she breaks my heart :'(

On this exact day one year ago, I brought someone who was very special to me to this sunflower field. She later went on to break my heart. Today was the first time I’ve been back here since then, and I felt a strange calmness inside. Life is so wonderful, and you shouldn’t waste your time thinking about how someone did you wrong or how they hurt you. I’m in a happy place, and I wish that upon anyone who is reading this

anonymous asked:

Her lips look so soft but yet I can't kiss them. Her hand would fit perfectly in mine but yet I can't touch it. Her hair is so fluffy and bouncy but yet I can't play with it. I miss her and she misses me. We love each other and the distance breaks my heart. I want her here and I know she wants the same. She's my everything and I don't know what I would do without her. She's my sun, my moon and my stars. I'm so in love with her. We're gonna get married someday. I can't wait to visit her.

holy shit. actually me @ yara tho like in another lifetime i wrote this

peafowlsoul  asked:

Do you like Rize?

Mod K:

Guuurl, Mod A, Mod M, and I love every female character in this series.

I adore Rize. I like how she is unapologetically violent. She has no qualms about where her meals are, and takes an almost depraved joy out of her victims’ suffering. She is strong and confident and her abilities, which is why Fu//ruta had to use an underhanded method to injure her. She is a very self-assured person, which is why it breaks my heart that she is still captured and being used against her will. Granted, she is dangerous as hell, but seeing her starved and calling for her father still made me feel badly.

I like seeing women portrayed in dark ways, so Rize is near to my heart. I wish she was featured more in the series!

in seventh grade i liked a girl. she had blonde hair and hazel eyes and i found it hard to breathe every time she stood near me.

now, i wasn’t the only person to like this girl. she was the most sought after girl in our grade, the one every guy would kill to call his.

they tripped over each other trying to ask her out, even though it was common knowledge she had a steady boyfriend in the year below. she had to reject boys practically every other day.

it would break my heart every time i witnessed the fallout when things got ugly. boys would call her a bitch, a slut, a cunt. once her nudes were even leaked, and half the school turned against her.

i was different. not once did i ask her out or flirt with her. half the time i didn’t dare let my eyes linger on her for too long.

for a while, i pondered this. why it was common behaviour for boys to abuse girls who didn’t like them, while girls who liked girls were wrong for liking them in the first place.

one day it came to me, and it felt like a punch in the chest:

boys who like girls feel they have the right to own them.
girls who like girls feel they don’t even have the right to look at them.

8

“It was always a circle, from our hero’s family home to an underworld to the rallying of the tropes, and Gareth always wanted to get Jyn back home again; it starts with the home and end with (a metaphorical) home.”  - The Art of Rogue One, Josh Kushins

Day 4- Moments you cried

”For a freeloader you sure eat a lot.”

Robin’s whole story is heartbreaking, but there is this one scene of her, 8 years old, eating and crying while her aunt (or whatever she is) yells at her for “eating too much” when shES JUST HAVING A PIECE OF BREAD FOR DINNER AND i… cry………….

underrated Iconic™ six of crows/crooked kingdom moments
  • inej simultaneously choking tante heleen and stealing her priceless diamonds like a bamf
  • kaz’s ‘embarrassed teenage boy’ act in front of smeets (i was laughign so hard)
  • “pay someone to pay someone to pay someone to burn your kruge”
  • that time kaz and wylan chemically burned a hole in the ceiling and dropped into the middle of van eck’s dinner party
  • matthias grumbling “i. should. let. you. die.” while trying to restart kaz’s heart; nina giving kaz mouth-to-mouth resuscitation 
  • kaz staying conscious even though a prison guard shoved his bare fingers in his mouth (!!!)
  • Wyvil
  • inej breaking van eck’s nose SHE DID THAT
  • JESPER’S SHOT @ KUWEI!! MY HEART WAS IN MY THROAT WHY DOES NO ONE TALK ABOUT THIS 
  • kaz complaining nonstop bc alys van eck Wont ShuT UP
  • nina f-bombing @ matthias
  • child kaz f-bombing @ the man who wont let him see mr. hertzoon
  • “you’re too broke to buy waffles” 
  • llewelyn
  • KAZ’S IDIOTIC SMILE WHEN HE SEES INEJ JESPER AND WYLAN THUNDERING FROM THE ICE COURT IN A TANK DRAGGING THE ‘STRYMAKT FJERDAN’ BANNER HONESTLY DOES IT GET ANY BETTER
  • nina’s pregnant woman charade 
  • “i will turn your teeth inside out” “that’s physically impossible”
  • WYLAN’S DRUNK FJERDAN NATIONAL ANTHEM
  • wylan “im not a thief” van eck: offended @ “you think like a lockpick”; one (1) book later wylan has a scheming face and a “very passable imitation of kaz’s glare”
  • “if you ever cared about me at all, don’t follow.” Kaz Why Are You Like This Kaz
  • damage

Okay guys that chat was just a chat but daaaamnn it spoke volumes. 

The clip yesterday indicated very much that Sana is feeling a little left out from her girl squad…like she is having trouble relating with them all of a sudden? 

I couldn’t help but notice that her entire demeanour with the boys changed when she was with the girls. 

she literally went from this

to this

and it breaks my heart that she’s feeling uncomfortable and a little distant from her friends. 

I feel like the shot we saw before she entered the room implied this kind of distance as well. 

Sana hovers in the doorway for a moment, almost like she’s observing another world, like she is preparing herself. By us viewing the girl squad from over her shoulder we get a true feel of the distance that Sana must be feeling. 

After details like offering Sana pizza with meat on it and discussing sex in detail, we become further aware of the small things that make her feel a little different to her friends and I think it is building up inside her. This kind of loneliness, like no one understands her and she’s scared and not sure how to try and make them understand, how to relate. 

ahhhhh and then that chat, how the girls just ignored her when talking about Vilde being the only one who hadn’t had a boyfriend before. I know they didn’t intend it but to Sana it would feel almost like she didn’t counted? Like her faith suddenly took her out of the equation. She no longer became valid. I know it’s just a small thing but as we know with skam, these small things count and build up. 

I feel like something big is brewing for Sana and ahhhhh I can’t wait to see how this all unfolds <3 

Let me know your thoughts <3 :)