she even read the books

Whomped up this pedigree chart for my friend who’s reading TWoK for the first time and couldn’t remember who was who in Chapter 12. Tried to keep it simple - I have so much more to say about the Kholins.

Not the only one who cares...

“This sounds really dumb,” she said with a sudden violence. “Really, really dumb! But it’s––” she groped, helpless, then sprang to her feet, unable to stay still.

“It’s like––there are all these things I don’t even know!” she said, pacing with quick angry steps. “Do you think I remember what I looked like, learning to walk, or what the first word I said was? No, but Mama does! And that’s so stupid, because what difference does it make, it doesn’t make any difference at all, but it’s important, it matters because she thought it was, and… oh, Roger, if she’s gone, there won’t be a soul left in the world who cares what I’m like, or thinks I’m special not because of anything, but just because I’m me! She’s the only person in the world who really, really cares I was born, and if she’s gone…” She stood still on the hearthrug, hands clenched at her sides, and mouth twisted with the effort to control herself, tears wet on her cheeks. Then her shoulders slumped and the tension went out of her tall figure. […]

“You’re wrong, you know,” he said softly, and held out his hand to her. “It isn’t only your mother who cares.

Voyager Chapter 22 All Hallows’ Eve

“Don’t you see, Mama? He has to know––has to know he did it, he did what he meant for us.” Her lips quivered, and she pressed them together for a minute. 

“We owe it to him, Mama,” she said softly. “Somebody has to find him, and tell him.” Her hand touched my face, briefly. “Tell him I was born.”

Voyager Chapter 23 Craigh Na Dun

“It’s verra fine to see ye, Claire,” he said softly. “I thought I never… well.” He shrugged slightly, as though to ease the tightness of the linen shirt across his shoulders. He swallowed, then met my eyes directly.

The child?” he said. Everything he felt was evident on his face; urgent hope, desperate fear, and the struggle to contain both. 

I smiled at him, and put out my hand. “Come here.” […]

“My… she…” His voice was hoarse with shock. “Daughter. My daughter. She… knows?”

“She does. Look at the rest.” I slid the first picture from his grasp, revealing the snapshot of Brianna, uproariously festooned with the icing of her first birthday cake, a four-toothed smile of fiendish triumph on her face as she waved a new plush rabbit overhead. 

Jamie made a small inarticulate sound, and his fingers loosened. I took the small stack of photographs from him and gave them back, one at a time.

Brianna at two, stubby in her snowsuit, cheeks round and flushed as apples, feathery hair wisping from under her hood.

Bree at four, hair a smooth bell-shaped gleam as she sat, one ankle propped on the opposite knee as she smiled for the photographer, proper and poised in a white pinafore.

At five, in proud possession of her first lunchbox, waiting to board the school bus to kindergarten. […]

Tell me about her.” One forefinger traced the pudgy features of the baby in the snowsuit. “What was she like as a wee lassie? What did she first say, when she learned to speak?” 

Voyager Chapter 24 A. Malcolm, Printer

My mum said to me that fanfictions don’t count as reading, because they will never be as good as published books. I made her read one of my favourite fanfictions and the made her read twilight…. she changed her opinion, apologized to me, burnt twilight books and said that ‘this fanfiction is even better written than the books she reads’.

Since I’m away from home and my dear drawing tablet, for now, have another mommy Teruhashi spending time with her little angels

It doesn’t happen often, but every once in awhile Brasher’s self confidence falters. Nephy is blunt with her reassurances but she always means what she says. 

hamilton + death reactions

Can you do a headcannon of Hamilton characters reaction to your death?


  • he wasn’t sure how to react at first
  • he couldn’t wrap his head around the thought of not only his wife, but his best friend leaving him alone in life
  • at first he hated you for leaving him
  • he found it selfish that you so willingly were gone and left him alone to forever think about you
  • but now he was torn apart more than ever
  • nobody
  • and he means nobody
  • could ever replace you 
  • no matter what his friends tell him, he will never get over you


  • how does one react to losing the love of their life?
  • especially when he witnessed it right before his own eyes?
  • john would never drive down that road again
  • he knew that if he just so glanced at the small memorial friends set up for you beside the road, he might just swerve and lose control on the spot
  • every time he steps into the garage and sees his car, all he can be reminded of are memories of the two of you
  • he will never be the same


  • he still does things he once did when you were alive out of habit 
  • when he gets home from work, he puts down his things and goes to bring you a glass of water to leave beside your bed
  • he gets half way up the stairs before he suddenly remembers
  • he has a collection of glasses of water on the side of your bed
  • he doesn’t have the heart to dump them out
  • he just continues to bring you glasses of water and wash and fold your towels and put them on the bottom towel rack like you always did
  • he was just numb and like a broken record player
  • he couldn’t stop doing the things he did for you


  • he tries to act like he’s handling things well
  • and on the outside, he’s doing pretty well
  • in fact, on the inside, he isn’t as bad either
  • that is until you step into his house
  • and you see the sweatshirts you left on the couch a month ago still sitting there
  • and your extra toothbrush on the counter beside his
  • and your clothes in the bottom left drawer of his dresser
  • and your perfume placed on top of his dresser 
  • he never had the heart to throw away any of your things
  • and nobody ever has the heart to tell him to


  • he makes himself sick from how much he tries to avoid the thought of you
  • whenever somebody ever so mentions you, he leaves the room or changes the subject
  • he blocks you out of his memory so much he practically forgets the sound of your voice and the feeling you gave him
  • he knew how upset you would be with him
  • he was hopeless without you though
  • he was doomed to never be happy again and he knew it


  • she rereads every single letter, note, poem, and text you’ve ever sent her each day
  • she slept on your grave for the first month since you passed away
  • she has this look in her eyes like she’s seen a ghost
  • she sometimes refers to you as though you were alive still
  • “I can’t wait to show this to Y/N!”
  • “Oh wait.”


  • she’s fairly strong when it comes to your death
  • the first few months afterwards though, she was completely broken
  • she would wear your clothes everywhere and listen to only your music
  • she would never go out and make up excuses not to go out 
  • people often saw her at your grave
  • talking to it as though the gravestone was you sitting there
  • some people believed that’s what she saw


  • she doesn’t know how to react quite frankly
  • she just has a fair off look to her eyes
  • no words ever are detected by her 
  • she just nods or shakes her head and sometimes shrugs
  • she’s just in a constant state of shock
  • she’s become accustomed to the way you lived, she begins to embody your habits 
  • she orders her coffee the same, reads the same books, sometimes even talks the same
  • there’s nobody who could replace you and nobody had the heart to tell her to try and move on


  • he feels like his world has come crashing down
  • he hears that everyone has a breaking point
  • and being as headstrong as he was he never thought he’d have one
  • that was until your death
  • and he slowly just started deteriorating
  • and he sometimes hallucinated and saw you
  • people began to question his stability
  • thomas jefferson finally broke


  • it was especially difficult for james since nobody knew about your relationship
  • you and james were planning to tell everybody about your relationship that night
  • that was until you never showed up to james’s house
  • and hours went by
  • that was until james was told you passed away in a car crash
  • nobody ever understood why james was so undeniably heartbroken
  • and why he put fresh flowers on your grave every single week
  • but they never asked why
  • and they never asked why he blamed himself for your death
She smiled - part 1

(A/N): there will be a part 2 :)

Fandom: Harry potter

Pairing: Draco Malfoy x Hufflepuff!reader

Word count: 1640

warnings: Draco being cute 


Originally posted by imagine-everything41

(Y/N) was a girl with a normal life. At least, that is what you would think. Y/N was a Hufflepuff and was in her fifth year of Hogwarts. She had lovely friends and got good grades. A perfect life, would you think.

But there was something frustrating her. Someone was frustrating her. A feeling she got when he walked past her. That weird tickle she felt in her body when her eyes met his. Love is supposed to be nice, good.
But what if you fall in love with the wrong person? You’re supposed to fall in love with someone with a big heart, someone who cares about a thing at least. But what if you fall in love with a person who doesn’t know you exist? What if you fall in love with… Draco Malfoy?

How could she be so stupid? He was Draco. She knew he would break her heart. Well, she never even talked to him. But she just couldn’t. She was a Hufflepuff, and he was a Slytherin. And not just a Slytherin, but the Slytherin prince. She was dead anyway. She thought the feeling eventually would go away, that’s what she told herself every day.
But when she walked into the great hall and her eyes found his, her heart stopped. His breathtaking smile, and his smirk…
She realized, her feeling would never fade. But the eye contact was all she had.
Until she sat in the library one day.

“I don’t know what are teachers are thinking, I mean, 3 rolls of parchment, Are they even human?!” her friend said. But (Y/N) wasn’t listening. She was reading her book and didn’t even notice her friend was talking to her.

“Hello? (Y/N)? Do you know what Sprout means with this?” asked (Y/F/N).

“I’m sorry, what?”

“What’s going on?”

“I was just reading”

“No, I’m serious. You are drifting of lately. I don’t get why you have such good grades, I don’t get any of this. By the way, did you hear what people are saying about Ron Weasley? I heard someone say that he-” her thoughts drifted away again. She tried to read a paragraph eight times now, but she couldn’t read the words. She stood up to put her book back in a bookshelf. She was searching for the right shelf when she heard something.
A voice, a voice she would recognize anywhere. Her heart started beating rapidly, but she kept her breath steady.

She walked towards the voice and it got louder. Eventually, she walked past a corner, and there he was. She focused on searching a bookshelf, what was impossible with such a boy in front of you, and tried to find the good spot. She overheard the conversation between Draco and another boy.

“Do you know which book we’ve to read from Sprout? God, why am I even doing this-” he said.

“Are you searching for this one?” (Y/N) said, and gave him her book. At that moment, she wanted to run away and cry in a corner. But she stayed. Her feet glued to the ground, a little smile on her face.
She wanted the earth to swallow her, but she also wanted to stay. Talking to him is a risk for everyone, but it was the only way she could contact him.

What she did not realize, is that her smile did more than she thought. Her smile was something that touched him, deep in his heart. His heart was protected by a big wall, but she could break it within a second. Every time she looked at him, he looked back and his heart stopped. Every time he looked at her, he forgets his words.

He took the book and looked in her eyes. Her eyes, a weakness she had not discovered until now. It looked like a palette of color, that lit up when she smiled. He was staring, and she let go of the book. He was pulled back to reality, a few words left on his lips.

“Thank you.” he said.

“No problem,” she said and smiled. She smiled. She turned and walked away, leaving him behind. It was true. No one could reach his heart like (Y/N).

It was a bad day for (Y/N). She accidentally ripped her cloak in the morning, what made her late for breakfast. With her books in her hand, she ran through the hallways on her way to Potions. When she got there she opened the door, and many eyes were staring at her. Draco’s included. She forgot for one second she had Potions with the Slytherins, and her heart dropped. Without her emotions taking over her body she walked to the table where her friends were sitting. But there was no place left. (Y/F/N) looked at her with a ‘sorry’ face and (Y/N) looked around her. There was only one place left, Next to Draco.

“Miss (Y/L/N), would you like to join us and sit next to Mr. Malfoy?” the professor said. She walked to him, and he was staring at her while she did. And he smirked. He smirked. It was a miracle she didn’t fall right on the ground, little did he know what he did to her.

“What are you smirking at?” (Y/N) asked. He realized he was staring and shook his head.

“Nothing,” he said.

“Alright then” She put her books on the table and looked inside the cauldron. “What are you brewing?”

“Uh I-I”

“You don’t know what you’re brewing?” she said and she sighed. Off course he knew what he was brewing, why wouldn’t he? He was just not thinking straight, thanks to her. How hard could talking to her be? Pretty hard.

“What are you brewing?” (Y/N) stood up and asked Pancy. Pancy started laughing and looked at her like she was a bunch of trash. That did something to Draco, and he stepped forward. (Y/N) was not trash.

“Is it that hard to answer?” he said, and he put his hand on her lower back. (Y/N)’s body stiffened, and he took his hand away. He did it without thinking, but it got him nervous. He wanted to be close to (Y/N), but he didn’t want to bother her.

Pansy looked at Draco as if he broke up their marriage, and looked at (Y/N).

“We are brewing draught of living death,” she said irritated.

“Thanks” (Y/N) said sarcastically. She sat down and opened her book. She started throwing ingredients into their cauldron and Draco lost count of it.

“Can I do something?” he asked. (Y/N) looked surprised, but nodded.

“Can you give me the Asphodel?” she asked. Maybe he wasn’t so bad, at least he wanted to help. He gave it to her and the moment their hands touched each other, a shiver ran down his spine. He looked into her eyes, her beautiful eyes, and forgot everything around them.
But then she looked away and put the Asphodel in the cauldron. Draco sighed. He looked behind her and saw that Harry Potter finished his potion and got a compliment from the professor. Everyone needed to come forward and look at Harry taking his ‘liquid luck’.
(Y/N) looked at Draco and realized she should have let him help her. Then she thought of the moment he stood up for her against Pansy. She held back a smile, but a grin formed on her face. Draco saw it and it let him smirk too. But then (Y/F/N) grabbed (Y/N)’s arm and took her with her.

At the end of the day, (Y/N) sat next to her friends during dinner. She was already wearing her Quidditch uniform because she had practice after dinner. She was on the Hufflepuff team and was a chaser.
When they were done she walked with (Y/F/N) to the Quidditch pit and went to the changing rooms. Their team captain, Zacharias Smith, held a speech about new training techniques.
When they got into the pit she looked over at the bleachers and saw her friend, a smile forming on her face. She looked further around her, and her eyes stopped by a figure at the other side of the pit. It was Draco.
Smith walked to the Slytherins and asked what they were doing there, the Hufflepuff had the pit for their own training. The team captain from the Slytherins said they had permission from Snape to practice.

“If you want to practice so badly, why not play a game against us?” he said, with an evil smirk. Smith glared at him and then looked at the team, and nodded.

“Good luck with losing,” he said, and he walked away. (Y/N) shook her head, they didn’t stand a chance. But they could try to win at least. They still had a real match to play against the Slytherins, so after this, they knew what they could expect.
The Hufflepuff took place on their broomsticks, pushed themselves from the ground and took their positions. A volunteer from the audience threw the four balls in the air and the game began.
(Y/N) was a sweet girl on the ground, but during Quidditch she was serious. She raced to the quaffle and caught it. She flew to the other side of the pit and approached the opposite goal. The beaters from Slytherin flew towards her, and her teammates fell around her. (Y/N) didn’t give up, came very close to the goal, and scored.
Her whole team was cheering, and she smiled broadly.

“Nice ball, (Y/L/N)” she heard someone say. She turned and saw the face of Draco Malfoy. Wearing a smirk, like always.

“Thanks, Malfoy.” she said.

anonymous asked:

In general I'd be more forgiving of the Fat Lady because some paintings are given titles like that but in this case I give it some serious side-eye because all the other paintings we meet are implied to have names and many if not all are implied to be echoes of real people who definitely had names even if we don't know them

Exactly! Sir Cadogan isn’t ‘The Knight’. Violet gets a name, and she’s so obscure that I bet half the people who read the books religiously forgot she even existed.

anonymous asked:

Can I have a scenario where Todorokis having a huge metal breakdown over the pressure of his father and his s/o is trying to calm him down? Bonus points if the s/o had a rough childhood too.

The thing about insecurity is that you can’t control it, and as many times as Todoroki has tried to manipulate the feelings inside of him, they never seem to go away. He wishes they would be as easy to handle as his quirk, but the mind was more powerful than the body, and even if he was strong, the self doubt in his mind had manifested.

He couldn’t let anyone find him like this. Just twenty feet away in the living room, twenty people sat. Twenty people who thought he was strong; seen him be strong. If anyone, even his own girlfriend, were to find him huddled up behind his bed with a face soaked with tears, he didn’t know how he would handle it. He was normally composed with these things, silently rage about them inside while keeping a straight face.Although today, today was just too much. Someone mentioned his father in class, he didn’t remember, maybe Mineta or Kaminari, and he just couldn’t take it anymore. The only people who realized that he was about to blow were All Might, Midoriya and __. They were keeping their distance, and although he was glad those who knew about his struggle were giving him his space, all he really wanted right now was a hug. The room was cold and the involuntary frost creeping up his right leg made him colder. He was a sobbing, heaving, shivering mess on the floor, and he couldn’t stand it.

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So, the day the Derek Landy comes to my city, as it turns out, is actually the day of me and my girlfriend’s six month anniversary.

And only now am I discovering…


I have been dating this girl for FIVE. FREAKING. MONTHS. I’ve got her to read other books. But somehow, she’s never so much as PICKED UP A SKULDUGGERY BOOK???

I’m suddenly despairing. She has a month to fall in love with these books as much as I have so it’s acceptable for us to go see an author instead of doing something ‘romantic’…

captain-sodapop  asked:

I don't think we can go to SE Hinton for canon questions anymore gotDAMN. Woman is senile. She can't remember her book for shit I'm cackling and also hella angry oh my GOD

Personally, I think it’s more that’s she’s just blatantly pulling stuff out of her ass and trying to pretend it was always meant to be canon than it is she’s just gone crazy, but you’re right.

I mean most of the questions about canon she gets she either responds with “figure it out yourself” or “ugggh why don’t you try reading the BOOK” when she can’t even remember the details from her own books right, so, yeah, I don’t think we’re really going to get anything very helpful out of her anytime soon.

I was actually going to ask her a question about middle names while we were on the topic (she ignored the Tweet), because I’ve almost always seen Steve’s middle name being Lucas and Two-Bit’s middle name being Daniel, but lately I’ve been seeing some people say that it’s Jacob and David, respectively, and I wanted to know if she’d come up with either of these herself (the same way she did w/ their birthdays and star signs) or if they were just headcanons that got really popular.

But, yeah, she ignored it (three questions was probably exceeding my limit), and you know what? I don’t really give a fuck. Even if one of those is “official,” it’s not in the book and, therefore, going off of her logic,that means it’s not canon, and I don’t have to listen to it. 

From now on, I say we just think of her books as being public domain, in the sense that they belong to us now–all of us–and we can do whatever we want with them, and if we have a question about something in canon, we can just make it up our damn selves and consider it official. And the answers are going to be slightly different for everybody because we all have our own ideas and our own interpretations, and that’s perfectly fine. It’s great, actually. These stories belong to everybody, and everybody has their own special version of them that’s a little different from the rest–and none of them, absolutely none of them, require a stamp of approval from the creator. It’s out of her hands now.

That said:

  • Mrs. Curtis’s first name was Louise.
  • Curly and Angela are fraternal twins, but Angela is older by 2 minutes and 45 seconds exactly. She’s very quick to remind Curly of this fact in any given situation. Their mom wasn’t planning on/didn’t know she was having twins, and Curly being the second means that he’s always been made to feel like the unwanted, accident child. :(
  • Steve’s full name is Steven Lucas Randle and Two-Bit’s full name is Keith Daniel Mathews.
  • Soda’s full name is Sodapop Patrick Curtis. His birth certificate says Sodapop Patrick Curtis. End of discussion.

oh, nothing, nothing, just thinking about how Patty Tolan thought she was joining a BOOK CLUB but she still got them a car, and strapped on a proton pack gladly, and got worried that Erin’s nice clothes kept getting sticky so she made sure everyone got jumpsuits, and she brings people sandwiches even when they haven’t asked for them, and she thinks the best of everyone (even Rowan, briefly) and she’s always willing to put herself in danger to help everyone else, and she keeps saving Holtzman’s life, and the hipster graffiti dude tells her he loves her on his way out of getting scolded, and she wishes a death metal band would play something gentle so the demon stops being so angry, and she brings the humanities to a STEM team and her expertise is what makes their plans actually work, and when she’s asked what Rowan’s form should be her request is “small and cute”, and she has a full time job but she’s willing to spend her free time making her city safer, even though ALL SHE WANTED WAS TO READ BOOKS AND TALK ABOUT BOOKS.

jimmy-sarraf  asked:

#9 and Nessian for the headcanons?

- When Cassian cries he is not ashamed if anyone sees his tears. He’ll roar in anger or agony over whatever has caused him grief. Or he’ll wipe away the wetness from his eyes in silence with his teeth clenched to hold in whatever pained noises will erupt from his heart.

- Tears will stream down his face as his chest heaves from the emotions running through his veins.

- Nesta was at first unsure how to approach Cassian when he cried. But that familiar tug in her heart prompts her to go to him. 

- She takes his hand and holds it tight until his breathing steadies. Sometimes she’ll even pull him closer so that his face can sink into the space between her shoulder and neck.

- Or when it is a particular emotional time she will silently sit down and have him place his head on her lap while she runs her fingers through his hair. A calming gesture that never fails to put his mind at ease.

- Sometimes she will even read to him. It doesn’t matter what book it is and she’ll even refrain from making snide remarks at Cassian’s commentary of her reading as he calms himself.

- And if Cassian ends up falling asleep on her lap? She won’t move until he wakes up. Her excuse for allowing him to sleep is that she simply wanted to finish her book in one sitting so it wasn’t as if she was going anywhere.

- But Cassian can see through her words. He knows that Nesta didn’t move, because she wanted to comfort him. And that brings a small smile to his face.

- When Nesta cries she always tries to hide her tears. Even from Cassian.

- She’ll seek shelter by going to her room or someplace where no one will find her.

- When Nesta does cry they are usually silent tears. She’ll bite her lip to keep in the strained noises that threaten to come out of her throat.

- And then there is the uncontrollable wave of despair. It rarely happens, but when it does Nesta drowns in her tears. She’ll fall to her knees under the pressure of sorrow.

- Her breath is shaky and she curses or pleads to no one in particular.

“Make is stop. Make it stop. Make it stop.” Is the mantra she struggles to whisper through her sobbing. It’s hard to tell if she is telling herself to stop crying or begging someone to take the pain away.

- No matter what Cassian is there. He knows she wouldn’t want anyone to see her cry, but he waits outside her door to make sure she’ll be fine. His back leaning against the wall as he struggles to barge into the room as he hears her softly sniffling.

- Afterwards he takes great care in helping ease the rest of Nesta’s day by getting her new books and sitting with her in the library until she is ready to talk about what made her sad. He’ll never pressure her to say things she isn’t ready to talk about.

- But when she has her rough crying sessions - the ones where she whispers brokenly for someone to “make it stop” - he rushes to her side. He’ll take out any obstacle in his way the moment he knows Nesta is experiencing one of her more depressing sessions.

- He’ll hold her close so that her cheek is pressed against his chest. Her tears fall on his shirt and cauldron boil him, but the hearing her struggle to catch her breath through the sobs cleaves his heart into jagged pieces.

“I’m here Nesta. I’m right here sweetheart.” He’ll speak softly while running his hand down her head to soothe her. He’ll gently rock her back and forth as his wings shelter them from the outside world.

- Nesta clings to him. Her knuckles grip his shirt so tightly that they are pale white.

- When her sobbing quiets into shaky breaths Cassian will slowly lift her up to stand on her own two feet, but if her knees are shaky in the slightest he’ll pick her up and carry her to the bed. 

- Cassian will pull the covers over her. Nesta then thinks that can barely remember the last time she was tucked in as a child, but Cassian does it now with such care that it makes Nesta almost cry again from his kindness.

- When he moves to leave, Nesta will reach for his hand. Her swollen red eyes speaking louder than words ever could as she silently thanks him. 

- Later that same day Cassian will return with a tray of tea and muffins. And Nesta is glad for the company as she reveals what made her so upset. She’ll lean into Cassian as she talks. Taking great comfort in his warmth and the sound of his steady breathing as he rubs circles on Nesta’s back.

anonymous asked:

1/2Thank you for your hard work! May i ask you for scenario where reader is a daughter of Erwin's good friend and she is introduced to Levi when he joined survey corps and remain some kind of good friends but reader has a crush on him. Years later Levi and his squad meet reader for some buisness when all they see that corporal and reader have some kind of relationship(both deny it). After that Hanji "accidently" made reader drunk and they had girls talk.

2/2 Hanji walks her home cause her new pal is super drunk. Levi scolds Hanji and reader. And when they left alone reader kisses him, “how couldn’t you notice me falling for you, dumbass. Just reject me already and stop being so nice to me!” I forgot to say that Levi complimented her before everyone like ‘she makes the best tee, lets have cuppa tea brats’ I am sorry if it sounds stupid D:

This is a super cute scenario! Sorry it took me so long to write!     

    Ignored Feelings - Levi x Reader Imagine

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female partners

if you’re someone who is attracted to females…

moon/venus-sun aspects = if your sun aspects either moon or venus, your partners are influential/popular/identity-conscious, if not a bit full of themselves. 

example: kanye west has sun square moon, he’s married to kim kardashian, incredibly self-involved and even has a book devoted to pictures of herself. 

moon/venus aspects = female partners who are ultimately maternal, ‘feminine’, romantically & emotionally expressive. 

example: brad pitt has moon conjunct venus, married to angelina jolie, known for their own many kids, her humanitarian work for children & women, and has never been one to shy away from expressing herself. 

moon/venus-mercury aspects = female partners who are excellent speakers, have a way with words, bookworms, or simply youthful. 

example: bradley cooper, moon square mercury, known for his atypical relationship with suki waterhouse as she was 17 years his junior and even read books together. 

moon/venus-mars aspects = partners are assertive women, women who are athletically active, women who are more ‘masculine’.

example(s): john cena, moon square mars, has only dated and is currently dating a female athlete (wrestler). dwayne johnson, venus conjunct mars, is in a relationship and expecting a child with an athletic woman.

moon/venus-jupiter aspects = partners are women of other cultures or women who are cultured or a connoisseur of sorts, women who are travelers, women who are excessive, bohemian types. 

example: robert pattinson, venus square jupiter, engaged to fka twigs who is of jamaican, spanish, and english descent, has definite style with bohemian influence.

moon/venus-saturn aspects = women who are authoritative/business women, mature women, women who are confined or reserved, women who experienced plenty hardship or strict upbringing. 

example: mark zuckerberg, venus opposite saturn, married to a harvard graduate who was the daughter of refugees who fled vietnam. bill gates, venus conjunct saturn, married a business woman who was raised by an aerospace engineer. both wives are now co-founders of companies. 

moon/venus-uranus aspects = female lovers who are outcasted in some way, women who march to the beat of their own drum, erratic or surprising behavior, self-righteous. 

example(s). tim burton, venus conjunct uranus, had a long-time marriage to helena bonham carter, known for her uniqueness. kurt cobain, venus opposite uranus, married courtney love who has been quoted saying “i’m not going to apologise for offending you. actually, I think you should thank me.”

moon/venus-neptune aspects = female lovers who are idealized, women who embody the imagination and fantasy nature of neptune, delusional, perhaps unconditional, partners. 

example: jay-z, venus conjunct neptune, married to beyonce, beyonce is basically whatever people want to perceive her to be and that just so happens to be the best, highly regarded. justin bieber, moon square neptune, quoted on his relationship with selena gomez saying, “my identity was in her. her identity was in me.” 

moon/venus-pluto aspects = partners are women who are compelling, obsessive/controlling, at times destructive, partners who bring a certain formidable quality. 

example: john lenon, moon opposite pluto, was infamously known for his marriage to yoko ono, who was said to have a powerful and even a controlling effect over john. 

***you will notice that all the examples are people with ‘harsh’ aspects (conjunctions, squares, oppositions, quincunx) and that’s because squares, oppositions, and inconjunctions give us the feeling of wanting what we can’t have which only makes us want it more. conjunctions work hand in hand with the planet indicator, in this case bc female partners so it’s moon & venus aspects, your ideal woman exemplifies the planet that conjuncts either of those.

if you have a lot of aspects to your moon & venus, look to the harsher & tightest aspects (the lowest orb)

had to edit these posts because for some i put ‘attracted to’ instead of inferring that your partner WILL be like this because you will bring out these traits in them

also, this is not synastry. this deals with your own chart.


The Signs as my Favourite Women in Literature pt.3 (Air)

Gemini - Scarlett o’Hara (Gone With The Wind)
Scarlett o’Hara is a dark-haired, green-eyed Southern-beauty. She inherited her fathers stubbornness which sometimes conflicts with the decent behaviour, society expects from her. On the outside she potrays the busy, kind and strong woman but her inner self only longs for her neighbour Ashley Wilkes. A great part of the young woman’s personality is determination, which helps her achieving everything she needs and wants in life. This determination conveys itself either through arrogant and backstabbing behaviour or through the sole will to survive and hard work. She is a woman who starts at the bottom just to end up at the top and she doesn’t even need help for she is strong enough on her own. That’s why she makes a great leader and businesswoman, bulding up her father’s plantation after leaving it and achieving great success. She is almost exlusively driven by logic and she has a hard time figuring out the feelings and motivations of others and herself. She can only see what’s happening on the exterior which is why she has no problem being ruthless and not bothering with kindness or honor especially in topics of business. Nevertheless, she has a bright mind, always coming up with unique ideas and evaluating situations perfectly. The only man she can’t think of in a logical way, is her neighbour whom she admires through the whole book. In matters of feelings she turns into a childish, insecure and overthinking girl, who didn’t notice her real love when he stood right in front of her. Scarlet knows exactly who she is and she never made any excuses about ignoring social norms, being manipulative or  probably hurting a lot of people. But we see her searching for love and stability like every other woman back then. And even though she never really knew where she belonged, she developed such a brave and independent personality, that she was able to be her very own protection and stability and the one she coud rely on.

Libra - Elizabeth “Lizzie” Bennet (Pride and Prejudice)
Elizabeth is the second daughter of the family and like her sisters she acts lively, carefree and playful. Unlike her siblings she is good at seeing through people’s exterior, noticing their truest intentions. The young women is really proud of her quick wit and her ability to read people like a book. While her younger sisters are mostly interested in men, Lizzie is attracted to everything that conveys beauty, like literature and art. She can’t stand the frivolity of Lydia and Kitty and her mother who encourages both to act like they do. When she first meets Darcy, she discounts him as proud, snobbish and bad company whereas he notices her as one of the most beautiful women in the room. Elizabeth belives that she finds a lot of validations for her judgement about Darcy such as his behaviour about Wickham who she has found to be an honorable and kind man. While Darcy grows more and more attracted to her, she is drawn away from him especially when she finds out that he destroyed the relationship between her older sister Jane and his friend Bingley. Hence, Elizabeth refuses his proposal and tells him bluntly that his cold and pride behaviour prevented her from developing any feelings. As a result, Darcy writes a letter, clarifying things like his role  in the break of Jane and Bingley or his relationship to Wickham. Lizzie has to admit, that she made a mistake by judging him so hasty but she is too embarassed to apologize. Henceforth she is beginning to look at him with other eyes, slowly falling for him as he reveals a soft, protective side and becomes a man who would do anything for her. She sees her belief in true love becoming reality and shows a genuine gentleness and real affection instead of mockery and arrogance. In the end, Elizabeth remains in the reader’s head as a woman with a lot of self-respect, who isn’t afraid of honesty or using her sharp tongue. Lizzie is able to love with her whole heart, but only if her partner understands her deepest desires and respects her as his equal.

Aquarius - Anne Shirley (Anne of Green Gables)
Anne Shirley is extremely curious about life. She experiences every subject in its individual way and drinks in everything she senses. Anne has a vivid imagination and is an expert in telling fantastic tales about haunted forrests or ghosts. She loves to show others the beauty of life and the possibilities it has to offer. The red-haired girl has a strong sense of right and wrong as well and she posseses unswerving opinions. She romanticizes everything and operates a search for the pure and genuine. She tries to find good characteristics in every person she comes across and she wants to be and do good herself. But most of her life is taking place in her head. It’s easy for Anne to portray a completely contrary exterior to the way it looks inside of her. When you see her smiling, it’s possible that she really feels lonely and insecure. That’s why she needs friends who grant her attention and who are always there to listen to her. She even reads her books aloud to hear herself talking because she can’t stand being alone. She will give you her undivided loyalty if you’re always there for her. Anne Shirley can get pretty passionate about things and her fiery temper shows especially when you cross her. At the same time, she is one of the most friendly and kindred spirits you’ll ever have the pleasure to meet. Unfortunately, Anne has to go through mistakes and errors to learn important lessons and life can get pretty tough for her. But after all it’s just beautiful to watch this adventurous girl floating between dreams and reality and getting to know her through her crazy exploits.