she like fall in love or infatuation or lust or whatever with voldemort??? is like the no nose thing a kink? when’d she lose her mind? important questions
  • frank and alice longbottom - how’d they meet? how’d they fall in love? how’d they get married? they deserved better
  • ernie macmillan - did he ever stop being such a little bitch?
  • minerva mcgonagall - LEGITIMATELY EVERYTHING I WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHING i want a 1000 page essay detailing her time at hogwarts
  • cormac mclaggen - did he ever stop being such a big dick?
  • the patil sisters - listen tell me about like hinduism and magic and indian culture and hindu mythology and magic and also just everything about these sisters and their sisterly bond and how they were both underestimated and taken for giggling girls even though they were smart as fuck i love them
  • kingsley shacklebolt - okay i wanna hear how awesome he was at school and about how everyone loved him and i wanna hear about his adventures in the ministry and him talking to the muggle prime minister and basically how fucking awesome he was
  • dean thomas - his love for soccer!!!! tell me all about it!!!! his love for seamus!!!!! tell me all about it!!!!
  • ted tonks - how did he and andromeda fall in love??? did he try to convince her he was worth it???? was he Smooth As Fuck??? important questions
  • the weasleys - like i KNOW we know a ton about them but i just want MORE. i want more charlie and bill and bill and ginny’s relationship and all the siblings hanging out and i just want MORE of the dynamic
Get To Know Important People At Bayern Munich: Team Manager Kathleen Krüger

Ladies and Gentlemen, Kathleen Krüger! She is the team manager of Bayern Munich and I’ve met her in February - she’s awesome. 

She played football herself at Bayern Munichs Womens Team from 2003 to 2009. 

She’s 31 years old, was former assistant of Christian Nerlinger (former sporting director) and since a couple of years, she is our team manager.

She’s responsible for everything around the team: planning and booking the away trips, organizing events with sponsors of the players, checking that the bus is leaving on time and she’s even responsible for the teams free-time activities during the trainings camp. 

She also once said, that she prefers to do her work in the background and doesn’t want to be noticed. When I met her, she told us, that actually her whole life rotates around her work - she nearly has to be available for 24/7. To get things off her mind, she enjoys going jogging near the Isar. 

The team absolutely adores her - and she’s the only woman, who works that close with the team. They all have a lot of respect for her and love her a lot - when I was talking with her, she was always referring to the players as ‘her boys’. 

Here, have Franck Ribery singing ‘Kathleen Krüger, you are the best woman in the world” 

I’ve met her as a really self-confident, independent and strong woman who’s not taking shit from anybody and knows exactly, what she can do. We are lucky to have her, because without her, probably half of our team would’ve gotten lost somewhere and I hope, she will stay for a very long time with us xx 

xaldinlance  asked:

Are you fucking insane?! Ladynoir

This one gets a LITTLE sinn-ish… nothing serious or explicit but I figure I will still put some of it under a cut ^_~

“Give me one good reason why we shouldn’t,” Chat said crossing his arms and leveling her with his most determined stare.

“Oh, I don’t know, how about because I don’t even know your actual name?”

“So we tell each other, it’s been long enough.”

“Are you fucking insane?” Ladybug hissed. “We can’t just-”

“Can’t just what?” Chat interrupted, “can’t just be honest with each other? It’s been three years Ladybug, and I for one am tired of putting my life on hold for some maniac and his color changing butterflies.”

“But the risks,” she tried weakly, even as her blood began to race when her partner stalked towards her.

“The risks will always be there. Why can’t we face them together?” he said softly, his hands reaching out to gently stroke up and down her arms.

“We already do,” Ladybug said stubbornly, “we have a great partnership just the way we are, why should be change that now?”

She knew why, of course she knew. It was her own fault after all. She had been the one to start this whole mess in the first place.

He leaned forward, ducking his head so that their eyes were level. She could see the conflicted feelings dancing in his eyes- frustration, hope, amusement, and pure unadulterated want.

She swallowed heavily.

“I am a pretty patient cat,” he said with a slight smirk, “but there are only so many times we can make out in back alleys and on darkened rooftops before we have to admit that this isn’t some mistake.”

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What’s Love Got to Do With it?

Your opinions are so interesting… So I ask you, what you think about Furuta’s love for Rize? What was revealed recently with Mutsuki makes me think they are same in a some way, I mean a twisted love and unhealthy obsession in a one-sided.
Asked by Anonymous

An interesting question posed to me in an ask that I’ve decided to turn into a full meta because I think the asker is missing that Furuta and Mutsuki are not the only ones with unrequited love this arc. Luckily I’ve drawn up a chart.

Why all of this unrequited love all of a sudden? Is it because Ishida wishes to write a Shoujo manga with corpses, and has decided to convert the last arc into one? It goes deeper than that, so let’s analyze it under the cut. 

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anonymous asked:

Can i request the RFA+ minor duo going Victoria secret shopping with MC? And don't stress yourself too much over Requests love~ take all the time you need :)

~Oooooh, yes. LOL! Thank you so much for the request and thank you for the kind words. I appreciate it so much! 

◉ Yoosung 

  • He’s a stuttering and fumbling mess the entire time 
  • Doesn’t have the courage to touch anything 
  • Feels extremely awkward seeing all the other customers grabbing items, and thinks he should try to avert his gaze 
  • He TRIES to keep his eyes on the floor
  • Every time he looks around he is imagining you in the outfits 
    • “Yoosung, what do you think of this?” you hold up lingerie with pink frills 
  • He almost has a heart attack 
  • So many images in his mind 
    • “IT’S P-PERFECT”
    • Shh, you don’t have to yell” you laugh 
  • He can’t control the volume of his voice 
  • Talking to himself in his head, telling himself to clam down
  • He liked the area where theres beauty products and lotions/perfumes 
    • “Oh, this smells nice MC! Want me to get it for you?” 

◉ Jumin 

  • He’s rather un-phased
  • To be honest, he finds lingerie rather unnecessary
    • “Are you sure you want to buy this? I’m just going to be taking it off of you…”
    • “I’m not just here for lingerie, Jumin. I need new bras and panties as well,” you shake your head 
  • He’s very opinionated 
    • “That looks cheap.” “I don’t like that color.” 
  • He’s not doing it to be an ass, he’s just used to speaking his mind 
  • Wants you to look good, and tells you to get whatever you want
    • “Sweat pants?”
    • “They have really comfy ones…” you say shyly 
    • “You’re so cute,” he adds them to your basket 

◉ Zen 

  • He’s screaming internally 
  • He’s READY for this 
  • At first he thinks you’re going to stick to the normal bra and panty sets
  • Maybe you’ll be adventurous and go for some lace 
  • But you hold up a lingerie set with cut outs and strings and bow and-
  • He almost has a nose bleed 
    • “B-Babe! Careful! Another guy might see!!!” 
  • He grabs it from your hands 
    • “There are only girls around right now, relax!” 
  • He wants to pay for it and drag you home as fast as possible 
  • He’s spacing out
  • Imagining coming home to you in the lingerie, you’re in the kitchen cooking for him 
    • ~~~Welcome home, Zenny!~~~
    • “ZEN!” 
  • His daydream is interrupted by your nudging his ribs 
    • “Let’s go, I paid already,” you laugh 
  • Gladly 

◉ Jaehee 

  • Finally!
  • She needed some new underwear as well 
  • You guys spend over an hour looking at everything 
  • And stocking up on your favorite lotions 
  • Jaehee has some extremely pretty bras 
  • You guys even got matching ones! 
  • She is sorting everything in your basket out when she pulls up a black silk nighty 
    • “Wh-What’s this?!” 
    • “Darn it! I…snuck it in. I was going to surprise you tonight…”
  • Her cheeks turned bright red 
    • “Oh! O-Okay!” 
  • She fumbled around to put everything on the counter 
  • Inside, she couldn’t help but be excited to see you wearing that later that night 

◉ Saeyoung 

  • He’s making jokes to cover his embarrassment 
    • “Do you think this would look good on me?” he hold up a bra to his chest 
    • “Can you be serious once in your life?” 
  • You both laugh 
  • He’s surprisingly good at telling you his opinion on what he wants to see you in ?
    • He’s actually picking things that are a little more risqué than you had ever thought he would be in to 
      • “What? I am a guy, after all…”
    • Asks if he can come into the changing room with you 
      • “No!”
      • “It was only a joke, calm down,” he pokes your cheek and waits patiently while you try a few items on 
    • Super giddy when you finally pay and head home 
      • “So if you are dressing up tonight…does that mean I can, too?”
      •  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

    ◉ V

    • Of course he is super calm about it 
    • Doesn’t like the perfume section though
    • The smells are too overwhelming for him 
    • He wishes he could help pick things out, but he can barely make out the colors of the fabrics 
    • He tries nonetheless 
    • Just smiling the whole time 
    • Choosing things by feel 
      • “This silk is nice, don’t you think? This would feel nice on you…”
    • He does get a blush on his cheeks every now and then and you’re glad he can’t see your staring as you hold back a giggle 
    • A couple times he ended up showing an item to a mannequin 
      • “…Do you not like it?” 
      • “V!…I’m over here…” -_-;;;

    ◉ Saeran 

    • No way!
      • You’re not dragging me into that damn store!!!!”
        • [2 hours later]
    • He stand with his arms crossed, grumbling in the store 
    • Silent as ever as you look through all of the items 
      • “Stop pouting and help me choose!”
      • “No.”
    • The only thing getting him through this is the promise of ice cream and pretzels from the food court 
    • He keeps scowling in response to your random laughs 
    • He doesn’t know, but his cheeks have been slightly pink since you walked in 
    • Eyes went wide when you picked up a particular black and pink lingerie set 
    • But he immediately looked away and pretended to not be interested 
    • Breathed a sigh of relief when you finally paid and started to head out 
      • “Ya know, you could have helped me out a bit more with choosing things back there…”
      • “Why do you need me anyway? You could have picked anything in there and it would look good on you”
    • You squeezed his hand at his response and he realized what he said 
      • “Oh, shut up,” he could feel you smiling at him, “come on. I’m starving. You said I get food.” 

    REALIZATION: The Miraculous yin-yang has a great deal of importance.

    At first, when I first started watching the show, I was curious as to why Marinette possessed the ladybug Miraculous (given that ladybugs are symbolic for luck)… She’s clumsy, unintentionally messes things up, awkward, embarrassing, hell she can’t even say a word to Adrien without her stumbling over her words…

    Didn’t seem very lucky to me (although she’s still cute af) On the other hand, Adrien possessed the black cat Miraculous and we all know that black cats are infamous for bad luck, yet Adrien is the son of a famous fashion designer, rich, good looking, charismatic and doesn’t even have to go to school if he didn’t want to.

    However, I thought of this and the yin yang and then I thought the purpose of the yin yang is to create perfect balance. Marinette and Lady Bug’s personas balance out each other’s perfectly, just like Adrien and Cat Noir.

    HOWEVER, if you look at it with a different perspective… you could see that in reality Marinette may actually be the truly lucky one in terms of family life. Marinette has a loving family that supports her in everything she does and encourages her to be the best she can be. Meanwhile, Adrien has lost his mother, has been alone most of his life, and has a stern father who does not support him, does not want the best for him and basically neglects his son’s emotional state. The two opposite family lives display YET AGAIN - Perfect balance.


    And additionally their romantic dilemmas also balance out each other to create perfect balance. Cat Noir (Adrien) is in love with Ladybug (Marinette) while on the other hand, Marinette (Ladybug) is in love with Adrien (Cat Noir).


    “Why doesn’t he care?” 2.0

    Kim Taehyung x Reader

    Genre: Angst

    Format: Text Post 

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    Originally posted by sugabtskookie

    Taehyung’s p.o.v

    I didn’t go home when I said that I would, and Y/N hasn’t bothered to message me at all the past few days. Was she mad at me? No I doubt that she’d be mad at me, she’s always been so… so, forgiving. There are so many times that I’ve lashed out on her and she’d still be right by my side reassuring me that everything’s going to be alright and I’ve never been more thankful to have someone like her in my life. 

    I kept checking my phone, switched it on and off just to make sure there wasn’t a glitch which resulted in my phone not receiving any messages. But nothing. Was she busy? Nothing happened to her right? Actually scrap that thought, if anything major happened to her she’d tell me first thing. 

    I’m not even going to try and hide it, I did feel bad for being so cruel to her the other night and actually I’ve been sort of ‘off’ with her for a while now. But I couldn’t bring myself to apologise. I’m a douche I know, but it’s not like what I said wasn’t true, per se. She was never this clingy when we first started dating and we’ve been together for four years now. Our relationship was publicly open and fans accepted and loved Y/N because they could always see how happy she makes me, and that’s no lie nor was it a publicity stunt, she genuinely made me so happy. Of course she’d still receive hate once in a while but I guess that only ever made our bond even stronger. But I’ve had the thought of ‘was I getting tired of her, is that why I just assume she’s being clingy?’ No, that can’t possibly be it, every time I looked at my lockscreen and see our picture my heart still manages to skip a beat. Maybe this is just a phase that all couples go through? You have to go through the bad to get to the good right? 

    To tell the truth, every time I look at my future, I only ever see myself with Y/N. She’s always been someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, someone I wanted to grow old with and have our own kids. She’s that ‘someone special’ to me, someone who will always be irreplaceable regardless, I wouldn’t want to be with anyone other than her. Actually, I wouldn’t even be who I am today without her. And that’s made me realise that I should quit being such a dick and appreciate everything that she’s done for me and everything that she is to me.

    Quick update before the next part drops, kind of a filler in a way but I hope you enjoy anyway 💜

    You Are A Lady!

    Pairing: Peter Parker (Tom) x Reader

    Warnings: Verbal abuse / yelling / physical abuse 

    Summary: It seemed as though everything was going well. It’s your five month anniversary with Peter, May had become a better parent than your own, and you passed the science quiz this morning! Why does your mom always have to ruin everything?


    “Peter, I have to go.” Y/N mumbled, not really wanting to leave. Peter held on tighter, keeping you close to him and unable to get up. Y/N’s laugh was muffled by his shirt as she tried to sit up.

    “Babe!” She dragged on, finally escaping his death hold. Their folders and books were on the floor, surrounded by the paper that had been discarded during their play fight. Aunt May knocked on the door, asking if they were decent before opening the door. 

    “Yeah, we have clothes on,” Peter said as he sat up, running a hand through his hair.  He slipped on a jacket and stood up, standing next to his beautiful girlfriend. 

    “Your mom called,” May stated sympathetically, “She said she wants you home right now.” May left the door open and Y/N’s eyes widened. She took a quick glance at Peter before checking the time.

    “No, no, no. Shit!” She frantically got her things together and threw them in her bag, zipping it up as much as it would go. Peter bit his lip, realizing she was going to get yelled at because of him. Y/N noticed his internal conflict and grabbed his face in both of her hands.

    “It’s not your fault. I love you.” She mumbled, kissing him quickly and running out of his house, yelling a ‘bye’ to May who was barely starting dinner. She ran the full four blocks and up the steps of their house. She grabbed her key but the door had opened before she put it in the lock.

    “Where have you been? I called and texted you! You were with that Peter boy, weren’t you? He’s no good, I’m telling you. He may be smart, but he has a new bruise everytime I see him. Which is rare, by the way!” Her mom rambled, furious at the fact that she was late to family dinner, again. Y/N clenched her jaw and threw her backpack on the ground in the corner. She walked to the dinner table and sat down across from her little brother.

    Her mom sat down quickly, her eyes red from anger. She took a deep breath before saying a quick prayer. Y/N kept her eyes opened and ahead. Why does she always have to over exaggerate on everything? It’s not like I'm ever going to be like her. She thought to herself as she ate the healthy food. 

    Throughout the entire dinner, her mother would point things out, trying to make her more proper. 

    “Put the napkin on your lap so if you spill, it won’t ruin anything.”
    “No, no. Use that spoon for the soup.”
    “Don’t open your mouth and chew.”
    “Cross your ankles while sitting.”

    Y/N abruptly stood up, making the chair squeak back and almost fall over. She slammed her hands on the table while her brother and father backed away and stayed out of the fight..

    “Why do you always have to make everything so perfect?!!” Y/N yelled, staring straight at her mother. She stood up too, appalled that her daughter was talking back.

    “Because how will you ever get anywhere in life being sloppy?” She said, her voice eerily calm. She placed her napkin on the table, daring her daughter to talk back.

    “People actually can live their life normally. This isn’t normal. This is insecurity! You try to make others like you and I don’t want to be like that. I don’t want to be like you! It’s boring and I wish you would treat me as your daughter, not soon to be royalty! Hell, even Peters aunt is a better parent than you!!” Y/N yelled, her face red and tears stinging her eyes.

    A loud slap filled the silent kitchen, Y/N’s head turned to the side and her mother’s hand on the opposite side of her own body. 

    “You are a lady. Act like one. There will be no cursing in my house, do you understand. I have kept this house maintained in both cleanliness and morality. Go to your room.” Y/M/N calmly said, though her expression was anything but calm. Y/N’s hand rose to her stinging face, tears dripping down her face. Her mother sat back down and continued eating while her brother and father stared wide eyed. 

    Y/N shook her head before running up the stairs, She grabbed her duffle bag from her closet and emptied it. She sniffled and wiped her cheeks dry. She held her tears in and called Peter as she packed the bag with essentials and clothes.

    “Hello,” Peter answered with a full mouth when he saw the picture of Y/N on it. Aunt May watched him as his eyes went wide and he stopped eating, “Yeah, yeah of course. She’s fine with it. I promise.” He hung up, staring at Aunt May with wide eyes. 

    “It’s okay if Y/N stays for a couple days, maybe weeks, right?” Peter asked quietly. 

    “Yes, of course. Is she on her way?” May asked, standing up to make another plate. Peter nodded just as a soft knock was heard. He ran to the door and frantically opened, pulling you into a hug when he saw you.

    “She hit me. She never hits me.” Y/N sobbed in his chest. He pulled her in and closed the door. Kissing the top of her head. She backed away from him, and looked around the corner, seeing Aunt May. She ran to the older woman and wrapped her arms around her back. May jumped and turned around. Sadness overtook her features as she hugged the younger girl, holding her tight and whispering comforting words to her. 

    “You’re always welcomed here, you hear me?” Y/N nodded as Peter watched on, hoping she would stay for more than a few weeks.


    a / n : hope you like it :) !! - b

    Picture Perfect - Dean Winchester x Reader x Sam Winchester - Chapter 6

    Title: Picture Perfect

    Pairing: Sam Winchester x Reader, Dean Winchester x Reader

    Word Count: 5,503

    Warnings: Angst

    Prompt: I got it! Can you do a fic where Sam dies while (Y/N) is pregnant with his child and so Dean helps her raise the child and they live the apple pie life and right when Dean wants to propose to (Y/N), Sam returns to life & ANGST. Please and thank you

    Read: Part 1 l Part 2 l Part 3 l Part 4 l Part 5

    “Hope you’re happy.” you said in a hoarse voice, tears having welled up in your eyes as you crosed your arms over your chest and walked away from both of them.

    “Neither of us is.” Dean spoke up as he approached you “But we know that she has to learn the truth, sooner or later. And at this point- it wouldn’t make any difference. She already loves Sam, she doesn’t see him as a stranger so that’s what matters.”

    “Right, because it’s more convenient.” you scoffed, shaking your head “Liten to me here, we’ve been through tons of shitty situations. We’ve lived moments we never thought we’d go through and that other people would have been torn apart in but this- it’s no longer just the three of us. That kid upstairs is my life and I don’t care what I’ll have to do but I am going to protect her happiness with everything I’ve got.” you got closer to both of them, forgetting for a moment that Sam would probably see the marks Dean had left on your neck. That and the fact that you were actually wearing his shirt.

    “And I know she has to find out, I agree that she has to. But I need you both to understand one thing: no matter what goes on amongst us she stays out of it. I don’t want for a second to see her cry, and I need you both to know that.” you said in a stern tone and after a final look you were making your way upstairs.

    Your mood seemed to be changing every five minutes as it seemed but you didn’t care anymore. You were slightly angry, yes, mostly at Dean for having gone to talk to Sam without you there. It almost seemed behind your back and you didn’t want to admit that it mostly scared you about what else he had in mind to do.

    “She really hasn’t changed one bit.” Sam whispered and the corners of Dean’s mouth lifted into a small smile.

    “Yeah” he whispered in a hoarse voice “She really hasn’t.”

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    Thank You For Loving Me

    Characters: Dean Winchester, Reader (Y/N Y/L/N)

    Pairing: Dean x Reader

    Summary: Dean finally tells the Reader the three letter word.

    Word Count: 928

    Warnings: Fluff

    Author’s Note: Heyy guys! So this was supposed to be for my own Music Shuffle Game, but then I realized that @d-s-winchester had a challenge that I volunteered for and I got the same song. So this is for her challenge too…although…I don’t remember the tag for it. So this probably doesn’t count *hides face* I hope you enjoy it!!

    Song used: “Thank You For Loving Me” by Bon Jovi

    Thank You For Loving Me

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    Hey ToppKlass! I just wanted to put something out there which hopefully will relieve a few of you regarding Hansol! 

     -I’ve been meaning to post this sooner but I haven’t had the time 

    -So the wonderful Paula Ponzer did two livestreams this week, on Wednesday and yesterday, which I was lucky enough to catch both 

    -And on Wednesday it was the first livestream of her’s I had ever seen and she is so lovely and pretty 

    -there were less than 20 viewers so she could scroll through and answer any questions asked 

    -so someone asked whether she got annoyed about all the questions on TD and she said no and that she understood that quite a few of her followers are TK 

    -so after hearing that I decided that I would ask her about Hansol’s IG (trust me I hated myself too for bugging her but I was getting so worried) 

    -so I asked whether she knew what was going on because me and A lot of TK were worried about him and we wanted to make sure that he was alright 

    -and I’m so glad I did because her answer brought me so much relief 

    -so basically she giggled and said of course “I know what was going on" 

    -“Hansol is a bit of drama queen" 

    -"you don’t need to worry about him" 

    -"he wasn’t hacked" 

    -"he sometimes just restarts his IG to express what he wants to and start fresh” -“he’s just taking a break from Instagram" 

    -those are all the things she said that I remember 

    -someone in the comments also mentioned that there were a few rumours going round and she said "rumours? tell me about the rumours" 

    -so I went on to explain that a few TK were worried that he was leaving TD with everything that’s happened on IG 

    -then she kinda just sat back and chuckled and literally said 

    -”don’t worry he has a contract, they can’t just leave“ 

    -and that alone literally revived me and actually made my life 

    So basically in a nutshell, Paula says dw about Hansol, he’s doing okay! He wasn’t hacked, he’s just taking a break, and implied he is not leaving/left TD. But boy did I feel bad because she answered three exactly the same questions about Hansol’s IG yesterday, but she is a literal babe and seemed totally fine about it❤️ 

     I hope this clears a few things up for y'all and calms a couple of you down for those who missed Paula’s livestream, because I know I wasn’t the only one concerned about Hansol’s well being. But I’m very thankful to know that he’s alright and I hope more of you will be able to rest easier knowing this new information! 

     Much love ❤️ #toppdoggfighting #toppklassfighting


    request:  can u maybe do one where Y/N has strictly been against marriage since the beginning of her relationship with Harry, but a few years into their relationship, it’s something she really wants because he’s shown her unconditional love. He finds out by overhearing her on the phone with her friend and a couple months later she comes home to an apartment filled with flowers and harry on one knee with a simple ring

    hello loves! this request is a long one so I don’t think I need to explain what is in this imagine! keep sending in requests from this writing list or whatever you want! hope you enjoy!

    Every part of marriage made Y/N want to crawl into a hole and never come out. The idea of it, creeping into your mind, was enough to make you pull back from any progress you had made in her relationships. The act of actually speaking about marriage made once made you break up with someone. Marriage was not something you had ever pictured.

    Growing up, you witnessed a lot of bad relationships. Your earliest memory of your parents constantly fighting was when you were three years old. They had been shouting all day, eventually escalating to them throwing things, which then led to you getting scratched on the face with a broken piece of a vase that was carelessly thrown in your direction. You were sent to the hospital with six stitches on your cheek. Things between your parents just got worse from there, leaving you to fend for yourself when it came to dinner, getting places, even at parent teacher conferences you had to be there to be the buffer for your parents arguing. But they never got a divorce.

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    The Signs as Crushes you have in your life.
    • Aries : This really beautiful girl you have in your class who you are scared to talk to because she always speaks out what she thinks and is really loud and sarcastic.
    • Taurus : This cute guy who works in the shop you always go to who always looks at you with his puppy eyes and smiles at the ground once you catch him looking at you.
    • Gemini : The stunning girl you meet at an internship who is actually the funniest and wittiest person you know but you're totally stuck in the friendzone.
    • Cancer : The friend you always had since childhood days who is not only the most caring but also one of prettiest people you know but you lost contact to after you went to another school.
    • Leo : The most popular girl in your school who is the leader of the "cool clique" of your school, she's not only an absolute stunner, she is also totally out of your league.
    • Virgo : The shy, nerdy boy in school you never really noticed but as soon as you started talking to him you notice how clever, adorable and interesting he is and you fall head over heels for him.
    • Libra : The charming, handsome boy in your friendgroup who always seems to be completely chilled out and balanced - you totally fall in love with him but it never works out.
    • Scorpio : The freaky girl you meet in your summer holidays. She is a bit mysterious and always comes up with new ideas - you two start a hot affair but never see each other again.
    • Sagittarius : The reckless, bad boy who always stands at the bus stop when you're there. He is extremely hot and you are probably never ready to even breathe next to him.
    • Capricorn : The first crush you have in kindergarten, this cute, little girl you share you very first kiss with and you never really forget.
    • Aquarius : You two started out as best friends. He is intelligent, loyal and the most beautiful person you know. Later you two kiss drunk at a party and both of you never admit that it meant more to you than "just friendship".
    • Pisces : Your one true love. This girl you meet at one point of your life and never forget because she is everything you ever wanted : she is sweet, beautiful, caring and kind. You two grow old together.
    My Mate

    AN: This ended up being a lot longer than I thought it would be. And it’s not as funny as the original post, BUT this is how this particular conversation would go in my head. This is Rhys telling Cassian and Azriel and Amren about Feyre for the first time. And many thanks goes to @fuckyeahazriel for inspiring me to write this fic <3 (You are one of my new favorite people).

    “By the Cauldron, Rhys,” Cassian said, finally breaking into a grin, his wings perking back up from where they’d fallen limply on the ground at the sight of his High Lord and friend, “by the Cauldron, it’s good to see you.”

    He and Azriel had both frozen in their spots when Rhys had walked through the door of the House of Wind, both unaware that the fight was over for now, both unaware that Amarantha had been killed. Both unaware that Rhys and the rest of the High Lords had finally, finally been released.

    Both unaware of how and why Rhys was returning to them.

    Amren had just given him a polite nod and gone straight back to drinking the blood of whatever the butcher in Velaris had happened to have that day.

    Rhys gave Cassian a half grin that only part of him felt—the part of him that hadn’t disappeared with Feyre. “Fifty years, and that’s all you have to say to me?”

    From her spot before the fire, sprawled over a plush-looking armchair and picking at her teeth with a delicate nail, Mor snorted. She’d entered with Rhys and simply sauntered past a gaping Cassian and Azriel. “Cassian’s not one for eloquent language and big speeches,” she said, crossing one ankle over the other and letting her head fall back on the armrest. Her golden hair seemed to shimmer in the firelight. Rhys didn’t remember his cousin being so beautiful. Or he did, but he’d been so distracted by another beauty…a different kind of beauty…

    Cassian shrugged. “Why waste my precious air on extraneous words and sentences that don’t need to be nearly as long as they are?”

    Azriel flicked an eyebrow up, his hands clasped behind his back. “You’re immortal.”

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    kitsuneoftheorganization  asked:

    The R.F.A + V and Saeran (especially saeran bc <3) reacting to MC falling asleep on/against them

    Hello :) Mod Saeran here bringing joy and happiness to all of the fandom :) NOT GOING TO LET THOSE RUDE ANONS GET TO ME. >:O

    This is really fluffy and cute * I HAVEN’T WROTE FLUFFY AND CUTE IN A WHILE *


    -It was a beautiful winter morning, the air was chilly, the snow gave the surroundings a beautiful white blanket. You thought the day couldn’t get better BUT IT FREAKING DID.

    -The director called Zen that rehearsals were cancelled because the theater was way too cold to practice in.

    -It’s been awhile since Zen stayed home so expect tons of kisses and cuddles C:

    -You guys decided to cook breakfast together and he was so happy :’)

    -When you were getting the flour and eggs to start mixing….. this man….. was…. ABOUT TO START WAR IN HIS KITCHEN….

    -He grabbed a handful of flour and just threw it at you :O


           ~Zen: My angel just had to match the weather outside you look like a beautiful snow prince-

           *You threw flour back at him and it was a FLOUR FIGHT

          * You were mad because it didn’t even notice on his beautiful white hair ( I LOVE THIS MAN’S RAT TAIL IDGAF WHAT YOU SAY OR THINK )

          *So you decided you needed to be extra

          *He saw that you were pondering…… he was trying to figure out what you were thinking…. TILL HE SAW YOU REACHING FOR THE EGG

        ~ Zen: babe…. Princess…. PLEASE NO.

        ~ (Y/N): I swear to your beautiful voice if you don’t clean up this mess while I shower i will throw this at you

          *He laughed because you were trying to be mad but your whole face was covered in flour LOL

    -He promised to clean up and when he finished he saw you sitting on the couch hair wet and wearing his shirt

    -He loved moments like this he went over to you grabbed a blanket and pulled you closer to him C: but…. minutes later YOU FELL ASLEEP



    -he felt so touched that you thought he was comfortable enough to sleep on

    -He rubbed your shoulder so lightly that it felt like he was touching a delicate snowflake

    -He whispered to you that he loved you so much and he thanked you for making him a better person

    -He sang a beautiful lullaby that would of put Snow White to shame :’) he was absolutely in love with you.

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    Oh Baby....

    Hi guys! Okay so I finally have some time to write since I didn’t have work the past couple days!


    Warnings: talk of miscarriage, cursing, angsty Dean.

    Request: Can it be a Dean imagine that has angst but a happy ending? Maybe something with the reader being pregnant or something

    She sat there silently not knowing what to do. She sat in their room holding the test between her shaking fingers. She didn’t know what to expect from Dean. 

    What would he say?

    Would he hate me?

    Suddenly she heard someone opening the door. She quickly hid the test under the mattress and stood up to greet Dean.

    “Y/N I’m home!”

    “In here”, she yelled out.

    He followed the sound of her voice to the their shared room and opened the door to see her standing there with her hands at her sides.

    “You okay babe?”

    “Dean can we talk?”

    “Yeah of course”, he says slightly confused as he takes a seat with her at the edge of the bed.

    She sits quietly for a moment before taking a deep breath and turning to look at Dean.

    Okay here goes nothing

    “Dean, you know how lately I haven’t been feeling to well?”

    “Yeah of course. Is everything okay? Is something wrong?”, he said growing concerned.

    “No! Nothings wrong, everything is fine actually”, she said with a nervous chuckle.

    She stood up and went to the side of the bed where she hid the test. She grabbed it and walked back to Dean slowly before handing it to him.

    He grabbed the test from her before observing the results.

    “What is this Y/N?”

    “Dean I know it’s not-”

    “No Y/N get rid of it!”

    “What? No Dean this is ours I’m not going to kill something so innocent! It didn’t want this! We did this! Together!”

    “I don’t give a damn about who did what! Get rid of it now!”

    “Tell me why Dean!”

    “Because this isn’t a life for a child! We’re not fit for this!”

    “So lets leave this life then! Lets settle down and have our baby!”

    “There is no ‘our baby’ Y/N! Get rid of it.”, he said through closed teeth.

    Y/N stood there and took a deep breath in.

    “I’m leaving. I’m going to settle down and having this baby with or without you. If you don’t want anything to do with us then don’t follow me and don’t try to contact me in anyway cause I won’t answer”, she said through angry tears.

    “Y/N wai-”

    “Don’t fucking talk to me Dean”, she said as she walked out the room, slamming the door in his face.

    Dean sat back down, letting out a deep sigh while running his hand over his face. 


     Later That Night

    Y/N packed her bags that night after the fight with Dean and left while he and Sam were out on an easy hunt. She sat down for a minute and looked around wishing she didn’t have to leave what has been her home with her favorite boys.

    She stood up deciding that now would be a good time to leave before the boys got back. 

    She walked towards the door before she heard fluttering. She stopped in her tracks knowing exactly who it was. 

    “Hey Cas”, she said as she slowly turned to look at him.

    “Y/N I understand why you’re leaving, but I believe Dean knows he’s making a mistake and you should give him a chance”

    “Me give him a chance?! Cas he’s the one who walked out on me when I told him that I was leaving and going to have OUR child! He doesn’t care Castiel! I wish he did, but he doesn’t! He doesn’t love me like I thought he did! He doesn’t want this family with me!”, she sobbed.

    “I’m truly sorry Y/N”

    “Goodbye Castiel”


    Dean and Sam walked into the bunker later that night to see Cas standing there. 

    “Hey Cas, whats up?”

    “Dean, Y/N left”


    “Y/N left Dean. She left so that she can have her baby and raise it. She left the life”

    Realization crossed Deans features. He dropped everything a booked it the their room. 

    He pushed to door open and noticed immediately how empty everything felt and looked. He stood for a moment taking in the emptiness before sitting down on the chair close to him. His rested his elbows on his knees before dropping his head in his hands, letting all the tears fall. He sat there for what seemed like hours sobbing. 

    Why did I tell her to get rid of our child?

    Why didn’t I show her that I’m actually so happy?

    Why was I raised in this life?

    Dean got up off the chair determined to look for Y/N. Ignoring the fact that she told him that she wanted nothing to do with him.

    “Sam get your stuff we’re going to look for Y/N”

    “Dean I don’t know-”

    “Shut up and pack your stuff Sam”

    Sam let out a huff knowing that nothing would stop his brother. 

    Sam just hoped his brother wouldn’t do anything stupid when they get her back.

    Hi guys! I know I took a while to write this but I wanted it to be good so I planned it out a little before I wrote it. And yes there will be a Part 2 to Oh Baby! @lizwinchester16 I hope you love what I’ve written so far! Let me know what you think and keep sending your requests!

    Tags: @lizwinchester16, @frozenhuntre

    Once Upon a Time’s Lana Parrilla Previews Regina’s Dilemma (‘It Melts Her Heart’) and the Return of [Spoiler]

    “Be careful what you wish for” applies to unexpected and improbable reunions, Once Upon a Time‘s Regina comes to learn this Sunday (ABC, 8/7c).

    Having met the Wish Realm’s alive-and-well Robin of Locksley, and then convinced him to travel to Storybrooke with her, Regina’s hopes perhaps eclipse the reality of the surreal situation.

    “I think she has high expectations. She really wants him to be her Robin Hood,” Lana Parrilla shared with TVLine during our visit to the set this week (where the musical episode was being filmed). “The big issue is he looks exactly like him, because he is a version of him, but he’s not real. And he isn’t Robin Hood. He’s Robin of Locksley, so Regina doesn’t even really know who this person is.”

    What she does know, from spending a bit of time with him in the Wish Realm, is that this Robin is more of a scalawag. “He really is,” Parrilla notes with a laugh, before serving up an impression: “‘Give to the poor? Why would I do that?!'” But as he settles into Storybrooke, other, more obvious differences come to the fore. “He doesn’t know how to turn a light switch on!” laughs Parrilla. “But I think it’s charming, and I think she has high hopes.”

    Said hopes may be fated to be dashed, however. “It’s quite confusing for Regina, because every time she looks at him, she actually puts him in Robin’s clothes, and that just like melts her heart,” Parrilla previews. “She feels like sh’es reliving that relationship all over again, but not — so it’s quite heartbreaking.”

    Adding to Regina’s near-future angst, the Purely Evil Queen is set for a comeback, and that reunion sounds like a real humdinger.

    Surveying the status of Regina’s doppelganger, Parrilla says, “Right now she’s a snake, but she’s not a snake for long. She comes back, and Episode 14 (airing March 26) is a big Evil Queen/Regina episode. There’s a big standoff between them, and there are a lot of words exchanged. A lot of words are exchanged! It was quite challenging, and also a lot of fun.”

    For the dual role, Parrilla made sure that actresses, not just stand-ins, were hired to play opposite her, to best bring both characters to life even when all we see is their backs.

    “I basically prep everything in advance — and I don’t mean memorization, I mean the physicality of it all. What I want Regina to do when I’m playing the Evil Queen, and vice versa,” she explains. “I’m very expressive with my arms, especially as the Evil Queen, so I wanted girls I could actually work opposite of and act with, and they were both really wonderful.”

    As for how the duo’s next showdown plays out, Parrilla shared this: “It gets really heated, very quickly. And both of their lives are threatened.”